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ОглавлениеUp so close, Mr Glenville’s blue eyes shone with such intensity Tess could not look away. Nor could she move her hand from his strong grasp. Her face grew warm.
‘Are you hungry, Miss Summerfield?’ he asked, releasing her.
‘A little,’ she managed. She was famished.
He pulled the oilskin package towards him. ‘I have some bread and cheese here.’ He untied the string and unfolded the oilskin. Inside was a small loaf of bread and a wedge of cheese. He tore the bread in half and handed her a piece.
It was damp, but she did not care. She took an eager bite.
He broke off a piece of the cheese for her.
It was all she could do not to gobble it down.
‘Do not eat too fast,’ he warned, taking a bite of the cheese.
His manner had changed in a way she did not quite understand, but his gaze warmed her as effectively as the fire.
He’d shown her nothing but kindness. Indeed, he’d saved her life. How awful it would be to have someone discover them here. Some women might use such a situation to trap a man into marriage.
It would be dreadful to base a marriage on an accidental mishap. Even Lorene’s marriage made more sense than that.
She took sips of tea between bites and held the doughy taste of the flour and the sharp tang of the cheese in her mouth as long as she could. If she had been served wet bread and cheese at someone’s dinner table or at an inn, she would have been outraged.
‘How can I thank you, Mr Glenville?’ she murmured. ‘This is ambrosia.’
He glanced at her and his eyes still filled her with heat.
He quickly looked away. ‘Tell me why you were out walking in a rainstorm.’ It was said conversationally.
She waved a dismissive hand. ‘I had an errand in the village.’
‘It must have been important.’
It had not been. It had been foolish. She’d hoped to see Mr Welton. And to buy ribbons.
Her ribbons! ‘I had a parcel... Was I carrying a parcel when you found me?’
He lifted a finger and leaned down to pull something out of his saddlebags. He held it up to her. ‘A parcel.’
She took it.
‘The reason for your walk to the village?’ He inclined his head towards the parcel.
She felt her cheeks burn. ‘Ribbons and lace.’
He responded with surprise.
She shrugged. ‘It may not seem important to you, but it was to me.’ Even more important had been learning about Mr Welton. ‘Besides, I thought the rain would hold off until later in the day.’
He took another bite of cheese.
She pulled off a piece of bread and rolled it into a ball in her fingers. ‘So why were you out in the rain?’
He swallowed. ‘I am travelling to London.’
She kept up the challenge. ‘And set off even though there was threat of rain?’
He lifted his Toby jug, as if in a toast, and smiled. ‘Point taken.’
If his eyes had power, so much more did that smile.
Tess lowered her voice. ‘I am glad you set off even though there was a threat of rain. What would have happened to me had you been wiser?’
‘Someone else would have found you,’ he said.
She shook her head. ‘I walked for hours. I saw no one else on the road.’
He held her gaze with those riveting eyes.
She glanced away. ‘Why were you bound for London?’
‘I finished my business in Scotland.’ He lifted his Toby jug. ‘So I am returning to London.’
‘Do you have business in London?’
He sipped his tea. ‘Of a sort.’
A sort of which he obviously did not want to discuss.
‘I shall be travelling to London soon,’ she said, trying to cover her sudden discomfort. ‘For the Season. Will you be attending the Season’s entertainments?’
His face turned serious. ‘I am not certain.’
She felt as though he had withdrawn from her completely, but she did not know why. Perhaps he’d tired of her conversation. She felt suddenly as lonely as she had been when wandering in the storm. She missed her sisters. They would think she was in Tinmore. Tess hoped they would presume she was safe. If only she could get back to them soon.
She finished her piece of bread and cheese, and he wrapped up the rest of his food.
It turned deadly quiet.
‘The rain!’ she cried. ‘I think the rain has stopped!’
She jumped from her chair at the same time as he and they hurried to the door. Both stood there for a moment staring at it.
He reached over and opened it.
The rain had stopped, but it was black outside.
She looked over at him. ‘There is no chance we can leave now, is there?’
‘None,’ he responded. ‘It is too wet and too dark. I am afraid we are here all night.’
All night.
* * *
Marc wished he could erase the disappointment on her face.
To her credit she said not one word of complaint, even though their situation was now clearly worse than before. Instead she busied herself pouring more hot water from the kettle into the teapot. She did not complain, but, then, she did not say anything.
A cold wind soon rattled the windows and put even more chill into the cabin. Marc rooted through the room again. He found two more blankets, stored in a chest tucked in a far corner. One for her; one for him. He handed her one and they pulled chairs from the table to be near the fire. They wrapped themselves in their blankets, sipped weak, but hot, tea and stared into the fire.
He felt as if he’d lost her company.
He wanted it back. ‘Do you go to London for the marriage mart, then?’ he asked.
She jumped. He’d startled her.
‘I would not choose those words, precisely.’ Her voice was hesitant. ‘My younger sister and I will come out. We might even be presented to the queen, if Lord Tinmore requests it.’
‘I am surprised,’ he said.
‘Why?’ she shot back. ‘Why should we not be presented?’
He held up a hand. ‘I am surprised any lady would wish all that fuss.’
Miss Summerfield stiffened. ‘It would be an honour.’
Did his sister wish it? If so, it would never happen for her.
‘An honour, indeed, I suppose,’ he said.
‘As would procuring vouchers for Almack’s,’ she went on. ‘Will you be getting a voucher for Almack’s?’
He gave a dry laugh. ‘Not likely.’ The London Season was not a good time for his family.
She gazed into the fire. ‘Why not? I thought you were high born.’
He sat up straight again. ‘Why did you think that?’
‘You said your father went to school with Lord Tinmore’s son.’
He had said that.
‘I am high born.’ But he’d been deliberately evasive about who he was. Now that they were to spend the night together, she might as well know. ‘You have likely heard of Viscount Northdon?’
She looked blank. ‘No.’
She must be the one person in England who had not heard of Viscount Northdon. ‘You see, Miss Summerfield, I come from a family with a tarnished reputation. Viscount Northdon is my father and, because he married my mother, our family is not accepted in the highest circles of society.’
He expected to see curiosity in her expression. Instead, he saw sympathy.
It touched him more deeply than he was willing to admit and made him go on. ‘My mother is French and came from trade.’ It pained him to say the rest. ‘But that is not the worst of it. Her father became active in the Terror.’ He cleared his throat. ‘Hence we are not welcome at Almack’s.’
She lowered her gaze and spoke in a quiet voice. ‘It is likely our family will not receive vouchers to Almack’s, either, even if Lord Tinmore wishes it.’ She raised her eyes to him. ‘I, too, have a scandalous mother.’
‘I have heard of your mother,’ he admitted. He’d also heard she’d abandoned her husband and children to run away with one of her lovers.
Pain filled Miss Summerfield’s eyes. ‘I suppose everyone has heard of our mother.’ She pulled her knees up so that her feet rested on the chair’s seat. ‘I expect they will stare wherever we go. And whisper—’
He knew firsthand she was correct. ‘Lord Tinmore’s reputation will ease matters for you.’
‘Yes.’ Her expression filled with resolve. ‘Lord Tinmore will do much for us.’
He could reassure her even more. ‘Your sister will be seen as having made a brilliant match. No reason you cannot do the same.’ Especially with her face and her figure.
‘I do not want to wish to make a brilliant match,’ she snapped. ‘My parents made a brilliant match and look what happened to them.’
And look what happened to his parents for making such an unwise one.
She rested her chin on her knees. ‘I do not care about titles or position. I want to marry someone who will love me for myself and who will not care what members of my family have done.’
‘Love?’ His parents had married for love. Or at least for the physical desire that so often masquerades as love. ‘Better to make a marriage of mutual advantage.’
‘My parents married for advantage,’ she said. ‘Believe me, it does not work.’
Such a marriage had a better chance than one made out of love. Love led to rash acts and later regrets.
And constant discord.
‘What say you of your sister’s marriage, then?’ The woman had not married the man out of passion, that was for certain.
She uncurled herself and leaned towards him. ‘What can you know about my sister’s marriage?’
‘I can guess she thought it to her advantage to marry Lord Tinmore.’ Why Tinmore might have married her was not a topic for the ears of a young lady.
‘That she married him for his money, do you mean?’ Her voice rose.
‘Of course she married for money. And a title. And Lord Tinmore gained a young wife and a reason to emerge from seclusion. There is no shame in any of that.’
She settled back in her chair and crossed her arms over her chest. ‘Lorene had no wish for a title or wealth any more than I do.’
That he very much doubted. ‘Then what were her reasons?’
The pain returned to Miss Summerfield’s eyes. ‘She did it for us. For me and for Genna. And even Edmund. So we—so we could have a chance for decent, happy lives. So Genna and I could have dowries. So we could marry as we wish. And—and not be forced to accept just any offer. So we would not have to become lady’s companions or governesses.’ She took a breath. ‘I assure you, Lorene married Lord Tinmore for the noblest of reasons.’
‘Your situation was that dire?’ he asked quietly.
She nodded.
‘Then I commend your sister even more. I wish her well.’ He’d sacrifice for his sister, if he could.
Her brows knitted. ‘I fear she will be miserable.’ Her chin set. ‘That is why I am determined that I should make a love match and be happy. For my sister.’
He peered at her. ‘You would allow your heart to rule your choice?’
‘I would insist upon it.’
He tapped his temple. ‘Better to use your head, Miss Summerfield.’
She lifted her chin. ‘How can you know? You are not married, are you?’
‘Married? No.’ But he did speak from experience.
When his father had embarked on his Grand Tour as a young man, he met Marc’s mother and eloped with her. They continued his tour for a passionate year, but their wedded bliss ended almost immediately when they set foot back on English soil.
‘Believe me, Miss Summerfield. A marriage is best contracted by one’s brain, not one’s heart.’ Or one’s loins.
She leaned back in her chair again. ‘Then I pity the woman who becomes your wife.’
He shrugged. ‘On the contrary. She is like-minded.’
She blinked. ‘You are betrothed?’
‘No.’ He rose and put the last of their lumps of coal on the fire. ‘But we have an understanding. She is the main reason I am bound for London.’
* * *
It ought not to bother Tess that there was a woman he planned to marry. It should not bother her that she might see the woman on his arm in London. Or dancing with him at a ball. She had dreams of dancing with Mr Welton, did she not?
But somehow it would have been a comfort to meet him in London without a woman in tow and to pretend they did not have a huge secret between them.
‘Are you certain this woman will marry you, simply because you offer her—what? That you are a viscount’s son?’ she asked him.
He shifted in his chair. ‘I am heir to the title, not that I ever wished to be.’
‘Why would you not wish for the title?’ Both their father and Edmund would have been greatly gratified if Edmund had been the legitimate son and heir.
In fact, their father should have married Edmund’s mother. She had been the woman he loved.
Mr Glenville turned his blue eyes on her. Grieving blue eyes. ‘My brother had to die. Believe me, I would rather have my brother back than a thousand titles.’
She reached over and touched his arm. ‘I am so sorry,’ she said truthfully. ‘It is a terrible thing to earn a title. Someone must always die.’
He smiled, a sad smile. ‘Not always. One can earn a title from winning a war, like the Duke of Wellington.’
His smile made her insides flutter. She glanced back to the fire. ‘You do not worry that this woman you wish to marry would marry you merely because you will be a viscount someday?’
‘Mind?’ His smile remained. ‘That is what I have to offer. A title. Wealth. Why should she not want those things?’
A title did not keep a man from becoming a bitter person. Wealth could be fleeting, as well she knew.
‘Why should you want her, then?’ she asked. ‘What advantage does she offer you?’
His expression sobered. ‘She is the sister of a good friend. We’ve known each other since childhood. Her family is extremely respectable and that will do much to erase the damage my parents’ reputations have done.’
‘You will marry her for her family’s reputation?’ Was that not like marrying for social connections? Her father had married her mother for her social connections, all of which disappeared when she ran off with another man.
He gazed at her with understanding. ‘Perhaps you and your sisters never suffered the stigma of your mother’s scandals.’
She glanced away again. ‘Our father never took us to London.’ There were, though, a few ladies around Yardney who whispered when they were in view and a few gentlemen who’d spoken—rudely.
He added, ‘You will benefit from Lord Tinmore’s reputation in London, no doubt.’
She turned to him. ‘I do understand that. Without Tinmore’s wealth and reputation, we should be invited nowhere. But that does not mean that I would accept an offer of marriage from a man for whom I do not feel great regard.’
‘I feel regard for my intended bride, but I will not let emotions dictate my choices.’
‘You like her, then?’ she asked.
He nodded. ‘I like her well enough.’
Well enough. She was beginning to feel very sorry for his intended. ‘But you do not love her?’
He gazed at her and the firelight made his eyes even more intense. ‘Are you asking if I have a passion for her? If my mind goes blank and my tongue becomes tied when I am with her? The answer is no.’ He turned back to the fire. ‘But I like her well enough.’
Perhaps if Tess’s father had loved their mother, she would not have sought lovers. Perhaps if her mother had loved her father, he would have indulged her and flattered her and cosseted her as she wished. Tess and her sisters had discussed this many times.
‘I hope you learn to love her,’ Tess told Mr Glenville. ‘I hope she loves you.’
His expression remained implacable.
She adjusted her blankets and stared into the fire. The chair felt hard and the wind found its way inside. The fire was losing its battle to keep the place warm.
They were silent for a while until Mr Glenville spoke. ‘How old are you, Miss Summerfield?’
‘I am two and twenty.’
His brows rose. ‘And your sister, Lady Tinmore?’
‘She is five and twenty.’
He peered at her. ‘In your twenties and you have had no suitors? That is hard to believe.’
She straightened. ‘I did not say we had no suitors. Our situation has not been such that those suitors could make an offer. We had no dowries.’
‘Your father did not provide you and your sisters with dowries?’ he asked.
If he’d heard of their mother, surely he could guess. Their father did not believe they were his daughters.
But she would not speak that out loud. ‘Our father was fond of making risky investments. He wanted to be fabulously wealthy so our mother would regret leaving him, but his investments were terrible ones. He used the last of his funds—our dowries—to purchase a commission for Edmund.’
‘Edmund is your father’s illegitimate son?’
So he also knew that part of her family story, as well.
‘Yes.’ She added, ‘Our half-brother.’
She and her sisters likely shared no blood with Edmund. The sisters shared a mother. He came from their father.
She went on. ‘I do not disagree with you that one needs some fortune and reputation in order to make a good match. Lorene has given us this, but wealth and reputation are not enough for a marriage. It is love that is the answer. Love can get one over the inevitable hurdles of life.’
‘Now you are sounding philosophic. There are some hurdles that mere emotion can’t jump over.’ He peered at her. ‘Do you have a suitor?’
She felt her face grow red.
He frowned. ‘You have a suitor. A man who would not court you because you had no dowry.’
She flushed with anger this time. ‘Perhaps I do have such a suitor. Perhaps that is why I say the things I do.’
He threw off his blanket and stood. ‘I am going to check on Apollo.’ Before he reached the door he turned back to her. ‘I hope it all works for you, Miss Summerfield. But before you make that final vow with your suitor, think with your head and forget your heart.’
She wanted to snap back at him, but his tone disturbed her. And what he said was true. Mr Welton could not court her when she had no dowry, but that did not mean his heart could not be engaged.
Did it?
He opened the door and the wind rushed in. The temperature dropped even lower in just that brief moment. Tess forgot about dowries or love matches or reputations. The air was freezing and they’d put the last of the coal on the fire. How would they stay warm through the night?
‘I’ll look for more firewood,’ Mr Glenville said, as if reading her mind. ‘What we have won’t last the night.’
