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ОглавлениеBrand watched the sun sink behind the far-off hills, looking like a fat orange balloon too weary to stay aloft. He closed his eyelids for a few moments and opened them to a sky tinged with purple, and then gold and orange.
“Be dark soon,” he said. Suzannah nodded tiredly and slid farther down on her bedroll. Pretty soon he’d have to tell her what he’d decided. But not yet. Let her enjoy the sunset.
But she surprised him again. “You’re leaving, aren’t you?” She sounded resigned but not frightened, and that made him wonder. Maybe she was just too exhausted to care.
“Yeah. I’m seeing smoke below us. Campfire, most likely. Gonna ride down and investigate.”
“Now? At night?”
“Yes, now. I’d be seen in daylight.”
“How long will you be gone?”
She didn’t ask how long she would be all alone up here, and that raised his eyebrows some more. She could sure surprise him.
“Depends on what I find, whether it’s someone following us or someone else. Suzannah, you ever fire a pistol?”
She popped up on one elbow. “No. Papa would never let me near any of his firearms.”
“Not even during the war, when the Northern army came through?”
“Yankees, you mean,” she said, her voice hardening. “No, not even then. Mama and Hattie kept a loaded rifle in the closet under the staircase, so we felt safe enough. And John...”
“That’s your intended?”
“Yes. John offered to lend me a revolver when he left, but by then the war was all over.”
“Did he teach you how to fire it?”
“No, he didn’t. He was there only two days, and then...then he was gone.”
Brand bit back a snort. “Two days! You agreed to marry a man after knowing him only two days?”
“Well, yes, I did. I grant you it was a very brief courtship, but...you see, there weren’t a great number of eligible men left after the war, and...and Mama never let me forget I was approaching spinsterhood. I guess I let myself get swept off my feet.”
“How old is spinsterhood, Suzannah?”
She hesitated. “I will be twenty-four in June.”
Annoyance tightened his jaw muscles. Two days! Forty-eight hours and he’d managed to leave with her heart in his pocket? This John must be some fast-talking stud. How had the man swept a woman like Suzannah off her feet in just two days?
He decided he didn’t like John Whatever His Name Was one bit. And he was annoyed as hell at her for being swept.
Forget it, Wyler. Her heart and her spinsterhood are none of your concern.
He scrabbled in his saddlebag for his extra revolver. “Suzannah, I’m gonna show you how to shoot this.” He laid it on her blanket. “Be careful. It’s loaded.”
She stared at it, then gazed up at him. “Why?”
“Because I don’t want to leave you alone up here without some way to protect yourself.”
“Why not take me with you?”
“No. Too dangerous. I don’t know who’s down there.” He scooted over close to her. “Sit up.”
She shook off her blanket and sat cross-legged beside him. He lifted the Colt and positioned her hands around the butt.
“Hold it up steady, but don’t put your finger on the trigger until you’re ready to fire. That’s it. Now, sight down the barrel.”
The weapon wobbled in her grip. “It’s heavy,” she said.
Brand blew out a breath. “That’s all, ‘it’s heavy’? Not ‘I don’t want to do this’ or ‘Don’t go and leave me’ or anything a million other women would say in this situation?” He shook his head in disbelief.
“I don’t guess I am a million other women, Brand.”
“Yeah.” He forced his attention back to the weapon in her hands. “Yes, it’s heavy. That’s why you need both hands. Don’t try to do some fancy quick-draw maneuver—you’ll shoot yourself in the foot.”
“Brand?” She looked into his face, her green eyes widening.
“What?” Now she was gonna cry or beg him not to go.
“When I fire it, will it kick back?”
Whoa. Why the South had lost the war with women like this at home was beyond him. His regard for Suzannah Cumberland flared once again into grudging admiration.
“Yeah, it’ll jerk some. Don’t let it scare you, just grip it tight.” He saw her knuckles whiten as she tightened her grasp on his Colt.
“Brand?”
“Yeah?”
“Thank you.”
He just plain didn’t know what to say to that. He was so damn proud of her he wanted to pat her shoulder or shake her hand or something. Hell, he wanted to kiss her.
He squashed that thought and got to his feet. “Suzannah, you gonna be all right up here?”
“I will be perfectly all right. Well—” she gave a little laugh “—maybe not ‘perfectly,’ but all right enough.” She laid the Colt down and gingerly shoved it under her saddlebag.
Brand picked up his saddle and moved to the large boulder where he’d picketed the horses. With his back to her he checked his revolver, grabbed the gelding’s reins and hauled himself up into the saddle.
Suzannah crawled out of her bedroll and stood watching him, a half resigned, half pensive look on her face. Looking down at her, something began to crack inside his chest. He picked up the reins, then tossed them down and dismounted.
He reached her in two long strides, grasped her shoulders and kissed her. Hard. God forgive him, he wanted to do it again, and for a lot longer, but he forced himself to release her and remounted without looking at her.
He reined the horse away, and when he glanced back she was standing motionless right where he’d left her, the fingers of one hand covering her lips.
The knot in his chest cracked all the way open.
* * *
He kissed me! And it was wonderful, heart-thumpingly, stupendously wonderful! No man had ever kissed her like that, not even John.
She watched his horse disappear down the steep hillside and still she did not move. She was trembling all over, and then she was crying, and then... Oh, she simply couldn’t think straight.
But why did he do that? Why?
Slowly she walked back to her bedroll, absentmindedly patted the saddlebag where she’d hidden Brand’s revolver and stretched out on top of the blanket. In another hour the stars would come out.
She would lie here quietly and wait. And try not to think about what had just happened.
* * *
He saw the campfire glow from a long way off and slowed his horse to a walk. When he got close enough, he dismounted, tied the black to a cottonwood tree and started off on foot.
It didn’t take long. There were three men. He could take two easy, but three, he didn’t know for sure. He drew his revolver, held it down close to his thigh and moved into the circle of firelight.
