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10/5/2013. As I woke up this morning, still in the closed eyes but awake state where you keep trying to dream, I saw a man in a robe and sandals. He was a very normal man but obviously not from the modern era which is when this dream was set.
It was an office, like a coaches office with one wide, high window against the back wall. The Man was sitting back in an old springy desk chair at the desk with a fixed gaze on me as I walked into the office. The first thing that I noticed was his feet in leather strapped sandals. I felt like he was an angel and did not recognize him as Jesus because he was too normal for the images I was comparing him to in my own imagination. No glowing or fire white hair or burning eyes. Just normal. But I could feel it, like I knew it was Him.
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I did not want to be a wedge between any miraculous healing or feel like any possible future relationship with her was not blessed. So I decided to seek counsel from my friend who is a missionary based in Colorado. After being completely honest with him, he told me exactly what I needed to hear. Not what I wanted to hear. Proverbs 24:26 says an honest answer is like a kiss of friendship. What a blessing to have friends not afraid to guide you according to the Holy Spirit. So I got off the phone and called my friend right away. I had to back away from this relationship to honor God and her.
It just so happened that she hired me to be her marketing guy for her gym just a couple weeks earlier. I just got out of the military after 10 years of active duty service in the infantry and was having a really tough time finding work. After lots of prayer, I met her, got a job and now I am forced to serve myself or the Lord. I decided to be a man of faith and honor and create space for healing. Honestly, it broke my heart. So I was surprised at his response and thought to myself, what does this mean? He continued on and said to me “you are about to be blessed.” Immediately, I had some kind of understanding that I had been going through a multi year testing phase of trials and hard times. God saw good in me. He was proud of me and was rewarding me and finally going to restore me for doing my best. I doubted a little bit about passing any test given my background and thought I could’ve done better. I should have done better.
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