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Who was I, and what was my life like before I met my Mentors in their physical bodies (when I began to consciously perceive them as Mentors)?

Looking back over many years, I saw only greyness there.

I always knew about my Gift. Even in my youth, I had experiences when I could see or predict events. And the more I observed people, the more I saw the DIFFERENCE – the way I stood apart from them.

Only the Path of Self Knowledge gave me the vision and understanding that, in reality, I am part of the UNIFIED WHOLE. Part of the World, part of God, and, to some extent, part of these people. But I began to truly see and acknowledge this much later.

From childhood, one thing concerned and interested me above all: NOT TO THINK BADLY OF ANYONE, not to hurt anyone with a judgmental thought.

At my first meeting with my Mentor, he asked me:

– What do you want?

– PURITY, – I answered immediately. – I see envy, hatred, and jealousy in people. I consider myself much better than them – almost a saint, sinless. But in truth, I know that I am THE SAME AS THEY ARE – that all of this exists within me, and I want to cleanse myself of it.

– That’s easy, – he replied. – You just need to become a CLEAN SLATE.

Since then, I have walked a long and thorny path – many years and many inner breakings – but I always remember that meeting and his words.

During my growth, I came to have other Mentors – some with physical bodies, some without – but all were PURE, with pure intentions. Each of them gave me much: new vision, a new perspective. Only years later could I understand some of the things I did at their prompting – I had to break myself, break my EGO, to do what they spoke of. To go through pain.

And all of this was so that I might finally arrive at the state of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE – the true state of the soul, which gives me the awareness of being part of God and of my Divine Source.

Now I have no resentment left toward my true Mentors – the resentments have simply melted away – and I feel only UNCONDITIONAL GRATITUDE AND LOVE toward them.

Over decades of self knowledge and inner growth, I practiced and mastered a great number of different techniques, many of which my Mentors gave me. These techniques, along with my diligence, my immense inner desire for Purity and for helping others, gave me FREEDOM. Freedom from everything – fears, inner patterns, laziness, weakness, and more.

This Freedom is the eternal sensation of your Soul’s flight. Union with your Soul and with God.

I will share several techniques for independent practice at the end of this book; some will be mentioned briefly or described in more detail earlier on. Overall, this book contains answers to many of your questions, the principles of the Universe and the laws of God, some advice, and the invaluable information I received from my Mentors.