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No, I'll not meet him now, for love delights

In the soft pleasures of the secret shade,

And shuns the noise and tumult of the croud.

How tedious are the hours which bring him

To my fond, panting heart! for oh! to those

Who live in expectation of the bliss,

Time slowly creeps, and ev'ry tardy minute

Seems mocking of their wishes. Say, Cleone,

For you beheld the triumph, 'midst his pomp,

Did he not seem to curse the empty show,

The pageant greatness, enemy to love,

Which held him from Evanthe? haste, to tell me,

And feed my gready ear with the fond tale —

Yet, hold – for I shall weary you with questions,

And ne'er be satisfied – Beware, Cleone,

And guard your heart from Love's delusive sweets.

Is Love an ill, that thus you caution me

To shun his pow'r?

The Tyrant, my Cleone,

Despotic rules, and fetters all our thoughts.

Oh! wouldst thou love, then bid adieu to peace,

Then fears will come, and jealousies intrude,

Ravage your bosom, and disturb your quiet,

E'en pleasure to excess will be a pain.

Once I was free, then my exulting heart

Was like a bird that hops from spray to spray,

And all was innocence and mirth; but, lo!

The Fowler came, and by his arts decoy'd,

And soon the Wanton cag'd. Twice fifteen times

Has Cynthia dipt her horns in beams of light,

Twice fifteen times has wasted all her brightness,

Since first I knew to love; 'twas on that day

When curs'd Vonones fell upon the plain,

The lovely Victor doubly conquer'd me.

Forgive my boldness, Madam, if I ask

What chance first gave you to Vonones' pow'r?

Curiosity thou know'st is of our sex.

That is a task will wake me to new sorrows,

Yet thou attend, and I will tell thee all.

Arabia gave me birth, my father held

Great Offices at Court, and was reputed

Brave, wise and loyal, by his Prince belov'd.

Oft has he led his conqu'ring troops, and forc'd

From frowning victory her awful honours.

In infancy I was his only treasure,

On me he wasted all his store of fondness.

Oh! I could tell thee of his wond'rous goodness,

His more than father's love and tenderness.

But thou wouldst jeer, and say the tale was trifling;

So did he dote upon me, for in childhood

My infant charms, and artless innocence

Blest his fond age, and won on ev'ry heart.

But, oh! from this sprung ev'ry future ill,

This fatal beauty was the source of all.

'Tis often so, for beauty is a flow'r

That tempts the hand to pluck it.

Full three times

Has scorching summer fled from cold winter's

Ruthless blasts, as oft again has spring

In sprightly youth drest nature in her beauties,

Since bathing in Niphates'5 silver stream,

Attended only by one fav'rite maid;

As we were sporting on the wanton waves,

Swift from the wood a troop of horsemen rush'd,

Rudely they seiz'd, and bore me trembling off,

In vain Edessa with her shrieks assail'd

The heav'ns, for heav'n was deaf to both our pray'rs.

The wretch whose insolent embrace confin'd me

(Like thunder bursting on the guilty soul),

With curs'd Vonones' voice pour'd in my ears

A hateful tale of love; for he it seems

Had seen me at Arabia's royal court,

And took those means to force me to his arms.

Perhaps you may gain something from the Captives

Of your lost Parents.

This I meant to try,

Soon as the night hides Nature in her darkness,

Veil'd in the gloom we'll steal into their prison.

But, oh! perhaps e'en now my aged Sire

May 'mongst the slain lie welt'ring on the field,

Pierc'd like a riddle through with num'rous wounds,

While parting life is quiv'ring on his lips,

He may perhaps be calling on his Evanthe.

Yes, ye great Pow'rs who boast the name of mercy,

Ye have deny'd me to his latest moments,

To all the offices of filial duty,

To bind his wounds, and wash them with my tears,

Is this, is this your mercy?

Blame not heav'n,

For heav'n is just and kind; dear Lady, drive

These black ideas from your gentle breast;

Fancy delights to torture the distress'd,

And fill the gloomy scene with shadowy ills,

Summon your reason, and you'll soon have comfort.

Dost thou name comfort to me, my Cleone,

Thou who know'st all my sorrows? plead no more,

'Tis reason tells me I am doubly wretched.

But hark, the music strikes, the rites begin,

And, see, the doors are op'ning.

Let's retire;

My heart is now too full to meet him here,

Fly swift ye hours, till in his arms I'm prest,

And each intruding care is hush'd to rest.