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KAMEL

I threw myself straight into the job. I did not think of the consequences. I was like someone who shuts his eyes and jumps in at the deep end. I decided to distribute the pamphlet in the dead of night. Until three in the morning, the streets of Sayyida Zeinab would still be swarming with people and the denizens of the coffee shops, and I knew that plainclothes police would be out and about. After four o’clock in the morning, the first clusters of people would appear on their way to morning prayers. I decided to go between three and four in the morning, starting with our own street. I went from building to building, climbing to the top floor and then leaving a pamphlet at each door as I descended. I completed a number of buildings in our street and then continued to another.

I avoided going into any building with lights on. I must have done at least twenty buildings and was so absorbed in my task that I did not notice time pass until I reached into my bag and realized there were only a handful of flyers left, which I decided to leave in front of the closed Cinema al-Sharq. I had just one copy left in my bag. That was my single error. I crossed the street by the police station and walked in front of the Sayyida Zeinab Mosque as I made my way home. Just before the end of the mosque wall, a number of British officers appeared out of nowhere, accompanied by an Egyptian policeman. They were carrying out a surprise inspection at a spot in the square that was impossible to avoid or slip around. I was rattled. I was certain that the officers had seen me. If I were to throw away the pamphlet, they would arrest me immediately, and if I carried on walking toward them, they might notice my alarm and start questioning me. They would certainly frisk me, find the pamphlet and arrest me. That’s how I found myself doing something so strange that I still do not know how it occurred to me. I carried on walking, and a little before I reached the officers, I stopped and put my right foot against a wall. I bent over and pretended to tie my shoelace. I untied it and then tied it again as if distracted by some thought, with not a care in the world. It took me about a minute to tie my shoe before I calmly walked toward them.

The English officer asked me, “What’s your name?”

“Kamel Abdel Aziz Gaafar.”

“Where do you work?”

“I’m a student at the College of Law.”

“Where are you going now?”

“I’m on my way home.”

I made a show of nonchalance. I tried to make my voice sound completely normal. The officer looked at me for a moment and then stepped back, clearing the way for me, and said, “Off you go then.”

God in heaven. I was safe. When I recall what happened, I can still hardly believe it. I mouthed the first sura of the Quran, thanking God for rescuing me . . . I returned to my bedroom to find my brother Said sleeping. I put the remaining pamphlet in my desk drawer, got undressed and went to bed, falling quickly into a deep sleep.

The moment I opened my eyes that morning, I found Said sitting on the edge of my bed. He was already dressed and wearing an ominous expression. He said contemptuously, “Good morning, Mr. Kamel!”

“Good morning,” I responded, still half-asleep.

“And where were you last night until dawn?”

I sat up in bed and asked him, “What’s it got to do with you?”

“I’m your elder brother and have the right to know where you were . . .”

“I’m not a child, and I don’t need you to look after me.”

Said got up, leaned toward me and brandished the pamphlet.

“Has this got something to do with you?”

“How dare you go through my things!”

“I didn’t go through anything. I found it on the desk.”

“Liar. It was in the drawer.”

“In the drawer or on the desk. It’s all the same. What’s this all about?”

I resolved to come clean.

“Read it yourself and you’ll understand,” I shot back at him.

“You tell me!”

“It’s a statement protesting against the British occupation.”

“It’s not a statement. It’s a pamphlet.”

“So what?”

“Do you know what they do to people who distribute pamphlets?”

“I do.”

“Are you crazy?”

“No. I am an Egyptian whose country is being occupied.”

Said let out a guffaw and said, “So you are the one who is going to liberate Egypt?”

“I’m doing my duty.”

“The only thing that will accomplish is that you’ll go to prison! Do you think that the English will be so scared of your pamphlet that they’ll evacuate Egypt?”

“We have to fight the occupation with all the means at our disposal.”

He laughed again, and his face turned ugly.

“So Professor Kamel Gaafar will defeat Great Britain by means of pamphlets?”

“Patriotism is something greater than anything you can understand.”

“Patriotism does not mean you throwing away your future and ending up in jail.”

“If everyone thinks like you, we’ll never liberate Egypt.”

“Oh, when are you going to stop dreaming?”

“That’s mine to know.” Then, almost exploding with anger, I told him, “You are the one who could use a bit of brotherly guidance.”

Now giving me a look of great irritation, Said replied, “You’ve always been ill-mannered.”

“You should have some self-respect!”

He pushed me with his hand, and I caught hold of him by his shirt, and we started fighting. He was stronger, but by the sheer force of my anger, I shoved him so hard that he fell onto the bed. He got up again and tried to punch me, but it only landed on my shoulder. That’s when our mother ran into the bedroom screaming. I leaned into his face and whispered a warning, “If you say a word to our mother about the pamphlet, I’ll tell her what you get up to on the roof.”