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It all happened in a flash, so fast I hardly noticed. I had made my professional debut. My first minutes as an Atlético Madrid player shot by on a warm spring morning in May. At the age of seventeen years, two months and seven days, my dream became a reality.

Almost seven years after that trial at Parque de las Cruces, I took my first steps as a player at the Vicente Calderón, running on to play the final 26 minutes of Atlético versus Leganés in the Second Division—the division we had been relegated to the previous summer and the division we were trying to escape in the final, frantic weeks of the 2000-01 season.

After the emotion of pulling on that red and white shirt with the No. 35 on the back, I showered, put my Atlético tracksuit back on and gave my first ever press conference in the press room under the stand at the Calderón. My head still in the clouds, I left the stadium. Alone, I strolled out of gate 6 and looked around for my dad standing amongst the fans who always waited by the players’ entrance. It was about 3pm and my stomach was rumbling: I was starving. A few metres away, my parents and my brother and sister were waiting for me by the car. Together we went to eat at a restaurant in a shopping centre in the south of the city, not far from Fuenlabrada where we lived. A family lunch full of hope—what better way to celebrate my debut? I look back on it now and I see myself eating, relaxed, still wearing my Atlético tracksuit. I had just walked away from the Calderón having played my first ever game but I remember the tranquillity, the calmness of it all.

No one recognised me. I wasn’t the fans’ favourite; I was just another anonymous kid from the youth team hoping that one day I could make it at Atlético.

It was a quiet Sunday afternoon: phone on silent, a siesta and an evening stroll with the same kids from the neighbourhood as always. The same park, the same people, and the same scenery brought me back down to earth. I had been floating since I had taken a call from Paulo Futre; the Portuguese playmaker, who’d been at Porto, Atlético Madrid, Benfica and Milan, had been our sporting director for the previous six months. It was his job to get us back into the First Division. Futre, who spoke a mix of Portuguese and Spanish every bit as quick as he had been on the pitch, phoned me one Monday to explain what the club’s plans were for the 2002-03 season. Promotion was on the horizon and Paulo explained that on Wednesday he wanted me to start training with the first team to gain experience for the future. He also wanted me to join the first team for pre-season training during the summer and then return to the B team to play in Spain’s Second Division B.

At first I wasn’t keen on the idea. I had gone three successive summers without a break and I was already looking forward to the following week, when I was due to go to Galicia and spend a few days with my grandparents and then head to the beach

with my friends. The day after the conversation with Paulo, the first team had the day off and I was unable to relax. Eventually, the time passed and the big day arrived.

My dad accompanied me to Atlético’s training ground in Majadahonda, fifteen kilometres north-west of Madrid—not least because I wasn’t yet old enough to drive. I was nervous as I headed towards the first team dressing room, going down the stairs with my head bowed and in silence. It was still early but it was already hot. Just as I was about to go into the dressing room I saw Fernando, a goalkeeper from the same youth team as me. He had been called up to join in the session led by Carlos García Cantarero, the coach who had been in charge of the first team for the previous four weeks. Having seen ‘Ferdy’, I felt a little more relaxed as we walked slowly, cautiously, into that dressing room. Ramón, one of the kit men, was there to greet us. ‘Come on, lads,’ he said, ‘this is Atléti!’ We didn’t know what to do or where to go, so he showed us where to change and gave us the kit. There was still an hour to go before the session started.

I began my first-ever training session with the Atlético first team nervously and barely said a word. We were preparing for the weekend’s game against Leganés and as I looked around I saw Kiko Narváez, my boyhood idol and the man I had always tried to emulate, and a host of other familiar faces: Toni Muñoz, Juanma López, Santi Denia, and Roberto Fresnedoso, all of whom had been part of the double winning side, and Carlos Aguilera, one of the club’s historic greats. I glanced nervously at them all. The coach welcomed me and so did the club captains, Muñoz, López and Kiko. Then I trained, a novice determined to take my chance. Once it was over and I was back in the dressing room, I felt more relaxed. It helped that José Juan Luque, Iván Amaya and Sergio Sanchez—who, like me, were represented by Bahía Internacional—never left me alone for a second. They kept an eye out for me and the jokes flying round helped me to settle too. Then came the good news when Cantarero said: ‘Come back tomorrow.’

Things moved so fast that I hardly had time to do anything, not even to think about what was happening. I hadn’t stopped since Spain had won the Under-16 European Championships in England. The week after that, Iñaki Sáez called me up to the Spanish Under 19s to play against Portugal for the second leg following a 1-1 draw in the first match. I scored and so did Oscar González, who currently plays for

Olympiakos in Greece, and we won 2-0. We travelled back to Spain but I hardly had time to unpack before I was off again, this time to Seville with the Atlético youth team for the Copa de España. And that was immediately followed by the call from Futre…All that in barely two weeks. And then my name was on the list for the first-team squad; two amazing weeks might even end with me playing at the Vicente Calderón.

After four training sessions, García Cantarero included me in the squad to face Leganés. When the final session finished Antonio Llarandi, one of the kit men, asked me if I wanted a lift home with him as we both lived in Fuenlabrada, which really helped. It made it easier for me when it came to joining up with the rest of the squad in our pre match hotel and of course it allowed my dad to have a day off from driving me everywhere. And so I arrived at the Calderón with Antonio, from where the team bus took us to the city centre hotel where we spent the night—the night before my debut.

My mind went back a fortnight to when the Atlético fans had paid homage to Sergio Torres and me for having been part of the Spain squad that became European Under-16 champions in Sheffield. We had been invited to take the honorary kick off at the Calderón for Atléti’s match with Sevilla before watching the game from the stands. That was only recently but already it felt like it belonged to the past. My debut with the first team was drawing closer.

Atlético’s club delegate Carlos Peña put me in a room with David Cubillo, another youth teamer making his way. ‘Cubi’ had made his debut that season in the first few months of the campaign. He was the perfect room-mate: someone who had gone through the same process that I was now going through. And yet, incredible though it may seem, I was relaxed and far from nervous. I didn’t feel the weight of responsibility upon me; that was the captain’s duty, not mine. I also knew that I would be sitting on the bench. And even the kick off time helped: I was used to playing at midday. It was a miracle to be there amongst the chosen ones but I was fairly relaxed and, believe it or not, I slept like a log. It was a reward for me to even be there, so there were no nerves and no anxiety to keep me awake. Nothing worried me.

I took my seat in the dugout and the fans gave me my first round of applause as an Atlético player. I felt like one of them, only I was wearing my kit. Another Atlético from the youth team, another kid coming through—just as Cubillo, López, Zagínos and Carlos Aguilera had done that very season. It sounded good to me. The fans had given me the thumbs up. In the meantime, the game went on around me: 0-0 at half-time. At the start of the second half, Cantarero sent me to warm up. As I ran along the touchline, the fans gave me another warm ovation, even bigger this time than before the match. As I stretched, Atléti piled forward but couldn’t get the goal. Ten minutes passed and the coach called me over; it was time to go on. But just as I was getting ready Luque scored to make it 1-0 and the coach changed his mind and sent me back along the touchline to continue the warm up.

As I headed along the touchline towards the south end, the fans were celebrating the goal but that didn’t stop one or two of them having a go at the coach for taking so long to send me on. A few minutes later—I’m not sure how many it actually was but it felt like an age—he called me over again. This time there was no turning back. This time I really was going on. I was about to make my bow as an Atlético Madrid player.

But there was no time for me to gaze around and think or for aimless daydreaming. I soon discovered that the pace and intensity of first team football was far greater than anything I had been used to with the youth team. I called for the ball, I showed for it, but my team mates didn’t find me. Not, that is, until Juan Gómez made a twenty yard run and played it in to me. It was my first touch. I didn’t get very involved in the game because I was an unknown, even for my own team mates. The two most significant moments were when I controlled the ball with my back to goal and won a free-kick, and a lob that went much higher than I had intended. Atlético won 1-0 but I have never really felt part of that victory. Maybe I hadn’t yet got it into my head that I was no longer just another fan.

I was included in the squad for the next match against Albacete six days later, too. It wasn’t a huge surprise. I half expected to be included in the trip to La Mancha in central Spain because the team had picked up a lot of cards against Leganés and there were a number of players suspended. And yet at the same time I half expected to be told I could go off on holiday and switch off, not worry about the first team. The match was another do or die encounter in the battle for promotion. Atlético had won three and drawn one since Cantarero had taken over and there were three weeks left until the end of the season. I started on the bench again and came on in place of Kiko.

Looking back with the benefit of hindsight, it is hugely disappointing that I never got the chance to actually play with my idol. I never set foot on the pitch at the same time as him and never played a single minute alongside him, although at least I can say I shared a dressing room with him and was his team-mate for a short period of time. When I went on there were seventeen minutes left and I was lucky enough to score in front of plenty of rojiblancos: the stands at the Carlos Belmonte stadium in Albacete were packed with Atléti fans. Ivan Amaya’s cross forced me to make a sideways run to throw off the defender and reach the ball. I headed it back across goal, past Valbuena, onto the post and into the net.

The victory gave us a genuine chance of promotion back to the first division with two weeks to go. We were fighting it out with Betis and Tenerife, whose coach was a certain Rafa Benítez. Everything changed for me with that goal. Suddenly, I was the star. I was surrounded by journalists and photographers. I felt like the lead role in a film until one of my team-mates, HernÁndez, rescued me from the pack. The atmosphere in the dressing room was fantastic and Kiko, who had been captain that day, came up to me and handed me the armband. ‘One day you’ll wear it on the pitch,’ he said. ‘Today, you’ve earned the right to wear it off the pitch.’ It’s a memento I will keep forever and one that takes pride of place in my house in Madrid.