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Sheron Jones. Heartache to Healing
Introduction
Chapter 1. My Life
Chapter 2. The Call
Chapter 3. The Process
The Process for King David
Jesus’ Process
Chapter 4. Emotional Healing
Unforgiveness: Without Understanding, Without Pity
Insecurity and Inferiority — Belief In Oneself Is Esteemed Very Low
Rejection
Depression
In Closing
Chapter 5. Overcoming Loneliness
Single Mothers Struggle With Loneliness
Single Women Struggle With Loneliness
Chapter 6. Fear
Twelve Spies (Numbers 13:1-9)
Chapter 7. Faith
Faith Is Our Breastplate (1 Thessalonians 5:8)
Chapter 8. Be Not Weary
Chapter 9. Watch Your Words
How Are You Using Your Words?
Chapter 10. Dare to Dream
Chapter 11. Be Relentless
Story of Nehemiah
Chapter 12. They Are Waiting for You
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If you are trying to get to a place of emotional healing and find peace and oneness with God, allow me to help you. In this book, I will not only share my life’s story from the various tests and trials I have faced, I will also share the wisdom, which I have gained through overcoming them. For a number of years in my life, there was ongoing heartache, frustration, and confusion. As you read about my setbacks and victories, know that God is in control. Many will be able to relate to some of my experiences. God turned my misery into a miracle and He can do the same for you. God does not want you bound by old wounds. It is time for you to live the life that God has planned for you. He wants to free you into a life full of peace and joy.
On the outside, I appeared to be a pleasant and outgoing, young girl. I participated in afterschool events and church activities. I always smiled, but it was a façade. I tried to keep control of my emotions by bottling things up inside, but that did not last long. During my teenage-years, the anger, hurt, and disappointment I had always tried to suppress-—came up. I became selfish and emotionally disconnected. I had a nonchalant attitude, tried to pretend like nothing bothered me, and that I did not need anyone, but that was far from the truth. I wanted to feel protected and loved. I just did not know how to express it, and I would not trust anyone. There were times, I went into my bathroom and cut myself to dull the emotional pain.
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During this lonely time in my life, I tried communicating with the dead, through different methods. Engaging in these activities, whether through mediums, psychics, tarot-card readings, the Ouija board, or attempting to talk to the dead as if they are alive, is a huge mistake. I opened up a door to the demonic realm, which took me many years to close. I was not communicating with Kenyon, but demonic spirits imitated my beloved. Demonic spirits are real, and once you let them in, you subject yourself and your family to all types of torment. I went from one bad state to a worse one.
Depressed and confused by how my life had gone from one point to another in a matter of seconds, I could no longer take proper care of my children. They were fed and clean, but there was little interaction between my children and me. They watched television and movies, while I slept and sulked in the apartment. They did not deserve to suffer with me, so my mother helped me with my children. Eventually, they went to stay with their other grandmother for a while. I thank God that I had two wonderful people that gave my children a good life, while I was not able.
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