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                 From my uncle

   In France – the worthy Cardinal of Lorrain?

   "Confide in Mortimer, who brings you this;

   You have no truer, firmer friend in England."

   Can I believe it? Is there no delusion

   To cheat my senses? Do I find a friend

   So near, when I conceived myself abandoned

   By the whole world? And find that friend in you,

   The nephew of my gaoler, whom I thought

   My most inveterate enemy?

                 Oh, pardon,

   My gracious liege, for the detested mask,

   Which it has cost me pain enough to wear;

   Yet through such means alone have I the power

   To see you, and to bring you help and rescue.

   Arise, sir; you astonish me; I cannot

   So suddenly emerge from the abyss

   Of wretchedness to hope: let me conceive

   This happiness, that I may credit it.

   Our time is brief: each moment I expect

   My uncle, whom a hated man attends;

   Hear, then, before his terrible commission

   Surprises you, how heaven prepares your rescue.

   You come in token of its wondrous power.

   Allow me of myself to speak.

                  Say on.

   I scarce, my liege, had numbered twenty years,

   Trained in the path of strictest discipline

   And nursed in deadliest hate to papacy,

   When led by irresistible desire

   For foreign travel, I resolved to leave

   My country and its puritanic faith

   Far, far behind me: soon with rapid speed

   I flew through France, and bent my eager course

   On to the plains of far-famed Italy.

   'Twas then the time of the great jubilee:

   And crowds of palmers filled the public roads;

   Each image was adorned with garlands; 'twas

   As if all human-kind were wandering forth

   In pilgrimage towards the heavenly kingdom.

   The tide of the believing multitude

   Bore me too onward, with resistless force,

   Into the streets of Rome. What was my wonder,

   As the magnificence of stately columns

   Rushed on my sight! the vast triumphal arches,

   The Colosseum's grandeur, with amazement

   Struck my admiring senses; the sublime

   Creative spirit held my soul a prisoner

   In the fair world of wonders it had framed.

   I ne'er had felt the power of art till now.

   The church that reared me hates the charms of sense;

   It tolerates no image, it adores

   But the unseen, the incorporeal word.

   What were my feelings, then, as I approached

   The threshold of the churches, and within,

   Heard heavenly music floating in the air:

   While from the walls and high-wrought roofs there streamed

   Crowds of celestial forms in endless train —

   When the Most High, Most Glorious pervaded

   My captivated sense in real presence!

   And when I saw the great and godlike visions,

   The Salutation, the Nativity,

   The Holy Mother, and the Trinity's

   Descent, the luminous transfiguration

   And last the holy pontiff, clad in all

   The glory of his office, bless the people!

   Oh! what is all the pomp of gold and jewels

   With which the kings of earth adorn themselves!

   He is alone surrounded by the Godhead;

   His mansion is in truth an heavenly kingdom,

   For not of earthly moulding are these forms!

   O spare me, sir! No further. Spread no more

   Life's verdant carpet out before my eyes,

   Remember I am wretched, and a prisoner.

   I was a prisoner, too, my queen; but swift

   My prison-gates flew open, when at once

   My spirit felt its liberty, and hailed

   The smiling dawn of life. I learned to burst

   Each narrow prejudice of education,

   To crown my brow with never-fading wreaths,

   And mix my joy with the rejoicing crowd.

   Full many noble Scots, who saw my zeal,

   Encouraged me, and with the gallant French

   They kindly led me to your princely uncle,

   The Cardinal of Guise. Oh, what a man!

   How firm, how clear, how manly, and how great!

   Born to control the human mind at will!

   The very model of a royal priest;

   A ruler of the church without an equal!

   You've seen him then, – the much loved, honored man,

   Who was the guardian of my tender years!

   Oh, speak of him! Does he remember me?

   Does fortune favor him? And prospers still

   His life? And does he still majestic stand,

   A very rock and pillar of the church?

   The holy man descended from his height,

   And deigned to teach me the important creed

   Of the true church, and dissipate my doubts.

   He showed me how the glimmering light of reason

   Serves but to lead us to eternal error:

   That what the heart is called on to believe

   The eye must see: that he who rules the church

   Must needs be visible; and that the spirit

   Of truth inspired the councils of the fathers.

   How vanished then the fond imaginings

   And weak conceptions of my childish soul

   Before his conquering judgment, and the soft

   Persuasion of his tongue! So I returned

   Back to the bosom of the holy church,

   And at his feet abjured my heresies.

   Then of those happy thousands you are one,

   Whom he, with his celestial eloquence,

   Like the immortal preacher of the mount,

   Has turned and led to everlasting joy!

   The duties of his office called him soon

   To France, and I was sent by him to Rheims,

   Where, by the Jesuits' anxious labor, priests

   Are trained to preach our holy faith in England.

   There, 'mongst the Scots, I found the noble Morgan,

   And your true Lesley, Ross's learned bishop,

   Who pass in France their joyless days of exile.

   I joined with heartfelt zeal these worthy men,

   And fortified my faith. As I one day

   Roamed through the bishop's dwelling, I was struck

   With a fair female portrait; it was full

   Of touching wond'rous charms; with magic might

   It moved my inmost soul, and there I stood

   Speechless, and overmastered by my feelings.

   "Well," cried the bishop, "may you linger thus

   In deep emotion near this lovely face!

   For the most beautiful of womankind,

   Is also matchless in calamity.

   She is a prisoner for our holy faith,

   And in your native land, alas! she suffers."

   Excellent man! All is not lost, indeed,

   While such a friend remains in my misfortunes!

   Then he began, with moving eloquence,

   To paint the sufferings of your martyrdom;

   He showed me then your lofty pedigree,

   And your descent from Tudor's royal house.

   He proved to me that you alone have right

   To reign in England, not this upstart queen,

   The base-born fruit of an adult'rous bed,

   Whom Henry's self rejected as a bastard.

   And taught me to lament you as a victim,

   To honor you as my true queen, whom I,

   Deceived, like thousands of my noble fellows,

   Had ever hated as my country's foe.]

   I would not trust his evidence alone;

   I questioned learned doctors; I consulted

   The most authentic books of heraldry;

   And every man of knowledge whom I asked

   Confirmed to me your claim's validity.

   And now I know that your undoubted right

   To England's throne has been your only wrong,

   This realm is justly yours by heritage,

   In which you innocently pine as prisoner.

   Oh, this unhappy right! – 'tis this alone

   Which is the source of all my sufferings.

   Just at this time the tidings reached my ears

   Of your removal from old Talbot's charge,

   And your committal to my uncle's care.

   It seemed to me that this disposal marked

   The wond'rous, outstretched hand of favoring heaven;

   It seemed to be a loud decree of fate,

   That it had chosen me to rescue you.

   My friends concur with me; the cardinal

   Bestows on me his counsel and his blessing,

   And tutors me in the hard task of feigning.

   The plan in haste digested, I commenced

   My journey homewards, and ten days ago

   On England's shores I landed. Oh, my queen.

   I saw then, not your picture, but yourself —

   Oh, what a treasure do these walls enclose!

   No prison this, but the abode of gods,

   More splendid far than England's royal court.

   Happy, thrice happy he, whose envied lot

   Permits to breathe the selfsame air with you!

   It is a prudent policy in her

   To bury you so deep! All England's youth

   Would rise at once in general mutiny,

   And not a sword lie quiet in its sheath:

   Rebellion would uprear its giant head,

   Through all this peaceful isle, if Britons once

   Beheld their captive queen.

                  'Twere well with her,

   If every Briton saw her with your eyes!

   Were each, like me, a witness of your wrongs,

   Your meekness, and the noble fortitude

   With which you suffer these indignities —

   Would you not then emerge from all these trials

   Like a true queen? Your prison's infamy,

   Hath it despoiled your beauty of its charms?

   You are deprived of all that graces life,

   Yet round you life and light eternal beam.

   Ne'er on this threshold can I set my foot,

   That my poor heart with anguish is not torn,

   Nor ravished with delight at gazing on you.

   Yet fearfully the fatal time draws near,

   And danger hourly growing presses on.

   I can delay no longer – can no more

   Conceal the dreadful news.

                 My sentence then!

   It is pronounced? Speak freely – I can bear it.

   It is pronounced! The two-and-forty judges

   Have given the verdict, "guilty"; and the Houses

   Of Lords and Commons, with the citizens

   Of London, eagerly and urgently

   Demand the execution of the sentence: —

   The queen alone still craftily delays,

   That she may be constrained to yield, but not

   From feelings of humanity or mercy.

   Sir, I am not surprised, nor terrified.

   I have been long prepared for such a message.

   Too well I know my judges. After all

   Their cruel treatment I can well conceive

   They dare not now restore my liberty.

   I know their aim: they mean to keep me here

   In everlasting bondage, and to bury,

   In the sepulchral darkness of my prison,

   My vengeance with me, and my rightful claims.

   Oh, no, my gracious queen; – they stop not there:

   Oppression will not be content to do

   Its work by halves: – as long as e'en you live,

   Distrust and fear will haunt the English queen.

   No dungeon can inter you deep enough;

   Your death alone can make her throne secure.

   Will she then dare, regardless of the shame,

   Lay my crowned head upon the fatal block?

   She will most surely dare it, doubt it not.

   And can she thus roll in the very dust

   Her own, and every monarch's majesty?

   She thinks on nothing now but present danger,

   Nor looks to that which is so far removed.

   And fears she not the dread revenge of France?

   With France she makes an everlasting peace;

   And gives to Anjou's duke her throne and hand.

   Will not the King of Spain rise up in arms?

   She fears not a collected world in arms?

   If with her people she remains at peace.

   Were this a spectacle for British eyes?

   This land, my queen, has, in these latter days,

   Seen many a royal woman from the throne

   Descend and mount the scaffold: – her own mother

   And Catherine Howard trod this fatal path;

   And was not Lady Grey a crowned head?

   No, Mortimer, vain fears have blinded you;

   'Tis but the honest care of your true heart,

   Which conjures up these empty apprehensions.

   It is not, sir, the scaffold that I fear:

   There are so many still and secret means

   By which her majesty of England may

   Set all my claims to rest. Oh, trust me, ere

   An executioner is found for me,

   Assassins will be hired to do their work.

   'Tis that which makes me tremble, Mortimer:

   I never lift the goblet to my lips

   Without an inward shuddering, lest the draught

   May have been mingled by my sister's love.

   No: – neither open or disguised murder

   Shall e'er prevail against you: – fear no more;

   All is prepared; – twelve nobles of the land

   Are my confederates, and have pledged to-day,

   Upon the sacrament, their faith to free you,

   With dauntless arm, from this captivity.

   Count Aubespine, the French ambassador,

   Knows of our plot, and offers his assistance:

   'Tis in his palace that we hold our meetings.

   You make me tremble, sir, but not for joy!

   An evil boding penetrates my heart.

   Know you, then, what you risk? Are you not scared

   By Babington and Tichburn's bloody heads,

   Set up as warnings upon London's bridge?

   Nor by the ruin of those many victims

   Who have, in such attempts, found certain death,

   And only made my chains the heavier?

   Fly hence, deluded, most unhappy youth!

   Fly, if there yet be time for you, before

   That crafty spy, Lord Burleigh, track your schemes,

   And mix his traitors in your secret plots.

   Fly hence: – as yet, success hath never smiled

   On Mary Stuart's champions.

                  I am not scared

   By Babington and Tichburn's bloody heads

   Set up as warnings upon London's bridge;

   Nor by the ruin of those many victims

   Who have, in such attempts, found certain death:

   They also found therein immortal honor,

   And death, in rescuing you, is dearest bliss.

   It is in vain: nor force nor guile can save me: —

   My enemies are watchful, and the power

   Is in their hands. It is not Paulet only

   And his dependent host; all England guards

   My prison gates: Elizabeth's free will

   Alone can open them.

              Expect not that.

   One man alone on earth can open them.

   Oh, let me know his name!

                 Lord Leicester.

                         He!

   The Earl of Leicester! Your most bloody foe,

   The favorite of Elizabeth! through him —

   If I am to be saved at all, 'twill be

   Through him, and him alone. Go to him, sir;

   Freely confide in him: and, as a proof

   You come from me, present this paper to him.

      and hesitates to take it.

   It doth contain my portrait: – take it, sir;

   I've borne it long about me; but your uncle's

   Close watchfulness has cut me off from all

   Communication with him; – you were sent

   By my good angel.

             Oh, my queen! Explain

   This mystery.

           Lord Leicester will resolve it.

   Confide in him, and he'll confide in you.

   Who comes?

         'Tis Paulet; and he brings with him

   A nobleman from court.

               It is Lord Burleigh.

   Collect yourself, my queen, and strive to hear

   The news he brings with equanimity.