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Belinda sniffed the air and searched the dark shadows. “Gabriel?” she whispered.

Reece turned toward her. “Is something wrong, Belinda?”

She’d thought she caught Gabriel’s comforting scent waft past her as she and her friends made their way from the basement they used as an office.

Turning back, she replied, “No, it is nothing.”

“Are you certain?” he asked.

She dismissed the notion “Of course.”

Lillian smiled and took Belinda’s arm. “Let’s get going then, shall we?”

Belinda nodded and they walked to the road where a carriage awaited them.

Reece spoke as soon as they were seated and moving. “We may be too late. This news took far longer to reach us than it should have. I shall have to work on a more efficient delivery system.”

Lillian shrugged her shoulders and her russet curls bounced. “That is a problem for tomorrow, Reece. Tonight we will try to find the master, or Dominus, as they call him. I think it is unwise to attempt to kill him with only the three of us on hand.”

“I agree. We should have brought Jamie along.”

Lillian shrugged. “It would have been too obvious. The three of us will look as if we are fish out of water on the docks. We could not risk Jamie’s burly form as well. We’d resemble a mob. You will have to trust that Belinda and I will have your back.”

“It is not that I do not trust you, my dears. I just feel as if I shall not be able to protect you as I should.”

Lillian’s laugh sounded as if it was music. “Protect us. Baah. Belinda is far better with a sword than you, and I am more clever. It is far more likely that we shall have to protect you, Reece Foxjohn.”

“Enough.” Belinda held up her hand for peace. “Stop bickering. Jamie is not here, and we shall all have to protect one another. Besides, we have no idea what this Dominus is or how to kill him. Reece, what is the plan?”

“Belinda, you are always the voice of reason,” Reece said. “My man at the docks shall meet us. He has been watching this cell for quite some time. They congregate in an old warehouse. They have also been seen in alcoves under the bridge. He says there is a man who has recently taken charge.”

“A man?” Lillian asked.

“His words, not mine. He said the leader looks almost human, but admitted he’d only caught a glimpse of him and it was dark. I’m assuming that it is not a man, but a banshee or some other type of demon we have yet to encounter.”

Belinda shuddered at the thought of this new demon. Something worse than the abominations they already knew about was unimaginable and made her skin prickle. Were there countless species of these aberrations? God forbid. The enormous beasts that had captured her almost four years earlier had been hideous, with slimy skin so dark green that it appeared black. Their heads loomed twice the size of a man’s, but with almost no intelligence to speak of. She knew now that they were malleus. The smaller scaly demon that had taken control once they kidnapped her was a trebox. He had taken over her torture, but his intelligence had been nothing to boast about. Cruelty had been the trait that set him above the others. These creatures respected brutality above all else. Her stomach twisted at the memory of that night and the changes she’d made in her life since.

Reece and Lillian had saved her, but in the years following, she had made sure that she would never be the victim again. She would fight and die if necessary, but no one, demon or man, would ever take control of her life again.

“I’m sure the banshee, or whatever it is, can be killed. We shall find a way, Belinda. You must not fret over those types of details, my dear.”

Belinda couldn’t help grinning. Reece always made everything seem so pedestrian. She wondered if he had ever had a moment’s worry in his life.

Lillian did not share his amusement. She pursed her full lips. “More than a detail if we encounter one this evening.”

He nodded and tapped his fingers on the window fame.

The smell of foul water, and other things she would rather not think about, filled the air prompting her to pull the scented handkerchief from her reticule and press it to her nose. They had arrived at the docks.

The carriage jerked to a stop, and Reece immediately jumped down.

Belinda pulled the dark curtain aside and peered out at the warehouses and shanties lining the river. The parts of London she frequented in the last few years had only been places on a map before she became a hunter.

Reece walked several feet away and spoke with an older man in a dark wool coat and cap. The man pointed with a cane in the direction of a large building.

Reece opened the carriage door and the ladies stepped down with his assistance. Neither Lillian nor Belinda needed help down, but it kept up appearances to act the part. The demons would think they were nothing more than a gentleman and two ladies on some kind of strange business.

Most of the building’s windows were broken. The empty openings gaped down like a demon’s dead eyes.

No candles or firelight lit the interior. Pieces of the exterior were missing, leaving holes in the façade. The street stank of filth and garbage and no amount of perfume shielded her from so much neglect.

Fear and excitement built in Belinda’s stomach and the weight of the sword lashed under her skirts gave her a certain sense of security. They made their way to the building the old man had indicated.

Reece opened the door.

As soon as they crossed the threshold, she pulled a hidden tie at her waist, and allowed her full skirts to fall away, leaving her in the trousers she preferred for a fight.

Lillian adjusted a harness under her cloak to reveal a set of sai blades while Reece took his gun out of concealment in his boot.

The must of stale water permeated the air. The metallic odor of blood assailed Belinda’s senses.

The trio made their way down a long dark corridor leading to a set of steps down and then another long corridor.

Lillian’s form a few feet in front of her faded into the darkness. They had a code for such circumstances. It was common for demons to frequent dark places. They had fought in caves, dungeons and tunnels.

Belinda knew what to do, but that didn’t stop her heart from pounding wildly or sweat from breaking out on her brow.

Reece made a chirping sound.

She held her position. In total darkness, her heart pounding remained the only sound from any direction. A set of three chirps told her that they were not alone.

A door creaked behind them.

Fortunately, the demons couldn’t see in complete darkness either. The corridor filled with torchlight, and three malleus demons rushed them.

Her eyes stung from the sudden brightness and no time to adjust to the light. Belinda couldn’t rely on her eyes but spun around at the sound of rushing feet.

Two more demons attacked from behind. She would have to trust her friends to handle the other three. Her hands were full.

Immediately gunfire and the clash of steel sounded from their direction.

Pulling a dirk from the belt at her waist, she parried with her sword, just as one demon lunged for her. Her blade pierced his eye. His roar echoed down the corridor.

She whirled around the flailing malleus, driving her dirk into the chest of the other. She kicked with her left foot and jerked the blade from the creature’s flesh, sending it tumbling against the wall. It crumpled to the floor, dead.

The half-blind demon renewed his efforts, rushing forward with both arms outstretched in the direction of Belinda’s throat. Its battle cry filled the narrow hallway.

Belinda called out her own aggression and whipped her sword through the air and the thick neck of her attacker.

Its eyes never registered defeat when it fell to its knees and then thudded to the floor.

Her breath came in hard warrior gasps. She turned ready to aid her friends, but both Lillian and Reece were leaning against the wall, watching her.

Reece had appropriated one of the torches, and they acted as if they were off to make a house call.

The other three demons lay dead in the hallway, two shot and one decapitated.

“You really are magnificent, Belinda,” Reece said.

“I must agree,” added Lillian.

“How long have the two of you been standing there watching?”

Reece waved the torch. “Not long.”

“You could have helped.”

“And deprive you of such a magnificent victory. I would not think of it,” Reece said.

Lillian tucked her unique blades back into their sheaths. “You needed no assistance, my friend. You rarely do, but rest assured, should the day come that we are needed, we shall be at your service.”

Belinda loved these two people. The made her laugh when things were at the worst. She never doubted that both Lillian and Reece would give their lives for her. They enjoyed their little jokes and sarcasms and most days she found them a refreshing break from the staid attitudes of the ton. Those people lived every day in a fog of lies and monotony. At least her friends lived with their eyes wide open. “Shall we go on?”

With a nod, Reece continued down the hall.

The next set of steps down took them to a corridor, which sloped even further downward and ended at a large door. It looked as if it might have been part of a ship at some point.

Reece said, “I do not like this, only one way in or out. We could easily become trapped in here.”

“People died to get us this information. It will all have been in vain if we do not even take a look.” Lillian’s voice was steady.

Belinda kept her own council. It didn’t matter if she agreed or not, she would fight or flee as required to further their goal. Nothing else mattered besides driving these demons from England and back to hell where they belong.

“We go, then.” Reece opened the door and damp musty air billowed out.

Belinda’s skin tingled with gooseflesh and all her senses heightened. There was nothing as thrilling as taking on a demon cell, and she knew from experience that the musty scent coming from the open door was a sign that they were close to something. Demons preferred to live near damp, filthy water. Wet, hot air flooded the corridor. They crossed the threshold, entering a large cavernous room lit by large cauldrons of fire. High above the water-covered floor, they traversed a series of catwalks that spanned the ceiling. Below, on the far side of what had once been a warehouse, a large group of demons knelt, enthralled with what was happening just out of Belinda’s view.

Reece made quick work of the demon guarding the door, silently slicing its throat. The very large malleus demons had a low intelligence, enormous heads and slimy skin. These demons rarely moved around in the open.

The man-sized trebox demons like the one she’d killed outside the office cloaked their gray, scaly skin and walked among humans in broad daylight. Disguises and an inattentive society, allowed them to walk the streets freely.

Reece moved to the right, while Belinda and Lillian took the catwalk to the left. They crept along careful not to bring attention to themselves. The stench was almost enough to bring up the small supper she’d had hours before. Belinda’s heart pounded. It wasn’t fear. She lived for the hunt, thrilled in the kill. There was nothing to compare.

Concealing trousers under her skirts had become her practice since the day she’d needed to run from a demon hunt. Her heavy skirts had wrapped around her legs and nearly cost her life. Lucky for her, she’d managed to run the trebox through, but it had been a very close thing.

She loved the way the men’s clothing hugged her hips and legs. They allowed her freedom of movement as opposed to the restrictions of heavy skirts, corsets and layers of frill. What would Gabriel say if he ever saw her in such attire? Of course, he never would, but he’d be mortified. Probably call her a trollop. Perhaps that was the solution to her problem. If she let him see her as she truly was, he would run from their engagement.

Gabriel had no place here in the bowels of London. His place was so much loftier. He was the image of the archangel he’d been named for. He could never understand what she was doing or why. Forcing the stray thoughts aside, she concentrated on the room, the demons and the best way to get out alive.

Focus, Belinda.

Lillian pointed toward two malleus demons blocking the stairs down to the floor. From under her skirt, Lillian pulled a small crossbow, specially made for her. She nocked an arrow and waved across to Reece who nodded. She let the arrow fly and the demon gurgled as the projectile pierced his throat. He clutched his neck and fell over the edge of the top step, tumbling until he came to a splashing stop at the bottom.

The other demon roared and rushed the women. Belinda twirled her sword around her arm once, pressed past her friend and ran the demon through. His arm came up and knocked her sword out of her hand. Her arm lashed back, hitting the railing hard enough that her flesh ached with pins and needles.

She dropped to her back and kicked out as the demon leaped forward, catching him in the stomach at the spot where she had stabbed him. His eyes rolled back in his head when Lillian’s Japanese dagger impaled him. He tumbled over the catwalk, hit a support beam and fell to the wet floor.

Lillian smiled down at her and offered her hand. “Nicely done.”

“Thank you for the help,” Belinda said.

Lillian just nodded and rushed down the stairs.

Reece was already fighting several demons.

There was three inches of fetid water on the floor. Lillian pulled up her skirts and tucked them cleverly into her belt, revealing very high boots adorned with sheaths and loops for several different manner of weapons including a whip, which hung above her knee. She was completely unashamed that part of her leg was visible as she rushed into the fray. She used one of her two long sai daggers to slice through the throat of a scaly, gray trebox demon.

Belinda’s boots splashed down just as a malleus rushed the stairs. She spun into a back-kick, surprising the larger opponent with her strength, before making a second turn to get enough thrust to lop off his bulbous head. The demon’s empty eyes stared up at her from the murky water. Belinda’s stomach roiled, but she pushed farther into the battle.

Belinda stabbed a smaller demon with her dirk. By that time Reece, had fired his gun into the head of a large demon and run two through with his sword. Lillian carved up one with her elaborate knives and threw several of the darts she kept at her thigh.

Gasping for air, Belinda clutched her knees. She studied the corner that had so enraptured the creatures, but saw nothing, save for a large, bloody rock where she supposed one of them had stood. She moved closer. Nothing indicated to whom the blood belonged.

She turned back to her companions. Ten demons in all had gathered. The three of them had killed nine. Reece grabbed hold of the throat of the last trebox. His human fingers looked pale against the gray skin.

“Tell me where to find the master,” Reece demanded.

The trebox widened his eyes but said nothing. His scrawny arms flailed against the much stronger Reece.

“I will let you live if you tell me, demon,” Reece said.

It was probably a lie. They never left a demon alive if they could defeat him. That’s what they did. They killed demons. Hunted them and then killed them. No mercy. No pardon.

Reece pressed the barrel of his pistol against the demon’s forehead. The creature’s black eyes widened.

Lillian made her way up the stairs and dropped her skirts back into place. The lovely redhead had no stomach for interrogation.

Belinda stayed, hoping for some answer to Reece’s question.

The demon raised his hands up, wrapped them around Reece’s and squeezed. Belinda saw the shock on her friends face.

“Don’t,” Reece yelled.

Belinda rushed forward with her sword raised. The room echoed with the sound of Lillian running back down the stairs. Belinda’s heart pushed into her throat. What was this demon doing to Reece?

The thundering sound of the pistol firing answered her question. The top of the demon’s head blew off, ending the interrogation.

“Reece?” Lillian said.

Reece’s handsome face paled and his eyes were wide. “Killed himself. That thing pressed my hands so hard the gun fired, so that he would not have to reveal anything about his master. How in hell are we going to fight that?”

Belinda had never seen her friend look so grim.

They climbed up the stairs in silence. Belinda retrieved her skirt near the entrance and dressed herself as a proper debutante, before they made their way back to a more respectable part of London.

In the carriage, Lillian remarked, “That was exciting, but rather a waste of time.”

“Not entirely. We know they gather and we know they are using abandoned warehouses. We also know that our sources are giving us good information.”

“I suppose.”

Belinda liked to watch the dynamic between Lillian and Reece. She had once asked Lillian if they were lovers, but her friend only laughed.

Still, they bickered often and Reece remained very protective of Lillian. They disagreed more often than they agreed. Sometimes Belinda was sure that Lillian argued with Reece just out of habit.

“You did not think we were going to end this war tonight, did you, my dear?” Reece asked.

Lillian sighed and leaned back against the soft cushion of the carriage bench. “No. I just hoped to make a bit of headway.”

He took her hand, kissed her fingertips and placed it back in her lap. “I know.”

Why these two were not lovers would remain a mystery to Belinda. If she adored someone the way they obviously adored each other and that person fought the same war as she did, allowed her to do what she needed to and supported her wishes, she’d never let that person go.

Thoughts of Gabriel made her heart ache. He came from a world where fighting demons was fantasy. How could he ever understand her life or her passion for the cause?

* * * *

Considering the events of the night, Belinda looked presentable when she made her way in through the garden gate. She had stopped into the office and washed her face and hands before heading home.

Gabriel lounged on a bench at the end of the terrace. His legs stretched out in front of him as if he was a man at perfect leisure. If it had not been four o’clock in the morning, the sight might have been quite normal. He was still in his evening clothes, though his cravat lay loose around his neck and his trousers had wrinkled.

“I thought we had agreed you would call tomorrow, my lord.” She kept her voice even in spite of her racing heart and tight throat.

“I could not wait so long to see my beloved.” It might have been the first time he did not stand in her presence.

Belinda trudged up the terrace steps and sat next to him.

“Gabriel, I’m too tired to fight with you tonight. Can you just call tomorrow and we will talk?” The entire evening weighed her down. The ball seemed a lifetime ago. And now, here he was again, in her garden and he would demand explanations.

His tone lightened. “I really just wished to see that you arrived home safely.”

“Of course, I’m safe.”

“You say that as if it is a given.”

“It is.”

He sat up straight, his stare intensified, and he took her face in his calloused fingers. “I wish that were true. I wish you were honest with me. You leave your close friend’s ball early and disappear, not returning home for hours and then you tell me you were never in any danger.”

“I am fine, Gabriel. You need not worry over me. I’m quite capable of taking care of myself.” She hated that she caused him pain. Hadn’t she released him from his responsibilities earlier at the ball?

He dropped his hands and spoke as if he’d read her thoughts. “I suppose that I should not care, Bella, but I do. I suppose that after what you said this evening, I should walk away from you and find another woman to spend my life with.”

Her heart traveled up and lodged firmly in her throat. “You should.”

He examined her from her head to her muddy boots. “If only it were as simple for me to forget about you as it seems to be for you to have abandoned your feelings for me. Perhaps you never had the same depth of feeling for me.”

She saw her way out. All she had to do was tell him she’d never loved him, and she would be rid of Lord Gabriel forever. She should do it. It would save them both a great deal of trouble and pain. It was one thing to lie about what she did and where she’d gone. But this? “That is not true. My feelings run just as deep.”

His eyes widened. “Then why would you wish to end our engagement?”

Her limbs had become heavy sacks of sand, which she could no longer carry anymore. Even sitting up straight stretched her resources. “I thought we could talk about this in the light of day, after a good night’s sleep.”

He shrugged. “I thought you would go straight home after the ball. Yet I find you in the garden, your boots covered in mud and your hair felled from its earlier state of grace. I cannot stop myself from wanting answers again. Since I know full well that you are not going to tell me what you did tonight or whom you were with, I think you should at least tell me why you have decided to toss me over.”

He spoke softly and his expression remained calm, but the anger in his voice lay just under the surface. She’d known him long enough to hear it simmering there.

“I’m tired Gabriel. I do not know what you want me to say.”

His eyes softened when he looked at her. He was a magician who had her under his spell and she couldn’t look away. “I want to know why, with so little remorse, you are ending an arrangement that when made was the greatest joy in my life? I seem to recall, you were quite happy too the day we signed the contract.”

“I have changed.” Belinda’s heart clenched painfully. Perhaps this is what people meant by a broken heart. She wanted to run into the house and put off this conversation for as long as possible. She wanted to, but she couldn’t.

“I can see that, but it is not an answer. You have said that you still harbor feelings for me, yet you wish to be released from our contract.” He’d omitted any emotion from his statement.

“That is correct.” She took the same tone.

“Why?” One piece of hair had come loose from its queue and fallen over his eye.

She pushed the disobedient shock back.

He turned into her hand and the day’s growth on his cheek scratched her palm. His locks were as silky as she remembered. The contrast with his rough beard sent a shock of desire to her core, as if he had touched her there.

“I’m sorry, Gabriel. My life has become very complicated, in ways, I cannot possibly explain. Frankly, you would never believe me. While my affection for you has never changed, I am no longer a proper wife for you. I could not be happy in the kind of marriage you deserve.” It was the truth. Though certainly not the entire story of the last four years of her life, but everything she said was completely honest.

“Bella.” He kissed her palm.

Juices pooled between her legs. She yearned for his lips to repeat their attentions of the other night. The memory of his head between her legs encompassed her, and the heat of her blush suffused her face and neck.

His voice was a source of warmth in the cool night. “I know you are telling the truth as you see it, my love, but I think you underestimate me. How can you know what kind of wife I require?”

She took her hand away. “You want what every man wants, Gabriel. You want a simple woman who will take care of your houses and bear your children. I cannot be that woman. I would go mad sewing useless pieces of cloth and seeing to the servants.”

He put his head in his hands. “I say again that you underestimate me, Bella.”

She was about to tell him that he was wrong, but he put his hand up.

“I have also changed in the last four years. War has altered my view of the world. I do not know exactly what has happened here while I was away, and it is unfortunate that you cannot trust me enough to share the information. It is my belief that we should make an effort to accept that we have both been altered by circumstances and perhaps get to know each other again.”

“I do not think that’s a good idea.”

“Hear me out. If we end our betrothal then the gossip will be terrible, and you shall have to bear the brunt of it. Men of wealth are much more easily forgiven in our circles as you well know.”

“That is so unfair,” she lamented.

“Yes, well, fair or not, it is the society in which we live. My plan saves you the embarrassment of a broken betrothal at least for the time being. If after you have spent some time with me, you still feel our marriage would be untenable, we can separate, and I shall harbor no ill will.”

He was correct. There would be a terrible scandal if she broke off their engagement. And because he was only back from war a few short weeks, the gossips would relish dragging her through the dirt. Scandal would bring attention to her and that wouldn’t be good. She couldn’t have the entire ton focused on her every move. “I will agree under one condition.”

“What is that?”

She gulped in a deep breath of air. Her nerves bubbled in her gut far worse than in the demons cell. Her heart raced and her throat tightened. “If at any time, you find that the changes in me are too unbearable, you also have the ability to step away without any undue rancor. This shall be an equal test, Gabriel.”

He smiled wide and his joy was contagious. Telling herself that this would only delay the inevitable did not lessen the happiness pushing its way into her heart.

“We have an agreement then?” She put her hand out as a man might do.

“We have a deal.” He took her offered hand and shook it before pulling her closer and pressing his lips to hers.

His mouth sent a wave of shudders down her body. Her head emptied of all the reasons why she could no longer love Gabriel. Her focus diverted to the delights of his lips. His tongue pressed at the seam between her lips and the cool wetness made her gasp.

Gabriel plunged his tongue into her mouth. She touched her tongue to his, and he moaned in response. She clutched at his jacket pulling him closer even though her brain screamed to push him away.

He scooped her onto his lap, his rigid member pressing curiously against her bottom. She wiggled, settling his erection at the top of her thigh. Only their clothing separated her from the inevitable loss of her virginity. She had no fear. Desire curled in her belly and she shook with need. She had a fleeting worry that he would feel the weapons she concealed under the skirt, but he gave no indication of anything unexpected.

“I want you, Bella.” His mouth still touched hers and his words sent a vibration to her core.

Belinda’s body screamed for her to let him take her right there in the garden. She might be a virgin, but she was not innocent. She had seen things most people couldn’t imagine. She had killed demons, nearly died, fought for her life and saved the lives of her friends. What was the point of holding on to the idea of innocence when every fiber inside her demanded she yield?

She ground her bottom against his rod.

Gabriel groaned and his lips slid to her neck where he made a trail of light kisses all the way up to her ear. His breath circled that sensitive orifice, and she gasped again. Her body shuddered and hummed while tiny jolts traveled down and created a yearning between her thighs.

“I need…” She couldn’t finish the sentence.

His teeth tugged her earlobe. “Yes, what do you need, my love?”

Her mind couldn’t find the words to describe the hunger she experienced as he touched and licked his way back down her neck to the swell of her breast above her gown. His fingers dipped below the neckline, and her breast tumbled from the fabric and into his waiting palm. More sensations filled her, until was close to screaming just to find some release.

His mouth covered her nipple and she threw her head back and clutched his head to her body. The feel of his hand sliding down her skirts brought her back to reality. What would Gabriel think if he found trousers under her gown or the knives she concealed under those skirts? She didn’t want to know the answer. Not tonight.

“Stop.” She didn’t recognize her own voice gasping for air and filled with passion.

Gabriel’s head immediately came up and he stared at her.

“I must go in the house.”

Those stark eyes regarded her for a long moment. “You are probably right.” He gently removed her from his lap and placed her back on the bench next to him.

The bulge in his breeches was unmistakable.

“I’m sorry,” she said.

He laughed and took her hand. Before she knew what he was about, he placed it on his hard cock. “This will wait, Bella, but I hope you will not make me wait forever.”

She should have been shocked. She should have pulled her hand away and run for the back door of the townhouse. A proper lady would need salts to recover from such an experience.

Belinda was no proper lady. She found herself curious about him. She lightly stroked the shaft.

“Bella, do you know what you do to me?”

“I know that you like this, Gabriel. I know that I liked what you did to me the other night.” She pulled her hand away and kissed his rough cheek. “I also know that we are a world apart.” Sorrow tightened in her chest and spilled out into her last words.

He smiled and stood.

She also rose from the bench and straightened the top of her dress.

“Time may have created some distance between us, Bella, but we will come together. I will have my answers and so shall you. I am not the same boy who left you to fight four years ago, yet you are so self-absorbed you might not have noticed the change.”

She opened her mouth to deny his claim, but then closed it again. She really couldn’t argue with what he said. She’d asked him nothing about his experience in France. Never once had it occurred to her that he might have changed as well. She would give the matter some thought. She inclined her head. “Will you call tomorrow then?”

With a nod, he took her hand and kissed the palm. His tongue slipped out and traced a circle there. Belinda gasped and tugged her hand away.

“Good-night, Bella.”

She turned without another word and went to the house.