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E F Benson. Our Family Affairs, 1867-1896
Our Family Affairs, 1867-1896
Table of Contents
PORTRAITS
OUR FAMILY AFFAIRS
CHAPTER I. WELLINGTON AND THE BEGINNING
CHAPTER II. LINCOLN AND EARLY EMOTIONS
CHAPTER III. LINCOLN AND DEMONIACAL POSSESSION
CHAPTER IV. THE NEW HOME AT TRURO
CHAPTER V. PRIVATE SCHOOL AND HOLIDAYS
CHAPTER VI. THE DUNCE’S PROGRESS
CHAPTER VII. THE WIDENING HORIZONS
CHAPTER VIII. LAMBETH AND ADDINGTON
CHAPTER IX. THE FALL OF THE FIRST LEAF
CHAPTER X. CAMBRIDGE
CHAPTER XI. THE CIRCLE IS BROKEN
CHAPTER XII. AN ARCHÆOLOGICAL EXCURSION
CHAPTER XIII. ATHENS AND DODO
CHAPTER XIV. ATHENS AND EGYPT
INDEX
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E. F. Benson
Published by Good Press, 2019
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Instantly, so it seems to me now, we began playing the most blood-curdling games in that floor of attics; people hid there and groaned and jumped out on you with maniacal screams. A short steep flight of steps led down from it to the nursery floor, and how often, giddy with pleasing terror, have I tumbled down those steps, because somebody (who ought to have been a sister, but might easily have become a goblin) was yelling behind me. One’s mind, the sensible part of it much in abeyance, knew quite well that it was Nellie or Maggie, but supposing one’s sensible mind was wrong for once? It was wiser to run, just in case. … From which vivid memory I perceive that though I knew about Abracadabra I was not so firmly rationalistic about the rooms with gurgling cisterns in them. In the dark, strange metamorphoses might have occurred, and when one day I found in the darkest corner of one of these attics, a figure apparently human, and certainly resembling Nellie, lying flat down and not moving (though it was for the hider to catch the seeker) the light of my sensible mind was snuffed out like a candlewick, and I shrieked out, “Oh, Nellie, don’t!” Observe the confusion of an infant mind! I knew the corpse to be Nellie, for I addressed it as Nellie, and told it not to; on the other hand, by an involuntary exercise of the imagination I conceived that this still twilight object might be something quite different.
My sisters were now of an age to sleep together in a large apartment somewhere at the top of the stone stairs, while I still slept in the night nursery, in a bed near the window. Beth occupied another bed, and in a corner was Hugh’s crib with high sides, where he—being now about two years old—was stowed away before the day was over for me. Next door to the nursery was a room smaller than any room I have ever seen, and this was officially known as “My Room.” It had a tiny window, was quite uninhabitable, for it was always shrouded in a deadly gloom and piled up with boxes, but the fact that it was my room, though I lived in the day nursery by day, and slept in the night nursery by night, gave me a sense of pomp and dignity, and I resented the fact that presently my father had the wing of the house which lay above the stone staircase connected with the night nursery by a wooden passage across the roof. This turned my room into part of the passage, and though he called this ten yards of passage “the Rialto,” I felt that I had been robbed of some ancestral domain. After all it was My Room. …
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