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I’ve never seen Malu like that. Even when she used to argue with her family, she didn’t look as fragile as she does now. I look at her, sitting next to me in the car in complete silence, playing with the pendants from a bracelet I gave her while staring outside, I wonder what’s on her mind.

Hellen did an outstanding job with her. Malu looks gorgeous. She doesn’t look like a rebel girl anymore, but like a woman who’s aware of her own beauty and sex appeal. She seems all grown-up, mature, feminine. And I definitely should start dating soon, because I’m seeing things in her that I’m not supposed to.

As we approach the gallery, I spot some movement on the seat beside me and look straight to Malu, watching her wringing her hands on her lap.

“Hey, calm down. Everything’s going to be alright,” I tell her, holding her fingers on mine.

“What if nobody comes to this shit?”

“Watch your mouth.”

“I mean it, Rafa. If it’s empty, Hellen will be fucking disappointed. We better go back home. Look, if you go straight ahead, there’s a turn on the road and…”

“It’s not empty. Take a deep breath and watch your freaking mouth.” I’m laughing. She looks at me scared but then she also laughs.

“Do you think so?”

“I’m positive. At least the guys from the beach and from Tito’s bar are going to be there.” Her smile grows larger, and she exhales all the air she was keeping in.

I stop the car in front of the gallery and a valet opens her door to help her out. People around us turn their heads to watch her with admiration, but she’s trembling so much she can’t even see what’s going on. I go around the car, and after I thank the valet by handing him the car keys, she grabs my arm.

When we get inside the gallery, we’re greeted by Hellen right away.

“Oh, that’s wonderful! You two look so beautiful.” She greets us with kisses and take a step back to admire Malu. “You look amazing, young lady. Are you ready? The press here is dying to know who’s our talented artist.”

“Really?” Malu seems thunderstruck.

“Yes. Rafael, you may take a look at the exhibition while I take our artist to meet some people.

“Sure. Good luck, sweetie.” I kiss her forehead and watch her go away, still a bit apprehensive.

I look around but can’t face any familiar faces. It’s still early, so I decide to take a look at the exhibition, even though I’ve already seen all the paintings. I walk through the hallway, but a waiter stops me to offer a glass of champagne. Holding on to my glass, I enter the exhibit room. About forty paintings are hanging around the gallery rooms, but right on the entrance, I’m greeted by No regrets. The large canvas with an image of Malu in watercolors opens the exhibition, greeting visitors as soon as they arrive. I can’t help but feeling a little uneasy seeing her so exposed. However, there’s no denying regarding the beauty of that painting and the model herself.

This piece depicts a strong, brave, fearless woman, but, at the same time, highlights her femininity and delicacy. It’s a mixture between daring and innocent, erotic and sexy. I stay there for a couple of minutes, enjoying the beauty of her art and trying to make sense of how someone with so many shades, complications and rebellion was able to pour so many feelings in a single canvas.

The whole night passed as a blur. The gallery was crowded, all the paintings were sold and, according to Hellen, some people have already made requests. They were really impressed not only by the beauty of her paintings but by the woman behind the artwork. I can’t help but feel proud of the way she blossoms when doing what she really likes.

After people were all gone, Hellen locks the gallery doors with a huge smile on her face.

“This night was a success, Malu! An event like this, with 100% sold, is pretty rare, you know. Even No regrets was sold.”

“Really, Hellen? I still find a bit disturbing the thought of someone seeing me naked on their living room wall.” Her laugh makes me smile.

“Shall we go home, Miss I’ve-sold-all-my-paintings?”

“Let’s go!” she accepts all excited. We say good-bye to Hellen and head to the car.

We cover the short way home from the gallery in silence. She turns on the radio and Mais Ninguém (which means no one else), a song by Brazilian band Banda do Mar, starts playing. Malu sings along in a low voice and the lyrics moves me in an inexplicable way.

I just hope no one else comes

Then I can have you only for myself

I may steal your sleep

I want your everything

If someone else comes, I won’t even notice

I change to another song, even though we’re close to her place. This strange feeling that song gave me is too much to handle.

I stop in front of her building, without turning it off. She looks at me surprised.

“Aren’t you coming up?”

“I don’t think so…”

“Oh, no! I need someone to talk to. Come on, turn this beater off and cut the crap.”

“Malu, you may hardly call my car a beater.”

“Yeah, playboy car” she says while frowning at me, to which I eventually give up and laugh. I enter the building through the garage and park on her spot, which I’m the only who uses anyway, since she doesn’t own a car.

We enter the elevator, and she quickly takes off her sandals, remaining in her bare feet.

“I can’t believe you’re touching this filthy elevator floor with your bare feet.”

“I’m in pain” she says, with her sandals on her hands while stretching her toes.

“Shit” I curse in a low voice, lifting her up. She throws her arms around my neck, smiles and smacks on the lips, as we usually do.

I can’t tell if it were the dress, the booze, or the stunning song, but her lips touching mine make me feel thunderstruck.

When she looks back at me, she comes across the way I’m gazing back at her, and, just like me, she can’t look away.

The elevator stops at her floor, and I carry her all the way to her door. She unlocks it, and we get in. When I put her back on the ground, already inside the living room, she turns away to lock the door. At this moment, all this desire that I’m feeling anymore get the best of me. I hold her against the door letting my mouth rapture hers in the most passionate kiss we’ve ever exchanged. I’m kissing her as if my life depends on that.

She drops the sandals and the small purse she was still holding and throws her arms around my neck, letting her hand walk all the up to my hair. Her body sticks to mine and I can’t think of anything else but how her kiss is so much better than all the others I’ve had before. My heart pounds faster when I feel her taste, pure and unblemished. And that reminds that she’s still a virgin. Shit.

“Malu.” I call her, pulling my lips away.

“Hmm” she moans against my mouth and I can feel myself getting even harder.

“We have to stop.” My mouth is saying that, but my body is screaming: No! no!

“Stop? Are you crazy?” She sticks her mouth back to mine, waving her body against mine. She’s going to be my downfall.

“Yes. First of all, you’re a virgin…”

“Oh, good one. Now tell me another one, because that doesn’t count.”

“Second, having sex will change everything between us. I don’t want to lose you as a friend” I look into her eyes.

She remains quiet for a couple of seconds. Then, rising up on her toes, she holds my face with both hands and say:

“Rafa, the last thing I want right now is losing you and your friendship. You’re all I have. But, just like you, I don’t want a relationship. I don’t want a commitment to someone and depend on his presence to be happy. You know I don’t believe in any of this romantic shit.

“Watch your mouth.” She laughs.

“We can make a pact.”

“What’s this? Fifth grade?” My question makes her laugh even harder. Her eyes are sparkling.

“I mean it! We’ll be friends forever. If any of us feels up to a more intimate moment but doesn’t feel like dating strangers, we’ll look for each other. It’s going to be like a celebration of our friendship. We can have sex and, when it’s over, it’s over. No promises, no expectations, no future plans.

I look at her still feeling suspicious. That sounds too good to be true.

“A ‘friends with benefits’ kind of thing?”

“Yeah, that’s it.”

“And what about the virginity stuff?”

“What about it? If it’s not you, it’s going to be someone else. I rather be with someone I care about than some idiot who’s going to fuck me, make it hurt and leave me pissed off.

“Girl, you swear like a sailor.”

“But you like me anyway.” She smiles and I smile back at her nodding in agreement.

“No relationships?”

“Just friendship.”

“Nor plans for the future?”

“God forbid me fantasizing of wedding dresses and veils and shit like that.

“No monogamy?”

“Holy fuck, if you’re not having a relationship with me, of course there’s no monogamy!” Malu starts frowning faces again and that can’t help but laugh. “You better stop all this shit and kiss me.”

“Or?”

“I’ll have to abuse you.” She sticks her lips to mine.

That’s everything I need to send self-control straight to hell and hold her in my arms. We kiss so passionately that I feel my whole body burn. Our tongues dance in perfect harmony, magnifying the decadent taste of all the champagne we had.

I strongly hold her hips against mine, making her moan at the feeling of my hard length. I then support her so she can throw her legs around my waist. She keeps moaning low while I take her, attached to me, to her bedroom. When I lay her down on her bed, before I have the chance of taking off my clothes, she pulls me by the tie, making me lie down on my back so she can climb on top of me.

Malu unties my tie, throwing it on the floor. My coat and shirt follow the same route after she takes them off in a delicate but sexy manner. My breath is heavy, even more because I knew I had to go slower considering that this is her first time.

I start pulling her dress up to undress her, but Malu holds my hands and gets up. I’m reclining on my elbows, curious to know what she’s going to do next and, obviously, I’m surprised by her, in the middle of the room, unzipping the dress and letting it go down forming a puddle on the floor.

She is different from all the other women I’ve known.

Her small and curvy body looks like masterpiece ready to be discovered and enjoyed. Having only the moonlight to lit them, the flowers on her shoulder almost look like one of her paintings, filled with colors, as she usually paints them. I look to her small breasts, her waist, her crotch, her legs, her ankles bearing that sexy black rose going all the way down to her foot.

She’s unique. There’s no one like her, in the whole world. Looking at her, naked in front of me, all I can think of is that she should be worshiped as the erotic goddess she is.

I lie back on the bed, offering her my hand, to which she smiles in acceptance, coming towards me with a smile enhanced by the red lipstick. When our fingers touch, the electricity that greets us is so violent that I can feel her shiver. I hold her hand tightly, helping her climb on the bed and, after she lies down on the sheets, as red as her painting, with her lips parted and her eyes lighted up in expectation, I take off my pants, throwing them on the floor with the rest of my clothes.

“Rafa…” she whispers my name and all my self-control dissolves, though it was not much anyway. I lie on top of her, feeling how soft her skin contrasting with my own roughness. She lets her hands walk all over the sides of my body, following all the way to my back, while my mouth steals a kiss from hers. This kiss is intense, provocative, and sexy. I let my lips slip through her face, reaching her neck, and I can hear her panting when she feels me nibbling on the base of her neck.

Feeling her heart racing against my chest, I resume caressing her down to her breasts, nipping first, until I feel her twitching under me, and then sucking her hard. She grabs me by my hair, moaning my name while I tease her already harden nipple. My unshaven beard scratches her sensitive skin. I leave there my marks and perfume.

I keep caressing her until the point of no return. If I still had reservations about what we’re doing, those feelings are lost between the nibbles I leave on her waist. I slowly move away from her, looking at her eyes, with pupils obscured by lust. I reach my pants and take a condom from my wallet. While I put it on, I hear her sighing slowly and deeply. Then, throwing her arms around my neck, I feel her press her burning naked body against mine. I touch her, letting my hands slide all the way down to her hips, holding her tight.

“Rafa…” she whispers, and my name sounds like music coming out of her lips. “Please…”

“Please what, beautiful?” I ask her, holding her tight against my erection while I let my tongue trail all the way through her neck.

“I want you,” she pants, and I feel ready to take her, claim her and make her mine. Damn! Where does this come from?

Maybe she feels my hesitation, so she steals a kiss from my mouth and whispers in my ear, nipping my earlobe.

“Fuck me, Rafa.”

Her words have the power to bring up even wilder feelings inside me.

“Foul mouth” I groan, seeing her smile mischievously in expectation.

“You like it,” she says and nip my chin, making me moan. I’m sure it makes you horny.

“You make me horny” I reply and kiss her again, slowly diving into her so she can get used to my thickness and, little by little, I break the barrier of her womanhood.

“Are you okay?” I ask her, a bit worried.

“Yes”, she whispers, looking me in the eyes. “Don’t stop.”

I smile and hear her moan when I start to penetrate her. She holds to me tighter. Slowly, my thrusts grow stronger and deeper, always kissing her to drive away any shadow of pain.

When her body embraces mine and she’s ready, I pound faster, growing into a rhythm, until both of us are lost in a cloud of desire. We kiss nonstop, and I feel like I could die of pleasure.

“I’ve been picturing this all night long, since I saw you in that tempting black dress.” I say, causing her eyes to pop up a little and her mouth to open in a sexy and satisfied smile.

I feel her vagina tighten around my length, showing she’s very close to her peak. Just the thought of providing her an unforgettable night makes me reach my own orgasm. Our bodies contract and, when we peak, we scream each other’s names, our muscles contracting and stiffing like steel cables.

“Wow,” she groans while I lean my head against her chest, completely breathless.

“Wow?” I ask her, laughing. “You used to be more eloquent, foul mouth.”

I can feel her laughing under me.

“Eloquent? Holy fuck, Rafa!” She laughs out loud. “What a shitty word to use after fucking.”

We both laughed, then I nibbled her shoulder.

“I think you like it when I say difficult words during sex, sailor.” I tease her, and she keeps laughing happily. It’s so rare to see her smiling like this, with no shadow of melancholy, but realizing that gives me a sinking feeling in my stomach.

“And I think you like it when I put my foul mouth to work in bed.”

“I think we need to put that to a test.”

“Thankfully, we have all night long.” She laughs, and then she holds my face so she could look me in the eyes. “We’re okay, aren’t we?”

“Exactly what I was going to say.” I smile reassuringly. “On my behalf, we are. What about you?”

“On mine, too. If I knew it was going be this way, I’d have seduced you a long time ago.” Malu makes a funny face and we both laugh. “Friends?”

“Forever” I assure her, stealing a kiss that leads us to a second turn, which promises to be even more intense.