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Mark scanned the dining area one last time. All clear. He dropped the hand he’d held close to the gun hidden under his sport coat then strode to the black lacquer podium the restaurant hostess was stationed behind.

“Jillian isn’t here yet, but thanks for letting me check,” he said. “Either she’s even later than I was, or I’m being stood up.”

“If she doesn’t show, let me know.” The hostess smoothed her wavy dark hair with both hands in a movement that accentuated her impressive bust. “My break’s in fifteen minutes, and I’d be happy to keep you company.” She smoothed her hair again.

“I’ll remember that.” Although Mark had no doubt Jillian would be here, since she wasn’t late at all. He’d told her he’d make a reservation for seven-thirty then made it for seven. He’d arrived at ten after seven and told the hostess he wanted to check whether Jillian was waiting in the bar occupying one side of the restaurant. He’d actually surveyed the entire place, the bar, the dining area, even the men’s room.

His friend wasn’t here.

The hostess shifted her attention to a tanned, silver-haired couple who’d come in.

Mark positioned himself against a wall in the shadow of the coat check, with a prime view of the double glass doors serving as the only public entrance.

Funny how things worked out. When he’d gotten to the ski area, he’d realized that good as his disguise was, it would be better if he added a woman. Someone might have been bribed to pass on his current description, but that description would fit many men on the slopes. Being with a woman would prevent him from standing out as a conspicuous lone male. It might even be uncharacteristic enough to keep his friend from giving him a second glance. He had a reputation for liking women, but also for treating them considerately and certainly never endangering an innocent one. No one would expect him to be with a woman now, under these circumstances. As long as he just skied with her, the woman would be perfectly safe. Even if he were recognized, no one would risk shooting him on a busy ski slope.

He rubbed the beard he’d finally gotten used to. When he’d bought his lift ticket, he’d spotted Jillian in the meeting area for group skiing lessons, talking to a woman he’d bet had been a Longhorns cheerleader thirty years and pounds ago. Jillian had confessed that despite dozens of lessons, she freaked out whenever she got near a chairlift, was only there because she’d promised her best friend she’d give skiing one last chance, and had been so agitated she’d spilled coffee on some poor man at a gas station on the drive to Keystone. Her nervous chatter had convinced him that she was exactly the kind of woman he needed, slightly timid, pretty but not hot enough to attract universal male attention. The kind of woman an accountant would like. So he’d signed up for Jillian’s class, taken the chairlift in front of her, and made sure she’d run into him. After that, it had been easy.

The outside door opened, admitting two men and a woman. Mark slid his hand underneath his sport coat and grabbed his gun. He didn’t recognize any of the trio, and they went directly to the hostess without sparing him a glance.

Jillian certainly hadn’t turned out to be the sweet, fragile type her appearance implied. She was an ER doctor at Denver County Hospital, for God’s sake, a place that treated the kind of guys who ended up in his business. He’d only offered to help her so she’d ski with him outside of class, which had given him freedom to look for his friend. Even though she wasn’t at all his type, he’d enjoyed talking to her much more than he’d anticipated. He’d figured he could safely take her to a crowded restaurant, have a few hours of intelligent conversation, and a decent meal, then send her on her way.

The glass door opened again. He stuck his hand under his sport coat then relaxed when Jillian stepped inside. She’d left her blond hair loose tonight and with her small frame and wide, pale blue eyes, she looked more like a preschool teacher than an ER doctor. Then again, he knew firsthand how deceiving appearances could be.

He smiled and stepped toward her.

* * * *

Jillian slipped from the frigid outside air into the restaurant’s aromatic warmth. Mark stood against the wall right inside the entrance, wearing a gray tweed sport coat over his black jeans and shirt. He smiled, and her relief—and increased temperature and heart rate—proved Kristen had been right about the first date jitters. Of course she was nervous. She hadn’t been close to a man without her stethoscope in more than six months.

After she checked her ski jacket, the hostess appeared, one of those beautiful, sexy twenty-something women even more prevalent in ski areas than SUV’s. She led them through the restaurant’s dimly lit, sophisticated décor, past tables filled with diners dressed from casual to semi-formal. The hostess spent the entire walk flirting with Mark then left Jillian with a menu and him with a suggestive smile.

To his credit, Mark didn’t watch her saunter away. He helped Jillian into a black and taupe chair then sat down on her right. They spent several minutes studying the menus and ordering.

“Did you always want to be a doctor?” Mark asked.

“When I was a kid I actually wanted to own a pet store,” Jillian admitted. “Mostly because I wanted a dog, and my mom refused to get one.”

“Why did you give up on the pet store idea?”

She wrinkled her nose. “I worked in one during high school. Although I still want a dog. I’m getting one as soon as I pay off enough school loans that I can afford to rent a place with a yard.”

“What made you pick ER medicine?” Mark lips curved slightly. “I’d think an admitted control freak would choose something more predictable.”

A familiar question. “I grew up in a Chicago neighborhood where nobody went to a doctor unless they had to. ER doctors were the only ones anyone ever saw. Besides, ER’s are usually a lot calmer than on TV, and we’re trained to keep control when things go wild.”

Their waitress delivered a glass of cabernet to Jillian and a beer to Mark.

Mark sipped his beer then set the glass on the table. “Chicago’s a great city. Is your family still there?”

Jillian shook her head. “My parents are both dead, and my only brother’s in Philadelphia. What about your family?”

“Everyone lives in Connecticut.” He grinned. “Which is close enough to New York for all of us, even though we get along. Have you ever been married?”

“Never. What about you?”

“I was. My wife died six years ago.”

“I’m so sorry. How?”

Pain flashed over his features. “A car accident. I’d rather not talk about it.”

“I didn’t mean to pry.”

“You weren’t.” Mark looked down at Jillian’s hands. “You said you broke a finger skiing. Which one?”

“The little one on my left hand, so I didn’t get much sympathy.” She wiggled the offending finger. So what if she’d smashed it in a locker inside the lodge? Her agitation about skiing had caused her clumsiness, making it a skiing-related injury.

“That must have hurt.” He took her hand, examining her finger as he stroked it with his thumb.

Shivers shot up her arm, across her shoulders, down her spine. “Uh-huh.”

“It looks a little crooked.” He stroked her palm, his thigh pressing against hers.

Her breath caught. “Uh-huh.”

The waitress set a plate of crostini with three spreads on the table.

Jillian jerked her hand and thigh away from Mark’s.

Mark slathered some of the red spread on a piece of toasted bread and took a bite. “Excellent.”

Jillian followed his example, more out of nervousness than hunger. He was right. It was a superb combination of roasted red peppers, balsamic vinegar, almonds, and cilantro.

Mark sampled the dark brown spread next. “Try this.” He held his bread to her mouth, an intimate gesture that made her stomach clench.

She savored the wild mushrooms. “Delicious.”

He nodded, his eyes on her lips.

Her mouth went dry. It had definitely been too long since she’d been close to a man. She grabbed her glass and gulped cold water. “Movies.”

“What about movies?”

“Do you like them? I mean movies?” She’d sounded as flustered as she felt.

“I love movies.” Mark had clearly decided to take pity on her. “Did you see…”

* * * *

Mark paid the bartender for two mineral waters then picked up both bottles with his left hand. It was almost 11:30. Unbelievable. He’d only planned to have dinner with Jillian, but he’d enjoyed talking with her so much they’d gone to a nearby bar afterwards. Then again, his opportunities for pleasant conversation had been rather limited lately.

Scanning the room, he worked through the crowd to their table. His right hand rested close to his gun. He set the bottles on the table and sat down.

“How did you break your leg?” Jillian asked.

“My leg?”

“The reason you haven’t been skiing for a while. I realize it can’t compete with a broken finger, but—”

“Sorry. I was thinking about something else.” Mark got to his feet. “How much I’d like to dance with you.” He’d forgotten all about his pretend broken leg. Hopefully dancing would distract her from his slip. He draped his sport coat over the back of his chair, taking care to conceal his gun, and extended his hand.

He led Jillian onto the packed dance floor, keeping his sport coat in view. He hated leaving his gun, but she might have noticed it. He took her in his arms.

His body reacted with a vehemence that surprised him. He usually wasn’t attracted to petite, serious-minded blondes. He pulled Jillian closer.

She sighed and relaxed into him, resting her cheek on his chest. The scent of her hair, cherries with a hint of vanilla, stiffened a part of him he’d have sworn couldn’t get any stiffer. Jesus, you’d think he was back in high school. But he’d graduated long ago and had the self-control of the Pope when he needed it. As soon as this song ended, he’d plead jet lag, walk her to her car, and send her home with a kiss on the cheek.

He enjoyed holding her until the last guitar and keyboard chords faded, and the band announced a fifteen-minute break. “I should go. I’m a little tired.” He said the words, but didn’t release her.

“A two-hour time difference can throw you off. Especially at this altitude.”

He nodded. The last couple on the dance floor was always conspicuous, but she felt so damn good he didn’t want to open his arms. Although Jillian wasn’t his usual type, something about her obviously was.

Sure, he had a self-imposed rule about avoiding women while he was working, but he’d swear no one had spotted him, and his sixth sense about that was virtually infallible. He’d spend a couple mutually satisfying hours with Jillian without putting her at risk. Anyone later learning he’d been with her would conclude he’d had a one-night stand when he’d realized nothing was going down tonight.

“I’m only tired of the crowds,” he whispered against her hair. “Would you come back to my townhouse for a while? I’ve got a terrific chardonnay in the refrigerator.”

Jillian lifted her head and stepped back. “I think I’d better go home. I’m a little tired myself.”

Mark brushed a strand of silky hair from her face. “And miss hearing about my juvenile delinquent dog?”

Her eyes widened. “You had a dog?”

He’d hit the mark. But then, manipulating people was one of his specialties. “When I was a kid, and you may be happy you didn’t when you hear about Charlie.”

Jillian’s ice blue eyes stared into his for a couple seconds. Then her gaze fell to the scarred wood floor. “I’ve got to be honest. I don’t do one-night stands, not even on vacation. I’m sorry.”

“That’s not what I’m asking,” he said. “I’d like to talk to you some more, but someplace quieter.” He’d never forced himself on an unwilling woman in his life, although if he got her back to his place, he’d bet he could make her willing. If not—well, they’d talk some more.

She met his eyes again as she chewed her bottom lip.

“Call Kristen and tell her where you’ll be.” He stroked her cheek with his fingertips. “You can trust me, Jillian.”

She hesitated then nodded. “But just for a little while.”

* * * *

As Jillian followed Mark’s car, snowflakes sparkled in her headlights, the streetlights, and the full moon, turning the world into a glittering snow globe. It was a beautiful night, too beautiful to be doing something so stupid.

Why was she driving to a townhouse in the hills outside Keystone at night with a man she’d known for less than ten hours? So what if their conversations made her feel as if she’d known him for months. So what if he was the most attractive, interesting, intelligent, and considerate man she’d met since Andy. So what if she somehow sensed she could trust him, and he’d made her call Kristen, further evidence he wasn’t planning anything criminal.

She didn’t do things like this. Once again, she’d let Mark convince her to act out of character. This was it, though. She’d have one drink and leave. If Mark tried anything, she’d use some of those self-defense moves that worked so well on ER drunks or maybe the mace she kept in the front pocket of her purse.

Jillian drove up the driveway of a modern wood and stone townhouse and pulled into the attached double garage beside Mark’s car. He’d suggested she park inside so she wouldn’t have to clean the snow off her car when she left, and she’d agreed since that would help her make a quick get-away, if necessary. She grabbed her purse, mace and cell phone in the front pocket, and got out of the car. After Mark showed her the button to open the garage door, and she’d tested it, she followed him into the house.

His warm, firm lips met hers. He’d promised they’d just talk. His mint espresso kiss felt so good Jillian ordered her brain to shut up, rested her hands on his shoulders, and kissed him back.

Mark pulled her against him. His tongue probed her lips, eased them open, and explored her mouth. Heat swirled through her.

He released her and flipped on the light. “I’ve wanted to do that all night.” He stroked her throbbing lips. “I think those could be addicting.”

Heart pounding and breathing as unsteady as her knees, Jillian leaned against the wall.

“Can I hang up your coat?” he asked.

Jillian removed her ski jacket, grateful for something to occupy her while she tried to regain her composure. “Thanks, but I’ll keep it. I’m not staying long.” She hugged the jacket to her like a combination security blanket and chastity belt as she followed Mark to the living room, a large room with plank walls, cinnamon-colored carpet, and perfectly coordinated furniture.

“Sit down and I’ll light the fire.” Mark dropped his sport coat onto an oatmeal tweed chair opposite the matching sofa and strode to the stone and mortar fireplace. Squatting, he touched a match to the logs in the grate. The wood smoked then caught. “I’ll get the wine.”

Jillian crowded against one arm of the sofa, her ski jacket and purse beside her. Flames crackled in the otherwise dark room as Mark uncorked and poured in the background. She needed to relax. Then she needed to drink her wine and get out of here.

Mark returned with two wineglasses and handed her one. He shoved her purse and jacket out of the way and sat beside her, his arm draped along the back of the sofa above her shoulders.

Jillian resisted the urge to move to the chair, where she should have sat in the first place. She took a deep breath of wood smoke tinged air, followed by a sip of a chardonnay way out of her normal price range. “This is excellent.”

“It’s one of my favorites.”

As they sat silently enjoying the wine and fire, Mark fingered her loose hair. Liquid heat pooled in her pelvis. The room seemed much too warm, but that had to be the fire. Or maybe because it had been too long since she’d been this close to a man.

All the more reason she should leave. Now. She drained her wineglass and set it on the coffee table. “I should go.”

Mark kissed her. Jillian tensed, but couldn’t resist the allure of his wonderful lips as they caressed hers. Only a few minutes longer and she’d leave.

Then Mark changed the rules—and the kiss. He pressed her back into the cushions, his mouth devouring hers. He fondled her breast through her sweater dress and thin lace bra. Jillian’s nipples tightened, her breath caught, her skin tingled. Pleasure shut down her brain—until his fingers touched her bare stomach under her dress.

She grabbed his hand, stilling it. “I can’t. I just met you.”

“Do you want me to stop? Tell me to stop any time and I will. I promise.”

She needed to say no. But his hand felt so good against her skin. “Don’t stop.”

He kissed her again, his lips fanning a fire hotter than the one crackling in the fireplace. Her skin burned wherever he touched it. She helped him raise her sweater dress over her head and pull it off, her clothing too hot and confining.

He unhooked and removed her bra then looked at her. “You’re so damn beautiful.” His lips closed over a nipple and sucked it deep into his mouth. Electricity shot from her breast down between her legs, and her sex throbbed. She arched into him.

It still wasn’t enough. She needed to feel his skin against hers, needed his hands touching her everywhere, needed her hands on him. She started unbuttoning his shirt.

He removed her hands and yanked the shirt, still buttoned, over his head, then sat up and moved her to straddle his lap.

As he kissed her, she rubbed her bare breasts against his torso, his pronounced muscles and crisp chest hair impossibly erotic against her nipples. She rocked against him. Even through his jeans and her tights his erection felt like hot iron.

“I want you so much.” He groaned the words, echoing how she felt.

She was drowning in waves of heat and desire. Being with him like this felt so good, so right. Except it wasn’t. “I never do this so soon. Never.”

“I know.” Mark raised his head, his features and voice tight. “Do you want to stop?”

Certain he would stop if she asked, and that she’d never wanted to stop anything less, Jillian shook her head.

His mouth captured hers again, and he half-carried her from the sofa onto the floor. He pulled off the rest of her clothes as she worked on his, frantic to touch all of him, to feel him inside her. She was struggling to remove his jeans, nearly crying with frustration at how her fingers fumbled, when he moved away. She reached to pull him back, but he wasn’t leaving, simply finishing the job himself.

“Thank God I’ve got this.” He pulled a foil packet from the pocket of his jeans and ripped it open with his teeth. Then he was back on top of her. “I’m sorry, I can’t go slow. I need you too much.”

She closed her hand around him, felt him shudder. He was huge, thick, and hot. Because of her.

Her entire body was trembling with want and need, her heartbeat rioting out of control. “Not slow. Now.” She positioned him against her.

He surged into her. “So good.” He thrust over and over.

She met his urgent rhythm. Then the world exploded, engulfing her, shooting through every nerve with a force that left her limp.

“Jillian.” Mark bucked hard then collapsed on top of her. He raised his head, his face only inches from hers, his eyes nearly black and impossibly warm. “So damn good.” He kissed her fiercely then collapsed again.

* * * *

Jillian lay underneath Mark, his heart and lungs keeping the same double-time rhythm as her own. So damn good. That’s how she felt. Spent, satisfied, and sensual.

Mark swore softly. “I must be crushing you. I’m sorry.” He rolled off her.

She forced her eyes open. “It’s okay.”

“You’ve also had your back against that scratchy carpet. I didn’t even take you into the bedroom. And I had all the control of a teen boy.” He started to get up.

Jillian circled her arms around his neck. “I said it’s okay. Actually, it was a lot more than okay.”

He searched her face, looking slightly anxious before his features relaxed. “It was, wasn’t it?” He tucked her securely against him. “I usually manage a little more finesse, but this time it overwhelmed me. You overwhelm me.” He kissed her again, gently. “Stay with me tonight? Please?” He stroked her arm and the outside of her breast, activating nerves that should have been comatose.

“I shouldn’t.” Her words lacked even the slightest iota of conviction.

“For a little while, then?” Mark rolled onto his back and pulled her on top of him. “I can’t give you up yet.” He touched his lips to her neck, licked her jaw. She shivered.

“Stay?” His hands skimmed over her body, making her simmer as his eyes coaxed her.

She needed to be reasonable. She needed to say no. His lips touched hers again.

She forgot all about being reasonable.