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My Cousin Called Those Redbone Girls ‘Milli Vanillies’

the milli vanillies are the shorties i learned to fight. the ones that jumped me at rainey. the ones that taught me to juke. the ones that took me to markham. put me on with they ex. fought me after. fucked my mans. who mans still text me. the ones i go to clinics with. watch baby boy with. the ones who lie for love. lie for a bed. lie for a meal. the ones who lye. who screenshot. subtweet. call private. the ones who leave they momma crib. the ones who moms don’t have a crib. the ones who find a mom in other’s. who open everybody fridge. who need the wifi code. who take the hoodies. who never give them back. the ones determined to take. the ones looking for whatever was taken from them. who carry vaseline like a baby. gives theirs like a closed fist. the ones hacking his page. the ones who use windows as shadows. run away from theirs. used as ground. in search of a foundation. build their church in the home of whatever body they have left. the prey of another man’s prayer. the ones that found their god. the ones who hopes he comes home. the ones unsure of what he’s coming home too. the ones unsure of which house he will go to. the ones who know. the lie. the ones who know. the truth. the ones who are lying to

themselves

like me.