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Grandpa Garnier: You can just about always stand more

than you think you can.

DAKOTA SAT ON THE veranda of Gabe Holbrook’s cabin. Along with her purse and makeup kit, she’d already deposited her small satchel in one of the guest bedrooms, and she’d rocked Braden back to sleep when he woke up after they got home. But she wasn’t in any hurry to go to bed herself. She couldn’t unwind, couldn’t relax. She hoped to sort through her thoughts and emotions while listening to the cicadas and admiring the full moon, which seemed close enough to reach out and touch.

“You okay?”

She hadn’t heard the front door open, so Tyson’s presence surprised her. She’d assumed he’d retired for the night. “I’m fine,” she said, but her lip was numb and swelling from the whack her father had given her with his cane, and she could still taste blood from where her teeth had cut the inside of her cheek. “I’m thinking of going back.”

“What?”

She bristled at the incredulity in his voice, but she didn’t really have another option. For all she knew, her father was sitting in a jail cell. And, if not for the accident she’d caused, he’d be just like he was before—a sober, rational, good man. “I don’t expect you to understand.”

“According to what your neighbors said, what happened tonight happens fairly often.”

“Not so often,” she argued.

“Once is too much.”

He was right, but there was a lot more to it than what he knew. “It’s complicated.”

“You want to explain it to me?”

The scent of the surrounding forest—wet earth, evergreen trees, cool wind—filled her nostrils as she hauled in a deep breath. “Not really.”

The floorboards creaked as he sat in the chair across from her. “You’re more guarded than anyone I’ve ever met, you know that?”

She laughed aloud. “And you’re an open book?”

He shrugged.

“According to People, you hide what you really feel behind a megawatt smile and slip out of the limelight at the first opportunity.”

“They don’t know anything about me.”

“I think that was their point. You don’t let anyone close enough.”

He seemed uncomfortable with that statement, but he didn’t argue with it. Getting up again, he moved restlessly around the porch, eventually leaning on the railing. “It’s beautiful here.”

She let him change the subject. They were employer and employee, and had only met this morning. They had no business getting into each other’s personal lives. “Gabe’s taken good care of the place.” She sank more comfortably into the chair Gabe had built when he was first learning to work with wood after he lost his football career. “He’s quite a man. Have you been to his shop, seen some of the furniture he’s building these days?”

The porch light brightened one side of Tyson’s face as he turned. Only the subtle hollow beneath his cheekbone bore any shadow. “You mean the store? In town?”

“Yeah. It’s across from his wife’s photography studio on Main Street.”

“I’ve been there, even bought a few things. It’s in a cool building.”

“An old one, built in the late 1800s. That used to be Rudy Perez’s cabinet shop before he passed away.”

“You know a lot about the people in your community.” Tyson made that comment as if he’d experienced the exact opposite, as if he didn’t know much about anyone. Which made her suspect she’d been right earlier: he didn’t let anyone close.

“I’ve lived here my whole life.” Sometimes she thought she’d never escape….

“Have you ever considered moving away?”

“Every day.”

Her immediate and unqualified response seemed to surprise him. “You don’t like it?”

“Can you blame me? I’m working at the pharmacy making eight bucks an hour. The folks who own it are wonderful, don’t get me wrong. They’d pay me more if they could. But that isn’t what I always envisioned for my life.”

“So what’s keeping you?” he asked.

She laughed mirthlessly. “I’ll give you one guess.”

“That’s a pretty big sacrifice for someone who just bloodied your lip.”

It was her turn to avoid answering. “I’m going inside. I need to call the police and see what’s happened to him.”

“I’ve already talked to them.”

His words stopped her before she could reach the door, and she whipped around. “They called here? And you didn’t tell me?”

Putting his back to her, he sat on the front steps. “I contacted them.”

“Why?”

“I wanted to see what we could work out,” he said over his shoulder.

Dakota had never had anyone step between her and her father before. Most people muttered that she was crazy to stick around, or they gave Skelton disgruntled looks for how he sometimes treated her. Which only made her situation worse, because she was always in the middle, trying to defend him. But this was the first time someone had contacted the police for something other than to complain about the noise. “And?” she asked hesitantly.

“We made a deal.”

“You didn’t think to discuss it with me first?” Anger put an edge to her voice.

He twisted to face her. “I can’t imagine you’ll have a problem with it. It’s the best possible solution, for everyone.”

Spoken like a true egotist. He thought it was best, so it must be best. But if he really had an answer, she was eager to hear it. She’d been searching for a way out of her current situation for years. “I’m waiting.”

“They said they’d overlook what happened tonight if you’d stay away from your father in the future.”

“How’s that a solution?” she cried. “I’m the one who takes care of him. Half the time he doesn’t eat unless I prepare his food. And we can’t afford two households.”

He stood up, leaned against the pillar that supported the porch and crossed his arms. “I hired the brother of one of the police officers—a Terrance Bennett—to look after him in the evenings and at night when you’d typically be off work.”

“You what?”

“I hired some help.”

“For how long?”

“For the next two months. That way, you can stay here. If the arrangement works, maybe you can even go back to California with me.”

Dakota was speechless, torn between gratitude that this man, who’d only hired her today, would be willing to help her to such a degree, pique that he’d interfered in her situation without consulting her and excitement to think she had the opportunity to go to California. How hard could it be to raise one baby who would never want for anything, while living in a mansion—maybe on the beach—with a professional football player? Think of the places she’d get to see, the people she might meet…

Her mind raced with the possibilities. But she couldn’t leave her father. He was her only family. The woman with the heavy Spanish accent who’d called her all of two times in the past ten years didn’t count. She was a complete stranger. And what if he died while she was gone?

She massaged her temples, hoping to relieve the headache that had started from the blow she’d sustained to her mouth. She couldn’t turn her back on her father now. She was all he had. “I’m sorry. I can’t leave Dundee. I have to stay with him.”

“I just told you he’ll have someone looking after him.”

“It won’t be the same. No one else really cares about him.”

Tyson moved close and tipped up her chin, making a point of studying her fat lip. “You have nothing here.”

She jerked away. “I have my self-respect. If I turned my back on the one person who really needs me, I wouldn’t even have that.”

She started into the house, but he caught her elbow. “If you go back, they’ll put him in jail. They’ve had it, Dakota. I spoke to Chief Clanahan myself.”

“They can’t. I’m fine, so there’s no need. And he’s sick.”

“That doesn’t mean they’ll keep putting up with his behavior. He could really hurt you, and then they’d be partially to blame because they didn’t stop him when they had the chance.”

Her head was pounding too hard to make such a difficult decision. “So what do I do?” she asked. She wasn’t really talking to him—it was more of a rhetorical question to herself—but he answered.

“Stay here for a couple weeks. You can go into town every afternoon if you want—check in on him, make sure the new guy is doing a good job, cook his dinner, whatever. The fact that you’re not living with him should mollify the police and your neighbors. Then…we’ll see where things go from there.”

The warmth of his fingers sank through the thin sleeve of her blouse, but she doubted he even knew he was still holding on to her. “Is this really about helping me?” she asked skeptically.

He glanced at the house. “I need you and you need me,” he said simply and let go.

He was talking about Braden. She could tell he wanted to leave it right there, but she couldn’t. Lowering her voice, she asked, “If you didn’t really want him, why’d you take him?”

He stared at some mysterious point over her shoulder for so long she thought he wasn’t going to answer. Finally he spoke. “I had no choice.”

“You could’ve left him with his mother.”

“Then I would’ve lost my self-respect,” he said and went inside.

A KNOCK AT THE DOOR woke Tyson early. He scowled, but then something became apparent to him that quickly countered his irritation at being disturbed before he was ready. He couldn’t hear any crying. Not one cursed peep.

He opened his eyes and lay still for a moment, holding his breath.

Yep, no crying.

“God that feels good.” Rolling over, he started drifting off to sleep again when a second knock reminded him that someone was at his door.

“Come in.” His voice was muffled by a pillow, but Dakota must’ve heard him because the door opened, and she poked her head in. “You have a phone call.”

He sat up and rubbed his eyes. “I do?”

“It’s Greg Higgins.”

His agent. “Oh.” He fell back onto the bed. “Tell him I’ll call him later.”

“I already told him you weren’t up yet. He said it’s important.”

With Greg, “important” was always relative. He might be calling simply to pass along a compliment the owner of the Stingrays had paid him. Or it could have to do with Rachelle. When Tyson forked over the one mil in exchange for her signature on the custody papers, she’d agreed not to disclose the terms of their agreement—and it made Greg even madder than Tyson that she’d flagrantly disregarded that stipulation. They couldn’t fix it now, but maybe something else had happened. Or maybe she was trying to renege on their deal.

“Fine.” He reached for the telephone next to the bed, but Dakota spoke as his hand closed around the receiver.

“He called on line two, which I finally figured out is only in the office.”

“How’d he get that number?” Tyson asked.

“It must be the one you gave him.”

Which meant it had originally come from Gabe. Tyson hadn’t expected two lines. This was supposed to be a remote cabin.

When he started to get up, the door closed so fast Tyson startled, then realized he’d fallen into bed in just his briefs last night. When he’d thrown off the covers, he hadn’t even considered that his near nudity might offend Dakota. He’d lost all sensitivity to modesty after spending the past decade dressing and undressing in a locker room that allowed female reporters to wander through at will. But he found it interesting that Dakota had beat such a quick retreat.

He grinned at the memory as he pulled on a pair of sweatpants and headed down the hall to the office. And that was when he caught the scent of bacon, eggs and…waffles? There was coffee, too. This was certainly a better morning than the one he’d spent yesterday. He couldn’t wait to gorge himself. He hadn’t had a solid meal since he’d picked up Braden.

The receiver was resting on the ink blotter next to the football player he’d drawn yesterday. He brought it to his ear and said hello, then realized that someone had added a number to the jersey on the paper. His number. Imagine that. Dakota had never mentioned football, and yet she knew his number.

“We’ve got problems,” Greg said.

Pasty-skinned and habitually nervous, with what he called a “power haircut” and football tattoos on both forearms that looked like a failed attempt to fit in rather than an extension of his own personality, Greg worried about everything, which drove Tyson crazy. But it was also one of the reasons Tyson kept him around. Tyson viewed life as one big picture; Greg minded the minutiae.

“What kind of problems?” Tyson wasn’t nervous. Buying the wrong kind of toilet paper could be a serious problem for Greg.

“That bitch went on Montel Williams yesterday.”

“That bitch” was, of course, Rachelle. “She already disclosed the terms of our agreement,” he said, wondering why Greg had to wake him up for this. “No use getting our jocks in a knot over that.”

“But that’s not all,” his agent went on. “She hinted that you took advantage of her when she was down on her luck.”

Tyson sat up straighter. Now he was worried. “I took advantage of her?”

“Yeah. She led everyone to believe…” Greg hesitated.

“What?” Tyson snapped.

“You’re not going to like it.”

“Say it anyway.”

“That you forced her to have sex with you.”

The image of Rachelle climbing into his bed filled Tyson’s mind. Sleeping together had been her idea. He hadn’t demanded, or even asked, for anything.

He rubbed his left temple. “Shit.”

“I contacted her, told her you’d sue her for libel if she ever said that again.”

“Good. I will.”

“It doesn’t end there.”

Why not? It should. He’d fulfilled his end of the bargain, and now he was trying to live with the fallout. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“She…she said she was thinking of going to the police and telling them the same story.”

“That I raped her? The only thing I forced her to do was get the hell out of my house!” He drummed his fingers on the desktop. This couldn’t be happening.

“It’s her word against yours.”

“Then I’ll take a lie detector test.”

“No, you won’t. Those things aren’t completely reliable. They depend on the interpretation of the technician. If, for some strange reason, the tech happens to screw up and we get a false positive, we’d be done for. That’s a risk we can’t take.”

There had to be something they could do. “I know if we check her background, we’ll find she’s no virtuous saint.”

“Doesn’t matter. Just the claim will drag your reputation through the mud. You’ll lose your endorsements. Strive Athletic Equipment is already acting funny after that newspaper article. I had to send Howard the private investigator’s report that made you decide to take Braden in the first place.”

“What’d he say?”

“That he wasn’t happy. And he told me what we already know—with endorsements, the truth doesn’t really matter. It’s the public’s perception of an athlete, that’s all. You can’t be perceived as a womanizer or a jerk or a man who has no kindness for the mother of his baby, no feelings.”

Just because he refused to wear them on his sleeve didn’t mean he didn’t have them. Rachelle had cut him to the quick. Even Greg didn’t understand how betrayed Tyson felt. “So what’s the bottom line?”

“We’ve got to stop her.”

“How? I don’t even know why she’s doing this!”

“You’re kidding me, right?”

Tyson jumped to his feet. “She got the money she wanted.”

“But she didn’t reach her true objective; she wasn’t admitted to your world.”

Tyson knew Greg would understand that. The man had been trying to fit in since he started agenting. “She expected me to marry her?”

“I’ll bet that was her fondest dream. Now that she knows she’s not going to get it, she wants the money and the baby.”

Turning the slats of the wooden blinds to protect his eyes from the glare, Tyson began to pace. “She’s not getting the baby. That’s bullshit.”

“You’re committed to ‘no’?”

“To the tune of $1,000,000, remember?”

“This could cost you your career, Tyson. And that’s worth a lot more than a measly one mil.”

He gripped the phone that much tighter. “You’re telling me to give the baby back?”

“Having you step in scared her. She knows we’re watching now. Maybe she’ll take better care of him.”

Tyson didn’t believe it for a minute. He’d never met anyone more self-serving than Rachelle Rochester, no one more coldly calculating. That she came off so sweet and innocent made her all the more dangerous.

Even if she took better care of Braden’s physical needs, how would it be to have her for a mother? Tyson had always thought his own mother was too consumed with building her title and escrow company to be a good parent. He’d become nothing more than a painful reminder of the only man she’d ever really loved. This would be worse. Braden would fall second to mere vanity and greed. And Rachelle would use him shamelessly until he turned eighteen.

Tyson wouldn’t allow it. “Tell her she can go to hell.”

There was a long pause. Obviously his agent wasn’t happy with his response. “Tyson, with your knee the way it is…”

“What are you saying, Greg? What does my knee have to do with this?”

“I’m saying you need to be cautious. You’re not as young as you used to be. I don’t know if you can afford this kind of fight. Maybe it’s better to concede this round.”

Concede? To a crook and a phony? Never. If there was one thing his mother had taught him, it was to fight when he felt he had to. “Whose side are you on?” he asked and slammed down the phone.

There was a rattle of plates, and he turned in time to see Dakota hurrying away from the open doorway. She’d obviously been bringing him breakfast—but had changed her mind when she heard him screaming into the receiver.

Damn. She’d caught him at a vulnerable moment.

He considered calling her back so he could smooth over his temperamental display. He didn’t want her whispering about him to the locals. Who knew what might leak out? The press would follow him here eventually. The last thing he needed was to do anything that could be interpreted as supporting the terrible things Rachelle was saying about him.

But he was too angry to pretend he wasn’t.

Besides, he no longer felt like eating.