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The idling Harley-Davidson rumbled beneath him with an impatient growl. All power and muscle and ragged edges, the machine—like its rider—waited for some sign that the town that lay at the foot of the pass whose crest they straddled was better or worse than any other.

Dawn was just beginning to ease the darkness from the sky. Lights winked from the small constellations of buildings scattered across the valley below. Cain MacCallister had seen a hundred towns just like it in the past few weeks. Even stopped in a few. But destinations, like dreams, were temporary things, and a man like him didn’t stay long in either one. Still, his dark gaze prowled the compilation of roads and ranches crisscrossing the picturesque landscape below the way a hawk’s did a potential landing spot. And for a moment, Cain dared to imagine himself belonging there. It was foolish, he knew, because he hadn’t belonged anywhere in so long, he’d forgotten what it felt like.

Tightening his fist around the throttle, he glanced to the west. The road forked here toward Missoula. If he wanted to, he could take it. Ride another hundred miles. Not much farther than that. He’d poured the last of his money into the gas tank of his bike just outside of Butte. He might find a job in Missoula, lose himself in a city of that size for a while. A man with choices would do that. But it had been two days since he’d eaten, and hunger gnawed at his insides. He needed food and sleep and most of all, he needed a place to be. At least for a while.

A cool night wind swept down off what some called The High Lonesome, tugging at his thick, dark hair and stirring the restlessness in him. He understood loneliness the way only a man who’d been behind bars could. Most of the time it suited him. But today he felt it in his bones with a deep and abiding ache.

His skin went hot as memories of holding Annie skittered across his mind. They tended to catch him off guard at moments like this, but he tamped those memories down. No use thinking about her. That chapter of his life was over. Whatever needs still eddied inside him, he could assuage with an anonymous roll in the hay. And even as that urge crystalized low in his loins, he realized his decision was made.

He gunned the throttle with a brutal twist of his big hand. The engine answered him with a roar that echoed through the pass and drifted down toward the rushing Musselshell River like the call of some wild thing. Somewhere in the distance, an animal howled in reply.

“So, that’s it then.” Maggie Cortland stared disbelievingly at the bank manager, Ernie Solefield, who was studiously avoiding eye contact with her. For that, she was almost grateful, because she didn’t trust herself not to start blubbering like a baby.

“I’m afraid so, Maggie,” he said curtly, shuffling papers on his perfectly ordered desk. “I wish it could have gone the other way.”

She stared blankly at the shiny bald spot at the top of his head. The smell of money permeated this place, but it dangled, as usual, just out of her reach. “Ernie, you’ve known me for seven years. You know my land—what it’s worth. You knew Ben. We had you and Sarah to our house.”

He shook his head regretfully. “I’m sorry, Maggie. You know I did everything I could.”

“Everything within the prescribed limits, you mean.”

His head came up with a snap. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

The expression on his face, somewhere between anger and guilt, told her she was right. Somehow, that comforted her. After all, she knew the drill. She’d been through it at every bank in town. Lead Maggie Cortland by the nose. Let her think there’s a chance, then pull the rug out from under her. She just hadn’t expected it from him.

She glanced around at the people milling in the teller line, at the bank officers handing out forms to perspective clients. People she knew and once trusted. Her throat felt like it was closing up.

Maggie got to her feet, gathering up her purse and paperwork from the desk that stood between them. “I think you know exactly what I mean, Ernie. Thanks for your time, but you know what? I don’t need your money. I’ll find a way, with you or without you. If you think I’m going to fold just because Laird Donnelly has every man in this town by the short hairs—”

“This has nothing to do with Laird Donnelly,” Ernie sputtered, shoving to his feet as Dorothy LaBecque, the pretty, thirty-two-year-old blonde watching them from the express window, ducked her head and pretended to be counting her drawer. “Our decision was based solely on your ability to—”

“Play my part? Is that what you were going to say?”

“No, of course not.” Flustered, he glanced around at the stares they were beginning to draw, then, in a lower voice, stammered, “Based on—on your, uh, potential to show a profit.” He hesitated and leaned closer, as if what he had to say embarrassed him. “You’re all alone out there, Maggie. The bank…they don’t put a lot of stock in a single woman’s ability to…” He shook his head. “If you were uh, still married…” He let the rest drift off.

The laugh that escaped her made him flinch. “Still married? Since when is that a requirement for loans these days? Isn’t there something in American jurisprudence about discrimination in regards to single—”

“This isn’t about discrimination and you know it. It’s a hard life up here. Hard enough for men, let alone women. Now…you need to calm down, Maggie. I think you’re overwrought.”

Overwrought? With slow deliberation, she placed one palm flat on his desk, leaned closer to him. “It’s Mrs. Cortland to you. And you can tell Laird Donnelly for me that I will never roll over for a man like him, no matter how many people he’s got on his payroll.” She glanced meaningfully at the tall blonde behind the express window, then back at Ernie.

Ernie absorbed the blow, then leaned one smooth hand on the desk himself, coming inches from her face. “Watch yourself, Maggie. You don’t know what you’re playing with here.”

“If I were a man, we wouldn’t even be having this conversation. But this isn’t the nineteenth century and Donnelly’s not the only one making up the rules.”

Ernie slid his gaze to the bank’s only window, where clouds were crowding the morning sky. “Ben would’ve wanted you to sell.”

His words hit her like a ringing slap, and the sting of them made the room go blurry for a moment. When she’d gathered her control again, she pinned Ernie with a look that had all the color rushing out of his florid cheeks. “That,” she said quietly, “was beneath even you, Ernie.”

Ernie lowered his eyes, searching for somewhere safe to land his gaze as Maggie turned and headed out of the bank. In the glass reflection of the door just before she pushed past it, she could see Dorothy hurrying over to Ernie’s desk.

Outside, the air was crisp, even for May, and the dark clouds that scudded along the shanks of the Bitterroots carried the promise of weather. She wished she had foregone the dark business suit today and worn her usual work clothes. It was cold and no one gave a damn about her experience running a business anyway. No one gave a damn, period.

There were a million things to do this morning, but at the moment, she couldn’t think of a single one that sounded more important than drowning her sorrows in a steaming cup of coffee at Moody’s. Not that she wanted to talk. She didn’t. She simply couldn’t face heading back alone just yet.

Her hands were shaking as she pushed the door to Moody’s open. The rich aroma of coffee hit her the moment she entered the shop and settled over her like a balm.

“Hey, Maggie,” the attractive, middle-aged woman called out to her from behind the counter where she held court with her coffeepot. A half-dozen men of various ages gathered around her on the vinyl-covered counter stools like a bunch of hungry old roosters, pecking for crumbs. They turned to look as Maggie walked in the door.

“Hey, Moody,” she said, ignoring their stares. “Can I get a cup of coffee?”

“Comin’ right up.”

The café was warm and cozy with gingham-checked curtains and a different Victorian lamp hanging down over each table. Old books covered the shelves that rode above the windows and antiques and greenery dotted the wall space that wasn’t taken up by windows. Moody had done more than convert this old diner into something special. She’d created an ambiance that made Maggie feel at home here. She suspected that half of Fishhook felt the same.

Her name, of course, wasn’t really Moody. But anyone who still remembered her real one lived under penalty of death if they divulged it. No, Moody Rivers was as much a fixture here in the valley as the river that had earned her her nickname. A free spirit, who, at fifty, answered to no one but was adored by all.

She set a steaming cup of coffee and a pitcher of cream down on the booth table, tilting a sideways look at Maggie. “Wanna talk about it, hon?”

Maggie thought she couldn’t stand kindness right now. Her eyes glistened as she shook her head.

The older woman smiled. “Well, then, I know just the thing.” A minute later, a plate appeared under Maggie’s nose filled with a “Moody’s Dutch Double-Fudge Brownie,” last year’s county fair grand prize winner.

“Chocolate,” Moody sighed. “The elixir of life. It’s on me. Talk’s free, too, if you want it.”

She wanted to wail, but prudence prevailed. She thanked Moody and stirred cream into her cup, watching the white slowly spiral into the black. A gaff like public crying would instantly be fodder for the wags of Fishhook and a mere two degrees of separation from good ol’ Laird Donnelly—a man who regularly ate the young for breakfast and was already licking his chops at the prospect of her next falter. No, she couldn’t show weakness. Not for a moment. She took a sip of coffee and sank back against her seat. Exhaustion pulled at her, even though the day had barely begun.

Peripherally, she heard the little bell above the café door jangle, felt the men at the counter turn to take in the newest arrival with a collective, male bristling. To her left, Moody looked up too. The perpetually easygoing woman fumbled a coffee cup against its saucer, then juggled it still again, seeming to attempt the same thing with her expression.

Cool air from outside slithered against Maggie’s face as curiosity tugged her gaze in the direction of the lace-covered door that still blocked the newcomer from her view.

“C’mon in,” Moody invited, still a bit wide-eyed. “Find yourself a seat. I’ll bring ya a menu.”

“Just coffee,” he said in a deep, baritone voice as he cleared the door, tugging off his black leather gloves one finger at a time.

The coffee cup poised at Maggie’s lips froze where it was. For a moment, she actually forgot to breathe. Big, was the first adjective that leapt to mind. No less than six foot-three and used to ducking door frames. Drop-dead handsome was the second. No, that was three adjectives, she amended stupidly, unable to tear her gaze from him. Square-jawed, with shockingly blue eyes hooded by thick brows, the dark-haired stranger took in the small café with a quick turn of his head. His gaze locked with hers for an assessing moment before it swept away again. And like a blow to the solar plexus, it left her heart inexplicably racing in her chest.

He moved with the graceful efficiency of a caged cat, prowling to a table in the corner of the room and sitting with his back to the wall. If this had been the Old West, she would have guessed him a gunslinger, but she supposed he was just another loner on his way to somewhere else.

Here, machismo was as much a part of the landscape as cattle, but there was no pretense about the pure, unadulterated maleness that lurked beneath the black clothing this man wore from head to foot. His self-contained intensity made every head turn his way as he walked in the room. And her response to it was as obvious and as primal as that of everyone else in the room. Unbidden images tumbled through her—of sweaty sheets and his big hands on her skin.

She managed to get her coffee cup to her lips, trying to comprehend her completely carnal reaction to the man. It had been years since a man—any man—had made her think of…sex. But this stranger had managed it in the space of ten seconds. And he hadn’t said more than two words.

Lust at first sight, she thought. It was more than shocking. Ernie was right. She was overwrought. She forced herself to stare at the brownie on the plate in front of her, realizing that she’d lost all interest in it.

Moody crossed the room in the unhurried way she had and set a cup of coffee down in front of him. “Take cream?” she asked.

“Just black,” he replied.

“We’ve got the best hash browns this side of the Rockies and omelettes that’ll make you think you died and went to heaven. How ’bout it?”

Maggie could’ve sworn the man’s gaze slid longingly at the plates of food being cradled by the old roosters at the counter, before returning to his coffee.

“This’ll do,” he said, and pulled a long sip as Moody watched.

“Suit yerself, darlin’. Enjoy.” She breezed by Maggie’s table with a little grin and a wink as she passed. Maggie, who was concentrating on swallowing a bite of brownie, nearly choked.

“Reckon we ain’t seen the last o’ winter by the smell o’ that air,” old Bill Miller announced to no one in particular from his spot at the counter. “Storm’s rollin’ in.”

“Ah,” Bob Tacumsa replied with a shake of his gray head, “Just the leftovers. T’won’t be much.”

“Yeah,” Wit Stacey replied, glancing pointedly at the stranger. “Them Northers blow in all sorts o’ riff raff this time a year.”

Maggie watched the stranger tap his finger against the rim of his cup, trying to ignore them.

Moody slapped at the counter with her damp towel perilously near to Wit’s plate of eggs. “And it mostly accumulates at my counter,” she said sharply. “Mind yer tongue, Wit, or you’ll find yourself wearin’ my best breakfast plate.”

Wit ducked his head and forked in a mouthful of eggs.

Score one for Moody.

Maggie glanced back at the stranger. To her dismay, he was staring right back at her through a sweep of dark lashes. She flashed him an automatic smile, then looked away, tamping down a racing heartbeat.

What was wrong with her anyway? Tightening her hand around her coffee mug, she wished she’d gone straight home from the bank. Instead, she was sitting here fantasizing about a man she didn’t even know, wondering what his smile would feel like against her mouth.

Lord.

The bell above the door jangled again. This time she knew who was coming through the door before she saw him because she heard his voice. The sound of it sent a shiver through her.

Laird Donnelly and two of his men brought the cold air in with them as they swept into the café like they owned the place. Barrel-chested and just as big as the stranger sitting across the room, Laird looked every inch the cattle baron he was. At thirty-five, he owned the biggest operation in northern Montana, not to mention half the men in this town. Maggie slid her eyes shut, wishing she could gracefully slide under the table and disappear.

“Well, well, if it isn’t Maggie Cortland,” Laird said, strolling her way, slipping off his gray felt Stetson. “How ya been, Maggie?”

“Laird.” She sipped her coffee and stared out the window.

“Been keepin’ to yourself a lot lately. Why, we were just talkin’ about you, weren’t we boys?”

The “boys” nodded like good little soldiers.

“That’s right. We were wonderin’ why you hadn’t fixed that fence up on the north pasture yet. A couple of your mares wandered onto my land yesterday.”

Damn him! She’d fixed that fence twice in the last two weeks. Someone had been cutting it, and it didn’t take an rocket scientist to figure out who. “Where are they now?”

Laird smiled magnanimously. “Your mares? Oh, I imagine right about now, they’re happily grazin’ with my best heifers. I planned on bringin’ ’em on by later today.”

Her knee hit the table with a thwack and the old roosters jumped as a single entity. “No!” she said too loudly. “Don’t bother. I’ll come get them later.”

“No hurry,” Laird told her, draping his muscular arm across the high back of her booth. “’Cause from what I hear this hasn’t really been your day.”

“I suppose I have you to thank for that,” she said without a glimmer of a smile.

He did though—a wry, foxlike grin that set her teeth on edge. “Me? Hell, I can take credit for lots of things, but makin’ your day bad isn’t one I’d care to claim.”

Maggie couldn’t actually remember hating anyone the way she did Laird Donnelly. He made her skin crawl. Crowding her the way he was now was something he did for fun. He loved to see the terror leap into her eyes. But she swore she wouldn’t let him do it to her. Not here. Not now.

Thankfully, Moody interceded, nudging Laird out of the way so she could refill Maggie’s coffee cup. “Why don’t you and your boys have a seat, Laird?” she said pointedly. “Maggie’s not in the mood for talkin’.”

“Another time then,” he promised with a wink that sent a shiver through Maggie.

It wasn’t until Laird moved out of the way that she noticed the stranger watching her. Rather, watching Laird watching her. The muscle in his jaw worked rhythmically as his gaze collided with hers, then he looked back at his coffee.

She dragged her purse up from the seat and began rifling through it for money. Moody intercepted her again, setting the coffeepot down on the table. “I told you. It’s on me today. You go on home, honey. Put your feet up. You’re pale as a ghost. You could use a rest.”

Maggie slid an anxious look at Laird and his bunch before sending Moody what she hoped was a reassuring smile. “Don’t worry about me. Okay? I’m just a little tired is all. I’ll be fine.”

“You sure? When you gonna get some help out on your place? Lord knows, you shouldn’t be handling all that on your own.”

“Soon,” Maggie lied. “Thanks, Moody. For everything.”

The older woman just smiled. She was nosy, Maggie thought, but she wasn’t dense. She always knew how far to push, and Maggie had just drawn the line. Gathering up her purse she headed toward the door, deliberately avoiding eye contact with the stranger. He’d disappear in a few hours like the cold wind off the Bitterroots.

And she’d still be spitting into it.

Cain MacCallister made no pretense of ignoring the fragile-looking beauty named Maggie as she unfolded those long legs of hers from the booth and walked by him without a second glance. More to the point, he couldn’t take his eyes off her. Perhaps, he reasoned, it was her resemblance to Annie that had caught him like a sucker punch to the gut. Slender and pale, with that blond, pinned-up hair and swanlike neck of hers, she could’ve been a dancer. Maybe it was the elegant way she held herself as that cow-chaser hassled her.

Maybe it was the way she smiled—the little flicker of that wide mouth of hers that had nearly stalled his heart. All of which had forced him to reassess the “fragile” description he’d pinned on her. Oh, she was delicate all right. Delicate the way centuries-old bone china was delicate, with a tempered core that belied the translucence.

Damn, he thought, sipping his cooling coffee. What the hell was wrong with him? He had no business thinking about a woman like her. She was probably married with three kids, a picket fence and a dog. He was in the market for something considerably less permanent.

But that didn’t stop him from watching her pull away in her beat-up old pickup truck, or from wondering who’d put the sadness he’d glimpsed in her eyes.

Swivelling a look at the trio of men seated a few tables away, Cain tightened his fist. He’d known plenty of men like them. In lockup, a man got familiar with the lowest common denominator quickly. In the real world, men like Laird got off on using intimidation. Especially on women.

Cain smiled grimly. He’d give that bastard five minutes behind bars before men much better versed in arm-twisting put him in a place he’d wish he’d never seen. But men like Laird—men with money—rarely found themselves in the black hole. Even if they’d earned a spot there.

Cain reached into his pocket for the last of his change and tossed it on the table. The waitress who’d filled his cup smiled as she cruised by him again. “Finished? Sure I can’t get you something else?”

The smell of cinnamon buns had been making him almost sick with hunger for the past ten minutes and if he didn’t get out of here soon, he might just have to ask her for a job as a dishwasher to earn one.

“Thanks,” he said, managing a smile of his own as he shrugged into his denim jacket. “This is it. Unless you can tell me who might be hiring around here.”

“You’re looking for work?” she asked with a surprised lift of her brows.

He nodded curtly. “I’ve got some experience with ranch work. Horses, mostly.”

Her eyes narrowed thoughtfully, looking him up and down for a moment. “Funny, I didn’t take you for a ranch hand.”

He slid his gloves back on.

“Horses, huh?” She glanced at Laird. “The Bar ZX is always hiring at this time of year.”

Laughter erupted from the men’s table as they shared a joke. Cain glanced out the window. “Anywhere else?”

The woman smiled slowly, then gestured to Cain with a tip of her chin to follow her. “As a matter of fact,” she said softly, walking him to the door, “I just might know of something.”