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“We have no interests in common, Drew; why should we pretend we want to go to the same places?”

“I wonder if married people ever have interests in common? I wonder if any two people have interests in common—or if it’s marriage that makes their interests diverge?”

“There you go, with your inane wondering! I often wonder what you’ll find to wonder about after you’ve wondered about everything!”

Mrs. Andrew Barham shrugged her petulant shoulders and studied her nose in a tiny mirror as she applied a discretionary amount of powder.

“Don’t overdo that,” and Barham smiled.

He meant it rather by way of jest, but Mrs. Selden took it up.

Now, Mrs. Selden was his mother-in-law, and she was always taking things up. In fact, it was her taking up tendency that was partly responsible for the little rift in the Barhams’ lute.

And there was a rift. Not a very big one, nor did it seem to widen much with the years. But this was due to Barham’s continual and systematic endeavors that it shouldn’t.

Madeleine was trying, at times, but she was his wife. She broke loose occasionally into fearful exhibitions of temper, but this was because she had discovered when a small child that they brought her advantages which she could not get otherwise. And, she was his wife.

So, Barham being of a mild and equable disposition himself, overlooked her fits of temper, put down her tryingness to the fact that they didn’t see things from the same view point, and they got along.

Had it not been for Mrs. Selden they would have got along much better, but she had an annoying way of sticking her finger in the little rift and tearing it bigger. This, Barham had to overlook also—for, she was his wife’s mother.

Apart from Barham’s almost exaggerated chivalry toward women in general, he had a fine sense of honor and duty toward his own people, and this, as you can readily see, made his life a bit difficult here and there.

So, when he lightly advised his wife not to overdo her powdering performance, Mrs. Selden said sharply:

“How you do rag at the poor child, Andrew. As if a bit of innocent powder did any harm!”

The trio were just finishing dinner, and Mrs. Selden laid down her coffee spoon with a faint click, as if to express her utter despair at the fearful inhumanity of man.

She was an extremely handsome woman, just this side of sixty, but trying to look, and fairly well succeeding, about fifty. Her white hair was dressed in large soft waves, and her big dark eyes were still bright and expressive. Her complexion was good and, save for an oversharpness of features, she would have been beautiful. But beauty, in her case, was sacrificed to aristocracy, and the somewhat hawklike nose, and high cheek bones gave an effect of high birth and good breeding.

These Marcia Selden had, but she had also traits of domination and determination and amazing powers of irritation.

Moreover, she always assumed herself in the right, and took on an injured expression if any one hinted otherwise.

Mother and daughter didn’t get on any too well, but they always found common cause in a grievance against Barham.

A little more harshness of character would have stood the man in good stead—but then, he wouldn’t have been Andrew Barham.

“Gentle, lovable—somewhat inconsequent old Drew,” as his friends called him, would do almost anything to avoid an unpleasantness; and his doing of almost anything made the opportunities for unpleasantnesses even more frequent.

Quite often he tried the soft answer, guaranteed to turn away wrath; sometimes he changed the subject; and sometimes he merely was silent.

This time he tried the last method, and Mrs. Selden took that up.

“Of course you have nothing to say! There is no answer, no excuse for a gratuitous rebuff. Come now—why do you mind Madeleine’s powdering her nose?”

“I daresay I’m a bit old-fashioned, mother, but I have a distaste for vanity-cases used at table. Oh, I know it’s done—and all that—but as Madeleine is doubtless at once going to her boudoir, it would seem unnecessary—oh, pshaw, I only said it in a joke, anyway.”

“A very poor joke, in my estimation,” and Mrs. Selden pursed her thin lips in utter and entire disapproval.

So Barham tried changing the subject.

“Whither away to-night, Madeleine? Or staying at home?”

He glanced at her elaborate house gown, thinking what a pretty woman his wife was. Her dark, bright eyes, her soft dusky hair, and her charming coloring made her almost a beauty. But, like her mother, her attractiveness was lessened by an expression of perversity, a hint of readiness to take offense.

“No; I’m not staying at home—but what does it matter to you where I’m going? As I said, we have no interests in common—and your inquiries are mere politeness!”

“At least, let us keep politeness, Madeleine.”

Barham’s voice was a bit wistful, and Madeleine might have responded to that note in it, but Mrs. Selden took it up.

“Are you implying that Madeleine is lacking in politeness? Have a care, Andrew! I won’t stand everything!”

Now Andrew Barham was not a weak-spirited man, though it might seem so. But his innate courtesy to women and his dread of a scene kept him from any show of righteous indignation at this speech.

Fortunately, Madeleine rose from the table, preventing any further tilting.

“No,” she said, suddenly smiling prettily, “I won’t tell you where I’m going—yes, I will, I’m going to Mrs. Gardner’s. Rest assured it’s a place you wouldn’t enjoy, so I shan’t invite you to go along. Where are you going? To the Club?”

“Yes; maybe to a theater afterward—maybe not.”

He looked a bit gloomy as he stood in the hall, lighting a cigarette, and nodding to the man to bring his hat.

“You’re extremely good-looking, Drew—but I get so tired of looking at you,” his wife said, with a bored little smile. “Perhaps when I see you next, you’ll look gayer,” and with a mere mockery of throwing a kiss to him, she ran off upstairs to her own rooms.

Mrs. Selden never spent her evenings with “the children.” She read the papers and then, dawdling over her rather extensive preparations, she went early to bed.

Leaving the house, Barham walked to his favorite Club, and as he went he mused on the strange fate that had given him Madeleine for a wife.

“No interests in common,” he quoted to himself. “Why haven’t we? If I had her to myself—without mother Selden around—I might persuade her to take up golf or some outdoor thing that we could do together. But she’d never give up her Bridge. And I can’t learn the confounded game! Strange, too; I’ve a good head for lots of things—yet there are nincompoops like Travers and Jim Bell who can put up a wonderful game of Bridge, though they couldn’t cope with the tiniest one of my problems.

“If I had a wife, now, like—” but his own sense of right and wrong forbade him to go further.

After all, Madeleine was his wife—and that was all there was about that. He must try, he decided, to make himself more desirable in her eyes. More attractive, more useful—Well, she had said, that though he was good-looking—that was a nasty fling! As to being useful—he paid her bills and was always a gallant attendant when she wanted him.

But she seldom wanted him. Usually she preferred to go about with her own cronies, who liked him as little as he liked them.

Not that they were really objectionable. But they were a gay and frivolous lot, and even with the best intentions he couldn’t speak their lingo.

A man of the world, a clubman, a man about town—all these he was. A good fellow, a fine pal—all his chums would tell you that—yet the sort of Smart Set, semi-fast people his wife enjoyed, were as utter strangers to him.

He had tried—tried to talk their small talk, laugh at their small jests, fathom their small souls—but, though with no undue sense of his own importance he couldn’t make good from their point of view.

He set it all down to his own shortcomings, but the fact remained. And so as this was part of the rift, the Barhams had come to spend their evenings, as a rule, away from each other.

However, he had become pretty well used to it, and as he reached his Club he was in a more cheerful frame of mind. He went in with a smile, ran across good old Nick Nelson, and stopped in the smoking room for a chat with him.

Meanwhile, Madeleine, in her room, was doing some thinking. It was too early to dress and she had some other things to think out first, anyway.

At last she rose and went down the hall to her mother’s rooms.

“Mother,” she said, patting the fine white hair, “I——”

“I know what that means,” and Mrs. Selden drew her head away from her daughter’s caressing hand. “Now, Madeleine, I haven’t a cent for you. It’s outrageous, the way you go on. You know, very well, if Andrew had the least idea how you are managing, he would——”

“Yes, what would he do? He hasn’t the power to do anything——”

“Don’t be too sure. You know Andrew—but I know the world better than you do, I know men better than you do—and you needn’t think that because Andrew never has broken loose, he never will!”

“Broken loose—how?”

“Reprimand you—disgrace you—punish you——”

“Disgrace! Punish! Mother, what do you mean?”

“Oh, hush up, child—don’t think I don’t know things! Andrew and I both spoil you—we’re both too lenient with you—but—we both know——”

“Pooh! What do you know? Only that I lose a lot at Bridge! Well, I can’t help it, if I have bad luck. I’m a first-class player—any one will tell you that. But I’m having a run of ill luck. Everybody has ’em, and they have to be followed by a streak of good luck. Everybody knows that. And when the good luck comes I’ll pay back all I’ve borrowed from you or anybody else—and more, too. Now, come, Mother, be a duck and let me have at least a few hundreds.”

“Madeleine, I can’t.”

“That means you won’t.”

“Take it either way you like—but you won’t get any.”

“Then I’ll tell you what I think of you! I think you’re a horrid old woman who refuses her own child—her only child, a few paltry dollars! You care nothing at all for my pleasure! You’ve feathered your own nest—or, rather I feathered it for you, by my marriage with a rich man! You have everything you want—ease, comfort, luxury—while I, a rich man’s wife, haven’t a cent to call my own!”

“Why haven’t you? Because you’ve thrown it away gambling. Your husband gives you an enormous allowance—he even gives you extra money when you ask for it—and now, that you’ve reached the limit of his endurance and generosity, you come to me, to ask for the tiny sum I’ve saved——”

“Oh, have you, Mother? Have you saved a sum—do lend it to me, dearie? I’m sure I’ll win to-night—and, besides, I’ll tell you a secret—maybe—just maybe, you know, soon I won’t have any trouble to get all the money I want——”

“Heavens, Madeleine, what do you mean by such talk? What are you going to do?”

“Nothing to make you look like that! Only—just maybe—Andrew will give me a lot of money.”

“You’re going to give up gambling? Is that it? Going to be more the sort of a wife he wants?”

“Maybe—” the pretty face wore a tantalizing smile—“anyway—I’ve a plan—a perfectly good, right plan. Oh, Mother, it’s—but don’t ask me, it’s a secret—as yet.”

“Where are you going to-night?”

“To Emmy Gardner’s. But I’m going somewhere else first, and I’m in a hurry to get dressed. So, come across, old dear—that’s a love!”

“Haven’t got it,” and Mrs. Selden returned to her newspaper, with a cold smile at her daughter.

“Mother! don’t throw me like that! I tell you I must have it. I can’t play to-night unless I pay a debt of last night. I haven’t a cent myself—oh, how can you be so heartless!”

“Madeleine, behave yourself. I tell you I haven’t more than ten or fifteen dollars in the house.”

“I don’t believe it”—and Madeleine began to rummage in her mother’s dresser drawers.

“Stop that!” cried Mrs. Selden. “If you’re so sure of winning to-night, they’ll take your I.O.U. for last night’s debts.”

“That shows how little you know about it,” and Madeleine sneered her scorn. “Mother, if you don’t give me some money, you’ll be sorry!”

“I’ll be sorrier if I do. Good-night.”

“I hate you!” and Madeleine ground her teeth in passion. “I hate you for a cruel, unnatural parent! I’ve a notion to turn you out of this house—you horrid old thing! You——”

“Oh, do hush. You act as you used to act when you were a child.”

“And you treat me as cruelly as you did then! If you’d brought me up differently—I might have been a better woman. Oh, you don’t know yet how bad I can be—and I will, too—if you don’t help me out this time!”

“Go to your room, and get over your tantrum. You’ll get no money from me to-night.”

Mrs. Selden rose, and practically pushed her daughter through the doorway to the hall.

Madeleine went—seeing there was no hope of achieving her desire, but she went off muttering vengeance, and with a face white with passion.

In her boudoir again, she called her maid.

“Claudine,” she said, “you must lend me some money—just for this evening. Come now—there’s a dear.”

“Willingly, Madame—but, alas, I have none.”

“That’s not true—you were paid only yesterday.”

“But I sent it away—to my poor sister——”

“Claudine, you’re lying. Now—see here—if you don’t let me have some money—I’ll tell your friend Carl about——”

“No, Madame—no, I beg of you——”

The French maid turned pale with apprehension, and looked beseechingly at her determined mistress.

“Yes, I will—I surely will! Now, you know you have some——”

“Only fifty dollars, Madame—as God is my witness, that’s all I have.”

“Pah! that would do me no good at all! Keep your fifty—but, Claudine, get me Mrs. Sayre on the telephone. And after you get her—leave the room.”

“Yes, Madame.”

Madeleine stretched out on her chaise longue, smiled a little as she waited.

She looked like some sleek well fed cat, about to seize on its unsuspecting prey.

Perhaps students of such things would have said her gambling instinct was an inheritance from some reckless, swashbuckling ancestor.

Others would hold, and more likely they were right, it was the result of the heedless, rushing pace set by the crowd with whom she lived and moved and danced and had her being.

Yet few of that crowd, if any, played so desperately, so feverishly or so continuously as Madeleine.

And none lost so much. Although really a fine player, she seemed one of those who have persistent bad luck, and if she won, she was quite likely to lose all her winnings on one last high-stake game before she stopped.

She loved the excitement of it, the hazard of it, the uncertainty.

And she had the optimism of the true gambler, who always thinks his luck just about to turn to better and to best, quite undaunted by the fact that it never does.

She reconnoitered. She was in desperate straits. If she didn’t pay up last night’s debts to-night, before beginning to play, her creditors, two unprincipled women, had threatened to tell her husband of the situation.

Andrew knew she played Bridge—frequently—almost incessantly—but he had no idea of the height of her stakes, or the terrific amounts she lost.

Always before, her mother had helped her out. Always before, she had won enough to tide over, at least. Always before—she had managed by hook or by crook to keep above water.

But to-night she was desperate. Something must be done—and done quickly.

“Mrs. Sayre on the wire,” Claudine announced, and as Madeleine took up the receiver, the maid left the room.

“Hello, Rosamond,” Madeleine said, “come over a few moments, can’t you?”

“Why, hello, Maddy—what in the world for?”

“I just want to see you. Seems ’s if I can’t get along another minute without seeing you!”

The voice at the other end of the wire gave a short, quick sound of laughter, but there was an uneasy note in it—almost a note of alarm.

“Why, my dear old thing—I can’t come now—I’m dressing. Aren’t you going to Emmy’s to-night?”

“Yes—but not till about eleven.”

“I know—but I’ve an errand first.”

“So’ve I. Look here, Rosamond, you’d better come over here. Slip into a little street frock and run over for a minute. You can walk it in no time—Harrison won’t know you’re out of the house.”

“But why? Why must I do that?” The voice was petulant now, and Madeleine’s became more commanding.

“Because I say so. Come along, now!”

She hung up the receiver with a snap, and summoned Claudine again.

“Dress me quickly,” she commanded, “all but my gown. Do my hair small and plain. Yes—flesh-colored stockings.”

The apt maid understood and with Madeleine’s approval did the dark, soft hair into a compact mass that was becoming but not elaborate.

By the time the negligée was thrown over the silken undergarments there came a light tap at the door.

“That will be Mrs. Sayre,” Madeleine said; “let her in, Claudine, and disappear.”

“Well, sweetie, what’s up?” and Rosamond Sayre dropped into an easy chair and lighted a cigarette.

“Just had to see you,” returned Madeleine, falling back on the chaise longue. “How’s your husband?”

“Harrison? Oh, he’s all right.”

“Funny little man—isn’t he?”

“Yes—why?” Mrs. Sayre seemed in no wise offended.

“But fond of you?”

“As whose husband isn’t—if the wife wants him to be?”

“And proud of you?”

“Why shouldn’t he be?”

Rosamond Sayre looked at herself in a mirror.

“He’d be blind if he didn’t see reason to be proud of me,” she said, airily, flicking her cigarette ashes on the rug.

She gave an impression of absolute self-satisfaction. Her beryl eyes flashed with vanity, her great masses of gold-brown hair clustered over her ears and framed a piquant, bewitching face. Her dashing little figure and vivacious gestures betokened self-reliance, as well as self approval.

“Come on, now, Maddy—out with it,” she said; “I must run, in ten minutes, at most. Going to scold me, kid me—or borrow money of me?” She eyed her friend rather sharply.

“Good guesser!” Madeleine cried. “The third time conquers. I’m going to borrow money of you.”

“Broke—haven’t a cent!” and the beryl eyes showed darker glints in them.

“Pooh, don’t come that over me. Harrison will give you a thousand in a minute—if you ask him prettily.”

“But I wouldn’t ask him—for you.” Rosamond smoked calmly on.

“Oh, do now—Rosy, listen.”

And then Madeleine talked and Rosamond, too, low and earnestly, and very steadily, for several minutes.

And Rosamond Sayre said, “All right—I’ll bring you a thousand to-night—at Emmy Gardner’s. Be there by eleven?”

“I think so; or a few moments later.”