Читать книгу The Cup of Comus: Fact and Fancy - Cawein Madison Julius - Страница 7

There is a smell of roses in the room

Tea-roses, dead of bloom;

An invalid, she sits there in the gloom,

And contemplates her doom.

The pattern of the paper, and the grain.

Of carpet, with its stain,

Have stamped themselves, like fever, on her brain,

And grown a part of pain.

It has been long, so long, since that one died,

Or sat there by her side;

She felt so lonely, lost, she would have cried, —

But all her tears were dried.

A knock came on the door: she hardly heard;

And then – a whispered word,

And someone entered; at which, like a bird,

Her caged heart cried and stirred.

And then – she heard a voice; she was not wrong:

His voice, alive and strong:

She listened, while the silence filled with song —

Oh, she had waited long!

She dared not turn to see; she dared not look;

But slowly closed her book,

And waited for his kiss; could scarcely brook

The weary time he took.

There was no one remembered her – no one!

But him, beneath the sun, —

Who then had entered? entered but to shun

Her whose long work was done.

She raised her eyes, and – no one! – Yet she felt

A presence near, that smelt

Like faded roses; and that seemed to melt

Into her soul that knelt.

She could not see, but knew that he was there,

Smoothing her hands and hair;

Filling with scents of roses all the air,

Standing beside her chair.

And so they found her, sitting quietly,

Her book upon her knee,

Staring before her, as if she could see —

What was it – Death? or he?