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“Terrific. Nothing in today’s paper, either.”

In one hand, Mindy Harmon held the eviction notice with which her landlord had gifted her two weeks ago. In the other, she gripped the Monday real estate classifieds, wherein she could find not a thing to suit her needs—or, more correctly, her pocketbook. Again. And seeing as how Christmas was barely three weeks away, it wasn’t likely that much would open up anytime soon. Certainly not within the thirteen days she had left before she would be forced out onto the street

If she’d had a third hand, Mindy would have used it to comfort the new life growing in her womb. So, dropping the eviction notice onto her minuscule kitchen table-which, like the apartment and virtually everything else in it, was also rented—she curled her fingers over her softly budding torso, stroking with a slow, rhythmic caress.

“Looks like we’re going to be homeless for Christmas, kiddo,” she said softly, “unless some fairy godmother steps in to work some holiday magic for us.”

She sighed heavily. Ah, well. This certainly wasn’t the first setback she’d seen in her life, and, undoubtedly, it wouldn’t be the last. Still, setbacks were a bit tougher to take now that she had someone besides herself to think about. Especially someone so tiny and defenseless, someone who would be relying solely on Mindy for his—or her—survival.

“Oh, Sam,” she muttered aloud to her dead husband. “You really ruined Christmas this year, didn’t you? And here I thought you’d never top the mess you made of things last year.”

Of course, the catastrophe of last Christmas now paled in comparison to what the holiday promised to hold this year. Last year, all Sam Harmon had done was drink himself into oblivion and pass out on the Christmas tree. Of course, that, unfortunately, had resulted in the tree crashing into the fireplace. Which, even more unfortunately, had caused the tree to catch fire. And that, most unfortunately of all, had turned their entire house into a blazing tinderbox.

And as if all that still hadn’t been enough to ruin the holiday, after the smoke had cleared, Sam, who had always, always, insisted on controlling the checkbook—because, hey, he was the man, and the man always took care of the finances, unless he was a total wuss—had revealed that he had neglected to pay a few bills here and there recently. Like, for example, their homeowner’s insurance.

At least the two of them had come out of it alive. Homeless and penniless, but alive. And there had been a bright spotthe tragedy had made Sam finally realize that he needed to get help with his drinking. By summer, he’d been sober for nearly six months, and things had begun to look up. They’d even decided to start a family, and in August, Mindy learned she was expecting.

But the good times were short-lived. The day after she’d revealed her pregnancy to him, Sam started drinking again. And a few nights after that, on his way home from work via Stumpy’s Bar and Grill, he’d driven into a tree at a muchhigher-than-legal speed, and had been killed instantly.

Leaving Mindy, at twenty-seven years of age, widowed, expecting and broke. His life insurance had been just enough for her to bury him, pay off the mortgage for a house they didn’t even have anymore and bail herself out of the massive credit card debt they’d accrued over the years, thanks to Sam’s unrelenting spending. But there had been nothing—absolutely nothing—left to spare.

She supposed she should still be grieving for Sam—after all, it had only been four months since his death. But she’d had so many other things to think about in that time, so many other matters that had commanded her attention instead—taking care of herself and her unborn baby, making sure she had enough to eat and a place to sleep, and a way to pay for all the medical expenses, not to mention the endless array of things that the baby would need in the coming months. Sam hadn’t given her much choice in the matter. He hadn’t left her in a state where she could afford to grieve.

And, truth be told, their marriage had hardly been a happy one. They’d wed barely a month after meeting, and Mindy had realized—too late—that she really didn’t know her husband at all. Instead of the handsome, charming, happy-golucky sort she had thought Sam to be, she’d quickly learned that he could be moody and unpredictable when he was drinking. And he drank a lot. Too much. Enough to put a significant strain on their marriage.

In spite of all that, though, she’d made up her mind early on that she would make the marriage a good one, no matter what she had to do. Marriage was for keeps, after all, till death—

Well, it was for keeps, that was all. And Mindy struggled for years to make hers work, to smooth over the rocky spots and stay the course. Sam, however, hadn’t much shared her desire to keep things on track. More than once, he’d come home late smelling of bars and bourbon and beautiful women. Mindy had blamed his behavior on his drinking, but even in those all-too-few months of sobriety, even when the bars and bourbon were out of the picture, she knew the beautiful women weren’t.

She had hoped becoming pregnant would make a difference for both of them. Sam had shared her enthusiasm for having a baby, had agreed wholeheartedly that he wanted to become a father as much as she wanted to be a mother. But, as always, he let her down there, too. Because the prospect of becoming a father—of having to be responsible for someone other than himself—had driven him right back to his old life-style.

Mindy sighed again as she tossed the classifieds down onto the table beside the eviction notice, splaying both hands open over her softly swollen belly. She was certainly no stranger to poverty, having grown up surrounded by it. And likewise, she was accustomed—pretty much—to being alone. Except for her four years married to Sam—which had been pretty lonely, too, now that she thought about it—she’d been alone since her mother’s death when she was sixteen; she’d never known her father. And she was confident she could take care of herself, just as she had been doing for the last decade. But the little one…Ah, there was the worry. Because providing for herself was nothing compared to caring for a tiny, helpless life who would be solely dependent on her for survival.

She curled her fingers a little more possessively into her belly, battling the tears that threatened. Boy, pregnant women cried a lot, she thought. And she still had four months to go before the baby was born. Four months of complete uncertainty. Four months of wondering just how on earth she was going to manage to raise a baby on her meager income from waiting tables at a diner. Four months of feeling alone, frightened and anxious. Four months of worrying over how she was going to survive.

And then, once the baby was born, she knew, life would only hold more fear, more anxiety, more worry.

But, hey, that was four whole months away, she tried to reassure herself, swiping a quick finger under each eye. A lot could happen in four months. And she certainly wasn’t as bad off as some people, she reminded herself. She had a roof over her head and a warm bed to sleep in—at least for another two weeks. And she had food in the refrigerator, heat in the radiator and a job that paid her a steady, if meager, wage.

And in three weeks, it would be Christmas, she recalled with a smile. This was the most wonderful time of the year. The most magical time of the year. The most hopeful time of the year.

Yeah, a lot could happen between now and the baby’s birth. For the moment, at least, she…they…were okay. For the moment, she had everything she needed. For the moment, the balance of her life was just fine. She glanced down at her watch and frowned. And for the moment, she was running late for her shift, she realized. She was going to have to hustle if she wanted to make it to Evie’s Diner in time for the afterwork dinner rush.

Quickly, Mindy ran a brush through her unruly, shoulder length tresses, then bound them atop her head with a yellow ribbon, in a negligent heap of pale gold curls. A few pieces escaped to cascade around her face, but she didn’t have time to fix them. Instead, she hastily donned her yellow waitress uniform and white tights, and stepped into her white sneakers. Then she thrust her arms through the sleeves of a white sweater to ward off the chill of a South Jersey winter while she was working, and grabbed her coat from the closet by the front door.

As she locked the door behind herself, she couldn’t help but think that she would only be performing the gesture for another two weeks. Ed Franke—or, rather, Ed Cranky, as she inevitably thought of her joyless landlord—was throwing everyone out of the building, just in time to turn the place into a Christmas co-op. And with no family to turn to, there was nothing Mindy could do except find another place to stay once that due date arrived.

The phrase due date came back to haunt her as she raced down the stairs toward the street, stuffing her hands into her mittens as she went. Because even though the date of her eviction loomed far more heavily than the date of her baby’s birth, frankly, Mindy wasn’t ready for either of them. Unfortunately for her, though, there was no way she could avoid them. Because they would both be coming, all too soon.

Sure as Christmas.

Dr. Reed Atchison was in a lousy mood. But then, that wasn’t really surprising, seeing as how, so far today, he’d overslept, nicked his chin something fierce while shaving, skidded off a snowy road into a pile of snow that couldn’t have been more inconveniently placed and missed his turnoff on U.S. 31, thanks to unpredictable winter traffic—all of which had added up to making him late for work.

And that had just been that morning.

Since then, Reed had also had to intercede in a near-fracas between two dietary aides over whether Mr. Hunnicutt was on the bland or the high-fiber diet, and he’d had to tell Mrs. Wyatt Westaway that what she’d been certain was a life-threatening, malignant tumor in her chest was really only a gastric reaction spurred by her lactose intolerance. Plus, he had just come from four hours in surgery, and now he was hungrier than he’d ever been in his entire life. And as if all that weren’t enough, to make matters even worse, on top of everything else.

He grumbled under his breath. On top of all that, it was Christmastime. Christmastime. Dammit. Just the thing to make a crummy day even crummier, and to make a scroogey man even scroogier.

Bah, humbug, he thought in the crummiest, scroogiest voice he could mentally muster. What’s for dinner?

As if conjured by his thoughts, his colleague and what passed for his closest friend in the world, Dr. Seth Mahoney, strode into the locker room that all the male surgeons of Seton General Hospital shared. And as always, Seth was way too happy for Reed’s tolerance. Way too warm. Way too sunny of disposition. Way too blond.

Honestly. How Reed and Seth had ever become friends in the first place was a complete and unsolvable mystery. They were opposites in every way, physical as well as metaphysical. Reed’s hair was black, his eyes brown, his features blunt and forbidding. He was the polar opposite of Seth’s blond, blue-eyed, all-American-boyishness. Even their personal philosophies, and their outlooks on life, the universe and everything were totally at odds. Where Seth saw hope for the planet and the good in all people, Reed saw the truth—that they were all headed to hell in a handbasket. In the fast lane. Two at a time.

Total opposites, for sure. Seth, after all, loved this time of year.

“Reed!” the other man exclaimed when he saw Reed struggling to tug on his hiking boot. “Thank God you’re here. I’ve just sewn Mr. Hoberman’s scalp back on, and I’m ravenous for dinner. Care to join me?”

Reed chuckled in spite of himself. “Gee, Seth, put that way, I don’t see how I can resist.” He finished tying up his boots, then rose to jerk a massive, oatmeal-colored sweater on over his T-shirt and faded jeans. That done, he scrubbed both hands restlessly through his dark hair to tame it and rubbed his open palms over a day’s growth of heavy beard.

“But it better be someplace casual,” he added. “I’m not changing my clothes again. And I’m not in the mood to mind my manners, either.”

“And this is news?” Seth pulled the top half of his pale blue hospital scrubs over his head, then dunked it easily into the laundry bin with a proud “Yesss!” for his perfect twopointer. Which was no big deal, seeing as how the bin was only a foot away from the guy, Reed noted with a shake of his head. Then he went to work on his pants.

Once divested of his scrubs, he strode in his boxer shorts to the locker beside Reed’s and wrestled it open. “I was thinking of trying that diner over on Haddonfield Road,” he said, the metallic bang of the locker door punctuating his statement. “Evie’s it’s called. A couple of the nurses ate there the other night and raved about it.”

“Fine,” Reed said as he sat down to wait for his friend to finish dressing. “As long as there’s food—and lots of it—it’ll be perfect. I’m starving.”

Seth’s change of clothes was almost identical to Reed’s, except that his own blue jeans were quite a bit more disreputable looking, and his sweater was a dark charcoal gray.

Jeez, he was blond, Reed thought as he eyed the other man critically. And so damn young to be such a skilled surgeon. Although Reed was only thirty-seven himself, he felt like he was decades older than Seth. Then again, Seth was the med school boy wonder who had graduated from high school at sixteen, completed his premed studies by nineteen and finished his residency three years ago, at the age of twenty-seven. So Seth hadn’t exactly seen the same side of the world growing up that Reed had seen. And for that reason, he had doubtless aged a good bit more slowly.

To the casual observer, that observation would come as something of a surprise, because Reed Atchison was, and always had been, in a seemingly enviable position. He was a member of the generations-old, generations-rich Main Line Atchisons, one of the founding families of Philadelphia. His forebears had made their fortunes generations ago-one side of the family in steel, the other side in oil-and they’d hoarded every penny as if it would be the last they ever saw.

Reed still lived in the family stronghold in Ardmore, even though the massive house was way too big for a confirmed bachelor like himself. He kept a condo here in Cherry Hill, across the river and closer to the hospital, and he used it on those occasions when he didn’t feel like making the drive home across Philadelphia.

He knew he should sell the estate now that both of his parents were gone. He was the last of the Atchisons and would almost certainly remain single and child-free, the end of the generational line. He had no desire to marry, certainly no desire to procreate and no desire to maintain all those family traditions that had been virtually engraved in stone—Italian marble, naturally—before he’d even been born.

Because for all their wealth and social prominence, the generations-old, generations-rich, Main Line Atchisons were also generations-cold and generations-closed-minded. Hell, Reed had had access to all the money and material possessions a kid could ever want when he was growing up. He’d attended all the best schools, had worn all the right clothes, had driven all the most bitchin’ cars and had visited all the most happening vacation spots. But he sure could have used a hug or two along the way, and those had been glaringly absent from all the glitz and glamour.

The moment the thought materialized in his head, Reed shoved it away, frowning. Where the hell had that idea come from, anyway? He never had needed, never did need, never would need, a hug. Not now. Not ever. Hugs were…Well, they were. He fought off an involuntary shudder.

Unnecessary. That’s what hugs were. Reed had lived for thirty-seven years just fine without excessive—or any, for that matter—physical shows of affection and he certainly wasn’t going to start needing them now. Physical displays were way overrated, in his opinion. Signs of weakness.

Which was probably the main reason he’d partaken of so few of them in his life. Certainly he had a normal, healthy sex drive but he’d had little impulse to act on it over the years. He told himself it was because he just didn’t meet that many women he wanted to be physical with. And, hey, in this day and age, sex could get you killed. No, he didn’t exactly live like a monk. But he wasn’t a party animal, either. Most of his relationships had ended when the women lost interest, usually because he didn’t show them the kind of physical attention they demanded.

These days, Reed lived a quiet, uneventful, orderly life and he liked it that way just fine. Why mess it all up with a relationship, especially one that would include.hugging?

It was just that this time of year was so full of that stuff, he thought, conveniently blaming the holiday he’d always resented for his emotional restlessness of late. Everywhere he looked, people were getting maudlin and sentimental. All the magazines were sporting covers that depicted more-illuminated-than-usual family life. All the television commercials showed sappy scenes of homecoming and reunion, over and over and over again. Everyone everywhere was wishing him a happy holiday, every time he turned around.

Like Reed would ever have a happy holiday. Or a homecoming or reunion. Or even a more-illuminated-than-usual family life. No sense in getting all maudlin and sentimental. It could only lead to trouble.

“Hey, man, you look like you could use a hug.”

Reed jerked up his head to glower at his friend’s assessment, only to find Seth holding back his laughter.

“I do not want to go there,” Reed muttered as he stood, suddenly oddly delighted by the fact that he was a good three inches taller and twenty pounds heavier than his friend. All of it solid rock, naturally, he thought further.

“Then quit looking like you just lost your best friend,” Seth told him, still smiling.

“Don’t tempt me,” Reed returned, only half joking.

But Seth wasn’t falling for it. “C’mon, Reed, it’s Christmas. Will you please just lighten up?”

“Christmas,” Reed echoed blandly. “All the more reason to feel cranky.” Then, just for good measure, he added, “Bah, humbug.”

“Oh, thank you so much, Dr. Scrooge, for that enlightening, yet seasonal, observation.” Seth shook his head in what was clearly feigned disgust. “You know, I’m really glad I didn’t spring for the Russell Stovers for you this year. You’ll have to make do with an old, fossilized Hershey bar I found under my sofa cushion last July.”

“Just don’t wrap it, okay?” Reed said. “I hate all that festive red and green.”

But Seth only chuckled some more. “I have never met a man more predisposed to holiday grumpiness than you are. I’m sure there must be a reason for it, and if you were really my friend, you’d tell me what it was, but.” With what sounded like a heartfelt sigh, he shut his locker door with a resounding clank and turned to Reed. “I guess, for now, I’ll just have to look for the best in you.”

This time Reed was the one to chuckle, but his dry, derisive laughter in no way mirrored the good humor his friend’s had held. “If you want to find the best in me, then you’ll have to dig pretty damned deep,” he said.

“Hey, no problem,” Seth answered readily. “I’m a surgeon, remember? A really good one, too. I know what’s deep inside everyone. And I have a college degree to prove it.”

He knew what was deep inside everyone, huh? Reed mused. Now there was a troubling thought.

But before he could comment, Seth continued. “See, that’s where we differ,” he said.

“Only there?”

Reed’s sarcasm went right over his friend’s head. Either that or, like always, Seth just chose to ignore it. Because he went on, “When I go into a person, I’m looking for the good stuff and I work with that. And when you go in, you’re looking for the bad, and that takes priority.”

“Is this some weird surgeon’s angle on the glass being halffull or half-empty?”

Seth nodded. “Yeah, in a way, I guess it is. I’m just saying that I refuse to be blinded by the bad things in life, when those are so few and far between. It’s the good things that are most obvious, most evident, most abundant. And those are what make us able to survive the bad things.”

“Oh, please. You can’t possibly believe that the good in the world outweighs the bad. There’s poverty, hatred, bigotry, terrorism, war—”

“Love, honor, education, beauty, art,” Seth immediately interrupted him.

But Reed wasn’t going to let him get away that easily. “Sickness, death, crime, drugs,” he continued to enumerate.

Seth, however, was no more willing to back down than Reed was. “Music, chocolate, lingerie, prime rib-”

“All right, all right,” Reed surrendered. “Let’s just agree to disagree, okay?”

But Seth shook his head. “No, I don’t agree to do that.”

Reed eyed him in confusion. “You always did before.”

“It’s Christmas,” he repeated unnecessarily. “This is the best time of year to focus on the good things. Frankly, I’m getting really tired of all your pessimism.”

Reed opened his mouth to object, but Seth held up a hand, palm out, to cut him off. “Just hear me out,” he said. “I’m going to make a little wager with you, to prove that I’m right and you’re wrong.”

Now Reed eyed his friend with suspicion. “What are you talking about?”

Seth settled his hands on his hips, staring at his friend with much consideration. “You insist that the bad outweighs the good in people, right?”

Reed nodded. “Didn’t I make that obvious?”

Seth ignored his question and asked instead, “You are of the opinion that man is, by nature, at best, indifferent, right?”

Another nod. “Right.”

“You think the average person is more likely to turn his back on someone in need than to lend that person a helping hand, correct?”

“Correct.”

Seth paused, then crossed his arms over his chest and eyed Reed some more. “I, on the other hand, am convinced that the good outweighs the bad, that people are, by nature, decent folk and that, if given a choice, the average person will be inclined to help out another individual in need.”

“My, what a rebel you are,” Reed responded dryly. “Hang on a second while I alert the media.”

But Seth only ignored him again. “And I’m going to bet you that I’m right and you’re wrong.”

Reed smiled. He loved betting with Seth. Because, invariably, Seth lost. He was a lousy gambler, doubtless because he was such a flagrant optimist. Optimists never came out ahead in wagers. There was no place for hope in the world of chance. But instead of leaping to agree to the other man’s offer, Reed hesitated.

“What’s in it for me, if I win?” he asked. “More important, what’s in it for you, if I lose? And just how the hell are we supposed to settle something like this anyway? It’s all abstract.”

“It’s Christmas,” Seth repeated, more emphatically this time. “That means goodwill toward humankind abounds out there right now. You sure you want to go through with this wager? Things are heavily weighed in my favor.”

“Oh, please,” Reed muttered. “Christmas makes no difference at all. People still hate each other, they’re still willing to take advantage of each other. Now more than ever, I’d bet. There must be no end to the holiday scams that arise this time of year.”

“I say you’re wrong,” Seth insisted. “I predict that within hours of our walking out of this hospital, we’ll witness some act of goodwill that was totally unprovoked.”

Reed narrowed his eyes at his friend. “What do you mean?”

“I mean that you and I—” he punctuated the statement by pointing a finger first at Reed, then at himself “—we’re going to spend the rest of the evening together. And before this evening is through, I’ll bet you that we see someone do something nice for someone else. For no other reason than that it was the right and decent thing to do, because one person cared about what happened to another.”

Reed glanced down at his watch. “There’s less than five hours left to this evening, pal,” he said. “Don’t you think you’re being a little optimistic?”

Seth smiled. “Uh, yeah. That was kind of the point, Reed. It just goes to show you how absolutely certain I am that I’ll win.”

“You’re out of your mind,” Reed assured him. “But I don’t have any problem taking advantage of a crazy man. As long as the prize is right. What do I win at the end of this evening, when you realize what a sap you’ve set yourself up to be?”

Now Seth’s smile turned predatory. “If you win—which, it goes without saying, you won’t—I’ll spring for an allexpenses-paid golf holiday in Scotland next summer. For two. You and me. Won’t cost you a dime.”

Reed thought about that for a minute. “Throw in a bottle of The MacCallan, and you’re on.”

“You got it,” Seth agreed readily. “But if I win,” he hastily continued, before Reed had a chance to start feeling cocky, “then I get something of equal value in return.”

“You want me to pay for a trip to Scotland for two? I can do—”

“No,” Seth told him. “What I want in return is for Dr. Scrooge to perform an act of humanity, of goodwill, himself. A gesture of complete selflessness and kindness.”

“What?” Reed exclaimed.

“If I win,” Seth said, “then you have to do something nice for somebody.”

Reed threw his friend a look that he knew must be ripe with suspicion. Because suspicious was exactly how he was feeling at the moment. “I have to do something nice for someone? That’s all?”

Seth barked out a laugh this time. “That’s all?” he echoed incredulously. “Listen to you. You act like it won’t cost you anything to perform an act of selfless kindness for someone.”

Reed’s suspicion compounded at the statement. “It won’t,” he told the other man.

Seth smiled, a smile that was knowing, confident and a bit sad. “Then how come you’ve never done something nice for anyone before?” he asked softly.

Reed opened his mouth to reply but realized, much to his dismay, that he had no idea what to say. He hadn’t ever done anything nice for anyone before, he thought. Had he? He tried to remember. But he honestly couldn’t come up with a single incident where he had committed an act of selfless, unprovoked, unpremeditated. niceness.

It wasn’t that he had anything against gestures of goodwill, he tried to assure himself. He just didn’t trust them. And he wasn’t a bad man. He was just a…a thoughtless man? An uncaring man? No, surely not, he told himself. He was thoughtful. He was caring. He thought and cared about…stuff. Sure, he did. It had just never occurred to him to.what was it that bumper sticker said? Commit Acts of Random Kindness and Senseless Beauty? But the reason for that was simply because he wasn’t one much for bumper-sticker philosophy, that was all.

Wasn’t it?

“I…” he began. But no more words were forthcoming.

“You what?” Seth cajoled.

“I…” Reed tried again.

“What?”

“I…I accept your wager,” he finally finished lamely. “If I lose-which I won’t,” he hastened to add, “I’ll even throw in a bottle of The MacCallan.”

Seth nodded, and Reed got the feeling the other man knew something he didn’t know himself. But all he said was, “Good. Then let’s eat.”