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I began writing this book in a state of profound inner turmoil—the moment I finally understood that the woman I loved no longer belonged to me. She didn't just leave; she ceased to be mine in the most fundamental sense.

Suddenly, with agonizing clarity, came the realization: the ideal of a woman, etched into my very essence—perhaps on a genetic level, or perhaps woven from illusions and hopes—turned out to be utterly alien to the person with whom I had shared my life. Almost everything about her—her thoughts, her actions, even her manner of breathing—suddenly became foreign, as if we had been speaking different languages for years without noticing.

The pain I felt was not merely an emotion—it became a physical phenomenon. A crushing weight compressed my chest, spreading through my body in hot waves, paralyzing my mind. I couldn't sleep, eat, or concentrate. My thoughts were tangled, and the world around me lost its color. There were moments when it seemed that just a little more—and I would lose my mind from the emptiness inside.

To keep from falling apart, I threw myself into work like a drowning man clutching at a straw. But when even labor ceased to provide salvation, only one thing remained—to write. To pour onto paper this pain, fear, despair, and… a strange, almost mystical awareness: perhaps this book is not just a cry from the soul, but the beginning of something new.

This book is for men.

I have collected within it the experiences shared online by other guys: how to seduce, how to strengthen a relationship with a woman, how to walk away from those who do not match your inner ideal. Here are stories of divorce, ways not to lose your mind from the pain, and even chapters on how to win back the one who left.

This is not dry theory—these are the real experiences, mistakes, and victories of men just like us. Taking the experience of others and filtering it through myself, I've added my own understanding and now pass it on.

This is my first psychological work, written in an essayistic style, where the main characters are he—Semyon Pavlintsev, and she—Anzhelika.

The most important thing for me is that every man who picks up this book feels that he is not alone.

There are many of us, we are together, and God is with us.

June 29, 2025

Alex Worm

Contains strong language and mature themes. For adult readers only.