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The week went fast for Alex. They were extremely busy at work, and it felt as if he’d no sooner had lunch than it would be time to punch out.

After work, he always ran his five miles in Jansen Park. He kept hoping he’d see P.J. there since Chick Fogarty had told them she was in management meetings in Seattle this week. But she didn’t come to the park, or if she did, she came earlier or later than he did.

Because he was curious, he gave Gray a call and found out the meetings would be over by noon on Thursday. While he had Gray on the phone, he asked him how his bride hunt was going. As always, Gray was noncommittal.

“What about you?” he asked.

“I’m working on it,” Alex said.

After they’d hung up, Alex wondered if P.J. would be back to work on Friday. He hoped so. Now that he’d decided Miss Paige Jeffers Kinkaid was the perfect candidate for his bride hunt, he was determined to make some forward progress in his campaign to win her.

On Friday morning, as he entered the quad, the first person he saw was P.J. sitting at her desk. She looked up when she heard his footsteps. “Good morning.”

“Good morning,” he said, smiling down at her. She looked great in a short-sleeved sweater the same blue as her eyes. It hugged her breasts and Alex couldn’t help noticing the faint outline of her bra. “How were your meetings?”

She shrugged, not meeting his gaze. “Fine.”

Alex started to say something else, but she’d already turned her attention back to her computer.

Alex frowned as he walked away. She certainly wasn’t very friendly this morning. He wondered if something was wrong. And if so, if it had to do with him. Could she have found out who he was? But he didn’t have time to think about her for long because only minutes later the morning orders began pouring in.

Again, the day went by fast. He barely saw P.J. When he passed her desk, she always seemed to be somewhere else, and she wasn’t around at lunchtime, either. And when he did see her, she never stopped to talk, not even for a few minutes. By the end of the day, he had the distinct feeling she was purposely avoiding him.

When Rick asked if he was planning to go to Jake’s after work, Alex said yes. He hoped P.J. would be there, too. If she was, he was going to make it his business to talk to her.

She was still at her desk when he and Rick left, and Alex was glad when Rick said, “Hey, boss, you goin’ to Jake’s?”

She looked up. Her gaze met Alex’s for an instant before resting on Rick. After hesitating a moment, she shrugged. “I don’t know.”

“Ah, c’mon, boss,” Rick cajoled. “Do you good to go. You’ve been uptight all day. Those meetings must’ve done you in. We’ll see you there, okay?”

Alex wondered if she’d show up. He’d almost given up after an hour went by and she didn’t appear. And then suddenly, there she was. She looked tired, not her usual lively self at all. Something must be wrong. Maybe whatever it was had nothing to do with Alex at all. Maybe the week had just been a rough one for her. He wished there was an empty chair near where he was sitting, but even though he’d tried to sit at the far end of the table where there was room for a few more, Rick wouldn’t hear of it and had insisted Alex come and join him and Wayne and Jim, who were all sitting together.

The good thing was, Carrie Wancheck wasn’t there. In fact, the only female to join the group that night was Ruby.

P.J. walked over to the bar, got herself a beer, then sat at the far end where Alex had initially wanted to sit, too.

Damn. She hadn’t even acknowledged his presence, just gave a nod and general “hello” to everyone. Soon she was engaged in a conversation with Buddy Willis, one of the pickers from Quad A. Alex might have been worried at the intimate way they were talking, but Buddy couldn’t have been more than twenty, way too young for P.J. After a few minutes, Ruby drifted down to that end of the table and joined them.

Rick nudgedAlex. “Ruby’s got the hots for Buddy.”

Alex smiled. “What about him?”

Rick grinned. “I think he’s into her, too.”

About six, Rick said he had to go. Soon after that, the other married men left one by one. By six-thirty, only Alex, two of the dock workers, Buddy, Ruby and P.J. were left and finally Alex was close enough to P.J. to actually talk to her.

“While you were gone we had a really busy week,” he said.

“I noticed.”

“We missed you, though.” He nudged Ruby. “Didn’t we?”

Ruby grinned. “You might have. I didn’t.”

P.J. laughed. “Ruby tells it like it is.”

“No, seriously, boss, we did miss you,” Ruby said. “Things never go as smooth when you’re not there.”

“You don’t have to flatter me,” P.J. said. “I’m planning to give you a raise.”

Ruby squealed. “Really?”

By now the two dock workers had decided they were ready to eat and waved the waitress over. Alex waited to see if P.J. was going to order, saw that she was, and placed his own order for a cheeseburger and fries.

After the waitress left to turn in the food orders, the two dock workers got up to play a game of darts. Alex wished Ruby and Buddy would find something to do so he could have P.J. to himself, but they sat there and dominated the conversation, which now centered on video games. At one point when they were arguing the merits of two different war-type games, Alex caught P.J.’s eye and he could see she was as bored as he was. He winked, and for the first time that day, he got a smile.

Once the food came, and the two dock workers returned to the table, the talk turned to the less-than-stellar season the Mariners were having.

“Damn games are too expensive,” one of the dock workers grumbled. “Pretty soon only rich people will be able to afford big-league sports.”

Alex felt a guilty pang at the thought of the HuntCom sky box. He could go to a game any time he wished and sit in comfort, yet he rarely went. He made a mental note that when this charade of his was over, he would invite some of his co-workers from the distribution center to a game or two.

After they’d eaten, the dock workers got up to play another game of darts and Ruby and Buddy decided to have a game of pool.

“Well,” P.J. said after they’d left the table, “I really should be going.”

“Me, too,” Alex said, although he had no reason to leave. But if she was going, he also had no reason to stay.

They paid their tabs, said goodbye to the others, and walked outside together. The late September evening had already cooled considerably, and P.J. shivered. Alex wished he’d worn a jacket. He’d have given it to her.

“Where’s your car?” he asked.

She pointed to far end of the parking lot.

“I’ll walk down there with you,” he said.

“It’s not necessary—” she began.

“I know, but I’ll come anyway.”

When they reached the car, she went to the driver’s side, pausing before inserting her key. “Have a good weekend.”

Alex didn’t intend to let another weekend go by without asking her out. “Wait, P.J.,” he said as she started to unlock the door.

She looked up. It wasn’t completely dark yet, and in the half light of dusk, it was hard to read her expression.

“I was wondering…if you’re not busy tomorrow night…would you like to have dinner with me?”

“I…” She licked her lips. “Thank you, but I don’t think so.”

Alex had not expected her to say no. For a moment, he stood there awkwardly. Faint sounds of music came from inside Jake’s, and somewhere nearby a car backfired.

“Look, Alex, I really like you, and I’m flattered you asked, but I just don’t think it’s a good idea to date someone who works for me.”

Damn. He hadn’t even thought of that. She was right. In normal circumstances, it wasn’t a good idea. Of course, their circumstances were far from normal. The fact that he wasn’t who he was pretending to be was something she couldn’t know. And she certainly had no idea he knew her real background.

“I hope you understand,” she said.

What could he say? “Sure, I understand.”

How was he going to get around this obstacle? he wondered. Maybe he couldn’t. Maybe he’d have to find someone else to fulfill Harry’s challenge. But dammit, he didn’t want to.

When P.J. got into her car, Alex waved and walked toward his truck. He was just unlocking it when he heard the whine of her starter. The sound was unmistakable. Her car wouldn’t start.

Hurriedly, he got into his truck, started it and drove down to where she still sat futilely trying to get the Miata’s engine to catch.

He set the brake, then climbed out of the truck and walked to her side of the car. She lowered the window.

“I’ll give you a jump,” he said.

“You have cables with you?”

“Yep. I was a Boy Scout.”

“Be prepared,” she said, smiling.

Her car started on the first try.

“Let it run a few minutes. Then I’ll take the cables off,” he said. Once he was sure her car wasn’t going to die on her, he unhooked the cables and lowered her hood. “I’ll follow you home, make sure you get there okay.”

“Oh, Alex, that’s totally unnecessary,” she said. “I’ll be fine.”

“I’ll follow you.” His tone left no room for argument.

“All right. Thank you.”

She lived fairly close toAlex’s apartment complex. When they reached her building she put her window down and when he pulled up next to her said, “Would you like to come in for coffee or a glass of wine?”

“Sounds good.” Which was an understatement.

“You can park in one of the visitor slots in front,” she said. “I’m going to go park in back. My unit is 112.”

Alex parked the truck, found unit 112, which was located at the far end, and sat on the low stone wall bordering the front walkway. He wondered why she had invited him to come in. He’d have thought after refusing his invitation to go out with him, she would simply have thanked him and said goodnight.

A few minutes later, her front door opened. She smiled, standing back to let him in. When she closed the door, she leaned back against it, and their eyes met. For a long moment, their gazes held. Without conscious thought, Alex reached for her. There was no hesitation on her part. As if she, too, knew there was no use fighting what they both were feeling, she simply stepped into his arms and raised her lips to meet his.

P.J.’s head spun as the kiss went on and on. Part of her, the tiny part that was still capable of rational thought, was shouting, What are you doing? This is madness! But the rest of her, oh, the rest of her, was reveling in the thrilling sensations flooding her body. Desire, something she hadn’t felt in a long time, ignited every inch of her flesh.

One kiss became two, two became three. Soon kissing wasn’t enough. She wanted more.

And more.

When Alex’s hands slid under her sweater she shivered. When they found her breasts, she moaned. When he unhooked her bra, she never said stop. When he raised her sweater to get it off, she finished the job herself.

Then she reached for his belt buckle. The only sounds in the room were the ticking of the grandfather clock that had belonged to her grandmother Marjorie, the muted hum of traffic from the highway nearby, and their frenzied lovemaking.

They never even made it to the bedroom, which was both a good and a bad thing. The good thing was she stopped thinking and just let delicious sensation take over. The bad thing was she stopped thinking and just let delicious sensation take over. It had been a long time since she’d felt this way.

Maybe she’d never felt this way.

Later, she never remembered exactly what happened. She only knew that her clothes ended up scattered over the floor along with his, that they didn’t even seek the relative comfort of the couch but fell to the carpet.

Alex touched her and kissed her, finding every hidden place that yearned to be touched and kissed. And just at the point where P.J. thought she could stand it no longer, he thrust into her, pushing deep and hard, then deeper still. She reveled in the heat of him and cried out again and again as she crescendoed to a climax, and seconds later, he buried his face in her neck and muffled his own cry as he shuddered with his own release.

Afterwards, they lay twined together as their hearts gradually slowed.

It was only then that sanity returned.

P.J. sat up. Spying her sweater she grabbed it and put it on. She didn’t look at Alex. Couldn’t. What must he think of her? She’d been wanton tonight.

“P.J.” he said softly. He caressed her arm. “You’re not sorry, are you?”

Oh, God.

“Because I’m not.”

Of course not. You’re a man. You have nothing to lose.

“I’m…only sorry about not having a condom. Truth is, I never even thought about a condom. I didn’t think about anything…except you.” Taking her hand, he turned it palm up and kissed it.

P.J. shivered and finally turned to look at him. Her heart thudded as their gazes met. She forced herself to keep her eyes trained on his face instead of sweeping down his magnificent body.

And it was magnificent.

Alex Noble was one of the finest male specimens she’d ever seen. Just thinking about how fine he was made her want him all over again.

“Don’t worry,” she forced herself to say in as normal a voice as possible. “I’m on birth control pills.” The moment the lie was out of her mouth, she was sorry she’d said it. But what should she have said? Don’t worry, Alex. I probably couldn’t get pregnant if I tried, because my insides are totally screwed up. So you’re safe.

Sure, the doctors had said there was a slim—very slim—chance she might be able to conceive, but they hadn’t held out much hope. In fact, the last specialist she’d seen had said in all honesty he would put her chances at about ten percent, if that. And the older she got, the slimmer that percentage became.

At any rate, she had no intention of discussing her health issues with Alex…or any man, for that matter. After all, it wasn’t as if he’d asked her to marry him. All they’d done was have great sex.

You just keep telling yourself that, P.J.

“That’s good,” Alex said. “But I wanted you to know that I believe in safe sex.”

Hell’s bells, she hadn’t even thought of that. Of course not. You weren’t thinking, period.

Seeing the look on her face, he said, “I’m clean. I promise you. You’re in no danger.”

She nodded.

“I wish you’d say something.” Leaning over, he kissed her cheek, then nuzzled her ear.

Oh, God. If she didn’t get up and away from him, she’d succumb again, she knew she would. She could already feel herself weakening. “What do you want me to say?” Even her voice sounded weak. What in the world was wrong with her? She never let a man get the upper hand. But here she was acting like some kid with her first big crush instead of a thirty-year-old, experienced, fully independent woman who should know better.

“Say you’ll go out with me tomorrow night,” he said softly. His hand inched up under her sweater again, finding her bare breasts. When his thumb rubbed the nub of the one closest to him, P.J. fought with herself for all of about three seconds, then relaxed into him and turned her face for his kiss.

A long time later…a very long time later…after the most satisfying and wonderful sex P.J. could ever have imagined, she finally lay sated and resigned to her fate. She knew what she was doing was crazy and stupid. She knew one of these days she’d be very sorry and probably have to pay a price for her lapse in judgment. But at that moment, she really didn’t care.

“So what do you say? Is it a date?” Alex asked lazily.

“Yes,” P.J. said. She could feel his smile, even though she didn’t look at him.

“I’ll pick you up at seven.”

“Okay.”

“And P.J.?”

Sighing, she finally turned her head to meet his eyes.

He smiled. “Wear something sexy. You do own a dress?”

For just a second, P.J. bristled. Then she grinned. “I’ve got a dress that’ll knock your socks off.”

“I can hardly wait.”

Alex whistled all the way home.

P.J. was incredible. Somehow he’d suspected she would be. But suspecting and actually experiencing how incredible were two distinctly different things.

He smiled, remembering.

Yes. P.J. Kinkaid, alias Paige Jeffers Kinkaid, heiress to a fortune, who obviously believed in working for a living, was the perfect candidate for his Cinderella. Beautiful, smart, sexy, generous, kind and passionate.

What more could he want?

Courtney gave P.J. a quizzical smile. “Okay, spill. What’s going on?”

At P.J.’s request, the sisters had met for coffee at a Starbucks near where Courtney lived.

P.J. drank some of her latte before answering. “Remember the new guy who came to work for me? The one I told you about when we had dinner together three weeks ago?”

Courtney grinned and broke off a piece of her muffin. “I knew this had to be about a man.”

P.J. blew out a breath. “I don’t know what to do.”

“About what? Has he asked you out?”

“Yes, but that’s not it.”

Courtney stared at her. Lowering her voice, she said, “Uh-oh. You’ve done it, haven’t you?”

P.J. didn’t even pretend not to understand. Glumly, she nodded.

“What’s wrong? Was it awful?”

“No, just the opposite, in fact. It…it was fantastic.”

Courtney sighed and ate some of her muffin. “You lucky dog. Tell me everything.”

So P.J. did, starting with how she’d tried to ignore Alex and ending with how they’d had sex. Twice. “On the floor, no less!” she said in a fierce whisper.

Courtney sighed again. “Sounds absolutely wonderful to me.” Her voice was wistful. “I can remember when Brad and I used to have unplanned, sweaty and wonderful sex. That was sans kids, of course.”

Sans kids. I’ll always be sans kids. For some reason, the thought hurt. Really hurt. That surprised P.J. She’d thought she was long past the pain of knowing she would probably never have a child of her own.

“So what now? Are you in love with him?” Courtney asked eagerly.

“I don’t know how I feel. I’m certainly in lust with him.”

“Well, that’s a good start. Are you seeing him again?”

P.J. nodded. “Tonight.”

“Is he taking you out or are you just going to cut to the chase?”

“We’re having dinner together. But I was halfway thinking I should call him and cancel.”

“What? Why?”

“For all the reasons I gave you before. Number one, this relationship can’t go anywhere. And number two, he works for me.”

“Wait a minute…why can’t it go anywhere?”

“You know why…marriage is not for me.”

“So? You can just live together. And as far as the job thing goes, find another job. Jobs are a dime a dozen. But trust me on this, Paige. Great guys are hard to find. No, not hard. Impossible!”

P.J. stared at her sister as though she’d lost her mind. “Quit my job?”

“I would. Shoot, P.J., if you’ve found someone special and he could be ‘the one’ what’s a job compared to that? Besides, you and I both know you don’t need to work.” She finished off the last bite of her muffin and wiped her mouth with her napkin.

“I like working.”

“Okay, fine. You like working. But it doesn’t have to be there, does it? Dad can set you up with any kind of job you want.”

“I don’t want any favors from Dad.”

Courtney rolled her eyes. “You are the most stubborn person I’ve ever known. Dad would love to have you working for him.”

P.J. was sure her sister was right. But she’d put in more than seven years at HuntCom. She was respected there, not for being the daughter of the owner as she would be at one of her father’s facilities, but for her intelligence and hard work. She didn’t want to leave HuntCom. “There’s something else…” she finally said.

“What?”

“I don’t really know anything about Alex.”

“Like what?”

“Well…he obviously comes from a classy back ground. So why is he working a blue-collar job? He’s got to be hiding something.”

“Paige, listen to you. You’re hiding something.”

P.J. frowned. “I know, but I have a damned good reason. I don’t want to be treated differently than my coworkers, and they would treat me differently if they knew about the Kincaid money.”

“So? Maybe he has a damned good reason, too.”

“What if he’s hiding something bad?”

“Like what?” Courtney said again.

“I don’t know. I just—” She broke off. “Something doesn’t seem quite right with him.”

“Have you asked him why he’s working there?”

“Yes.”

“What did he say?”

“He admitted he’d gone to college but didn’t like the business world.”

“P.J., this guy sounds perfect. In fact, he sounds just like you!”

P.J. made a face. “I’m not sure he told me the truth.”

“But…what other reason could he have for doing the kind of work he’s doing?”

“He could be a spy.”

“A spy!”

“Yeah, a spy. Corporate spies exist, you know.”

“Do you really think that?”

“I don’t know.” The truth was, P.J. didn’t know what she thought. “I Googled him, you know.”

Courtney smiled. “And?”

“Nothing. Well, there were Alex Nobles, but none that matched him.”

“That doesn’t mean anything.”

“I know, but still…”

“You want to know what I think?”

P.J. nodded.

“I think you’re scared.”

P.J. wanted to deny this, but she had a sinking feeling her sister was right. The truth was, Alex was dangerous to her well-being. It was as if he’d gotten into her brain and rewired it or something. Hadn’t last night proven that? Just being near him had messed with her mind to the extent she’d behaved in a way she’d never have imagined herself doing.

Courtney drained her latte and stood up. “I’ve got to go. But I have one last thing to say. If you push Alex away because you’re scared, then you’re not the woman I thought you were.”

And with that, she blew P.J. a kiss, and walked out of the coffee shop.