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tired of struggling with the name. Prove me wrong/ I don't want to go on what all has been calling God but what we supposed to call him. I can she proof and I want to compare. I got the pleasure of seeing all the guy as they stood out across from the gas station. having a meeting. When I say pleasure on this note it's not in good way.

i asked God to reveal all that's involved to me. Shower me with the faces of all, let them rain upon me so that I am no longer blinded by them. this whole group set before as we went to get gas. The man on the second floor came right in with his dog and I opened the door. others has been revealed. Perry Wallace is in the mix still and stop defending him , he get no props here. I don't care how yall think I feel so let it be know This man id the from right from the devil. To hell with all thoughts any one has of me not letting him go or he left me. you crazy right with him. I left him and didn't look back. no matter how many times he tried ti call. it's no turning back once you got out of hell. I ran for my life and was trying to run before any of this took place. Now you all have clear facts!!! He had on a burgundy hoodie, the female was in front of the store with a green sweat suite on. hair brown and blind , light brown skin chick who was shocked to see my face. all she could say say was oh F. and got out of doge but too late I seen her. the same one I seen sitting outside of louis house. The same one from guess where, I don't even have to tall yall. Read book one. Smh her side kick stood on the other side of the door. I don't understand why all don't get it , We are being attacked ever night!!! I may be wrong and some players as some may be set up as these traffickers attend to do often, They make it look like another is doing it to keep the heat off them. I seen them frame many people around me for me to get them away from me and through blame. Remember that!! many thing may be wrongly called about, a lot that's why I write for other to figure this out with me. I spoke on Harvey Collins in the first book but I'll give a reminder as it was brought back to my attention after his sister tried to reach me last night. Harver Collins brother was good friends with me. My cousin killed him for no reason , no reason at all. call me a snitch but I told on my cousin , I was scared and in shock that my friend was gone. It's been over 30 years but it still seem hard to talk about R.I.P. Howard. His family never came to ask nothing about what happened to him, or even to find out why. They came to snatch everything he owned with not one question. So I'm very clueless to why the hell do they chase me around now. Clueless to why his brother hate me and has been after me for so long. So what we call this a love hate thing. one brother cared and the other hate they were twins. Could Howard have been angered of the fact that he let my cousin get away and gave him money for the cab to get away and I still told. Or is it the fact of watching Edell take the gun but no one asked about it, cause you darn right I would have told that too. My friend lost his life is what all fails to understand. I would have told every detail of it step by step. It was wrong and it was for no reason that man lost his his life. If questions are asked to this very day I would still tell his story. they all hang together.. it's a pack of them . Another friend killed in her sleep. they said I'm not gonna have no one. God wanted his angel that's all. Listen to what the Bishop said About my friends and family. I don't forget no words. R>I>P. Wanda.

I was tied and dragged again in my sleep last night. I worry bad about my girls. as each one are targets, I worry about my little sister. I worry about all family members and close friends that are linked to me. I don't know what I did so wrong to one to bring them to this point. They know where I am but refuse to come talk to me about what I did and how it can be corrected. Only four names keep ringing in my head. Darryl Gordon, Meat ball, my nephew, and Jeff. but Harvey Collins is sticking there. He took a picture of himself on our block and made sure it got to me to see it. I was told by doctors to watch out for him. It's time to go, and just leave all behind. They have scattered all my friends and family away from me with threats to kill or bring harm to all they know. So I am clear and very correct on that.

The only way they could have gotten to the Bishop and the other pastors is when I started following him over 30 years ago. Someone thinks the worse of me and I don't know why. I can only think of my mouth and temper that I have a problem with controlling I have changed all but that. I don't cuss no more but the mouth is still crazy as the sward still dwells inside. I think of the last bad fight I had but they were all bad . The fights I should have backed down from but my temper didn't allow me too. I have a mouth and a temper that moves faster than my brain. By the time the brain catch up things are said and done. Now the brain is left only saying what the hell have you done. I realize it's a big problem in my life and I'm trying hard to change it. I have ignored so much but somethings come across that's hard to ignore, some things you really have to defend yourself on. Once I find out who this is , I don't even think I can remain angry at them because i realize now that I must have done or said something that hurt them deeply. I now would just like the chance to apologize to them. Hug them and pray for them and with them.. This has to be bone breaking deep, earth shaking deep, world crashing deep that brought them to this amount of anger. I know I can't change things but maybe we can heal together. I don't just feel my pain but I feel the pain of another now..

Dear God, I have done something awful to someone so bad that my heart cries out to them now. I ask that you bring us together face to face , bring us to know each other , to forgive each other allowing us to pray for each other . I pray for a new found friendship with this person I ask that you heal the heart of this person , cleans the mind of the hate they feel for me. Remove every womb that I have placed in they heart and soul. Allow them to share my wrong doing with me and find some kind of peace with the sight of my face , the sound of my voice and please bring peace upon them when it comes to me Lord. I ask that you give them understanding in their heart that I mean them and meant them no harm. and I ask that you allow them to forgive me. I feel they anger for me , their hate for me and I know now of the harm they seek for me. Bring us face to face oh Lord I beg of you. If it came to this point Lord I must have done something unrepairable. Lord I ask that you soften the heart of this person so they will carry no more heart of stone towards me.

Lord I ask that you forgive me as well and show me what I have done wrong to bring this type of drama upon me. Lord I ask that you show mercy upon us both. and soften my heart as well. I no longer feel angered but sorrow as it rise up running through me. please no longer hide their face from me. I ask that you bring this person before me LORD. in jesus name amen.

My Lord Jesus If I have not wronged this person that have brought this drama and pain unto me than show me nothing but bring them before the law to justice. in the name of Jesus I pray. Lord I feel someones anger and pain. Identify these feelings that I feel from this person. If of no wrong doing I have done to them is this the pain they feel from what they are doing to me and my family. Identify this anger that i feel from them it runs through me now. Identify the sorrow Lord now Lord ask of you in the name of Jesus. in the name of Jesus , in the name of Jesus. Lord if it's you, and your will that I have crossed I come humble as many times and more asking for your to forgive me. for I did not understand. in the name of Jesus amen. I must continue to pray. in the name of Jesus amen!!!

I so believe the all the pastors are being framed. I just still can't see them all going this route although one seem to have apologized for “THE CHURCH” if that was the case I for give THE CHURCH, I need a church and all didn't do wrong. I'm sure. SHED LIGHT ON ALL OF THIS. and again identify these feelings

The stories keep coming but God is gonna shake this earth. I believe the war has began. They are now using the church to continue to carry out the work of trafficking. Thy shall not kill . but many death has occured from heart failure, men and women. If the bible is being replayed then the Lord is gonna surely shake this earth and all of evil will parish and the earth will be made as new. I spoke of a war but never understood of how it will take place. I don't full understand none of what's going on but I do understand that the Lord almighty is coming , King of all kings will show upon us all. God if you made me to preach then allow your will to be done. What so ever you ask of me I will gladly do before you with no questions asked. give me full knowledge to do your will. If I am doing your will now as I believe show show it before all eyes to see. Make it known Lord in the name of Jesus amen. A evil has come upon us all that's unexplainable and you have gave me eyes to see it all. I carry the marks to prove it and so do many others that has no knowledge to it. Many that's not my family, that's not no friend of mine, many that I do not even know but seen they face and their marks. Many call me stupid and I accept they remarks for they do not as well understand. Lord the world has rosed up against me and I show no fear for I know you are coming Lord . I allow them all to call me crazy and I don't mine at all. for I know if manythat don't believe in you and expressed themselves against you Lord and none of them had to go through this. This is pure evil roaming the earth using the word giant. But have no understanding of the real giant that's gonna walk this earth. I have fear of that giant because I know that it is you LORD. The only one I fear.

I do not fear no human because they are just man and woman made from man. They don't know my heart and soul dwell in the house of the Lord. In the name of Jesus, I shall not fear thy enemies that rise up. I shall upon the lies that are told, or the evil acts set upon me and my family. I know that you are watching and see all. Just as many do evil upon me saying it's in your name Lord without knowledge of all coming to me and sitting me down to talk to me with out riddles. All pastors that forsake my name as they find it that easy to do so. Why couldn't they rise and bring me forth and sit me down and have and a conversation with me to understand me instead of judging me that is your job Lord. Why not leave me just as I leave them all to be judged in heaven by you Lord. I shall not run to police about these acts but allow you to Judge each and everyone that has rose against me in such a file way with no real understanding, but of the understand of just man that could have judged me all wrong. None have never came to me directly and had a word with me but all judge me, all has come against me. If I am wrong I can accept me wrong doing and try hard to correct it but do they all think they are not wrong for these acts?? Do they not??? How can they correct the murders the brutal rappings , How do they correct the the judging that all has done in your name?? How do they not see that they are wrong as well if I am so wrong.I can fix my any wrong that I have do but can they?? I must pray.

BOOK OF EZEKIEL as I say no more in the name of Jesus!

ALL is getting a big kick out of watching our every move as we get hurt through it all. While you Bishop play out the roll of the bible for something you are after, for what you have done. One day it will all come to light and you will none of you will have no justification for your hash acts, none of this make no since. All for what you want. Perry, Harvey and all that joined yall. I promise there has be a day God set just for. There was not enough money in the world all needed that would make yall do this to people a whole family. Perry said wait till I find out who is doing this and now that I know. Knowing why is the worse part. I continue to pray for all souls. I don't care no more about the sounds of engines let them roar loudly. across the city streets.. As they echo off all walls for the sale, for this is fun to all as all pockets get full. We suffer for now but our suffering will have nothing to the suffering all face. All will bare their shame. This is acts of pure greed. This is just the flesh but yall don't move my spirit, will not every move my spirit and won't ever move my spirit. That is yall flesh but all spirits will surely roam and burn through out hell. in the name of Jesus. All think they know God lol I must. All that watch with a silent tongue. You are no better, all have proved that none are nothing OF Godly. No matter how much you go to church. No matter what I did or said, Who are yall any of yall to be the judge?? One day all will think back on the awful crime all performed, all watched and engaged in. I can not judge none and I shall not. All i can do is pray for all souls. Have a great day! The devils doors are open as he awaits for all. THIS EARTH I TELL YOU NO LIE IS GONNA SHAKE< ROCK< AS MANY WILL BE DESTROYED AND THREW TO THE FIERY PITS OF HELL. ok I'll can live with that too. Call me a lair when I know truth. GOD is the TRUTH. NOTHING NO ONE DID WAS OF ANY TRUTH. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE AND DAYS WILL COME TO PEACE< AS I I AMD FAMILY SHALL REJOICE IN GLAMOROUS DAYS. I have peace through it all now, blow by blow. from every night.

AS ALL THINGS COME TO AN END! You are the devil! You know who I speak of you words don't sound the same no more.

These people are two funny as they watch us leave, follow us around through the city and blow the horn when we come in taking count. as they flash their head lights on us. Stupid as hell I know every move yall make. Now turn on your cameras to finish watching us.

Lord thank you for changing me, thank you Lord for encouraging me to write. I can forgive you but I trying hard not to tell on you, although all sees you too.

I gonna just watch you fall instead by your own hands. All will fall by the hands of thy self.. I cant write no more unless we get attacked the way we did this morning. Footage many haven't seen. footage that they cut out. They can lie or say yeah right but the marks don't lie.my nails don't lie. my daughter was drugged and that kinda of stuff don't lie. They raped her this morning and how about the many hand prints all over my legs and inner thighs big and small ones. Book will be published soon and sent free around to everyone of law in every state . YOOOOOO!!!!!! The reason why I smile. The white house on down. I gonna get justice. yall can't stop this. The LORD said stop and now the Lord make sure . every church gets it across the world for free. ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm ROARING TOO> Sick of this and funny how yall think I'm supposed to just take it and stay silent.. The world will know this story and more than what all show. they gonna read the missing footage. All are the sadist people the world have ever seen. Yes this is a war and I'm glad I'm on the right team. Don't ever think I'm gonna stop fighting. yall started this war and GOD gonna finish it and I'm gonna help out.

This is not about hope and hope can stand till the Lord cleans the world and cst all the demons out. What make all think this is not wrong or sinful unto God?? Why do all think this is of good axts the pleases the LORD. NEWS FLASH!!!! This is wrong in every way, all that know about without watching is a sinner, all that watch is a sinner all that's involved is a sinner. CALL ME A LAIR WHEN ALL KNOW I JUST SPOKE TRUTH.

GOT TO GO < I NEED A NEW CHURCH that is really of GOD

GOD TURN IT AROUND

WHO CARES HOW LOUD YALL GET MAKE IT KNOW> IM MAKE A MOVE> WE DO NOT ACCEPT ABUSE AND IS NOT FOR SALE. I;m gonna show all better than I can tell all. HOH I"LL SAY LESS. OMG its no way out of this.

you are not the devil I just didn't realize how hard it is to get us out this is unbelievable. I'm fighting tho , where there is a will there shall always be a way.. I strongly believe that ,GOD make ways out of no ways.

I must realize these people don't care or love them self so it comes easy for them to do this. They living for this moment nothing more. They don't even love life. Sure they are rich until they get caught then they fear and try hard to find God but nothing but the devil awaits and they all know this.. Why else would you take a chance on getting life in jail.

The more I learn I come to realize that it's not a man but a woman maybe a couple. The one that is trafficking my daughters is a woman.

backed up by a large group of man and women who are prostitutes. must do a lot of homework on this. How did bishop know my friends and many people are dying I know?????? how did the lady in white know we were in the hotel but we gad no room service I brought our food we used nothing they provided. how do they know about my health all of them/

I'm beginning to think this is a family business. I can't put my hands on it. but the whole church got involved so canfused and I don't want to think that way but I'm just going over the facts, How did they know to speaking on the the fact of wanting to be with that man I seen traffick me.HOW?? I don't want to believe that. I know in my heart these traffickers are messing with my mind. , I must stay focused and know my people , Bishop been in my lfe for over 20 years and I never seen him do no wrong , why would he mess up all he have for this mess. I don't see that in none of them. have to keep my mind right. I fight to stay strong but it gets hard at times. I would love to come face to face with who this is, and know it. 100 sure. Lord I would have to beg for forgiveness, I don't know what I would do. you hurt my babies and my friends. you hurt me bad. to the soul , just to know all you did, punk shut up because you don't want to get caught. you sorry as hell. that means nothing, you mean nothing. I wish I know the exact house you are in because I would not stop calling law and pointing you out. you talk trash as you hide behind the walls. you attack babies and children. and women you're a punk in my eyes i have no respect for you coward. see you in my sleep. lol all you gonna ever get is me laughing at you. are you down stairs. big bad willy. boy bye. repeat BOY!!!! you are nothing without your crew and you know it. just sorry for no reason. God got you! you sound stupid as hell shut up

if I call police now your punk ass gonna hide. do shut up and she is too. stop fronting!!!

I'm so proud of myself, good books or bad books I'm writing books. wait let me stop before you rape the baby again.

God They don't understand how I know you are real but why have all come against me. Are they saying that the system is correct. are they saying that it don't have to change. are we not supposed to know who we really are. Oh God speak to me. have they not stolen our history and changed it into they own, When we learn the truth of who we are them we and only then we shall be free. God with all and with out I can't go back. I know truth I need us all to come to the table at once, I want to speak to all God please line them up with me bring me to their faces and help me to allow them to understand. This is not who I am. Kord please come out and bring all . God I will change everything for you. God I can't live that lie no more please make all understand. Take the fear out of me and allow me to speak. I'm ready to speak LORD. I'm scared of shaming you LORD . They can kill me but I want the truth all must live on your truth. it's not for me it's for us all every home most grow. No more will we live in a lie we shall live by the truth. Thank you Lord. Thank you my almighty King. amen!!!! Brother and sister I apologize for fighting with you. yall don't understand and I forgive you and teach my daughter how to forgive you too. amen. Y'all don't understand. YALL HAVE NO CLUE WHY YALL HATE ME SO

Ok last night all has made it clear that they follow me now on youtube.