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FROM forest paths we turned us, nymphs, new-made,

And, lifting eyes abashed with great desire

Before high Jove, the gift of souls we prayed.

Whereat he said: “O perfect as new leaves

New glossed and veined with blood of perfect days

And stirred to murmured speech in fragrant eves,

“Still ask ye souls? Behold, I give instead

Into each breast a bird with fettered wings,

A bird fast holden with a silken thread:

“To fall from trial of flight with strength swift spent,

To sing of mating and the brooding grass,

To turn thy being earthward to content.”

Within me sudden wrath and terror strove,

And, casting forth his gift I cried aloud:

“I pray thee for a soul in truth, great Jove!”

Then smiled he slowly, lifting to my look

A fabric where the rippled lustre played

And shifted like the humor of a brook —

All prism-hued, as upward eyes may see

The sun through dazzled lashes. Straight I cried:

“I know not this!” “Thy soul,” he answered me.

But when my joy had seized it, “Nay,” he said,

And cast it gleaming to the scattering wind —

Hues green and golden, blue and fervent red.

Within his hand the brightest shred of all —

The very heart and secret of the web —

That held he fast and loosed he not at all;

But to me said: “O thou who scorned the dole

That gave thee peace of days and long content,

Do now my will. Go forth and find thy soul.”

To earth we went, nor knew I from that hour

My sister’s joy or pain; but on great morns

When low light slept above a world in flower,

Through drowsing noons where heat and color lie

In ever wavering tides of airy seas,

Winged by the darting ships of dragon-flies —

Through these and twilight peace I went, and rid

My steps of comrades. Lonely must I find

The silent places where my soul was hid.

In sheltered ways with summer showers sweet

I wandered on a day, and singing found

The very green I sought beneath my feet.

In leafing forests when the year was new,

And heaven ribboned in the crossing boughs,

I gathered marvelous strip on strip of blue.

When on a lonely stream the moon was bright,

A Naiad from her treasure plucked me forth

Such gold as bound my web with threads of light.

And red. Ah, love! thou knowest how I came

Unto thy fluting in the breathless eve,

And burned my heart’s pale flower to scarlet flame!..

One morn I found within a drop of dew

My very soul: a crystal world it was

Wherein the varied earth and heaven’s blue

And myself gazing glassed in perfect sphere —

But long above it was my wonder bent,

And lo! it dried more swiftly than a tear.

Now is this truth, O Jove, that I have won

And woven all the shreds thou gav’st the wind?

But how, I pray thee, can my task be done

Unless thou ope thine hand, unless thou loose

The very heart and secret of the web

Where every thread may end and know its use?

Joy hast thou not withheld, nor love denied,

Nor any beauty dimmed on earth or sky,

Yet by thy will I roam unsatisfied.

But couldst thou hear again that earliest plea,

Again my choice would flout the lesser gift,

And willing take this task thou grantest me —

To search the heart and secret of the whole,

To twine the eager hues of varied days,

And to its bright perfection weave a soul.