Читать книгу Zane: The Wild One - BRONWYN JAMESON, Bronwyn Jameson - Страница 8

It wasn’t like in the movies.

The action didn’t cut to slow motion as her tires lost traction in the loose gravel, sending the car into a wildly slewing fishtail. The camera didn’t zoom to closeup as she wrestled for control of the wheel. There was no sense of time standing still. No sudden clarity of thought, sound, motion. No if-onlys.

One second Julia Goodwin was proceeding at her usual sensible speed, midway through the twelve-mile drive from her home in Plenty to her sister’s country property; the next she came upon a trio of magpies directly in her path. And seemingly the next second after that she was sitting there, steering wheel clutched in a death grip, going nowhere. In between there had undoubtedly been some swerving, slewing and wrestling, but not much thinking.

Finally she opened her eyes—to the sight of a kangaroo loping through the summer-dry grass that edged the unsealed road. The big grey stopped and lifted its head to scent the air.

“Now if you had been sitting on the road, big guy, I’d have had reason to take evasive action.” As the animal bounded gracefully over a fence and disappeared from sight, she shook her head in self-reproach. During countless driving lessons, many along this same road, she’d been told never to swerve for wildlife. To slow down, hit the horn and let them do their own evading.

Except Julia would never risk hurting any living thing, birds included. So she had closed her eyes, braked hard and swerved, all of which had probably contributed to her current predicament…and being stuck in this particular roadside ditch was definitely a predicament.

Because she loved the view from the top of Quilty’s Hill, she’d taken the back road to Chantal’s, and it wasn’t called “the back road” for nothing. Passing traffic was…well…there wasn’t any.

Still, it appeared she had survived the sudden stop in one piece. Shifting gingerly in her seat, she wriggled her legs, moved her neck one way and then the other. Her head didn’t fall off, and that had to be a plus. Finger by finger she unglued her hands from the wheel and, despite a bad case of the tremors, she managed to both straighten her sunglasses and release her seat belt.

It took longer to deal with the door latch and when she tried to stand, her legs collapsed from under her. Fine. The situation could be assessed as easily from ground level. In fact from this angle she could see exactly why she wasn’t going anywhere.

The car had come to rest—in the loosest sense of the phrase—on the rim of a table drain. If she had been driving her father’s Mercedes instead of her mother’s hatchback, it would have resembled a beached whale. High and dry and immovable. The gurgling and hissing coming from under the hood might indicate radiator damage, and now she looked more closely the front tire appeared flattish.

But, it could have been much worse. Julia herself had escaped uninjured. For the moment.

Heaven knows what harm would befall her when she didn’t show up for Chantal’s dinner party. Her sister hated uneven numbers, not to mention how the whole shebang had been constructed around her presence. Because Julia needed a husband. Because Julia never went anywhere to meet the “right kind of man.” Because no man or machine could stop Chantal when she was on a mission, and Mission: Marry Julia had assumed top priority since New Year’s.

It wasn’t that she didn’t appreciate Chantal’s efforts or her motivation. Purely and simply, her sister would do anything to make her happy, even if that meant acting in direct contradiction to her own beliefs. Marriage, according to Chantal, invited heartache. Career, on the other hand, provided respect, challenge and fulfillment.

Julia didn’t agree. She had been married once, and if they hadn’t followed Paul’s career to Sydney, if she hadn’t hated the isolated loneliness of big-city living—and if he hadn’t gone and fallen in love with another woman—she would likely still be married.

For better or for worse.

Because despite her parents’ lofty ambitions, despite her siblings’s stellar success, despite all the vocational testing and you-can-do-so-much-more-with-your-life advice, Julia had never wanted anything except to be married, to make a home and a garden and the babies she knew would fill the empty corners of her soul.

Unfortunately the children she had yet to have weren’t going to help her out of this fix. Fortunately her legs now felt as if they were up to supporting her, especially if she got rid of the three-inch heels borrowed from her housemate, Kree. And the stockings. And the slip that clung to her legs like seal-wrap.

That done, she made her way to the center of the road and looked around. There wasn’t a lot to see. Enough roadside eucalypts to make her grateful the drain had stopped her progress, and a century-old fence that wouldn’t have stopped a bicycle’s progress. Behind her stretched acres of rolling grassland, punctuated with the scattered dots of grazing cattle and bisected by the curling ribbon of road she had just driven down. Ahead, uncleared scrub marked the start of the Tibbaroo Nature Reserve.

Drat. She couldn’t have picked a more isolated spot. The nearest farmhouse was miles away, and already she could feel both sharp-edged gravel and the baked-in heat of a long summer day biting into her soles. She shifted her weight from one foot to the other as she pondered which would be perceived as the most stupid course of action. A: walking several miles in bare feet. B: walking the same distance in stilettos. Or C: waiting for help.

A low persistent buzz permeated her thoughts and she swatted at the lone fly circling her head. The fly decamped, but the buzz persisted. Julia groaned as she identified Option D as the correct answer to her question.

The most stupid course of action would be forgetting her mother’s car phone.

She picked her way back to the car, slid into the driver’s seat and rescued the squawking instrument.

“Julia? Where in heaven’s name are you?” It sounded as if Chantal had worked up a full head of steam. “I know I said seven-thirty, but you’re usually early, and I need you to fix this cursed sauce. I followed your recipe, but something’s not work—”

“Actually,” Julia managed to interject, “I’ve had an accident of sorts.”

“Are you all right?”

“Yes. I’m fine, but the car—”

“Oh, my God, you didn’t mangle Mother’s car?”

“No, it’s not damaged. Much.” She closed her eyes and crossed her fingers, although it wasn’t really a lie. “But it’s going to need towing.”

Julia gave her location, and Chantal swung straight into organizational mode. That was, after all, her forte.

“With all this food on the go, I can’t come and get you, but I’ll send Dan as soon as he gets here.”

“Dan?”

“He’s a new dentist in Cliffton. He seems a little on the quiet side, so do try to get him talking. I’m sure you’ll find plenty in common if you give him a chance.”

He’s a little dull, so you two will get along famously, Julia translated.

“Just sit tight and wait. Oh, and I’ll call a tow truck.”

“It’s Friday night. Please, don’t drag Bill out.” But she was talking to dead air. Everything organized to her satisfaction, Chantal had hung up.

With her gaze fixed on the rearview mirror, Julia saw the tow truck crest Quilty’s Hill, then zoom in and out of sight as it traversed the winding descent.

“Where’s the fire?” she murmured, sitting up straighter and pushing her dark glasses to the top of her head.

Fast wasn’t like old Bill. The laconic garage owner typified the pace of the small town that had been home for most of Julia’s life. But old Bill owned the only tow truck in Plenty, drove the only tow truck in Plenty….

Except on those rare occasions when Zane O’Sullivan was in town.

By the time the truck rocked to a halt, Julia’s heart was pounding. The pall of dust that had trailed the vehicle down the hill caught up with its quarry, circled, then settled in a thick brown shroud. Dry-mouthed, Julia heard the thunk of a closing door, the crunch of brittle herbage under heavy boots, and then he was right there, anchoring hands spread wide on the roof as he hunkered down to her open window.

Zane O’Sullivan. In the flesh.

“Helluva place to park your car,” he drawled, his tone as dry as the summer road.

That smoke-and-whisky voice had always unsettled Julia—made her pulse beat a little quicker, her breath come a little shallower—but it usually didn’t render her incapable of speech…but then, usually she only encountered it on the distant end of a phone line. In fact, this was the first time Kree’s footloose brother had ever spoken to her face-to-face.

Back in high school she had found his shining good looks and tarnished bad attitude so contradictory, so intimidating, that she had literally fled from any chance encounter. More than a decade later, and some things hadn’t changed. Up close, Zane O’Sullivan still unnerved her—although now that she had regained her equilibrium, she noticed that some things had changed after all.

Defined by a close-fitting white T-shirt, his chest was definitely broader, deeper, stronger. His hair was the same sun-tinged blend of honey and gold, still worn longer than regulation, still finger-combed back from his broad forehead. His face looked leaner, his cheekbones more sharply chiselled, and a network of well-etched lines radiated beyond his aviator shades.

Those squint lines deepened as if he had narrowed his gaze. “You okay? You look a bit stunned.”

He straightened to open her door, and she quickly looked away, but not quickly enough to avoid an eyeful of denim-encased male groin. Suddenly she felt more than stunned. She felt breathless, dizzy. The heat, she reasoned, as she hastily slapped her own sunglasses into place.

As if they could dim such glaring good looks. A hundred pair and she would still be mesmerized. A picture formed in her giddy head—her, pulling on pair after pair of sunglasses, one on top of the other, in a vain attempt to dilute his male beauty—and she laughed out loud. The laughter evaporated when she realized how loony her behavior must seem to a bystander.

She turned in her seat to find the only spectator frowning down at her. One hand rested on the door frame; his long fingers drummed an impatient beat. He looked as though he wished he were somewhere else. Anywhere else. Good grief, she hadn’t said a word in the several minutes since he’d arrived, hadn’t answered his concerned question.

“I’m fine.” She swung her head from side to side. “See? No visible signs of head injury.”

He didn’t look convinced. In fact, as she slid out from behind the wheel, he looked downright bemused. Best to get the towing sorted out before he decided she truly was crazy and made good his escape.

“I’m not sure how much damage I’ve done. See this tire? I expect it’s ruined, and I hit the ditch pretty hard so I could have broken the steering and who knows what underneath. Oh, and it boiled. Do you think the radiator’s damaged?”

“Could be.” He didn’t even glance at the car. “You sure you didn’t bump your head on the steering wheel?”

“I might have a touch of the sun or delayed shock or something, but otherwise I’m in excellent shape.”

He continued to study her, so fixedly that she wondered if some football-size bump had appeared on her head. But then she felt a tingling heat in the pit of her stomach and she knew he wasn’t looking at bumps on her head.

He was checking out the bumps on her body.

She should have left the slip on. No—she shouldn’t have let Kree hustle her into wearing this dress in the first place. On Kree it looked benign, but then Kree was a good three inches shorter than Julia’s five-seven. And Kree didn’t have hips…or much else in the way of bumps.

“On your way to a party?”

“Yes. At my sister’s,” she replied with forced brightness. “You remember Claire Heaslip? Well, Chantal leased her grandfather’s block last year.”

Too much information. Too much thoughtless information. As if he would have forgotten Claire Heaslip. Even if the rumors weren’t altogether true.

“Do you usually go in bare feet?” he asked evenly, obviously choosing to ignore her comment.

“Hardly.”

Her laughter mixed amusement with discomfort—discomfort caused by both the Claire Heaslip gaffe and her heated response to his gaze on her legs, on skin laid bare by the dress’s abbreviated hemline.

“Chantal would have a stroke if I turned up barefoot. I took them off because I was contemplating walking.” She retreated to the far side of the car and retrieved the shoes from the passenger seat, grimacing as she slipped them on. “These are not your ideal walking shoes.”

No kidding, his silence seemed to say. To a man dressed functionally in jeans, T-shirt and boots, her cocktail ensemble probably looked way over the top. Which it suddenly felt. While she silently bemoaned her lack of judgement in trusting Kree’s fashion advice, Zane went into work mode, studying the lay of the car, fetching the truck. Before he hooked it up, he glanced her way. “You want me to drop you at your sister’s before I start here?”

“No. Chantal said she would send someone.”

Not just anyone, but Dan the Dentist, handpicked as suitable husband material. She pictured him in a sober suit and tie, brown hair neatly parted and combed into place, and she imagined the evening ahead, as flat and colourless as that image.

She looked at Zane O’Sullivan and one word came to mind. Technicolor. Before she could think of all the reasons why she shouldn’t, she took a deep breath and spoke quickly. “I’ve changed my mind. Could I hitch a ride back to town with you? Would you mind?”

He gave her a look, which, between those shades and the straight set of his mouth, she found impossible to read. “Doesn’t matter if I mind or not. I’m not leaving you out here.”

Ten minutes later Zane cursed his sense of chivalry. Enjoying the thought of what she could or could not possibly be wearing under that silky wisp of a dress was one thing. Thinking about taking it off her was another altogether. She was Principal Goodwin’s daughter, Mayor Goodwin’s daughter, for Pete’s sake. Definitely not the kind of woman you imagined naked.

Not in the way he was contemplating. With those fey hazel eyes warm with wanting, all that dark glossy hair cloaking his pillow, and those generous curves covered only in smooth pale skin…and him.

Hoo, man.

Zane shook the heat from his vision, then attempted to apply all his attention to the road. But how could he concentrate with the hint of her perfume—something as softly fragrant as a spring dawn—drifting in and out of his senses? Not to mention how she kept peeping looks at him from behind her dark glasses. Another five minutes of this and he would likely break out in a sweat. Or do something dumb, like invite her for a drink. Or something truly moronic like skipping the drink and taking her straight to his room.

He almost snorted out loud. Julia Goodwin’s expensive finery decorating the floor of his cheap hotel room? Keep dreaming, bud!

“I’m sorry I dragged you out,” she said eventually in her softly voiced, carefully phrased way. “No doubt there are places you would rather be on a Friday night.”

She had that right, but the one uppermost in his mind—his room, his bed—he kept to himself. “Yeah, but I doubt the Lion’ll run dry before I get back.”

“You were having a drink?”

“I was about to. Bill had already had several when he got your sister’s message.”

“So that’s why you’re here.” He felt her studying him, more openly this time. “Thank you.”

Zane shrugged. “It’s my job.”

“No, it’s Bill’s job. I know you help him out whenever you’re in town….”

Her voice trailed off, inviting him to answer her unasked question about what brought him to town. Why not? Talking to her was safer than fantasising about her. “I’ve got a week or so to kill, so I thought I’d give Bill a break and see how Kree’s doing.”

“She didn’t mention you were coming.”

“Last-minute decision.”

“Oh. Have you seen her yet?”

“I only got in this afternoon and figured she’d be busy. Besides, I’m never at my best in a hair shop.”

“Don’t let Kree catch you referring to her salon as a hair shop,” she said with a smile, which froze almost instantly. “Although I wish you had gone in, because now you’ve missed her. She’s gone away for the weekend with Tagg. Her boyfriend. He lives over in Cliffton.”

“Then I’ll see her when she gets back. How is she?”

“She’s Kree.” The smile returned. “Busy, full-on, happy.”

“You mean, manic?”

Her smile grew to a soft appreciative chuckle, and Zane found himself turning to catch the laughter on her face. It transformed her from pretty to stunning, and he found himself staring—again—and wondering how he never noticed that before, back when he lived in Plenty.

Probably because he’d never been close enough to see her laughing. Hell, he remembered times when she had crossed the street to avoid him, and if she ever had looked his way, it was with the kind of curious, wide-eyed fascination usually reserved for viewing aliens. Which pretty much summed up how this town had always made him feel.

Right now he felt her watching him with a different kind of fascination. She had gone very still, the laughter fading from her lips. Her focus seemed to shift to his mouth. His lips tingled with heat. Uh-uh, no way. She was the dinner-and-dating-and-home-to-meet-Daddy type, not the straight-into-bed type. And absolutely not the front-seat-of-the-truck type.

He dragged his eyes back to the road and his mind back from the gutter, pressed a touch harder on the accelerator and searched for a diversionary topic of conversation.

“You’re all dressed up to party.” He waved a hand in the general direction of her itty-bitty dress. “So why did you decide to go home, instead?”

“I didn’t really want to go in the first place.” She shifted her shoulders uneasily. “Do you think running my car off the road is a good enough excuse to cancel? I mean, it’s not as if I crashed, or hurt myself….”

“Why do you need an excuse? If you didn’t want to go, you should’ve said no.”

“Chantal doesn’t recognize the word.”

“Maybe she needs to hear it more often.”

A small frown puckered her brow, and Zane wondered how right he’d got that. Then he told himself it wasn’t his problem. That wasn’t why he had asked her about the party. He was making small talk, that was all. He absolutely did not want to know if, for example, she was letting down some suit-and-tie type by not turning up.

“Back when you were hooking up to the car, I rang Chantal to say I’d decided to go home. She didn’t sound happy. I suspect she might send someone to fetch me.”

“If you weren’t at home, that someone wouldn’t be able to fetch you.”

“Not home?” Her softly incredulous laugh brought his gaze back to her mouth, made him think of intimacies he had no business with. “In case it escaped your attention, there are not a lot of hidey-holes open on a Friday night in Plenty.”

“There’s the Lion. You could come down for a drink, shoot some pool,” Zane suggested casually, not because he expected her to accept. Not because he wanted her to accept. For a long moment she stared at him, surprised, but obviously considering his invitation. He felt his body quicken. Then she shook her head and looked down at her hands, folded neatly in her lap.

“Thanks, but I think I’ll have to pass this time.”

This time. As if he was in the habit of asking her every other day. But as he downshifted to cross the railway line, he shrugged and cut her a look. “Your loss.”

Julia looked out the window. They had reached the edge of town. In a couple of minutes she would step down from the truck, toss him a careless “See you later” and know that later might be another twelve years. She felt a deep, totally inappropriate sense of disappointment. Her loss indeed.

Of course, she could always change into some jeans and walk down to the Lion. She could saunter up alongside him and say, “Hey, Zane. You want to shoot some pool?”

Then she could watch the whole bar population either A: burst into spontaneous laughter, B: keel over with shock, or C: call for the men in white coats.

Julia Goodwin sauntering up to a public bar? That isn’t going to happen, she concluded fatalistically as he turned the corner into Bower Street and pulled up alongside number fourteen. When he reached for his door, she leaned across to stop him. “There’s no need to get out.”

She felt him still, and when his gaze dropped to where her hand rested on his forearm, she was suddenly aware of more than his stillness. His skin felt warm—no, hot—and slightly rough, with its smattering of hair. It also felt incredibly hard, and she realized with a start how long it had been since she had touched a man’s bare skin. And how much she missed that sensation of heat and strength, of leashed masculine power.

The moment stretched out, silent and thick with awareness, until she reclaimed her hand, dragging her fingers a little because she couldn’t stop herself. Telltale heat rose from her neck to her ears, and she silently thanked Kree for making her leave her hair down. At least she had got that part right!

She cleared her throat, unable to look at him in case he had misinterpreted that touch as some sort of come-on. “I just wanted to say thank you, and sorry for interrupting your night, and I hope you catch up with Kree soon.”

“I’ll call her at work on Monday.”

“Mornings are usually quietest, especially Monday. She might even be able to take a half day.” She reached for the door. “See you later, then.”

“What about your car?”

Julia blinked, and he hooked a thumb back over his shoulder.

Ah, that car! How could she have forgotten? “It’s my mother’s, actually. I don’t have a car at the moment, so she loaned me hers while she’s overseas. My parents are in Tuscany.” And why am I telling him all this? She clutched her evening bag with unsteady fingers. “What did you need to know about the car?”

“D’you want Bill to fix whatever needs fixing, or just do up a quote?”

“Oh. Yes.”

“Yes…what?” he asked slowly, and she felt that same intense scrutiny she had felt out by the roadside. Her ears burned with heat as she scrambled for an answer to the simple question.

“Yes, please.” Good grief, could she have said anything more stupid? She bit her lip, then tried again. “Yes. Please have him fix whatever needs fixing. Bill does all our work—there’s no need for a quote.”

Quitting on that positively eloquent note seemed like a good plan, so she opened her door and slid down to the curb, but before she closed the door she forced herself to smile up at him. “I really can’t thank you enough for bringing me home.”

“You’ll get the bill.”

Julia shook her head. “I wanted to thank you, personally.”

“Buy me a drink sometime.”

She stared up at him, one part of her brain screaming, How about now? while another urged her to smile, offer something politely meaningless such as, Yes, we must do that sometime, and walk away.

Oh, but she didn’t want to listen to that safe, sensible, good-girl voice. For once she wanted to do something a little bit bad. Ordinarily one drink wouldn’t qualify as even vaguely bad, but she had a strong feeling—a hot, dizzying feeling—that a drink with Zane O’Sullivan wouldn’t be ordinary.

“I think I would like…” She shifted her weight from one foot to the other, moistened her lips, then realized she had lost his attention. He was frowning into his side mirror, while his fingers drummed against the wheel.

“Looks like you have a visitor.”

She stepped back just far enough to see the gleaming white Volvo that had pulled up behind them, and the gleamingly groomed man who stepped from the driver’s seat. He looked solid and respectable and, yes, dull.

She heard the tow truck kick over and felt such a jolt of panic, she had to stop herself from leaping at the window. Instead she stepped onto the running board and somehow above the thud of her heart she heard herself say, “I really would like to buy you that drink sometime.”

Perhaps he saw the nervous tension in her face. Or perhaps he was looking right by her at Dan the Dentist waiting patiently on the verge. With those impenetrable lenses, it was impossible to know. Whatever he saw, it caused one corner of his mouth to kick up wryly. It also caused him to shake his head and say, “Thanks, but I’m thinking that’s not such a great idea after all.”

Of course he was right.

She stepped down from the window and away from the truck, and as she watched it pull away, she felt a weighty gloom settle over her.

Drinks with Zane O’Sullivan might not be such a great idea, but that didn’t make a dinner party with Mr. Solid and Respectable sound any more palatable.