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Lauren Ann Isaacson. Through These Eyes
Through These Eyes
Table of Contents
Chapter 1 Early Years 1 Chapter 2 My Brothers 11 Chapter 3 Todd's Illness 16 Chapter 4 Fifth Grade 19 Chapter 5 Norm / Marriage 24 Chapter 6 Norm / Reflections 28 Chapter 7 Todd / Reflections 31 Chapter 8 Sixth Grade 33 Chapter 9 Discovery of Tumor 38 Chapter 10 Preparation and Surgery 49 Chapter 11 Diagnosis and Recovery 53 Chapter 12 Chemotherapy 70 Chapter 13 Year at Home and Diary 87 Chapter 14 Summer 1976 111 Chapter 15 Return to School 114 Chapter 16 Divorce 119 Chapter 17 Ninth Grade 127 Chapter 18 Summer 1977 133 Chapter 19 Tenth Grade 137 Chapter 20 Eleventh Grade 140 Chapter 21 Twelfth Grade 160 Chapter 22 Summer 1980 167. Chapter 23 Black Hawk College 175 Essays: Views on Choice 181 Views on Awareness 183. Chapter 24 Interlude 187. Chapter 25 Return of Cancer 195 Essays: Suffering 212 Quality in Life 213 Bargaining and Prayer 214. Chapter 26 Categories of Acceptance 216 Chapter 27 Frustrations 225 Chapter 28 Christmas 1981 230 Chapter 29 Self Imposed Barriers 232 Chapter 30 Autumn at Augustana 236 Chapter 31 Depression 243 Chapter 32 Basic Day 246 Chapter 33 Treatment / Hoax 251 Chapter 34 Journey to Greece 254 Chapter 35 In Limbo 263 Chapter 36 Reflections 267 Chapter 37 Zenith of Grief 276 Chapter 38 Personal Belief 284 Chapter 39 Reminiscence 286 Chapter 40 God, My View 288 Chapter 41 Continuum 291
DEATH
PAGE 1
Chapter 1
CHAPTER ONE
PAGE 11
Chapter 2
CHAPTER TWO
PAGE 16
Chapter 3
CHAPTER THREE
PAGE 19
Chapter 4
CHAPTER FOUR
PAGE 24
Chapter 5
CHAPTER FIVE
PAGE 28
Chapter 6
PAGE 28
CHAPTER SIX
PAGE 31
Chapter 7
CHAPTER SEVEN
PAGE 33
Chapter 8
CHAPTER EIGHT
PAGE 38
Chapter 9
CHAPTER NINE
PAGE 49
Chapter 10 Preparation and Surgery
CHAPTER TEN
PAGE 53
Chapter 11 Diagnosis and Recovery
CHAPTER ELEVEN
PAGE 70
Chapter 12 Chemotherapy
CHAPTER TWELVE
PAGE 87
Chapter 13 Year at Home and Diary
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
PAGE 111
Chapter 14 Summer 1976. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
PAGE 114
Chapter 15 Return to School. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
PAGE 119
Chapter 16 Divorce
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
PAGE 127
Chapter 17 Ninth Grade
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
PAGE 133
Chapter 18 Summer 1977
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
PAGE 137
Chapter 19 Tenth Grade. CHAPTER NINETEEN
PAGE 140
Chapter 20 Eleventh Grade
CHAPTER TWENTY
PAGE 160
Chapter 21 Twelfth Grade
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
PAGE 167
Chapter 22 Summer 1980
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
PAGE 175
Chapter 23 Black Hawk College
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
PAGE 181
VIEWS ON CHOICE
PAGE 183
VIEWS ON AWARENESS
PAGE 187
Chapter 24 Interlude
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
PAGE 195
Chapter 25 Return of Cancer
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
PAGE 212
SUFFERING
PAGE 213
QUALITY IN LIFE
PAGE 214
BARGAINING AND PRAYER
PAGE 216
Chapter 26 Categories of Acceptance
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
PAGE 225
Chapter 27 Frustrations
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
PAGE 230
Chapter 28 Christmas 1981. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
PAGE 232
Chapter 29 Self Imposed Barriers
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
PAGE 236
Chapter 30 Autumn at Augustana
CHAPTER THIRTY
PAGE 243
Chapter 31 Depression
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
PAGE 246
Chapter 32 Basic Day
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
PAGE 251
Chapter 33 Treatments / Hoax
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
PAGE 254
Chapter 34 Journey to Greece
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
PAGE 263
Chapter 35 In Limbo
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
PAGE 267
Chapter 36 Reflections
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
PAGE 276
Chapter 37 Zenith of Grief
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
PAGE 284
Chapter 38 Personal Belief
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
PAGE 286
Chapter 39 Reminiscence
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
PAGE 288
Chapter 40 God, My View
CHAPTER FORTY
PAGE 291
Chapter 41 Continuum
CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
QUALITY:
EPILOGUE
