Shadow self

Shadow self
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In jail I have a lot of time to think, and I don’t always have control over where my mind wanders. A lot of the time, and despite myself, I think about Clay: how much I loved him, the mistakes I made.
So many mistakes! My daughters. My little boy, Joe.
But my thoughts aren’t always completely clear. I think through gauze, through filters. Being locked away minute after minute, second after second (for that’s how slowly time passes) has made me realise that I’ve spent my whole life in a fog. Some days it’s like parting a thick black curtain in front of me, and just when I manage to open it and see a little light, the curtain falls closed again and I’m left in the dark.
Most people want to know where this all started, and I sometimes wonder that too.
Thea Middleton is behind bars for an unthinkable crime. As she, her husband Clay and eldest daughter Sanusha try to repair their shattered lives, their individual accounts form the pieces of a tragic puzzle that will haunt them forever.

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Paula Marais. Shadow self

How to plead

Part One

Sanusha (aged 5): Important family facts

Thea: A mother’s sense

Sanusha (aged 5 ½): Some top things to know

Thea: Learning to be a good wife

Sanusha (aged 6): Going for it

Thea: Not dying easily

Sanusha (aged 6): Cracking eggs with 1 hand

Part Two

Elephants in the foam

Lame duck

That berry place

Coffee to froth

Heavy feet

Part Three

Thea: Those black clouds

Sanusha (aged 7): Private investigations

Thea: When motherhood was invented

Thea: Don’t forget, nobody’s perfect

Sanusha (aged 8): As good as this mother gets

Clay: Splitting at our seams

Thea: The choice

Sanusha (aged 11): Critters and punishment

Thea: Happy mother, happy baby?

Sanusha (aged 11 and a half): Those who can’t

Thea: Floating away

Thea: Nausea rising

Clay: Broken china

Thea: A mother when I met him

Clay: Just one damn time

Sanusha (aged 12): Fried brains

Part Four

Thea: Playing catch-up

Clay: A leech … a dog?

Thea: Closer to terrified

Sanusha (aged 15): Rhino hide

Clay: Clean slate

Thea: Bird-filled lungs

Clay: Black noise

Sanusha (aged 16): Cottage pie

Thea: Just us here

Clay: Thawing the mannequin

Thea: The baldness of the head

Part Five

Sanusha (aged 16): Still the most beautiful woman in the room

Clay: Everything I’ve lost

Sanusha (aged 16): Exactly what happened

Clay: Breathing under the blue lights

Thea: Dead

Clay: Warnings

Sanusha (aged 16): Too much

Clay: Finding happiness

Part Six

Sanusha (aged 27): Trying to get free

Thea: Snapping back

Thank you

Information on Postnatal Depression and Psychosis

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Shadow Self

Paula Marais

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“Can I serve you?” Mother said, indicating the perfectly matched tableware piled high with potatoes, and broccoli, salad and meat. Lots of meat.

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