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“KEEP THE CHANGE.”

“But lady, it’s a—”

“Smallest the ATM had.” Cecily Connaught got a grip on her luggage, leaped out of the taxi and ran hell-for-leather into the church foyer, narrowly avoiding collision with a person hauling a chicken-wire structure out of a florist’s van. Once inside, she halted for a moment, dizzied by the whirlwind of activity that surrounded her.

“Cecily, is that you?” Elaine Shipley’s eyes were wide as she darted toward Cecily.

“Now is not the time for chit-chat,” said a woman wearing peach who followed closely behind Elaine. “You’re late,” she told Cecily.

“At least she’s here,” said Elaine, “which is more than I can say for—”

“Now is not the time for gossip,” said the woman in peach. “Get out of those shoes and put these on.”

“But—” Apparently now was also not the time for protests. Someone took the bags out of her hands, sat her down, stripped off her comfortable, clunky sandals and slid her feet into a pair of mother-of-pearl satin stilettos—instant Misery by Manolo.

“You must rehearse in the shoes,” Miss Peach said firmly, hauling Cecily to her feet. “We don’t want any klutziness going down the aisle tomorrow. Now that you’re here we have to get started,” she muttered. “I don’t give a damn who else is missing.”

She got a tourniquet-strength hold on Cecily’s arm and rushed her over to a group of women. Cecily took one look at them and segued from dazed to fashion-panicked. They were perfectly made up and coiffed and were wearing cute little skirts, short but not too short, that showed off endless, thin, tanned legs and were topped with belly shirts that revealed flat, tanned tummies. In the long, droopy bachelor’s-button-printed sundress she’d bought at the Blue Hill Thrift Shop when Vermont had an unprecedented heat wave and it got too hot for jeans, she was hands down the worst dressed among them. Her careless appearance explained Elaine Shipley’s wide eyes. If Cecily’s mother had been there, she would have died of shame.

But then, her mother had vegetated into a person who was incapable of understanding any choice Cecily made, especially her choice to be a veterinarian instead of a—fashion designer, maybe?

“The maid of honor,” Miss Peach said with a note of triumph in her voice, “is present and accounted for.”

A dark-haired beauty at the center of the group, whirled, and her eyes widened just as her mother’s had. “Cecily? Cecily!” she said and pulled Cecily into a bear hug.

The bride, Sally Shipley, daughter of Elaine, was dressed even more sedately than her entourage and even more perfectly pulled together. Cecily got as far as saying, “Sally, it’s been a long—” before Miss Peach, who had to be the wedding planner, interrupted.

“No time for reminiscence.” Much like a gravel truck, she scooped up all of them and hustled them down the aisle, shoving them into place. “Leave a space,” she said to Cecily. “The matron of honor hasn’t shown up yet. Reverend Justice,” she commanded the cleric who already stood facing an imaginary crowd, “go for it. I’ll bring in the others when they choose to grace us with their presence.” Her voice dripped annoyance.

The bride grabbed her groom by the elbow. “This is Gus,” she whispered to Cecily.

Cecily held out a hand. “Nice to meet—”

“No introductions now.” Miss Peach practically yelled the words, then sprinted up the aisle.

Sally meekly turned toward the minister, who intoned, “Dearly beloved…”

Feeling dizzy and disoriented, Cecily shifted her weight from one aching foot to the other. The rest of the wedding party might be dearly beloved by each other, but she wasn’t even dearly beloved by the bride, whose maid of honor she’d foolishly agreed to be. Barely remembered was more like it.

But however reluctant to be in the wedding of a woman she hadn’t been friends with since they were five years old, she now had a mission, one she could start on while the wedding party was…

“…gathered here today to share with Sally and Gus that most sacred moment when they join their lives in holy—”

Hell. Marriage was such a crock. It was a mistake Cecily didn’t intend to make. She’d never do what her mother had done—give up a career to marry a man who largely ignored her.

Her father. He didn’t understand Cecily’s choices, either, the only difference being that he didn’t particularly care. He loved only one thing, making…

“…that most honored of all commitments, most binding of all vows, to love, honor and cherish…”

…news in the academic world by writing brilliant papers in his field, finance. Her mother had wanted her to be a socialite. Her father had wanted her to go into marketing. No wonder she’d chosen to hang with cows.

Cecily took a deep, calming breath. She was in a bad mood because her mother had conned her into accepting Sally’s maid-of-honor position. Because she’d had to get up at four this morning in the frosty cold of May in Vermont to make it to the searing heat of May in Dallas for the rehearsal. But most of all because the four-inch heels with long, witchy toes were killing her feet. Not even a mature, professional woman, a large-animal vet, for heaven’s sake, could go from thirty degrees to ninety-plus, from Teva sandals to torture devices, and still stay grounded.

But as Sally’s maid of honor, she had to act nice. She’d always acted nice, and this was no time for a personality change. Besides, this was merely the rehearsal. Sally, who was doing the wedding two-step for the second time around—as if the disastrous first time hadn’t taught her a lesson—still had twenty-four hours to come to her senses. With any luck, Cecily might be able to kiss these shoes goodbye after one wearing.

And she had her mission to accomplish. There’d once been a boy who might have changed her mind about love and marriage, and with any luck at all, he was here right now, standing in the line of groomsmen winging out behind Gus. Through pure serendipity, this weekend might be her second chance with him. She zeroed in on the last groomsman in the line.

He had bleached light blond hair cut short and charmingly disheveled. Blue eyes. Stone-colored chinos—Hugo Boss. White polo shirt—Calvin Klein. Burgundy loafers—Gucci—no socks. She knew the designers because the logo was visible on each piece of clothing. He was cute but definitely not Will Murchison. Too bad.

It wasn’t that she was hoping she and Will would fall in love and start planning their own wedding. Now that she was a sensible, career-oriented adult, she was determined never to marry, never to make the mistake her mother had made, giving up her own career in business to follow her father from one university position to a better one. All Cecily wanted was a weekend fling with a boy—a man by now—she had, for some odd reason, never quite forgotten.

The memory had come back like the crash of waves on the shore when she had finally, on the plane this morning, looked at the wedding itinerary and seen Will’s name on the list of groomsmen. That boy’s name was Will Murchison. She’d heard him say he was from Dallas, and until the afternoon in the groundskeeper’s cottage, the most exciting thing he’d ever said to her was, “I rode her pretty hard. Give her a good rubdown, okay?”

He’d been talking about a horse. He was a senior at Exeter, the prestigious boys’ school, while she was a senior at a day school in Boston and, because she was already intrigued by the idea of being a veterinarian, worked weekends at the stables where he rode.

She hadn’t said more than two words to him. She might have opened a conversation by telling him she’d been born in Dallas, for heaven’s sake. She might have mentioned that her parents still had friends there. She might have dropped the names of those friends, looking for a connection, and they would probably have found one. But no. She was too shy, too awed by him, to do anything but goggle and occasionally stammer, “You’re welcome,” because he always said, “Thanks,” with a smile that shot heat through her from head to toe.

She eyed Groomsman Number Three, looking for that sexy smile. Blue eyes. Khaki chinos—Calvin Klein. Yellow polo shirt—Lacoste. Sandals—more Gucci. No socks, naturally. Was it possible his hair had blond highlights? But no sexy smile. He wasn’t Will, either. The odds were diminishing.

Will had usually been surrounded by a gaggle of horse-crazy, man-crazy girls, but that stormy afternoon when she’d been sent out to find him on the trail and lead him to shelter, they’d been alone, and he’d tried to kiss her. Instead of accepting a dream come true and kissing him back, whatever the cost, she’d fled out into the storm. The school year had ended and she’d never seen him again. And nobody like him—oozing with an overabundance of adolescent testosterone and still kind and mature for his age—had come along to take his place.

She looked over the second groomsman. Dirty-blond hair and green eyes. The sunglasses perched on top of his head had the Gucci logo on the earpiece. He wore running gear that was covered in logos and sweat and, like her, he wasn’t paying attention to the minister. He was too absorbed in his cool-down stretches.

All the groomsmen had fashion-victim facial hair, Numbers Three and Four with cheeks unshaven and Number Two with a manicured goatee.

They all looked alike, but none of them looked in the least like the Will she remembered. Murchison was an important Texas name. There might be dozens of Will Murchisons. Now disappointment washed through her. But in front of Groomsman Number Two was a wide, empty space. The wedding planner had said something about people missing. There was still hope.

Faint hope. Will had come into her life a gazillion years ago, but she hadn’t been able to stop herself from thinking what if. What if she’d let him kiss her? The psychiatrist her mother had forced her to see had said she was using the memory of him as an excuse not to get involved with anyone else and had suggested in a most un-Freudian way that Cecily should get over it.

Obedient as always, she had. She was happy with her life’s plan—a successful career and a succession of lovers. The career part was going fine. As for the succession of lovers, she was tanking. And that, of course, was why she’d been so excited to see Will’s name on the roster of wedding attendants.

If they connected this weekend, there was always the possibility she might be able to use the opportunity to catch up on her sex life. It wasn’t shoes, sleepiness or submission to her mother’s will after all, she decided. It was her deprived and complaining libido that had put her in a bad mood.

But what if Will did show up among the missing? Why hadn’t she spent a little time in New York checking out current fashion and then bought some of it? And some decent underwear! She shuddered just thinking about the white cotton bras and panties she bought three to a pack at the Ben Franklin store in Blue Hill, Vermont. This might be her chance to…

“…embark on that ship of love that will sail them to the shores of supreme happiness…”

…and she wasn’t prepared! She cast another glance at the beautiful bridesmaids, the gorgeous groomsmen. These were Will’s type of people. She sighed. She didn’t have a chance.

At least the church was pretty—St. Andrews, favored for weddings by Dallas brides, Cecily’s mother had told her. The early afternoon Texas sun shone through the stained-glass windows, tinting the bridesmaids’ pale shoes petal pink and bathing their sharp-featured faces with a rosy glow. The scent of vetiver-scented soaps and aftershave drifted in Cecily’s direction from the collection of groomsmen, while light, summery perfumes emanated from the bridesmaids, as though to compete with the flowers that would soon fill the church.

It was an exquisite scene, but not a serene one. The chaos continued, even increased in motion and volume. Miss Peach dispatched her army of minions hither and yon. A photographer fiddled with lights and tripods in the balcony overlooking the sanctuary. The good-looking man scribbling on a pad must be a reporter. Sally’s mother stood at the back of the church, wringing her hands. Of course, three members of the wedding party were missing the rehearsal, and Gus—tall, broad-shouldered, as heavily muscled as an ox and at the moment, looking tense—appeared capable of murdering all of them. She hoped Sally hadn’t married the Mob. Cecily supposed that was enough to make a mother of the bride wring her hands.

Listening to the minister drone on, sounding as if even he didn’t believe a word he was saying, she swallowed a yawn of the most graceless magnitude. It was too bad she’d known Sally since they were tiny, adorable babies in breathtakingly expensive dresses, Sally looking like a dark-haired devil, Cecily a blond angel—not that Cecily remembered, but her mother had sent a packet of pictures to jog her memory. It was also too bad that Sally, known to be the wild child in her group of friends—a fact sorrowfully confided by her mother to Cecily’s mother—would suddenly reveal her sentimental streak and invite her first friend rather than her best friend to be her maid of honor.

Even in an unaccustomed fit of sentimentality, how could inviting Cecily to be in the wedding have crossed Sally’s mind? By the time they were five their interests had taken them in different directions—Sally to ballet, Cecily to horseback riding. That, plus the fact that Cecily’s father had moved from Southern Methodist University to Purdue, the first of a string of moves, meant she and Sally hadn’t been close friends since they were five and hadn’t seen each other since they were sixteen.

But through all those moves, Cecily’s mother had never lost a friend. Thus it was embarrassingly possible she had suggested to Sally’s mother that since Sally was dead set on leaving her wild reputation behind when she married Gus, inviting her first friend to be her maid of honor would convey that impression—something the wedding reporter might pick up on.

Cecily had tried saying no, that she couldn’t leave Vermont during calving season. Her mother, who’d joined the Mothers in Support of Offspring Guilt Club upon moving to New York, had called to say weepily, “Don’t you care about anything but cows? Can’t you give a passing thought to your family and—”

“…friends are here to witness their vows and share their happiness as they embark upon…”

A dangerous sea in a rickety boat. That’s what marriage was. But Cecily had capitulated, although she hadn’t been happy about it.

“Do you, Gus Hargrove, take Sally Shipley to be…”

If Will appeared, if he showed even the slightest flicker of interest, she’d take him in a New York minute! As far as she could tell, an available, compatible man didn’t exist in Blue Hill or points nearby. To require the services of a large-animal vet, a man apparently had to be married, preferably a long time, therefore both married and old. She worked so hard that these were the only men she came in contact with—plus Dr. Vaughn, of course, but not only was he older and more married than any of his clients, Maddie Vaughn had become Cecily’s surrogate mother. So the part of the plan that involved having a string of casual lovers had reached desperation point. She hadn’t had a date, much less sex, for three years.

A long, steamy twenty-four hours in Dallas stretched in front of her like an invitation to wild and uninhibited behavior. No one in Blue Hill would ever know that their own Dr. Connaught, respected veterinarian, was a tightly leashed tigress inside.

“I do,” Gus said.

“Instead of the traditional vows, Sally will read a poem she wrote in honor of this, the most important event in her life.”

“Your eyes delight me,” Sally began in a Miss America voice, gazing passionately into Gus’s eyes, which shifted away uneasily. “Your lips excite me,” she continued, and Gus’s mouth tightened. “Your love ignites me…”

Oh, for chrissakes. Sally’s father should have hired somebody to write that poem. Maybe he had. A very bad poet. Mr. Shipley should ask for his money back, because—

“Sorry, sorry, sorry.” The voice came like thunder from the back of the church, and Cecily whirled against an imminent lightning bolt.

“Will!” Sally shrieked. “You’re late, you turkey. Where’s Muffy?”

“She didn’t make it. She’s having the baby. I need help. Fast.”

Mrs. Shipley’s moan was audible from the back of the church.

Cecily felt as if she might moan, too. Eros had shot an arrow straight to her crotch. One look at Will and her heart had dropped to the tips of her unpedicured, possibly not even clean, toenails. God help her, had he ever aged well.

Memories flooded back as he gave Sally a warm hug and Gus a manly slap on the shoulder. That hair, short and tousled now, the silky red-brown of a fine Santa Gertrudis bull. His shoulders had actually broadened and they held up a loose-fitting, short-sleeved white polo shirt that showed off muscled arms and a spectacular tan. Stone-colored pants hung casually off tight buns. The pants had a logo across one pocket. It said Ralph Lauren.

As he talked to Sally, Cecily got a profile view of his eyelashes, as long as the bridesmaids’ skirts. Unlike the groomsmen, his only facial hair was his thick, glossy chestnut eyebrows. Not a fashion victim, even if he was wearing pants with a logo, which she’d forgive.

A shiver ran down her thighs. She felt hot and wet, and swayed rhythmically from a sudden attack of heavy, dreamy lethargy. Here he was, the prize bull of her dreams, and she’d lassoed him too late. He wasn’t merely married, he was about to be a daddy.

She wanted to burst into loud sobs.

“Call the po-po,” chirped the bridesmaid with the perfect navel. Cecily swiveled to stare at her. She’d meant 911, surely.

Will swiveled, too. “I did that already. I’m telling you the baby’s coming right now, in my car, in the church parking lot!” He raised his voice to include everybody in the church. “Is there a doctor in the house? Anybody with medical experience or first aid—”

“Cecily,” Sally said, grabbing her arm and pushing her toward this frantic Will person. “Cecily can deliver the baby.”

“Cecily?” Will said in a suddenly hushed voice, and his gaze locked directly on her. “From the Green Trails Stable?” His hazel eyes glinted with gold and they were filled with some emotion Cecily didn’t care to explore. She hated to think what her eyes were saying to him.

It was more than she could bear. Cecily spun away from those marvelous eyes to hiss at Sally. “No, I can’t. I’m a vet, not a—”

“Don’t tell Muffy,” Sally snarled back.

“Cecily Connaught,” Will went on in that distracted voice. “I can’t believe it really is you. After all these—”

He’d remembered her name, her entire name. Cecily leaned toward Sally’s ear, anything to keep from looking at Will. “It might even be illegal.”

Sally practically spat into Cecily’s opposite ear. “Muffy’s a bitch. You’re a vet. What’s illegal?” Then she wheeled them both into positions flanking Will. “How nice you’ve already met. Get going.”

Mrs. Shipley sped forward, wringing her hands even more violently. “But Sally—”

“Chill, Mama.”

“So, you’ve become a doctor?” Will didn’t seem inclined to move.

“Catch up on old times later! Have you forgotten the baby? This is an emergency!” Sally sounded a lot like Miss Peach.

“Right,” Will said, taking his eyes off Cecily at last. “It is an emergency.” Suddenly purposeful, he grabbed Cecily while Sally—the snake—slithered back up to the altar and Mrs. Shipley shrank into a pew and sank limply onto the cushion. “All of you stay here,” Cecily said over her shoulder quite unnecessarily, since nobody seemed to be rushing forward to help, either from the wedding party or the mob in the foyer. “The fewer spectators, the better.” Her words trailed away on the breeze she and Will made as he propelled her through the foyer crowd and out the doors of the chapel into the glaring sun. “Wait a minute, wait a minute—”

“We don’t have a minute.” He sounded grim.

“My bag’s in the church foyer. I need it.”

Cecily felt the jolt when he halted. “You brought your medical bag to the wedding rehearsal?”

“Had to come here straight from the airport. I never travel without it.” She spared a second to wonder why. Had she thought a horse might turn up in first class needing a tracheotomy?

“Oh.” They reversed direction and he whizzed her back into the church, where she swooped down and gripped the bag without losing speed, and then they were off again toward the parking lot, racing past limousines, the florist’s van and enough BMWs to start up a dealership.

Her shoes weren’t made for running. She was in agony. “Has it been a normal pregnancy?” she said, thinking ahead.

“Far as I know.”

“Full term?”

“Apparently. The baby is coming.”

It was clear he hadn’t taken the proper interest in his wife’s pregnancy. Maybe he’d grown up to be one of those men who only looked good. But oh, wow, did he ever look good.

“Here she is.” He flung open the back door of a still-running luxurious gray sedan. A blast of icy air emerged along with a piercing scream.

“Where have you been? I’m about to drop a baby all by myself onto a church parking lot from the back seat of a freaking car!”

Together Cecily and Will leaned into the car. Cecily was shoulder to shoulder with the muscles, hip to hip with the tight buns, smelling the scent of a deliciously clean, very hot man. He turned to her with a desperate glance. They were nose to nose, eye to eye, and Eros was shooting arrows like a madman, zigzags that shot down through the center of her body. Move over, Muffy, I’m the one who needs the back seat of this car.

She felt the heat rise to her face. It had been an inappropriate thought, and fortunately no more than a thought. Will was looking at Muffy now, oblivious to anything other than the crisis at hand.

“Muffy.” She could tell he was trying to be firm, but his voice wasn’t totally steady. “I said let’s go to the hospital, you said it was a false alarm, you said—”

Cecily whacked him on the elbow and, wonder of wonders, he got the message.

“Here’s the doctor,” he said, calm now and very gentle. “She’ll take care of you.”

Muffy raised herself up on one elbow and left off screaming long enough to puff a few times and then say, “You don’t look like a doctor. Have you ever delivered a baby?”

“Many,” Cecily said, taking a second out to put her hand on Muffy’s flailing one, trying to make a connection with the woman before they got to the hard part. It worked with cows and horses in distress. Maybe it worked with bitches. “Keep up your breathing while I prep.”

“Forget prep. Wash your hands and get on with it!” A long, pitiful wail emerged from a wide, carnivorous mouth as another contraction consumed her.

Cecily glanced at her big, chunky, utilitarian watch, starting to time the contractions. “Breathe, that’s right, breathe. Puff, puff, puff…” She dived into her bag, wincing at the sight of the huge syringes, the Veterinary Purposes Only medications and the oversized forceps, got out the antibacterial wash, poured it over her hands and slid them into sterile gloves, then slid a sterile apron over her sundress. “I’m doing a quick exam. Don’t push.” In spite of herself, she’d said it pretty sharply, because Muffy was pushing like mad.

“Are…you…insane?” Muffy’s words came out sporadically between puffs of breath. “If I don’t push, how the hell am I going to get this thing out of me?”

Cecily reflected on the advantages of delivering calves. No cow had ever mooed at her in that tone of voice. Nor had she ever delivered a calf with the bull running around in tight little circles, clutching a cell phone to his ear. Nor had she ever lusted after the bull, but that was another story. Soothing, that was what she had to be. Calm and soothing. “If everything’s fine, I’ll tell you to push. Just hold back for a minute, okay? You,” she said to the father-to-be, “hold her hand, help her with her breathing.”

“Yeah, sure, that will do a lot of good, him holding my hand, helping me with my breathing. He tried to smother me once. Tell him to go away. He’s making me dizzy.”

“What do you mean if everything’s fine?” That was Will, looking for something else to worry about.

“I want to be sure the head’s coming this way, not the hooves.”

“The what?” Muffy rose up on her elbows.

“A doctor joke,” Cecily said, still struggling for calm and soothing. “I meant the feet, of course.”

A loud shriek came from Muffy. A deep moan came from Will.

“The mother is often not herself during delivery,” Cecily murmured to Will. “Don’t take it personally.”

“She is herself,” Will said. “Muffy’s a hater. Just deliver the baby, okay?”

“Righto,” Cecily said, wondering if Will’s marriage might be destined to end in divorce. Probably not. Men gravitated to bitches, confident in their ability to tame them. The worst of her lust attack was over, dimmed by the harrowing excitement of the impending birth as well as awareness of the futility of lusting after Will.

A sigh rose from deep inside her anyway. Oh, well, if she’d found Will too late to have his baby, she could sure as heck deliver it.

She didn’t have time or the equipment to do an episiotomy. But Muffy was fully dilated and the baby was crowning, Cecily noted with great relief. “Now you can push,” she told Muffy. “That’s right, push, push, almost there. Come on, you’re a trooper, you can do it—”

Simultaneously Muffy screamed at the top of her lungs and the baby came into the world with a healthy cry. “It’s a girl!” Cecily said, swiftly clamping and cutting the umbilical cord, hoping the navel would equal the bridesmaid’s in beauty and symmetry. And as the sound of sirens drowned out Muffy’s shuddering sobs of relief, Cecily added, “A beautiful little girl and a fire truck, a police car…no, three police cars and—oh, wonderful—here at last are the EMTs, just when we need them least.”

Cecily examined the baby while the paramedics gently lifted Muffy onto a stretcher and carried her toward the ambulance, ignoring the blistering she was giving them for taking so long to get there. Then Cecily handed over the child, explaining the conditions of the delivery as well as giving them a verbal checklist of what she had and hadn’t done. At long last, the ambulance doors closed and blessed silence prevailed.

Alone in the parking lot, Cecily pulled off her gloves and apron, then wiped her forehead. She hadn’t seen Will leave with Muffy, but he must have. A tear of regret dripped down her face and landed on the toe of one satin shoe, matching the splash of antiseptic on the other. Then she caught sight of another pair of shoes.

Loafers—Gucci. No socks. Her gaze traveled upward…on Will, who lay slumped against a tire.

She’d always heard this happened—new mother did fine and new father fainted—but she’d thought it was an amusing contemporary myth. Apparently not. She crouched down beside him. “Will. Will!” She grabbed his hands and began to massage his wrists with her thumbs, then took his pulse.

“What happened?” He sounded groggy, but he was apparently alive.

“The baby came.”

“Oh. Good.”

Cecily stifled an exasperated sound. “It’s a girl.”

“Mmm.”

She raised her voice. “Mother and child are doing fine.”

“I wish I were.”

She’d had it. “Look,” she said, thinking how wonderful it was not to need a verbal bedside manner in veterinary medicine, “your relationship with Muffy is none of my business, but this is one of those times you have to rise above your differences and support her. A woman who’s just given birth feels very vulnerable. She needs you now.” Cecily stood up. “So get your ass in gear. We’re going to the hospital to see her, and I mean right this second.”

She glared at him.

He stared at her.

“I’ll drive,” she said with a confidence she didn’t feel. “Last thing in the world I would have expected you to be, but it seems you’re a fainter.”

He didn’t look the least bit guilty about his disinterest, just puzzled. Still staring at her, he went around the car—Cecily noticed the distinctive Audi emblem—got in on the passenger side and maneuvered the seat so far back she couldn’t see his face out of the corner of her eye.

But she could feel his eyes on her and allowed herself one sidelong glance at him as she adjusted the rearview mirror. God, he was sexy. Everything about him said male, male, male. His mouth was full and enticing. His eyes were hot. Suddenly feeling overwhelmed, she pushed the key into the ignition.

He settled his sunglasses into place, hiding whatever message his eyes might have been sending, so she could let herself imagine that his gaze was an approving one, could feel it wash over her like warm honey.

Honey, but no crumpet. One look at Will and she’d fallen for him again. This time she was drippily, stickily in lust with a married man.