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ОглавлениеCHAPTER 1
Camlak was not unduly sensitive to time. It passed by without dragging his consciousness. It flowed over him in an easy stream. The silence was profound. The Ahrima had gone, but the fires they had left burning were still filling the air with heavy smoke and the stark smell of ashes. There would be a while yet before the fire yielded to the gentle smell of decay and carrion that would bring the scavengers in from the fields, and from the wild land beyond Clauster Ridge.
The Old Man of Stalhelm was hurt, but not badly—at least, not so far as bone and flesh and blood were concerned. The arm which he had broken in the fight with the harrowhound had shattered for a second time, and he knew that this time there would be no mending it. From now on he was a three-limb. But that was little enough. It would not have taken him out of the fight, and saved his life. A blow on the head had done that, without inflicting any lasting damage. His clothing was covered in blood—dry by now—and no doubt he had looked dead enough to the marauders, lying as he was within the star-shadow of the earthen wall, with the mutilated bodies of the honest dead all around him. It was, of course, their blood. Blood they had spilled on to him, so that chance might rule in favor of his continued existence. The principal hurt which he had sustained was the pain of the question: why?
He was three times lucky.
First, he had fallen from a light, glancing blow, and sheer exhaustion had sucked him to the ground and hugged him into the crack between earth and earth-wall. Somehow, he had found the strength to suppress his courage. How? The Ahrima were already over the wall and involved in the simple business of slaughter. It was natural that he should have fought with indomitable fury, without any such self-control, or even self-awareness. He should have bounced back from the blow. But he had not. He had sagged, had contained his instincts, had vanished into the black clothes of unconsciousness.
Then, somehow the Ahrima had failed to find him. Or failed to find him alive. The one who had felled him must have been felled in his turn, at the right moment. At precisely the right moment. He must have died very swiftly, spilling his blood with such profligacy that he seemed to have exploded. A combination of chances: a neat riposte of fortune. Too neat.
Lastly, Ermold must have been already dead. The Men Without Souls from Walgo had taken the mask and joined the Ahrima in the assault on Stalhelm. A victory not so much for cowardice as for Ermold’s hatred. He had come to kill instead of being slaughtered by the horde. He would die anyway, but he had come to kill first. Had he survived the storming of the wall, he would surely have come to take Camlak’s head. A gesture to underline the purpose of it all. For old time’s sake. Chance had forbidden him that satisfaction.
Why?
Camlak hurt inside his head. There was a fever in his brain. A fog. He tried to reach down into the depths where his Gray Soul lived, but the way was blocked. Honest pain would have cut through the miasma like a hot spear. No man was denied the company of his Gray Soul in the moment before death, or the moment of bodily crisis. So Camlak believed, with reason. But he was trapped in his glutinous consciousness. He was not going to die. He was alone.
He believed that there had to be an answer to the question: why?
But he did not even know what shape such an answer might possess.