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Deborah Maragopoulos FNP. LoveDance: Awakening the Divine Daughter
LoveDance. Awakening. The. Divine Daughter. By. Deborah Maragopoulos FNP
Author’s Note. I meant to write a healing book, you know the kind, a self-help manual based on my expertise… Everyone has a story: how they do what they do, how they became who they are in the world. And I have mine. In 1984, I gave birth to a premature baby who stumped expert endocrinologists with numerous hormonal challenges. Defying medical advice, I orchestrated the care of my firstborn by learning everything I could about how hormones affect developmental behavior. My intuition proved correct—our healthy son just graduated college. In spite of my traditional training as a nurse practitioner, what I learned as a patient and a parent sparked an expertise in holistic neuro-immune-endocrinology, the interface, I believe, between the bio-physical and the psycho-spiritual being. Through my own bio-psycho-spiritual journey, I evolved into an intuitive healer capable of honing in on the biochemical interconnections of human physiology and relating them to symbolic imbalances as lessons on a patient’s soul path. Spiritual gurus, psychological geniuses, and fully grounded but very ill patients from around the world presented themselves to gain insight on the wellbeing of their physical forms. Yet, I learned the most from the children. In 1988, my daughter was born beautifully whole and much more work than my premature son. Although developmentally advanced, speaking by six months and reading at three, he struggled in his physical form undergoing five corrective surgeries, while she delighted in her humanness. Forcing us all to stay awake, she candidly shared her inter-dimensional experiences, in constant communication with my dead grandmother, so connected to her father that at any distance she knew what he was feeling, claiming with innocent assurance that they had been father and daughter in a past life, and like I did as a child, could lay her hands on someone and “know” what ailed them. Meanwhile, my son struggled in school and at eight, asked to see a “brain doctor.” The psychologist insisted that with his intense brilliance, he could not have attention deficit disorder, but my son insisted on being tested with the “video game.” The psychologist was floored. How could a child know about the newly developed computer program used to differentiate learning disabilities? I just shrugged; his uncanny knowingness was part of our life. When my son agreed to submit to traditional therapeutics, “only, Mommy, if I do not lose my dreams,” again, I was challenged to find a natural solution to his dilemma. Of course, the universe presented lots of opportunities for growth as pediatric patients were brought to me by their parents. After much research, I began treating my autistic and learning disabled patients nutritionally. While gladly mixing the “brew,” squeezing oil from capsules, carefully measuring powders, their parents asked me to create something easier. So by 1998, and after many exhaustive but futile attempts at finding the nutritional connection between genetics and the hypothalamic orchestration of the neuro-immune-endocrine system, I surrendered to the advice of my children and prayed. Every night for three months, I had the same dream in which my most hormonally-challenged patients came to drink from a chalice I held. We never spoke, but intuitively I knew they were better. I awoke every morning asking what the golden liquid in the cup was. The first answer came as seven letters, I thought were Hebrew, but later found were Aramaic. Amazingly they translated into the same single letter denotations used for the seven amino acids I had been studying related to the hypothalamus. Thus my nutraceutical formula, Genesis Gold®, was born. Under its influence, I began to write about my journey, but it would be another five years before I realized the significance of initially receiving the formula in Aramaic. All through my years of healing, friends, family, colleagues, and most enthusiastically, patients encouraged me to write. They appreciated my unique take on healing, how I married eastern and western philosophies into successful therapeutics, how I seemed to know just what was out of balance to restore wellbeing, and how passionately I shared anecdotal stories from my life as a healer, wife, mother, sister, daughter. So in the summer of 2003, I began to write the book I had promised my patients. But it didn’t go as planned. I had no idea how to put it together, no muse, no nothing, until September 15… I had a dream. I was walking down the dusty streets of Nazareth, fine linen flapping about my legs, my sandals gathering debris, as I hurried along anxious to meet my friend. Then I was there, in a humble courtyard, looking into the eyes of a boy I knew very well. In the dream, I was fourteen-year-old Mary, the soon to be bride of Yeshua. Once the opening chapter was recorded, the muse did not leave my side day or night for eight months. I didn’t know why Mary’s story came to me. I wasn’t religious, nor particularly interested in history, but I was compelled to record the voice of the woman history had forgotten. I lived and breathed nearly every aspect of her story while typing like mad. Here was a muse I couldn’t deny. Never once did I suffer writer’s block, but it wasn’t easy to humanize the man deified by so many in the eyes of the woman the world believed was far from his wife. Yet how could I deny the intimate details that came in dreams and visions, some even…in Aramaic! My poor husband, always supportive, feared for my wellbeing, but as my son put it: he could believe my experience was the product of an unstable mind or he could believe in my inter-dimensional connections, deepen our relationship, and thus gain spiritually himself. Fortunately, my husband chose the latter. I struggled to write Mary and Yeshua’s journey to Qumran for what I saw was so very different than what the scholars of the Dead Sea scrolls believed, so I called my dear friend who is also a rabbi. She advised that I forget two thousand years of what I was taught to believe was history as interpreted by modern Victorian Christendom and just “be Mary.” Six months later, she called to inform me that Israeli archeologists had just discovered evidence of what I wrote. I ceased denying why this story came to me and just relaxed to birth it into the world. Being Mary changed my life. By embodying the energy of the divine daughter, recognizing her in others, and reaping the benefits, I became my truth. I’ve always been a cup-half-full kind of person, sensually oriented and passionate, probably from my hot-blooded Italian family, but somehow through writing this book, life became even more joyful. I chose the first person present tense narrative because that’s how it felt to me. The synchronicities between writing her story and my own have been amazing—as I wrote, it would become manifest in my life. As Mary progressed in her awakening, so did I. I opened to admitting to my patients that, yes, in spite of my scientific training, I intuitively diagnosed and treated them. Appreciating my honesty, they began challenging me to further my healing gifts, especially encouraging me to divulge the lessons from the book. Family, friends, and even patients clamored to share in the experience, so I released chapters of the first draft for feedback. It should have been no surprise that my readers had transformational experiences, but I was in awe, because that’s what happened to me. I always believed in the profound potential within each of us. That’s how I believe healing occurs. It’s already encoded; we just have to tap in to the potential for it to become manifest. My understanding of human consciousness is an evolution of the Mother-Father-Son-Daughter aspects of the Divine. Originally, I believe, humans worshipped the earth as the Divine Mother, her body was ours. Then we looked into the cosmos and envisioned the Divine Father as spirit. In the last two millennia, avatars teaching in parables initiated a revolution of the mind, and ever since the Divine Son has been the center of religious worship. Now the time is ripe for the Divine Daughter to manifest in human consciousness. She is emotion weaving the mind, body, and soul into Sacred Unity with All That Is. I believe Mary was the original embodiment of the Divine Daughter achieving Sacred Union with Yeshua, the embodiment of the Divine Son. Although lost in history due to the fear-based struggle between politics and religion, her story is fortunately being remembered. I am blessed to present my rendition of Mary’s awakening to you. Writing from her perspective helped me remember who I am and why I’m here. Sharing in her journey may help you, the reader, gain a remembrance of your truth. Thanks to all the prayers and healing energy of my beloved circle of supporters, LoveDance is a reality. I am eternally grateful for: my husband and hero, Steve, who rescued me whenever I questioned my purpose; my son, Jarys, who inspired me to seek my truth and whose rich knowledge of history brought to light invaluable details; my beautiful daughter, Kyra, whose delightful attitude buoyed me through three years of creation; my mother, Maria, who held the space as I evolved; and my friends: Dorothy, whose sharp pencil and wise counsel guided this work; Chris, who listened ad nauseum to Mary’s tale; Hava, whose advice to surrender myself to the character was invaluable; and Carol, who supported my awakening and then released me. My deepest appreciation to my editor, Mary Bryan, who helped carve a long, intimately detailed story into a most lovely refinement. As it turns out, I did write a healing book. Everything I wished to teach—the bio-psycho-spiritual healing lessons—are in this novel. In story form, the way a beloved avatar taught some two thousand years ago
Primary Characters
Prologue
Who Am I?
Be true to your self in Harmony with Love. I am Mary
Choosing Destiny
Becoming As One
1:1 Alaha, Creator of the Universe, I, Jacob bar Joseph bar Hillel descendent of Solomon bar David descendent of Judah bar Jacob bar Isaac bar Abraham, stand as keeper of the records of Israel, the title given by the Divine to Father Jacob for whom I am named. 1:2 On the first day of the year 3772, Yeshua bar Joseph of the House of David wed Mary of the Hasmonaean House. The lineage of our people has been patriarchal from the time of Abraham, but through this marriage, the bloodline shifts to matriarchal inheritance. 1:3 The Oneness separated itself into light and dark, masculine and feminine. In Sacred Unity, the two become as One. Ameyn
Bringing Forth Delight
Esteemed Brother Joseph, The tribe of Judah sends glad tidings. The forces of darkness rise from inside the Holy Temple, within the confines of the holy city and beyond the desert of Judaea growing stronger from across the Great Sea. The sons of light cast rays of hope and justice to keep the darkness at bay, yet more Hebrew blood pours down the stony mount. These are dangerous times we live in, my friend, and I agree with Judas that your mists may be penetrable by the dark shadow. Complacency shall not serve the house of David. The angels of mercy are at your disposal, just ask and you shall receive. In faith of arms, Theudas
Nissan, 3773
Iyar, 3773
To Heal Self
Welcome, precious Sarah, to the world
My eternal love and devotion, Abba
Cheshvan, 3773
New moon of Shevat, 3773
Eve of first Shabbat of Shevat, 3774
First Shabbat of Shevat, 3774
Alone in Nazareth
Elul, 3772
Teoma bar Flavius,
In faith, Judas
Dod Joseph,
Yours, Teoma
Why am I Here?
Welcoming Love
Dynastic Obligation
Deliverance of Fear
Discerning Disclosure
Walking Between the Worlds
Teoma bar Flavius,
In faith, Judas
Where am I Going? Judaea, 3780
Journey to Jerusalem
Serving with Gratitude
Lost in Capernaeum
Layers of Healing
Celebration of Light
What is My Purpose? Judaea, 3780
The Birth of Death
Mystery of Qumran
Portals of Passion
Of Fathers and Sons
For the Love of Women
Shifting Illusions
Forbidden Fruit
When is the Time Ripe?
The Dark and the Light
Surrendering to Sophia
Healing Touch
Gathering of the Council
Dancing Unity
Triads of Creation
Epilogue
Book Two: Realization of the Magdalen
Glossary. Abba: Aramaic; Father
Adama: Hebrew; earth. Adonai: Hebrew; the Lord
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