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During practically all of the long trip back to earth Kinnison kept pretty much to his cabin, thinking deeply, blackly, and, he admitted ruefully to himself, to very little purpose. And at Prime Base, through week after week of its feverish activity, he continued to think. Finally, however, he was snatched out of his dark abstraction by no less a personage than Surgeon-Marshal Lacy.

“Snap out of it, lad,” that worthy advised, smilingly. “When you concentrate on one thing too long, you know, the vortices of thought occupy narrower and narrower loci, until finally the effective volume becomes infinitesimal. Or, mathematically, the then range of cogitation, integrated between the limits of plus and minus infinity, approaches zero as a limit .”

“Huh? What are you talking about?” the Lensman demanded.

“Poor mathematics, perhaps, but sound psychology,” Lacy grinned. “It got your undivided attention, didn’t it? That was what I was after. In plain English, if you keep on thinking around in circles you’ll soon be biting yourself in the small of the back. Come on, you and I are going places.”

“Where?”

“To the Grand Ball in honor of the Grand Fleet, my boy—old Doctor Lacy prescribes it for you as a complete and radical change of atmosphere. Let’s go!”

The city’s largest ball-room was a blaze of light and color. A thousand polychromatic lamps flooded their radiance downward through draped bunting upon an even more colorful throng. Two thousand items of feminine loveliness were there, in raiment whose fabrics were the boasts of hundreds of planets, whose hues and shades put the spectrum itself to shame. There were over two thousand men, clad in plain or beribboned or bemedaled full civilian dress, or in the variously panoplied dress uniforms of the many Services.

“You’re dancing with Miss Forrester first, Kinnison,” the surgeon introduced them informally, and the Lensman found himself gliding away with a stunning blonde, ravishingly and revealingly dressed in a dazzlingly blue wisp of Manarkan glamorette—fashion’s dernier cri.

To the uninformed, Kinnison’s garb of plain gray leather might have seemed incongruous indeed in that brilliantly and fastidiously dressed assemblage. But to those people, as to us of today, the drab, starkly utilitarian uniform of the Unattached Lensman transcended far any other, however resplendent, worn by man: and literally hundreds of eyes followed the strikingly handsome couple as they slid rhythmically out upon the polished floor. But a measure of the tall beauty’s customary poise had deserted her. She was slimly taut in the circle of the Lensman’s arm, her eyes were downcast, and suddenly she missed a step.

“ ’Scuse me for stepping on your feet,” he apologized. “A fellow gets out of practice, flitting around in a speedster so much.”

“Thanks for taking the blame, but it’s my fault entirely—I know it as well as you do,” she replied, flushing uncomfortably. “I do know how to dance, too, but . well, you’re a Gray Lensman, you know.”

“Huh?” he ejaculated, in honest surprise, and she looked up at him for the first time. “What has that fact got to do with the price of Venetian orchids in Chicago—or with my clumsy walking all over your slippers?”

“Everything in the world,” she assured him. Nevertheless, her stiff young body relaxed and she fell into the graceful, accurate dancing which she really knew so well how to do. “You see, I don’t suppose that any of us has ever seen a Gray Lensman before, except in pictures, and actually to be dancing with one is . well, it’s really a kind of shock. I have to get used to it gradually. Why, I don’t even know how to talk to you! One couldn’t possibly call you plain Mister, as one would any ord .”

“It’ll be QX if you just call me ‘say’,” he informed her. “Maybe you’d rather not dance with a dub? What say we go get us a sandwich and a bottle of fayalin or something?”

“No—never!” she exclaimed. “I didn’t mean it that way at all. I’m going to have this full dance with you, and enjoy every second of it. And later I’m going to pack this dance card—which I hope you will sign for me—away in lavender, so it will go down in history that in my youth I really did dance with Gray Lensman Kinnison. Perhaps I’ve recovered enough now to talk and dance at the same time. Do you mind if I ask you some silly questions about space?”

“Go ahead. They won’t be silly, if I’m any judge. Elementary, perhaps, but not silly.”

“I hope so, but I think you’re being charitable again. Like most of the girls here, I suppose, I’ve never been out in deep space at all. Besides a few hops to the moon. I’ve taken only two flits, and they were both only inter-planetary—one to Mars and one to Venus. I never could see how you deep-space men can really understand what you’re doing—either the frightful speeds at which you travel, the distances you cover, or the way your communicators work. In fact, according to the professors, no human mind can understand figures of those magnitudes at all. But you must understand them, I should think . or, perhaps .”

“Or maybe the guy isn’t human?” Kinnison laughed deeply, infectiously. “No, the professors are right. We can’t understand the figures, but we don’t have to—all we have to do is to work with ’em. And, now that it has just percolated through my skull who you really are, that you are Gladys Forrester, it’s quite clear that you and I are in the same boat.”

“Me? How?” she exclaimed.

“The human mind cannot really understand a million of anything. Yet your father, an immensely wealthy man, gave you clear title to a million credits in cash, to train you in finance in the only way that really produces results—the hard way of actual experience. You lost a lot of it at first, of course; but at last accounts you had got it all back, and some besides, in spite of all the smart guys trying to take it away from you. The fact that your brain can’t envisage a million credits hasn’t interfered with your manipulation of that amount, has it?”

“No, but that’s entirely different!” she protested.

“Not in any essential feature,” he countered. “I can explain it best, perhaps, by analogy. You can’t visualize, mentally, the size of North America, either, yet that fact doesn’t bother you in the least while you’re driving around on it in an automobile. What do you drive? On the ground, I mean, not in the air?”

“A DeKhotinsky sporter.”

“Um. Top speed a hundred and forty miles an hour, and I suppose you cruise between ninety and a hundred. We’ll have to pretend that you drive a Crownover sedan, or some other big, slow jalopy, so that you tour at about sixty and have an absolute top of ninety. Also, you have a radio. On the broadcast bands you can hear a program from three or four thousand miles away; or, on short-wave, from anywhere on Tellus .”

“I can get tight-beam short-wave programs from the moon,” the girl broke in. “I’ve heard them lots of times.”

“Yes,” Kinnison assented dryly, “at such times as there didn’t happen to be any interference.”

“Static is pretty bad, lots of times,” the heiress agreed.

“Well, change ‘miles’ to ‘parsecs’ and you’ve got the picture of deep-space speeds and operations,” Kinnison informed her. “Our speed varies, of course, with the density of matter in space; but on the average—say one atom of substance per ten cubic centimeters of space—we tour at about sixty parsecs an hour, and full blast is about ninety. And our ultra-wave communicators, working below the level of the ether, in the sub-ether .”

“Whatever that is,” she interrupted.

“That’s as good a definition of it as any,” he grinned at her. “We don’t know what even the ether is, or whether or not it exists as an objective reality; to say nothing of what we so nonchalantly call the sub-ether. We can’t understand gravity, even though we make it to order. Nobody yet has been able to say how it is propagated, or even whether or not it is propagated—no one has been able to devise any kind of an apparatus or meter or method by which its nature, period, or velocity can be determined. Neither do we know anything about time or space. In fact, fundamentally, we don’t really know much of anything at all,” he concluded.

“Says you . but that makes me feel better, anyway,” she confided, snuggling a little closer. “Go on about the communicators.”

“Ultra-waves are faster than ordinary radio waves, which of course travel through the ether with the velocity of light, in just about the same ratio as that of the speed of our ships to the speed of slow automobiles—that is, the ratio of a parsec to a mile. Roughly nineteen billion to one. Range, of course, is proportional to the square of the speed.”

“Nineteen billion!” she exclaimed. “And you just said that nobody could understand even a million!”

“That’s the point exactly,” he went on, undisturbed. “You don’t have to understand or visualize it. All you have to know is that deep-space vessels and communicators cover distances in parcecs at practically the same rate that Tellurian automobiles and radios cover miles. So, when some space-flea talks to you about parsecs, just think of miles in terms of an automobile and a teleset and you’ll know as much as he does—maybe more.”

“I never heard it explained that way before—it does make it ever so much simpler. Will you sign this, please?”

“Just one more point.” The music had ceased and he was signing her card, preparatory to escorting her back to her place. “Like your supposedly tight-beam Luna-Tellus hookups, our long-range, equally tight-beam communicators are very sensitive to interference, either natural or artificial. So, while under perfect conditions we can communicate clear across the galaxy, there are times—particularly when the pirates are scrambling the channels—that we can’t drive a beam from here to Alpha Centauri. . Thanks a lot for the dance.”

The other girls did not quite come to blows as to which of them was to get him next; and shortly—he never did know exactly how it came about—he found himself dancing with a luscious, cuddly little brunette, clad—partially clad, at least—in a high-slitted, flame-colored sheath of some new fabric which the Lensman had never seen before. It looked like solidified, tightly-woven electricity!

“Oh, Mr. Kinnison!” his new partner cooed, ecstatically, “I think all spacemen, and you Lensmen particularly, are just too perfectly darn heroic for anything! Why, I think space is just terrible! I simply can’t cope with it at all!”

“Ever been out, Miss?” he grinned. He had never known many social butterflies, and temporarily he had forgotten that such girls as this one really existed.

“Why, of course!” The young woman kept on being exclamatory.

“Clear out to the moon, perhaps?” he hazarded.

“Don’t be ridic—ever so much farther than that—why, I went clear to Mars! And it gave me the screaming meamies, no less—I thought I would collapse!”

That dance ended ultimately, and other dances with other girls followed; but Kinnison could not throw himself into the gayety surrounding him. During his cadet days he had enjoyed such revels to the full, but now the whole thing left him cold. His mind insisted upon reverting to its problem. Finally, in the throng of young people on the floor, he saw a girl with a mass of red-bronze hair and a supple, superbly molded figure. He did not need to await her turning to recognize his erstwhile nurse and later assistant, whom he had last seen just this side of far-distant Boyssia II.

“Mac!” To her mind alone he sent out a thought. “For the love of Klono, lend a hand—rescue me! How many dances have you got ahead?”

“None at all—I’m not dating ahead.” She jumped as though someone had jabbed her with a needle, then paused in panic; eyes wide, breath coming fast, heart pounding. She had felt Lensed thoughts before, but this was something else, something entirely different. Every cell of his brain was open to her—and what was she seeing! She could read his mind as fully and as easily as . as . as Lensmen were supposed to be able to read anybody’s! She blanketed her thoughts desperately, tried with all her might not to think at all!

“QX, Mac,” the thought went quietly on within her mind, quite as though nothing unusual were occurring. “No intrusion meant—you didn’t think it; I already knew that if you started dating ahead you’d be tied up until day after tomorrow. Can I have the next one?”

“Surely, Kim.”

“Thanks—the Lens is off for the rest of the evening.” She sighed in relief as he snapped the telepathic line as though he were hanging up the receiver of a telephone.

“I’d like to dance with you all, kids,” he addressed at large the group of buds surrounding him and eyeing him hungrily, “but I’ve got this next one. See you later, perhaps,” and he was gone.

“Sorry, fellows,” he remarked casually, as he made his way through the circle of men around the gorgeous red-head. “Sorry, but this dance is mine, isn’t it, Miss MacDougall?”

She nodded, flashing the radiant smile which had so aroused his ire during his hospitalization. “I heard you invoke your spaceman’s god, but I was beginning to be afraid that you had forgotten this dance.”

“And she said she wasn’t dating ahead—the diplomat!” murmured an ambassador, aside.

“Don’t be a dope,” a captain of Marines muttered in reply. “She meant with us—that’s a Gray Lensman!”

Although the nurse, as has been said, was anything but small, she appeared almost petite against the Lensman’s mighty frame as they took off. Silently the two circled the great hall once; lustrous, goldenly green gown—of Earthly silk, this one, and less revealing than most—swishing in perfect cadence against deftly and softly stepping high-zippered gray boots.

“This is better, Mac,” Kinnison sighed, finally, “but I lack just seven thousand kilocycles of being in tune with this. Don’t know what’s the matter, but it’s clogging my jets. I must be getting to be a space-louse.”

“A space-louse—you? Uh-uh!” She shook her head. “You know very well what the matter is—you’re just too much of a man to mention it.”

“Huh?” he demanded.

“Uh-huh,” she asserted, positively if obliquely. “Of course you’re not in tune with this crowd—how could you be? I don’t fit into it any more myself, and what I’m doing isn’t even a baffled flare compared to your job. Not one in ten of these fluffs here tonight has ever been beyond the stratosphere; not one in a hundred has ever been out as far as Jupiter, or has ever had a serious thought in her head except about clothes or men; not one of them all has any more idea of what a Lensman really is than I have of hyper-space or of non-Euclidean geometry!”

“Kitty, kitty!” he laughed. “Sheathe the little claws, before you scratch somebody!”

“That isn’t cattishness, it’s the barefaced truth. Or perhaps,” she amended, honestly, “it’s both true and cattish, but it’s certainly true. And that isn’t half of it. No one in the Universe except yourself really knows what you are doing, and I’m pretty sure that only two others even suspect. And Doctor Lacy is not one of them,” she concluded, surprisingly.

Though shocked, Kinnison did not miss a step. “You don’t fit into this matrix, any more than I do,” he agreed, quietly. “S’pose you and I could do a little flit somewhere?”

“Surely, Kim,” and, breaking out of the crowd, they strolled out into the grounds. Not a word was said until they were seated upon a broad, low bench beneath the spreading foliage of a tree.

Then: “What did you come here for tonight, Mac—the real reason?” he demanded, abruptly.

“I . we . you . I mean—oh, skip it!” the girl stammered, a wave of scarlet flooding her face and down even to her superb, bare shoulders. Then she steadied herself and went on: “You see, I agree with you—as you say, I check you to nineteen decimals. Even Doctor Lacy, with all his knowledge, can be slightly screwy at times, I think.”

“Oh, so that’s it!” It was not, it was only a very minor part of her reason; but the nurse would have bitten her tongue off rather than admit that she had come to that dance solely and only because Kimball Kinnison was to be there. “You knew, then, that this was old Lacy’s idea?”

“Of course. You would never have come, else. He thinks that you may begin wobbling on the beam pretty soon unless you put out a few braking jots.”

“And you?”

“Not in a million, Kim. Lacy’s as cockeyed as Trenco’s ether, and I as good as told him so. He may wobble a bit, but you won’t. You’ve got a job to do, and you’re doing it. You’ll finish it, too, in spite of all the vermin infesting all the galaxies of the macro-cosmic Universe!” she finished, passionately.

“Klono’s brazen whiskers, Mac!” He turned suddenly and stared intently down into her wide, gold-flecked, tawny eyes. She stared back for a moment, then looked away.

“Don’t look at me like that!” she almost screamed. “I can’t stand it—you make me feel stark naked! I know your Lens is off—I’d simply die if it wasn’t—but you’re a mind-reader, even without it!”

She did know that that powerful telepath was off and would remain off, and she was glad indeed of the fact; for her mind was seething with thoughts which that Lensman must not know, then or ever. And for his part, the Lensman knew much better than she did that had he chosen to exert the powers at his command she would have been naked, mentally and physically, to his perception; but he did not exert those powers—then. The amenities of human relationship demanded that some fastnesses of reserve remain inviolate, but he had to know what this woman knew. If necessary, he would take the knowledge away from her by force, so completely that she would never know that she had ever known it. Therefore:

“Just what do you know, Mac, and how did you find it out?” he demanded; quietly, but with a stern finality of inflection that made a quick chill run up and down the nurse’s back.

“I know a lot, Kim.” The girl shivered slightly, even though the evening was warm and balmy. “I learned it from your own mind. When you called me, back there on the floor, I didn’t get just a single, sharp thought, as though you were speaking to me, as I always did before. Instead, it seemed as though I was actually inside your own mind—the whole of it. I’ve heard Lensmen speak of a wide-open two-way, but I never had even the faintest inkling of what such a thing would be like—no one could who has never experienced it. Of course I didn’t—I couldn’t—understand a millionth of what I saw, or seemed to see. It was too vast, too incredibly immense. I never dreamed any mortal could have a mind like that, Kim! But it was ghastly, too—it gave me the shrieking jitters and just about sent me down out of control. And you didn’t even know it—I know you didn’t! I didn’t want to look, really, but I couldn’t help seeing, and I’m glad I did—I wouldn’t have missed it for the world!” she finished, almost incoherently.

“Hm . m. That changes the picture entirely.” Much to her surprise, the man’s voice was calm and thoughtful; not at all incensed. Not even disturbed. “So I spilled the beans myself, on a wide-open two-way, and didn’t even realize it^[1] . I knew you were backfiring about something, but thought it was because I might think you guilty of petty vanity. And I called you a dumbbell once!” he marveled.

“Twice,” she corrected him, “and the second time I was never so glad to be called names in my whole life.”

“Now I know I was getting to be a space-louse.”

“Uh-uh, Kim,” she denied again, gently. “And you aren’t a brat or a lug or a clunker, either, even though I have called you such. But, now that I’ve actually got all this stuff, what can you—what can we—do about it?”

“Perhaps . probably . I think, since I gave it to you myself, I’ll let you keep it,” Kinnison decided, slowly.

“Keep it!” she exclaimed. “Of course I’ll keep it! Why, it’s in my mind—I’ll have to keep it—nobody can take knowledge away from anyone!”

“Oh, sure—of course,” he murmured, absently. There were a lot of thing that Mac didn’t know, and no good end would be served by enlightening her farther. “You see, there’s a lot of stuff in my mind that I don’t know much about myself, yet. Since I gave you an open channel, there must have been a good reason for it, even though, consciously, I don’t know myself what it was.” He thought intensely for moments, then went on: “Undoubtedly the subconscious. Probably it recognized the necessity of discussing the whole situation with someone having a fresh viewpoint, someone whose ideas can help me develop a fresh angle of attack. Haynes and I think too much alike for him to be of much help.”

“You trust me that much?” the girl asked, dumbfounded.

“Certainly,” he replied without hesitation. “I know enough about you to know that you can keep your mouth shut.”

Thus unromantically did Kimball Kinnison, Gray Lensman, acknowledge the first glimmerings of the dawning perception of a vast fact—that this nurse and he were two between whom there never would nor could exist any iota of doubt or of question.

Then they sat and talked. Not idly, as is the fashion of lovers, of the minutiæ of their own romantic affairs, did these two converse, but cosmically, of the entire Universe and of the already existent conflict between the cultures of Civilization and Boskonia.

They sat there, romantically enough to all outward seeming; their privacy assured by Kinnison’s Lens and by his ever-watchful sense of perception. Time after time, completely unconsciously, that sense reached out to other couples who approached; to touch and to affect their minds so insidiously that they did not know that they were being steered away from the tree in whose black moon-shadow sat the Lensman and the nurse.

Finally the long conversation came to an end and Kinnison assisted his companion to her feet. His frame was straighter, his eyes held a new and brighter light.

“By the way, Kim,” she asked idly as they strolled back toward the ball-room, “who is this Klono, by whom you were swearing a while ago? Another spaceman’s god, like Noshabkeming, of the Valerians?”

“Something like him, only more so,” he laughed. “A combination of Noshabkeming, some of the gods of the ancient Greeks and Romans, all three of the Fates, and quite a few other things as well. I think, originally, from Corvina, but fairly wide-spread through certain sections of the galaxy now. He’s got so much stuff—teeth and horns, claws and whiskers, tail and everything—that he’s much more satisfactory to swear by than any other space-god I know of.”

“But why do men have to swear at all, Kim?” she queried, curiously. “It’s so silly.”

“For the same reason that women cry,” he countered. “A man swears to keep from crying, a woman cries to keep from swearing. Both are sound psychology. Safety valves—means of blowing off excess pressure that would otherwise blow fuses or burn out tubes.”

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^[1] Of course this was not the true explanation; but at that time only Mentor of Arisia had any idea of the real power of Clarrissa MacDougall’s mind. E.E.S.