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The Fish
ОглавлениеHunter says they’ve never
had their heart broken—
I didn’t know I’m not supposed
to use heart in a poem—
I don’t think that’s something
to brag about
if all the queers of East Van
braided their hair together
we’d have to look
sexual tension in the eye
on a chart that roughly maps
the gender spectrum
I select femme and dirtbag
instead of masc and dapper
I wear a disco ball with wool
socks to the wrong party
no one looks at me all night
I cave and eat molasses
I cave and do push-ups
once when I was a kid
I lost my shit
because the story about the fish
whose tail went swish
came to an end
my dad told the story again
and then lost his shit
I don’t know what came next
look, I just want to talk
and talk and for that talking
to feel like a lucid dream
or the heartiest fish
you’ve ever fried by a river