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Chapter 1

I follow Friend in the woods. Trees can be woods. Trees can be oak. Can be willow. I like willow trees. They pretty. Both words for the same thing. My head is so big with words. But many words left to find. When will I? Friend wants to run and play but there are words I do not have. Friend run fast, I run fast. I scared to be just me in the woods. I scared I need word I not find yet. I scared. I wish I had word for why but that one hides. All words hide. I find. Dig up from inside my head, from ground, from sky. Words hide but I find. I find them all. Then I not scared no more.

* * * *

The day after shifting into wolf form could be rough. It depended on how much water we drank before we shifted and if we were stupid enough to drink alcohol.

Murphy and I hadn’t planned to shift, it had happened organically after a bottle of white wine and two hours of intense sex. Vaughn had gone out drinking at the pubs on Beacon Street and we’d had the condo to ourselves for a change.

It had been Murphy’s idea to shift. The wine had been my idea. Sex had been a mutual decision.

It was April and spring had definitely sprung in Boston.

The three of us sprawled on a wooden bench beneath a willow tree on Boston Common. The branches dipped into a small pond where four ducks quacked indignantly to cover up their innate fear of us. We were Pack and they knew it, although in human form we wouldn’t touch them. Wolf form? Yeah, they would be smart to avoid us.

Vaughn had his long legs stretched straight out in front of him as he consumed a foot-long hotdog smothered in chili. The smell of it nauseated me, and I tried to breathe through my mouth to dilute the scent.

On my other side Murphy watched joggers run past. One girl was seasonally optimistic in a pair of bright red shorts with white piping. Her legs looked cold to me but Murphy obviously found them attractive. He tracked her with his dark eyes but then I noticed him grin because he was aware I watched him do it. I swore that man loved to fuck with me.

I stretched my legs out and ignored him. They ached like a bitch. I sucked water from a huge plastic bottle but it was too little too late. A limping retreat back to the condo seemed more and more likely.

Vaughn ignored the jogger. He ignored all the Others—regular humans. He semi-ignored us too, but only because he was so engrossed in his damn chili dog.

“That’s disgusting.” I was unable to keep silent anymore. “How can you eat that, Vaughn? It smells awful.”

“But it tastes great,” he said around a mouthful.

Murphy chuckled and I wanted to elbow him in the ribs but I was too sore.

The three of us idled in the spring sunshine, happy despite all the bullshit that had taken place three months previously when Vaughn’s bond mates had died.

Callie had shot herself in the head when it had become clear she would be exposed as a conspirator in the underground movement within the Great Pack that attempted to scare us all back to the old ways. She’d murdered their bond mate, Peter, with a fatal dose of narcotics that he’d thought had been pain medicine for a migraine. She hadn’t wanted him to know she’d helped murder my bond mates, Grey and Elena, in a rigged car crash nearly three years ago.

Vaughn had been left behind. He and I had both watched Callie kill herself and still had nightmares about it. After their funeral, Vaughn had come to stay with me and Murphy in Boston. He’d left Riverglow, but he wasn’t in exile. As soon as he found a bond mate he could rejoin a pack, but it had been barely three months and a new bond mate was probably the furthest thing from his mind.

Murphy and I belonged to Mac Tire, the largest pack in Great Britain. Technically, we were supposed to live in Dublin, but our Alphas, Padraic O’Reilly and Fiona Carmichael, had given us leave to stay in Boston while Murphy and I worked on my wolf.

My wolf was not as evolved as others. I’d kept her deliberately childlike and free, but now I sought for her to catch up with everyone else. It had proven to be a long and difficult process. Paddy and Fee had nearly lost patience with us, and now we had Vaughn as another excuse to avoid going to Dublin. I was in no rush to see him leave, although I wished his suffering would ease. I hated to see him grief-stricken and in pain.

I heard him sometimes through the bedroom wall. Heard him jerk awake with a strangled scream. Heard him swear. Sometimes he punched the wall. Sometimes he cried. The nights where he cried I got out of bed and went to him and he clung to me like a child.

He hadn’t cried in nearly three weeks, and I hoped the worst was over.

Vaughn wadded up the remains of his chili dog and tossed it and a bunch of paper napkins into a nearby trash can.

I reached up to touch the soft leaves above my tilted face. I was worried about my wolf. Since Vaughn had come to stay with us, Murphy and I rarely found the opportunity to have sex, let alone shift. Last night my wolf had been stubbornly reluctant to come out. For the first time since we’d started to shift together, Murphy had finished his transformation before me. Then my wolf had spent the entire time on a search for words for different types of trees. No playing. No fun.

The willow leaves were soft as they brushed my face. “My wolf knows willow tree. She knows oak and birch and maple too.”

Murphy gave me a look that on anyone else’s face I would have called infatuated, but since it was Murphy who looked at me, I didn’t know what precisely to call it.

Maybe the infatuation was for my wolf. That made more sense anyway.

I glanced at my watch. “It’s nearly two o’clock. Kathy said she’d get to our place around two thirty, so we’d better start getting back.”

Tortured resignation stole over Vaughn’s face. “Oh, Jesus, I forgot she was coming.”

“How can you forget lemon squares?” Murphy demanded, in shock. “Or brownies. Or those goddamn delicious cookies with the stupid name?”

“Snickerdoodles,” I supplied. Murphy snorted the way he always did when someone said snickerdoodles. He thought the word was funny, but what was really hilarious was the way he snorted laughter every single time he heard it. And the way he wolfed them down almost without chewing.

“That woman is weird. Always smiling. Does anyone ever have anything that good going on that they’d smile like that almost every single second?” Vaughn said smile the way most people would say cockroach.

“She brings baked goods. She can come in clown face with a rubber nose that squeaks for all I care as long as I get something good to eat.” Murphy seemed transported at the thought of all the possibilities.

“That’s not all she brings,” I remarked and Vaughn shuddered.

“Oh, hell, she’s not bringing Whatshername again, is she? Mona? Monica?”

“After the way you treated her, not likely. Your rudeness knew no bounds, Vaughn,” I scolded.

Vaughn extended his middle finger in my direction. “Why does that woman want to set me up? I am not interested in bonding with anybody who’s in the same pack as her. I’d have to see her smiling all the goddamn time if I joined her pack.”

“Get used to it, mate,” advised Murphy. “For three years people kept trying to set me up before I finally got cornered by Stanzie.”

“Asshole, I did not corner you,” I mumbled under my breath as Vaughn burst into reluctant laughter.

“Sure you did,” Murphy teased. “There I was, Vaughn, minding my own damn business at the first night banquet at the Great Gathering, and who comes waltzing over to my table on the arm of Councilor Allerton but the woman sitting between us today. And Allerton, wasn’t he the last one in a long line of busybodies who relentlessly tried to pair me up with somebody? And her in this red dress looking so beautiful I couldn’t even swallow my wine.”

“You knew then you wanted to bond with her?” Vaughn didn’t know the story. He wasn’t aware of the conspiracy within the Great Pack. He thought Callie had done what she had solely to recapture Alpha status within Riverglow so she could have a baby. There was no reason for him to know about the conspiracy, and I wasn’t about to add to his already heavy burden of grief and betrayal.

“Hell no, I ran the other way.” Murphy grinned broadly, and when I stuck my tongue out at him, he winked.

“You were obnoxious.”

“Didn’t I know I was destined to bond with the woman the first time I saw her?” Murphy let his Irish accent show more than usual and I tried not to grimace because he was so full of shit. He put on a show for Vaughn but it hurt my feelings because I secretly wanted him to be telling the truth. Somewhere along the line over the past six months with this man, I’d fallen in love. His heart, however, still firmly belonged to his dead bond mate, Sorcha. It didn’t mean he wasn’t fond of me, devoted even, but of course I wanted more.

“You’re so full of Irish blarney, Murphy.”

The skin around Murphy’s eyes crinkled when he smiled at me. “You don’t believe me?”

“Not one word.”

He gave me that damn infatuated look again which about drove me mad. “You should, because I’m telling you the truth.”

Our gazes locked and I felt a strange clutch at my heart. “We’d better go if we want to be back before Kathy gets there.”

My muscles gave a protesting twinge as I rose. I gulped down water in the hope it would do me some good.

Murphy, damn him, did not seem sore at all, even though he’d drunk as much wine as I had. Of course he was taller and heavier than me, but it still did not seem in the least bit fair.

* * * *

Our cheery yellow, two-family condo was in the Brighton neighborhood of Boston. Ours was the upstairs unit.

Kathy Manning stood by the front steps and we saw her when we rounded the corner of our street.

Although she was at least fifty years old, because she was Pack she didn’t appear to be much past twenty-five, thirty tops.

Dressed in a pair of cream tailored pants and blazer with a turquoise blue shell top beneath it, she fiddled in her oversize brown leather Coach bag. Her shoes were plain caramel Gucci flats with cute little leather bows on the toe. A gold tennis bracelet gleamed from one wrist, and her bond pendant hung from a fine link gold chain that encircled her throat. A Macy’s shopping bag rested at her feet, which made Murphy’s eyes gleam. He obviously hoped the bag contained something edible and sweet.

She was aware of us the moment we turned the corner even though we were still more than half a block away. Aside from a slight stiffening of her body, she ignored us and continued to poke around in her bag.

As we approached, she stopped rummaging in her bag and straightened. She gave us all one of her bright smiles and I was reminded of an elf. Barely topping five feet, she had short, pixie-cut brown hair and slanted gray-blue eyes. Her makeup was minimal yet effective.

“Hello, Vaughn.” She singled him out, much to his dismay.

“Councilor Manning.”

“Vaughn, dear, what can you tell me about Maplefair? There’s a situation brewing there and unfortunately Vermont’s Regional Councilor has just moved up to the Great Council and somehow I’ve been asked to handle things. It’s rather awkward for me at the moment because I don’t have an Advisor since mine was voted Alpha of our pack last month.”

She flashed a smile at me and Murphy because we were Advisors to Councilor Jason Allerton. He served on the Great Council which oversaw the entire Pack and also the Regional Councils across the world. She was also Allerton’s mistress and had, for some reason, decided to watch over the three of us.

“Why ask me about Maplefair? I haven’t belonged to that pack in twenty years.” Vaughn’s tone was suspicious and Murphy gave him an interested look.

“Well, you were quite close with the pack’s Alpha female at the last Regional, weren’t you? I thought you might still be in contact.” Kathy’s smile was bright and innocent.

Dull spots of color burned Vaughn’s cheeks. “It was two Regionals ago, actually, and all we did was hunt together. We’re not exactly best buds, Councilor.”

“Call me Kathy,” she invited with a coquettish toss of her head. Vaughn gritted his teeth.

“You initiated her wolf years ago, didn’t you?”

“Oh, for Christ’s sake. What is this? So I initiated her wolf and I went on a Great Hunt with her fifteen years after that. What are you trying to say? I don’t stay in touch with her. I don’t stay in touch with anyone in Maplefair.” Vaughn’s fists clenched and Murphy took a step closer to him, disturbed by the tension. Whether he meant to protect Kathy or form a united front against her I wasn’t sure.

I tried not to gape. Vaughn had hunted with Jossie Wilbanks? Since when? After he’d initiated her wolf, Jossie had thrown herself at him, intent on persuading him to sever ties with Peter and Callie so he could bond with her. He’d wanted no part of that.

Jossie and I had been good friends when we were teens, but things had gotten weird between us after the initiation of her wolf. She’d been determined to bond with Vaughn, and I’d been mortified at the brazen things she’d done when it was clear he wasn’t interested.

Then I’d met Grey. We’d joined Riverglow and Vaughn became my pack mate. Jossie had tried to use my access to Vaughn to her advantage and I’d been caught in the middle.

We’d had a huge fight when I’d bluntly told her it was never going to happen between her and Vaughn. A year later she’d announced her intentions to bond with Nate Carver, who was a fifth-generation member of Maplefair, Vaughn’s birth pack.

When I’d accused her of bonding with Nate only because he was Maplefair, we’d had another huge falling out and she hadn’t spoken to me for a long time.

Out of the blue one year, she’d sent me a Christmas card and we’d patched things up as best we could—mostly through the mail.

Through it all Vaughn had refused to have anything to do with her.

Yet he’d hunted with her? Slept with her at a Regional and shifted with her? That was quite a reversal, and he was defensive as hell about it.

My mind boggled.

Kathy picked up the Macy’s bag and handed it to Murphy. When we went inside, Vaughn trailed behind us.

Murphy made coffee while I set out a plate of the baked goods Kathy had brought us.

“Snickerdoodles,” I called over to Murphy, who threw me a delighted grin over his shoulder as he juggled the good cups and saucers. Normally we used mugs, but we knew better when Kathy Manning visited.

Vaughn slouched in the chair farthest from Kathy’s. After we’d all consumed cookies and coffee, Kathy set down her cup and looked between us all.

“Stanzie, I’d like you and Liam to pay a visit to Maplefair. The situation I mentioned needs resolution and it’s time the Council stepped in.”

“The Regional Council can’t resolve it?” I was confused.

“As I said, the New England Regional Council is in a bit of a flux state at the moment. There are some gaps that need to be filled in the ranks.

“One Council member has recently resigned due to age. Another was tapped to serve on the Great Council. Their Advisors no longer serve obviously. Because of this situation in the Regional Council and because I’m currently between Advisors, Councilor Allerton has offered me your assistance. You’ll report to me and if necessary the Great Council will be brought in. I’m hoping it won’t be. I’m hoping Bethany will come back or least be found, but that remains to be seen I suppose.”

“Who’s Bethany?” I sat up straight in my chair.

“Bethany Dillon. She’s seventeen, and she’s been missing since Thursday.”

“She ran away?” Murphy leaned forward. He’d been blissed out on a sugar high, but now the conversation had drawn him in. “Is she fighting with her parents?”

Kathy sighed and picked up her coffee cup but didn’t drink from it. “They say not. They say she’s been withdrawn and moody lately but they put that down to the fact she hasn’t been allowed to see her boyfriend. He’s in the pack too. He’s nineteen. In view of what happened at the Regional Gathering, they’ve been kept apart as much as possible.”

I bit my lip. “What happened at the Regional?”

“Oh, what normally happens. A group of teenagers got together and shifted during the Great Hunt the way they sometimes do no matter how you guard against it. It happened that way to you didn’t it, Stanzie? You shifted at a Great Gathering when you were a teenager, right?”

I flushed with remembered embarrassment.

“Bethany and Cody say they are in love and want to bond, but they’ll have to wait until they reach majority,” Kathy said.

“So why keep them apart until then? What difference does it make? Now that they’ve shifted, why not let them be together?” I knew I was advocating pack heresy. Pack generally shifted the first time between seventeen and twenty, but we were supposed to be initiated by an experienced member of the pack in order to develop our wolves. Shifting for fun with lovers came later.

Kathy gave me a measured look from beneath half lowered lashes. Once again she resembled an elf—enigmatic, all knowing and nearly impossible to relate to.

“It makes a big difference to their wolves, dear. No one is telling them they can’t see each other—they aren’t supposed to shift together. The boy, Cody, is willing to work with an experienced partner, but Bethany is being stubborn.”

This conversion veered way too close to my own experience and I fervently wished we could talk about something else, but of course we couldn’t.

“Well, he didn’t disappear too, did he? They didn’t run away together?” Murphy asked.

“No,” answered Kathy with an elegant lift of her shoulders.

I took a deep breath. “Are you sure Bethany wasn’t pregnant?”

Kathy gave another graceful shrug. “Her mother said she got her period after the Regional.”

“I don’t see why she would run away without him,” I insisted.

Kathy nodded. “I know. This is a troubling situation. That’s why the Council wants to look into it.”

Then, with a devastating directness that took my breath away, she said, “You know it’s no shame to admit you got pregnant at that Great Gathering, Stanzie.”

“What the hell are you talking about?” My mouth hung open and I closed it with a snap. “We’re talking about Bethany. You said she wasn’t pregnant. Why are we talking about me? What does that have to do with anything?”

“I was just trying to piece together why you are so afraid to have a baby,” Kathy mused. “I just wondered if having to have a discreet abortion after sneaking out and shifting with another teenager has created this silly fear of yours.”

Murphy’s face darkened at the word silly but he didn’t say anything. Probably because I was so betrayed and pissed off I didn’t give him a chance.

“Kathy, you’re wrong. I did not get pregnant after I shifted. Besides, the grandmothers gave us all something horrible-tasting to drink after we shifted back. All the girls. My father was right there to force me to drink it. They said it would most likely prevent conception and I had to drink that shit for a whole week. Paul made me drink it for two just in case.” My mouth twisted at the remembered vile taste. “Didn’t they make Bethany do the same damn thing? I thought it was de rigueur in cases like that.”

“Yes, I believe they did. Also, as I said, her mother has reported she did get her period after that. No one is saying she got pregnant at the Regional. She’s either run away or maybe she’s hiding in plain sight somewhere within her pack. She may have had an accident or killed herself in a lonely field. She may have taken a bus to New York or even here to Boston. There’s a lot of things that may have happened and for her sake I hope we find the truth.”

She and Murphy both continued to stare at me. I felt flushed and guilty even though I had no reason to be ashamed. Vaughn stared at me and I was sure he wondered whether I’d told the truth.

“Honestly, I didn’t get pregnant. I’ve never been pregnant.”

“Your fear of having a baby, Stanzie, has to come from somewhere.” Kathy’s voice was warm and soothing as butterscotch but I wasn’t lulled by the false sweetness.

It was truly amazing how this woman took every opportunity to wave my fears in front of my face as if we stood in a bullring and I had hooves and a fucking tail while she sported a toreador’s outfit and a red cape.

We were supposed to be concentrating on the missing girl, not some phantom pregnancy in my past. Vaughn opened his mouth as if to argue, but closed it again. I knew damn well what he thought because we’d been pack mates for a decade and he knew how I felt about babies. Yet I could tell by his expression he still wondered if I’d gotten pregnant the first time I shifted. So did Murphy. Goddamn Kathy Manning. Goddamn her.

“You’re a Regional Councilor. You should know all the nasty secrets of the New England area packs. I don’t have a nasty secret about being pregnant, Kathy.”

“Your birth pack is extremely reticent and close-minded. There’s hasn’t been a member on either Council or even an Advisor from Mayflower for years.” That fact seemed to puzzle, even exasperate her. “These cases are supposed to be brought before the Regional Council. At the very least we’re supposed to be notified.”

“Well, Maplefair notified you,” I tried to bring the focus back to Bethany.

“Yes, Jocelyn and Nate brought it to our attention right away.” Kathy nodded. “You and Liam will be staying at their house in Easton. They’re restoring the most adorable rambling old farmhouse and are expecting you tomorrow afternoon.”

Murphy shifted in his seat, a look of protest spread across his face.

“We haven’t said we’d do this yet,” he objected softly.

“Councilor Allerton offered me your services, remember?” Kathy swept on as if Murphy hadn’t spoken and he rolled his eyes. “Jason’s attending to some personal business at the moment, but you can call him and confirm that if you doubt my word.”

Murphy grumbled something under his breath, which Kathy ignored with her usual serenity.

“Hopefully, this situation won’t take long to resolve and you can return here. Although I would think Dublin might be nice this time of year. Isn’t that so, Liam?” She turned her gaze in Murphy’s direction.

He blew out his breath gustily. “We’re well aware of our pack obligations, Councilor Manning, thank you just the same for the reminder.”

“I know you are, Liam.” Kathy’s voice oozed sympathy and I could almost hear his teeth grind. I kept my gaze fixed on my coffee cup.

After she dabbed her mouth with her napkin, Kathy rose gracefully to her feet. Murphy was on his half a second later. I didn’t bother to get up. My head was full of memories of the past.

* * * *

“Oh, god, Rudi.” I am scared because my body feels weird. Something is wrong. My face burns, my skin itches. A strange pressure builds inside me and it needs to be released. Now.

Rudi’s face in the moonlight is unearthly and beautiful. He is so perfectly gorgeous—everything Wes Hanover is not. But I can’t concentrate on Rudi’s face or Wes Hanover’s either. Pain, shocking and bright, stabs me.

I can hear the others in the cane field. One of them howls. It is not a human sound, but that thing within me howls back, ripping me to shreds in the process.

“Rudi,” I cry, aware that he is on all fours and his back is arched like Halloween cat’s, but his face is not feline. It is lupine. It is...wolf.

* * * *

Vaughn’s chair scraped against the laminate floor and tore me away from the memory. I watched him walk out of the kitchen as Murphy’s footsteps sounded on the stairs. I shoved my own chair back and retreated into the living room.

* * * *

Murphy found me and sat next to me on the sofa. He took one look at my face and knew something was wrong.

“You thinking about Rudi?” He was so damn perceptive. Too damn perceptive sometimes.

I nodded and he put an arm around my shoulders.

“I’m sorry, honey.”

The last time I’d seen Rudi Grunwald, his eyes had been empty. Dead. Just like him. Murdered by a Paris grandmother—another casualty of the conspiracy. All because he worked in the world of the Others and had made name for himself in technological circles. He drew attention to himself instead of existing in the shadows where the Pack had lived for millennia.

“I’m so happy with you, but I wish he weren’t dead.” If he hadn’t died at the Great Gathering, I would be in Germany now with Rudi’s pack. We’d be bonded. I couldn’t imagine life without Murphy, but it wasn’t fair Rudi was dead.

Murphy played with ends of my hair. I’d put it back in a messy bun, but some of it had escaped. I thought of us the night before, of him above me in the bed, how he’d felt inside me, his expression as he’d concentrated and tried to hold himself back so I could come first. Love rushed through my veins and I smiled at him.

He gave me another infatuated look and my smile faltered.

“Why do you look at me like that?” I couldn’t help ask.

Wistfulness replaced infatuation. “You don’t like it?”

“I don’t understand it.” He loved Sorcha even though she was dead. Why did he look at me the way he did? I was his bond mate and he was devoted to me, but what he felt for me couldn’t touch what he’d felt for her. Already I suspected my love for him went even deeper than what I’d felt for Grey. Which confused and terrified the hell out of me because I’d loved Grey so much and when I’d lost him, my whole world had crumbled. I didn’t ever want to feel like that again. I didn’t ever want to be so vulnerable, so wrapped up in another person that I exposed myself to potential devastation. But I had the sinking suspicion it was way too late.

“It’s simple really.” Murphy took a deep breath and for a moment I swore I saw fear in his dark eyes, but then he smiled at me. “Stanzie, I—”

Vaughn’s bedroom door slammed. Murphy and I both jerked and the moment between us shattered.

Vaughn stalked into the living room. He saw something on our faces and drew up short, his smile nervous.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just wanted to tell you that I’m coming with you to Vermont tomorrow.”

Murphy regarded him silently for a moment. “You know the girl? Bethany?”

Vaughn grimaced. “She’s seventeen and I left the pack twenty years ago. Does it seem likely that I know her?”

“Precisely my point, Vaughn.”

“I knew her mother. Gina Dillon. She’s about ten years older than me and she initiated my wolf. Is that a good enough reason maybe?”

Murphy sighed. “Sorry. I didn’t know that.”

Vaughn shrugged.

“We’re staying with Jossie and Nate,” I reminded him. “You gonna be all right with that?”

“Sure, why not?” The challenge in Vaughn’s eyes was unmistakable. “Jossie’s the one that spent years chasing me, not the other way around, remember?”

“I remember,” I agreed. “I also remember you did a lot of running away.”

“Oh, fuck you.” His mouth tightened. “It was fifteen fucking years ago, Stanz. She’s been happily bonded with Nate for over a decade. Stop living in the past.”

“Whose idea was hunting together at the Regional?” I wondered.

“What is this third degree bullshit? Is it because I’m not a goddamn Advisor? I’ll keep out of your way, I swear. Why do you have to be like this?”

“I’m just amazed that after running away from her as fast you could fifteen years ago, you went and slept with her at a Regional. It doesn’t make any sense.”

“You weren’t there. Why is it a crime if two people decide to let bygones be bygones? And it’s not like we fell into bed together. It was a hunt. There’s a little bit of a difference. It was a chance to—I don’t know—put it all behind us. She’s not eighteen years old anymore. She’s the Alpha of Maplefair. She’s long since gotten over me.”

We glared at each other. Neither one of us would look away.

“Are you two actually fighting?” Murphy sounded a little incredulous.

“No!” Vaughn broke eye contact and flushed. “Stanz? We’re not fighting, are we?”

He sounded so forlorn I was ashamed of myself.

“No, I’m sorry. I’m confused. I missed a lot the past couple of years, I guess. It’s none of my business anyway. I’m defensive because I’m used to being dragged into the middle of it with you two. She never really forgave me for being on your side.”

“You weren’t on my side, you were my pack mate. You had my back.” Vaughn came to the sofa, dropped to his knees and buried his face in my lap. I stroked his long, dark hair.

“You always have my back, don’t you?” His voice was muffled and contrite.

“Always,” I vowed. Murphy put his arm around me and I let my head drop to his shoulder. Vaughn shifted so he sat on the floor, against our legs. We rested together companionably, so comfortable conversation was irrelevant.