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RHIANNON

It feels wrong.

It feels like I’m pleading.

It feels like I’m saying I’m unhappy with my life.

It feels like I’m saying I’m unhappy with Alexander.

It feels exposed.

It feels like I’m shouting into the wilderness.

It feels like I’m setting myself up for disappointment.

It feels like I’m setting myself up for silence.

It feels like I’m breaking a promise I never really made.

It feels desperate.

It feels like I haven’t thought it through.

It feels like I’m giving something that was ours away to the world.

It feels like I don’t have enough things that were ours to afford to give one away to the world.

It feels treacherous.

It feels like I don’t really have a choice.