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Abby Turner of Whitehorn, Montana, was getting married. There never was a more reluctant bride. She stared at the small diamond solitaire on her left hand with sad gray eyes in a pretty face framed by wavy dark hair and wished with all her heart that she’d said no instead of yes when Troy Jackson had proposed. He was a kind and sweet man, but she knew for certain that within a month of the wedding, she’d be walking all over him. She was a fiery, impulsive woman with an outrageous sense of humor, and she embarrassed him. She’d tried to deny that part of her nature, but it kept slipping out. Inevitably people noticed.

Whitehorn was a small town where people lived as they had for generations. A ranching community sprawled outside the city limits and Troy, along with his father, ran several hundred head of Hereford cattle on their third-generation ranch. It wasn’t as large as Chayce Derringer’s spread, but then, Chayce had more money than most local people. He was involved in mining as well as ranching. He’d been Abby’s guardian since the death of her father, his foreman. Abby had been ten at the time. Her mother, Sarah Turner, had been crippled in the same wreck. Chayce had taken mother and daughter right into the big house with his housekeeper, Becky, and assumed total responsibility for them.

Whit Turner, a former rodeo cowboy, had been not only his foreman, but his idol and surrogate father as well. Chayce had loved him. He was fond of Abby, too, and he’d spoiled her rotten. At least, until she was sixteen. That had been when the arguments began, each one hotter than the one before.

Abby had given Chayce fits, not because she was rebellious, but because she was feeling the first stirrings of love for him. He was fifteen years her senior and completely impervious to her, and it hurt. Consequently, Abby’s temper grew steadily worse until she was eighteen. She’d pushed him too hard only once, and something had happened that had kept him completely out of her life ever since. It had been almost four years since Abby had seen him at all. He made sure of it.

He’d arranged for her to go away to college as soon as she graduated from high school, just two weeks after their disastrous encounter. It had been traumatic. Her mother had died that same year, and Chayce had been determined that she needed the change of scene—and to get away from him. What had happened, he told her grimly, couldn’t be allowed to happen again.

So Abby had gone to college at California State University, taking her degree in business, and Troy Jackson had come to her campus to do some work on his teacher certification. They’d started dating and very soon Troy had proposed. They lived in the same town, he pointed out, and he’d inherit his father’s ranch one day. What could be more natural than to marry Abby and have kids to inherit it when he himself passed on?

It had seemed logical. Abby’s encounter with Chayce had put a wall between them that hadn’t ever come down. He was a fiery and independent man who’d had a devastating love affair when he was little older than Abby was now at twenty-one. He’d never gotten over the loss of his fiancée, and he’d never let another woman close enough to wound him. He’d made it crystal clear that Abby didn’t have a chance, despite his headlong ardor that night so long ago.

Abby had just graduated the first week of June, with only Troy and her college roommate, Felicity Evans, to watch her accept her diploma. Chayce hadn’t come near the campus, although he’d sent a telegram of congratulations.

He wasn’t home, now, either, of course. He found reasons to go on long business trips the minute Abby announced any plans to stay at the ranch. She’d written him about her engagement to Troy and asked him to give her away at their August wedding in Whitehorn. He hadn’t replied. She wondered if he would.

She tried not to talk about Chayce, but he was so much a part of her life that it was inevitable that she did. Troy made his distaste for her guardian quite clear, although he promised to tolerate Chayce once he and Abby were married. He only hoped, he told her firmly, that Chayce would be a little more discreet in future about his love affairs. Chayce was handsome and rich and eligible and he was dating a well-known Hollywood starlet. Therefore, it was inevitable that he was photographed with her and the pictures ended up in the tabloids. The publicity nauseated Troy, who was even more old-fashioned than Becky, Chayce’s housekeeper.

Because Troy made so many tart comments about Chayce, Abby made sure that she didn’t let her own feelings for him show.

She stared at the ring on her finger, wondering what on earth had possessed her to agree. Despite his glacial treatment of her, she loved Chayce. She was never going to be able to give her heart or her body to anyone else. After four long years, that was painfully apparent. But Troy was kind and sweet and after one ardent kiss that Abby hadn’t been able to respond to, he’d confined his affection to handholding and lazy smiles. Perhaps he hoped that his reticence would succeed where his ardor hadn’t.

What he didn’t realize was that Abby was incapable of feeling physical desire for him. It was a problem that she hoped they could work out after they were married, but she didn’t dwell on it. She couldn’t go around forever mooning over a man who didn’t want her and who had made it perfectly clear.

Becky was working in the kitchen when Abby joined her there, smiling as she took down a glass and poured iced tea into it.

“Thirsty, are you?” The gray-haired woman smiled affectionately at the younger woman in tight jeans and a pretty pink tank top. “And so you ought to be after all that cleaning. You’ve been in the attic almost since daybreak.”

“I’ve been in hiding,” Abby confided with a grin. Her gray eyes sparkled and around her face, wavy but untidy dark hair curled. She had a lovely figure and she wore clothes these days that emphasized it. Troy didn’t like that, either. In fact, Troy didn’t like a lot about her, she realized worriedly.

“What are you hiding from?” Becky wanted to know, interrupting her thoughts.

Abby sighed, sipping her tea. “I’m hiding from Troy. He’s miffed with me again.”

“What did you do this time?”

“Not much,” Abby defended herself. “I just decorated his new vet’s car for him.”

Becky put her face in her hands. “Oh, no.”

“It wasn’t bad! Listen, I didn’t even write a dirty word on it! I just drew pictures of cows and calves and silos and things with cans of that pretty colored children’s bath foam…come back here. I’m not through!”

“Troy’s father is a deacon in the Baptist church!” Becky choked. “Troy teaches school, for heaven’s sake! And the new veterinarian is his best friend from grammar school!”

Abby put her hands on her full hips. “I know that,” she said. “The vet has a wonderful sense of humor. He thought it was hilarious! But Troy didn’t. He was so angry that he wouldn’t even speak to me when I left.” She threw up her hands. “He’s so somber, Becky! Like a judge. He needs to lighten up. I was just giving him a nudge in the right direction.”

“What sort of nudge?”

Abby shrugged. “Well, I sort of hinted that he did the writing on Dan Harbin’s truck.”

Becky stared at her. “Hinted, how?”

“I sort of signed his name to it,” Abby said pertly. She held up a hand when Becky turned red. “It was very discreet. I signed his name in a dignified black script.”

Becky put her face in her hands again. “He’ll shoot you. His father will shoot you, too.”

“His father approves of me,” she said pointedly. “Why, he said that Troy takes himself much too seriously and that anyone should be able to take a little joke.”

“Yes, and I remember when he said it. He only did it to keep Sheriff Hensley from arresting you when you pulled that last crazy stunt!”

“It wasn’t crazy,” Abby defended herself stoically. “And Judd wouldn’t have arrested me.”

“You could have gone to jail!”

“Nobody got hurt.”

“By the grace of God!” Becky was all but waving her arms now. “You turned one of Sid Jackson’s best young bulls loose on the streets of Whitehorn! It chased the pharmacist at BobCo right into the Hip-Hop Café!”

“It didn’t get inside,” Abby stated. “It stopped at the door and trotted right back to the 4-H corral for its dinner! Anyway, it was a tame little bull that followed people around like a dog. It only wanted the pharmacist to pet it.” She looked indignant. “What sort of pharmacist runs from an itty-bitty bull, anyway?”

“Of all the crazy stunts…!”

“Now, Becky, Troy had just been talking about how exciting it would have been to be at the running of the bulls in Spain, like Hemingway wrote about. I was only helping him to experience it firsthand.”

“The bull ripped off Miss Ellison’s skirt,” Becky snorted. “And her a maiden lady of sixty-five!”

“It was only because she’d petted it, and it was trying to get her to do it again. She laughed,” Abby reminded her.

“Chayce wouldn’t have.”

Abby bit her lip and turned away. “Chayce never laughs…not at me, anyway,” she said tersely. “I irritated him from the age of ten. I haven’t stopped yet. I wrote him that I was getting married in August and I wanted him to give me away at my wedding and he hasn’t even bothered to answer the letter.”

“It may not have caught up with him,” Becky said. “He was going to take Delina back to California after her filming in the Bahamas finished. He didn’t say exactly when that would be. The letter may still be on its way.”

“I suppose.” She glanced at Becky. “What’s Delina Meriwether like?”

“She’s dark-haired and dark-eyed and very sweet,” came the reply. “And she adores Chayce.”

“Maybe he’ll marry her,” she said without any real enthusiasm.

“Chayce won’t marry,” Becky said as if she knew. “He had a hard time of it when Beverly Wayne let him down so badly. You were ten,” she recalled, “so I don’t imagine you’d even remember how hurt he was. He loved her. And all she wanted was pretty things and a lot of male attention. Chayce wasn’t enough for her. She loved men, plural. He caught her with one the day after they became engaged, and she laughed. It amused her that he hadn’t known she had other lovers.” She shook her head, searching out ingredients for a pie. “He was twenty-four and in love for the first time in his life. He took it real hard. I don’t think he’s really trusted another woman since. Not even Delina, although she’s crazy about him.”

Abby was more depressed than ever. Women had come and gone in Chayce’s life until now. Delina had lasted over a year. She’d worried Abby more than all the others put together, but she couldn’t let herself get overly concerned. She had to look ahead, not behind. Asking Chayce to give her away was a sort of test. If he agreed, it would start them on a new relationship, and hopefully cauterize the wounds of the past. They could start over. He’d never love her, but they might find some sort of common ground.

“Have you bought your wedding gown yet?” Becky asked.

She shook her head. “I wanted to wait until we settled on a definite date in August.”

“What’s holding you up?”

“I want Chayce to be here,” she said simply.

Becky hesitated, not quite looking at her as she began to make pastry for a pie. “I wouldn’t count too much on him agreeing to do it, Abby,” she said gently.

“But why not?” she replied. “He’s looked after me since I was ten.”

Becky still hesitated. She busied herself with the dough. “He has…other interests.”

“He could bring Delina with him. She might like to be a bridesmaid. I wouldn’t mind.” That was a vicious lie, but she told it with a calm expression.

“He wouldn’t do that, I’m sure.” She added the shortening to the flour. “He’s possessive about you. I’ve wondered ever since you mentioned the engagement if he was going to come back at all while you were still here. He doesn’t, usually.” She glanced at Abby worriedly. “You must know that he doesn’t like Troy.”

Abby looked astounded. “No, I didn’t know. When has he even seen Troy to dislike him?”

“Troy went to talk to him while you were both in school last summer in California,” Becky said reluctantly. “To get his blessing to court you. You know how old-fashioned Troy is.”

Abby’s heart turned over. “Troy never said a word about it!”

“I don’t guess so, after what happened.” She grimaced. “Chayce told him that you needed to grow up before you thought about getting married. He wasn’t pleased at the news. Not at all. I expect when he gets this letter of yours about the wedding, he’ll go right through the ceiling, Abby.”

Her breath seemed strained. “That’s surprising. I thought it would delight him to know that I’d finally be out of his hair.”

“He’s taken care of you for a long time, Abby,” Becky said. “Despite the fact that he’s kept his distance all these years, he’s kept a careful eye on you. It isn’t going to be easy for him to hand you over to another man.”

“He doesn’t want me around,” Abby said with helpless bitterness.

“That isn’t true!”

“Yes, it is.” Her gray eyes met Becky’s blue ones. “He couldn’t even be bothered to come to my college graduation. But Troy did. And so did my friend Felicity.”

“That isn’t why you’re marrying him, is it?”

Abby stiffened. “Of course not. I’m marrying him because we have a lot in common and we get along well together.”

“Do you love him?”

Abby wouldn’t look at her. “I’m very fond of him.”

Becky started to speak and then thought better of it. She grimaced as she poured milk into her dough mixture and began to form it into a ball.

Abby drank the last of her iced tea. “I’m going to finish clearing out the attic,” she announced. “If Troy comes looking for me, I went to town.”

“He’ll see the car in the garage.”

“I was arrested and they took me in a police car,” Abby improvised.

Becky tried to suppress a grin and failed. “You’re incorrigible, dear.”

“Not yet. But I’m working on it.”

* * *

Up in the attic, she unearthed the photo album that she hadn’t wanted to share with Becky. It was one that Chayce’s mother had kept, and it was full of pictures of Chayce when he was in school. Even then, she thought, tracing the beloved face in adolescence, he was incredibly handsome. Chayce had olive skin and beautiful black eyes under thick eyelashes and elegant eyebrows. His nose was straight and he had a perfect, chiseled mouth over a square chin. His hands were beautiful, too, long and graceful and dark. She ached just remembering how those hands felt on her bare skin, there in the exciting, secretive darkness of his study, late that long-ago night…

She closed the photo album with a snap, raising dust. It wouldn’t do to dwell on that night, especially with her upcoming marriage. She was going to marry Troy and have his children and forget this nonsense. If only she could learn how to forget Chayce and the aching hunger that just the thought of him engendered.

Her eyes closed and she shivered a little as she tried to imagine doing the things with Troy that she’d done with Chayce. Love was such a necessary part of lovemaking, she thought miserably. She’d responded to Chayce so passionately only because her heart belonged to him. Troy had her respect, even her admiration, and she was fond of him. But something inside her curled up and died when he touched her.

There was a saying, a myth, that she remembered from high school, about a man being taken to paradise for punishment and then going mad when he was sent back to earth. She felt a little like that. The most exquisite joy she’d ever known was in Chayce’s hard arms. Now, for the rest of her life, the memory of it was going to destroy any hope of feeling it with someone else.

She wondered if it was fair to marry Troy, when she still loved Chayce. If there had been a chance, even a slim one, that Chayce might one day return her feelings for him, she would never have agreed to marry Troy. But there was no chance. There was no hope. The alternative was to live her life alone, without children or companionship. By comparison, even life with Troy had a certain appeal.

She smoothed her hand over the cover of the old photo album and wished that she could have known Chayce’s mother, who had died when he was only nine years old. She had a pretty face and Becky said that Chayce’s father had loved her beyond bearing, that her death had turned him into a bitter alcoholic who took out his grief on his only child. Poor Chayce. His life had been no bed of roses, either. In his way, he was afraid of love. It had been cruel to him.

“Abby!” Becky called from the top of the staircase. “Troy’s here!”

“I’ll be right down!” she called back, not wanting Troy up here, where memories of Chayce were almost alive for her.

She scrambled to her feet, rushing to put the albums away and close the box that concealed them from view. In a sense she was putting her own memories away with them. She’d have to make sure that she didn’t take them out again. She was getting married. And not to Chayce.

* * *

She and Troy ate a leisurely lunch and then went riding in his new red pickup truck.

He patted the dash as he drove. “Isn’t she a beaut?” he asked with a grin that made his dark brown eyes light up. He was redheaded and had freckles, and when he smiled, they seemed to stand out like measles.

“Why isn’t a truck a ‘he’?” she asked.

He just shook his head. “You can’t call something this pretty a boy truck,” he explained.

She didn’t share his enthusiasm for pickup trucks, but at least he wasn’t still irritated at her, so she settled back and adjusted her seat belt without a protest.

“Heard from Chayce?” he asked abruptly.

Her heart jumped, but she didn’t let him know how the sound of Chayce’s name excited her.

“Not yet,” she replied in what she hoped was a careless tone. “Becky said that he might not have received my letter. He was in the Bahamas with Delina when I sent it, but Becky said he’d gone on to Hollywood with her when she finished shooting her film.”

Troy glanced at her suspiciously. “You don’t like her.”

“I don’t even know her!” she said with a hollow laugh. “She’s Chayce’s business, not mine.”

“Suppose he marries her?” he persisted.

She clenched her hands together over her blue jeans. “He’s got to marry someone eventually,” she said stiffly.

“Why? He has women coming out the doors and windows.”

“Not for the past year,” she returned. “There’s just been Delina.”

He was still giving her a narrow look. “How would you know that? I thought you hadn’t seen him in almost four years. Hard to believe that. You live in the same house.”

“Chayce hasn’t been at home when I’ve been there,” she said through her teeth.

“Why?”

She let out an irritated breath and turned to glare at him. “What is your problem, Troy?”

“Chayce doesn’t want you to marry me, that’s my problem!”

She took a steadying breath. “Chayce can’t tell me who to marry. I’m surprised that he said anything to you. I haven’t even had a postcard from him.”

“I’m not surprised,” he murmured, watching the road ahead of them. “He still thinks he owns you, but I’m going to prove to him that he doesn’t. I think we should set the marriage date forward. To next month.”

She felt her stomach clench. It was too soon, too soon, too soon…!

“If you love me,” he persisted angrily, “you’ll agree.”

She closed her eyes. He was making so many demands, all at once. She needed time to think, to plan, to argue her case.

“You don’t want to move it forward, do you, Abby?” he asked bluntly. “You don’t want to marry me at all.”

“I do!” she protested, turning in her seat to look at him with wild eyes.

He sighed softly. “Okay. That’s all I needed to know. I thought you were going to try to back out of it. In fact, Dad said you might.”

“Your father? Sid? But why?” she asked, stunned.

He changed gears as they went onto a dirt road that led to the holding pens of his father’s ranch. “He said that you were in love with Chayce Derringer.”

She stared at his hands on the steering wheel. They were clenched so hard that the knuckles were white. That was when she knew that she couldn’t lie to him any longer. But she couldn’t tell the whole truth, either. She decided on a compromise.

“All right,” she said after a minute, not looking at him. “I had a frantic crush on Chayce when I was about sixteen. He found out and we had a long talk.” She turned her hands over and looked at them. “He’s fifteen years older than I am and he never wants to get married. I knew then that it would never matter how I felt about him, because he didn’t want me.” She looked out the window. “I can’t stop caring about him, Troy. I don’t know how. But he doesn’t feel that way about me, and he never will. So you’re not going to be competing with Chayce.”

“If that’s true, why did he try to warn me off you last summer?”

“I’m sure he didn’t,” she said resignedly. “He only wants to make sure that we’ll have a good marriage. He’s taken care of me for a long time. Maybe it’s hard for him to let go, even if he doesn’t see much of me.”

“And you’re not the divine Delina, after all,” he said without meaning to wound her further. “She’s such a knockout.” He shrugged. “I guess I overreacted. I didn’t think past what he said. But when you come to think of it, not many women could compete with a Hollywood goddess. And she is. Heaven knows, my blood pressure shoots up every time I see her picture in a magazine.”

“Apparently so does Chayce’s,” she replied, “because he spends most of his free time with her.”

“And if he ever does marry, she’ll be in the front running,” he agreed.

“Yes.”

He glanced at her. “I didn’t mean to sound as if I don’t think you’re pretty,” he said. “You’re sweet and cute and I love being around you. When you aren’t acting like one of the cutups in my history classes,” he added darkly.

“I’m not cut out to be staid and retiring, Troy,” she said firmly. “I won’t change. If you want to marry me, you have to accept me the way I am.”

“You’re fine, with a few minor adjustments,” he commented imperturbably. “You need to tone down that sense of humor and learn how to act with a little dignity in public. And you need to let your hair grow out, while we’re on the subject,” he added with a glance in her direction. “I don’t like short hair on a woman. In fact, I don’t like those tight jeans, either. You’ll have to wear something more staid when we’re married. After all, I have a reputation to maintain, in my profession.”

She tried to convince herself that it was a big joke, that he was kidding. But he wasn’t. His somber expression was proof of that. She could see herself in long dresses and no makeup with her hair in a bun, trying to live down to Troy’s image of the perfect woman.

“You should have proposed to Eve Payne,” she remarked, referring to a fellow teacher of his who was the very image of a conservative woman.

“Oh, Eve doesn’t like me,” he said easily.

“Why not?”

“She thinks I’m damaging my reputation by being seen with you!”