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“We stumble and fall constantly even when we are most enlightened. But when we are in true spiritual darkness, we do not even know that we have fallen.”

Thomas Merton

There are various forms of darkness: the darkness of the sky on a dreary February day, the blackness of pre-dawn hours or wandering through days of our lives without direction, or intention. Darkness in and of it self can be delightful such as when stargazing, or it can be distressful when we feel lost and confused.

While seasons and clock-time bring fluctuations of shade with them, living a life without direction or deliberate intention becomes no more than dwelling within a deep, dark enclosure without knowledge of the self imposed prison sentence we have constructed for ourselves.

There are many who live out an entire lifetime without knowledge of their self-imposed prison sentence, experiencing every thought and action through the cold darkness of a closed heart and unexplored humanity.

Fear is the root cause of darkness. Fear of the world, fear of one’s own perception of self and other, fear of non-worth, and the fear of self imposed vacuum of purpose can all be contributors to a perceived darkness. But darkness is not the truth of who we are, nor is it our inherent identity even in form.

“For nothing is hidden that will not become evident, nor anything secret that will not be known and come to light.”

Mark 4:22

Take a Moment to Listen:

Sweet child: denial of light will not cause light to dissolve, just as denial of your inherent holiness and wholeness cannot deny what has been created and extended in perfect Love.

The smallest question of lack or ‘other’ calls the Light of Love and perfection to answer. Within Love’s answer lay your complete humanity, holiness and wholeness. Grasp the Hand of Love’s invitation and you embrace the fullness of who you are in Truth.

Guided Meditation

Sometimes we feel lost and confused—not knowing a way out of our confusion. We forget that there is a light to guide our way and a hand to hold.

Find a safe and comfortable spot. Let yourself relax as you close your eyes and take a breath. In your mind picture a dark and dreary sky. Picture the darkened clouds above and hear the rustling of the wind. Can you feel the wind pick up a bit and the rain begin to fall? It’s ok. You are safe.

Invite God to be with you. Feel His presence deep within you. It doesn’t matter how much wind or rain there is. You can feel God’s enormous presence with you. Sit with God for a while. Is there a direction you are seeking? Is there a road you are unsure of? Tell God what that is. Let Him know of your uncertainty. Take your time. When you are finished, sit with God for a while in quiet. Try to hear Him tell you He is with you.

As you hear these words does anything occur to you about your situation? Is there space to think about things in a different way? Even if you are still unsure, can you feel God’s presence with you? Can you know a little more that He will guide you? How does that feel?

Can you watch the clouds part now and the sun peak through? Can you experience the wind slowing down? Try and remember throughout the day that God’s light is here to illuminate your mind. His Hand is here for you to hold. You don’t have to decide by yourself. Love is with you.

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