Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
What I know …
My mother still …
Your book was …
The first few …
Finn and I …
I know I …
It is the night …
I excitedly tell …
When my father …
On an unusually …
Things seem to …
Just before I …
As a writer …
Finn gives me …
Lesbians can suck …
The quick transitions …
I always want …
Like church, my …
It surprises me, …
On a park …
A few months …
Finn pretends sometimes …
After sex with …
Sabine visits me …
My mom’s birthday …
The day of …
The first three …
I can’t see …
I don’t, of …
Later, after we’d …
While writing this …
By summer I …
I attend a …
In Finn’s absence, …
There is a …
Growing up, I …
We begin seeing …
I buy a …
Things hurt worse …
During my break …
In her book …
Finn asked me …
She breaks the …
Mania hits me …
Somewhere along the …
A few weeks …
My mom visits …
The last three …
On the couch …
If I put …
Any discipline that …
This is what …
The beach is …
I become familiar …
Sabine comes to …
At a literary …
On my day …
The second to …
She used to …
A week later, …
The last place …
The night I …
Home. My mother …
In the dead …
There are thousands …
Acknowledgements
About the Author
About the Publisher
