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Truth and Satisfaction
ОглавлениеThe truth predicate, then, preserves his contact with the world, where his heart is.
—W. V. Quine, Philosophy of Language
“Mother,” I addressed her,
“you have created a monster.”
Outside
it was raining, the light
fell splendidly on silverware and tea.
She took a sip. She answered
she was pleased with truth and satisfaction:
they were enough.
*
Fiction
isn’t truth.
You hold its brute head down
until the breathing stops.
The world, the stiff world
isn’t truth.
But it’s where your heart is,
damaged and complete;
it sends you to the street
with a drugged smile
and the whiskey
dragging
like a child of love.
*
My mother is Voltairian
in several ways:
her hair curls,
and even terror
wraps itself around her feet.
She has, as well,
an understanding
with the deep unknown:
it wounds her lightly
and she leaves it
almost
entirely alone.
*
Satisfaction
has four splayed feet and a teat
filled with disaster.
Suck it and know heaven. Just remember
it goes dry.
It leaves you, crying
in your shoes, in
public places.
*
I was planned among the plethora of Geminis
control allowed.
My sister is the amorous mistake, martyr
to an impulse;
which goes to show how even caution
has thrown me
to the winds.
As my mother says,
Love Conquers All;
and it has, me.