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Book I
CANTO I
The Cathedral Close

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PRELUDES

I

The Impossibility

Lo, love’s obey’d by all.  ’Tis right

   That all should know what they obey,

Lest erring conscience damp delight,

   And folly laugh our joys away.

Thou Primal Love, who grantest wings

   And voices to the woodland birds,

Grant me the power of saying things

   Too simple and too sweet for words!


II

Love’s Really

I walk, I trust, with open eyes;

   I’ve travell’d half my worldly course;

And in the way behind me lies

   Much vanity and some remorse;

I’ve lived to feel how pride may part

   Spirits, tho’ match’d like hand and glove;

I’ve blush’d for love’s abode, the heart;

   But have not disbelieved in love;

Nor unto love, sole mortal thing

   Of worth immortal, done the wrong

To count it, with the rest that sing,

   Unworthy of a serious song;

And love is my reward; for now,

   When most of dead’ning time complain,

The myrtle blooms upon my brow,

   Its odour quickens all my brain.


III

The Poet’s Confidence

The richest realm of all the earth

   Is counted still a heathen land:

Lo, I, like Joshua, now go forth

   To give it into Israel’s hand.

I will not hearken blame or praise;

   For so should I dishonour do

To that sweet Power by which these Lays

   Alone are lovely, good, and true;

Nor credence to the world’s cries give,

   Which ever preach and still prevent

Pure passion’s high prerogative

   To make, not follow, precedent.

From love’s abysmal ether rare

   If I to men have here made known

New truths, they, like new stars, were there

   Before, though not yet written down.

Moving but as the feelings move,

   I run, or loiter with delight,

Or pause to mark where gentle Love

   Persuades the soul from height to height.

Yet, know ye, though my words are gay

   As David’s dance, which Michal scorn’d.

If kindly you receive the Lay,

   You shall be sweetly help’d and warn’d.


THE CATHEDRAL CLOSE

1

Once more I came to Sarum Close,

   With joy half memory, half desire,

And breathed the sunny wind that rose

   And blew the shadows o’er the Spire,

And toss’d the lilac’s scented plumes,

   And sway’d the chestnut’s thousand cones,

And fill’d my nostrils with perfumes,

   And shaped the clouds in waifs and zones,

And wafted down the serious strain

   Of Sarum bells, when, true to time,

I reach’d the Dean’s, with heart and brain

   That trembled to the trembling chime.


2

’Twas half my home, six years ago.

   The six years had not alter’d it:

Red-brick and ashlar, long and low,

   With dormers and with oriels lit.

Geranium, lychnis, rose array’d

   The windows, all wide open thrown;

And some one in the Study play’d

   The Wedding-March of Mendelssohn.

And there it was I last took leave:

   ’Twas Christmas: I remember’d now

The cruel girls, who feign’d to grieve,

   Took down the evergreens; and how

The holly into blazes woke

   The fire, lighting the large, low room,

A dim, rich lustre of old oak

   And crimson velvet’s glowing gloom.

No change had touch’d Dean Churchill: kind,

   By widowhood more than winters bent,

And settled in a cheerful mind,

   As still forecasting heaven’s content.

Well might his thoughts be fix’d on high,

   Now she was there!  Within her face

Humility and dignity

   Were met in a most sweet embrace.

She seem’d expressly sent below

   To teach our erring minds to see

The rhythmic change of time’s swift flow

   As part of still eternity.

Her life, all honour, observed, with awe

   Which cross experience could not mar,

The fiction of the Christian law

   That all men honourable are;

And so her smile at once conferr’d

   High flattery and benign reproof;

And I, a rude boy, strangely stirr’d,

   Grew courtly in my own behoof.

The years, so far from doing her wrong,

   Anointed her with gracious balm,

And made her brows more and more young

   With wreaths of amaranth and palm.


3

Was this her eldest, Honor; prude,

   Who would not let me pull the swing;

Who, kiss’d at Christmas, call’d me rude,

   And, sobbing low, refused to sing?

How changed!  In shape no slender Grace,

   But Venus; milder than the dove;

Her mother’s air; her Norman face;

   Her large sweet eyes, clear lakes of love.

Mary I knew.  In former time

   Ailing and pale, she thought that bliss

Was only for a better clime,

   And, heavenly overmuch, scorn’d this.

I, rash with theories of the right,

   Which stretch’d the tether of my Creed,

But did not break it, held delight

   Half discipline.  We disagreed.

She told the Dean I wanted grace.

   Now she was kindest of the three,

And soft wild roses deck’d her face.

   And, what, was this my Mildred, she

To herself and all a sweet surprise?

   My Pet, who romp’d and roll’d a hoop?

I wonder’d where those daisy eyes

   Had found their touching curve and droop.


4

Unmannerly times!  But now we sat

   Stranger than strangers; till I caught

And answer’d Mildred’s smile; and that

   Spread to the rest, and freedom brought.

The Dean talk’d little, looking on,

   Of three such daughters justly vain.

What letters they had had from Bonn,

   Said Mildred, and what plums from Spain!

By Honor I was kindly task’d

   To excuse my never coming down

From Cambridge; Mary smiled and ask’d

   Were Kant and Goethe yet outgrown?

And, pleased, we talk’d the old days o’er;

   And, parting, I for pleasure sigh’d.

To be there as a friend, (since more),

   Seem’d then, seems still, excuse for pride;

For something that abode endued

   With temple-like repose, an air

Of life’s kind purposes pursued

   With order’d freedom sweet and fair.

A tent pitch’d in a world not right

   It seem’d, whose inmates, every one,

On tranquil faces bore the light

   Of duties beautifully done,

And humbly, though they had few peers,

   Kept their own laws, which seem’d to be

The fair sum of six thousand years’

   Traditions of civility.


The Angel in the House

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