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The Appalachian Trail
SARAH SALA
In 1988 Claudia Brenner and her girlfriend, Rebecca Wight, planned to hike a section of the remote Appalachian Trail in Pennsylvania. They encountered a stranger who shot both of them, killing Rebecca.
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For a little while, there was a black butterfly with us.
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X later claimed he thought he was deadening
what was deer
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A universe bullet wound creates a cavity that expands and then collapses in the split
atom it takes a summer’s day bullet to blink
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X wept in his cell to learn a lesbian had survived his horrific attack.
See you later, he called at the campground.
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Rebecca, that May afternoon, we wept reclaimed our bodies in the secluded thicket
when you drove your galaxy pelvis across mine
The same look you flashed the day we met
I felt a lifetime drain from Pennsylvania the sphere
in seconds
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What was it made X think since he never found
love
he should X-out someone else’s?
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My dear, Rebecca: you bled out in a forest along with me
our futures
I bound your words up in my chest to a songbird
Get behind the tree. Your direction life-giving.
After the massacre, I covered you in the blue sleeping bag
I never wanted you to feel cold.
every drop
of my damned devotion
hesitation
To leave you there, living.
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Four blazing miles I retraced our trail like a love letter to the highway
scraped over fallen logs warding off the night
my skull smoke escaping the shooter’s lips
a beehive of shock
an engine of surveillance
a white towel plugging my exit wounds
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X’s reckless ammunition designed using calculations and data gathered
from previous testing
perfect for small game .22 barrel action rifle
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ER doctors
threw me up against the periodic table of elements
odds
Rebecca, your parents cremated your remains
before I could touch your hair left intensive care.
After the murder,
the third disappearing act.
“Nature Poem” was first published in Women’s Studies Quarterly (WSQ)
