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By the time Abby returned home, she was excited about the clothes Pam had helped her choose. She had tried on dozens of dresses, skirts and blouses and casual wear. When they found the classical style that she liked, and suited her figure, Pam had brought several dresses into the dressing room that fit like a glove and enhanced the color of her eyes—just as Greg had predicted.

Frowning, she wondered how he’d known so much about women’s attire and what would work. From his sisters? Or from women he dated?

Trying on one of the dresses again, she loved the feel of the soft silk against her skin. When the doorbell rang, she debated taking off the dress before answering, but that would take too long.

“Oh, that’s beautiful. Where did you get it?” Kim asked when Abby opened the door.

“Come in and see what else I got,” Abby said, glad to share her new purchases.

Kim raved over everything, then tilted her head and looked at Abby.

“There’s something different about you. What is it?”

“The clothes, I guess. Nothing else has changed.”

“Maybe. But there’s something.” Kim studied her for a moment then gave up. “I think the dress we bought wasn’t quite right.”

“It was a pretty dress, just not for me. Would you like it? It’s only been worn once.” And the memories of that night insured she’d never wear it again!

“Sure, if you don’t want it. You need to do something with your makeup and hair next,” Kim said, “to go with the new clothes.”

“Someone suggested I get some highlights,” Abby said slowly as she drew the dress over her head. Donning jeans and a casual top, she looked at her friend.

“What do you think?”

“I think you’d be a knockout. Can doctors do that?”

Abby laughed. “What, get their hair streaked?”

“No, start looking fabulous.”

Warmed by her friend’s enthusiasm, Abby laughed at the nonsense. “Afraid all my baby patients will distrust my skills?”

“I guess not. Wait until Jeb sees you. He’ll have a fit and dump Sara like a hot potato.”

Abby paused as she hung up another new dress. “I hope not.”

“What? Did I miss something?” Kim asked in mock surprise as she handed Abby another dress.

“Actually,” she said, turning toward Kim, “I don’t want Jeb.”

Kim sat on the bed and stared at her. “I thought that was what all this was about,” she said, waving her hand around.

“At first. But I’ve been thinking about it and now I don’t want Jeb to change a thing.”

Kim’s eyes narrowed as if she were deep in thought. “Another man?”

“Hardly,” Abby scoffed. But despite her best efforts, the image of Greg Hastings rose. She frowned and resumed her task. She wasn’t even sure she liked the man. She didn’t trust his motives in offering help, and she sure didn’t want to be reminded he’d been her escort at one of the most embarrassing events of her life.

Yet…

Making plans with Kim to go out Sunday afternoon to the movies, Abby finished putting away her things and, once her friend left, prepared a light dinner.

She no longer wanted to knock Jeb off his feet, but the thought of changing her image made her sparkle. It was past time. She’d spent all the years since the end of her relationship with Terry devoted to studying to become a doctor. Now that she’d achieved her goal, it was time to branch out and see what else life had to offer.

Monday flew by with extra appointments squeezed in for those children who had become ill over the weekend.

Tuesday was a disaster. One of Abby’s patients was given the wrong medicine and had an immediate allergic reaction. While she responded to that, appointments stacked up.

Then she spilled coffee on a brand-new skirt and her lab coat and walked around feeling damp all afternoon. Twice she lost her train of thought when listening to consulting physicians regarding treatment for critical patients, and had to ask them to repeat themselves. Both times the frustrated physicians grew sarcastic, asking if she really wanted to listen to them, or would prefer daydreaming for some new and more effective way of treating patients?

It was raining when she left the hospital, and she had neither coat nor umbrella. Her car was parked far from the entrance and she was soaked by the time she reached it. To top it off, her period started and she felt achy and cranky.

She arrived home tired, wet and disgusted with everything. Maybe she wasn’t cut out to deal with sarcastic, unsympathetic male doctors or to live alone in the city. She’d never had such a rotten day at home. Maybe she should have returned to Yreka and opened a private practice there. Small towns in northern California always needed physicians.

A quick warm shower went a long way toward making her feel better, but she was still slightly depressed and feeling weepy. If she’d been home, her mom and dad would take pains to cheer her up. She’d have the ranch animals to take care of, to take her mind off all the mistakes and stress and sardonic comments. But here she was alone, feeling dumb, clumsy and down. Some of it had to be because of the weather. Who expected rain in San Francisco in May?

Unable to settle on any one thing during the evening, Abby waited impatiently until she thought she could go to sleep. Bedtime couldn’t come too early.

Changing into her nightgown, she was just about to climb into bed when the phone rang.

“Abigail?”

“Yes.” It was Greg Hastings. “Is something wrong?” Why was he calling her so late? Or, more appropriately, why was he calling at all?

“Are you all right? Your voice sounds funny.”

“Of course I’m fine.” Immediately classifying the incidents of the day as minor annoyances, she sat down, ready to duel with Dr. Hastings.

“Rumor has it Dr. Peters was less than congenial over the bed of that liver patient.”

“Trust the rumor mill to have picked up on that. And it was Jesse Mitchell. He’s my patient but not responding to treatment. I thought Dr. Peters might help. Rose, I suppose,” she said, resigned to the far-flung reach of hospital gossip.

“Naturally. What happened?”

Abby told him about the incident, and then expanded to include her entire day, embellishing each incident, making sure he understood the appalling gaffes she’d made with the other doctors, all the time wearing a lab coat with a huge coffee stain on it. She wasn’t sure, but once or twice she thought she heard Greg chuckle. That was as far as she could go to dispel the rumors.

“Are you laughing at me, Doctor?” she asked suspiciously, her spirits inexplicably rising.

“And if I were?”

“I’ll have you know these were serious incidents.”

“Right, and I have a bridge to sell you.”

“I know, the Golden Gate.”

“Right. I called about the conference.”

“At eleven o’clock at night? Couldn’t it wait until I was at work?”

“I tried work, three times today.”

“Oh.” She thought about the small stack of pink phone messages waiting on her desk. She’d had her secretary pull any urgent ones, and every one relating to her patients. The rest she’d left to deal with tomorrow.

“It was a hectic day, sorry I didn’t get back to you.” She bet he ran his life with more order. Did he ever have to wait until the next day to return calls?

“No problem. We can talk now, unless I’m keeping you up.”

“I was ready for bed,” she said without thinking, then could have bitten her tongue. It felt strange to talk to him wearing only her nightgown. But there was no reason he had to know what she was wearing.

Idly she wondered if she could sound seductive and sexy on the phone. Not that she’d ever try such a thing with Greg Hastings!

“Are you wearing some prissy long white virginal gown?” he said, his voice suddenly rough.

She frowned. How had he known that? Was that her image? Prissy and virginal? No, quiet and mousy. Is that what mousy women wore? No wonder she needed to change her image. No woman of thirty wanted to be thought of as prissy and virginal!

She didn’t answer right away. He thought he was so smart. Could she shake that assurance a little? Show him she wasn’t as predictable as he thought? Without further thought, she blurted out, “Actually I’m wearing a cream-colored silk teddy. It is cut really high on the sides. It’s plunging in front and back and covered in lots of sheer lace with tiny straps that I hope will hold it up during the night.” She’d seen the teddy at Pam’s, but never in her life imagined wearing such a frilly concoction. Still, Greg didn’t need to know that.

His groan was clear across the telephone wire.

“What are you wearing?” she asked, hoping the laughter in her voice wasn’t transmitted.

“Nothing. Not a stitch.”

Liquid heat coursed through her instantly as she pictured his powerful, sexy body lying on white sheets. She knew his shoulders were wide, his chest muscles hard, with no extra flab anywhere. She blinked. Raised on a ranch, and trained as a doctor, she had a healthy understanding of the human body and procreation. She could picture Greg, and her breathing became difficult.

“Abby?” His low voice reverberated gently against her ear.

“What?” she said, glad he couldn’t see her. Why had she thought she could sound sexy on the phone? Just the thought of him on the other end of the line naked in bed was shattering her equilibrium.

“I wish I could see you in that teddy.” The velvet tones wrapped around her, heated her, excited her.

She prudently kept quiet.

“Abby? Are you still there?”

“Yes, but not for long. Good night, Greg.”

She hung up the phone while she had an ounce of strength left. Pulling the covers up to her chin, she tried to sleep, but the picture in her mind refused to let her relax. Over and over she imagined him making love to her. She knew it would be glorious!

She seemed to know how his hands would feel on her bare skin. She knew they would be hot and electric against her breasts, her belly, her thighs. His body would be hard, sculpted with muscles. Her own hands would trace their outlines, learn his particular shape. Her mouth could explore his skin and learn his taste as he’d be learning hers.

With a groan, she rolled over and pulled a pillow on top of her head. Now she was driving herself crazy.

It rained Wednesday and Thursday and Abby was afraid it would continue through the weekend. She caught glimpses of Greg several times through the rest of the week, though they never had a moment to talk, and he’d never told her why he’d called about the committee.

Friday night when Abby turned the key in the door to her apartment, she wanted nothing more than a hot bath, a quick dinner and bed. She was exhausted! She’d had two difficult cases in the past two days and one emergency at three in the morning.

She had gone directly to work after the emergency and put in a full day. The uncommonly long hours proved difficult, though she usually loved her job. She had worked hard for a long time to attain her present position and wasn’t about to complain about the down-side—though she was tempted. It was times like today that she especially missed Carol. And Jeb.

In earlier times, she would have called them. The three of them would have gathered at their favorite pizza restaurant and regaled each other with the trauma of practicing medicine. Sharing problems always made them seem lighter.

But those days were forever gone.

Kicking off her shoes, she wandered into the bedroom and collapsed on her bed. It was a wide four-poster, covered with a colorful quilt and a mound of pillows. Closing her eyes, she relaxed completely. Long, slow minutes slid by, then, worried she’d fall asleep still fully dressed, she forced herself up and into a bath.

Later, dressed in her most comfortable faded jeans and a loose cotton top, her hair still drawn into a high ponytail from bathing, she fixed a quick omelette for dinner. Revived by her bath and dinner, Abby turned on the television. It was something to while away the hours until bed. She was sleepy—it wouldn’t be long.

When the doorbell sounded, Abby turned down the volume on the television and went to see who it was. She wasn’t expecting anyone. It could be Kim, though she usually had a date on Friday nights.

Or Jeb?

No, surely he’d be out with Sara.

Greg Hastings was the last person she expected to find standing in the hall when she opened the door.

He wasn’t wearing a suit, but dressed comfortably in dark slacks and a baggy tweed sweater. Obviously he’d been home and changed. What was he doing here?