Читать книгу Gold Mouth - Hannah D. McClendon - Страница 5

My brain has reached its full capacity

my heart follows close behind,

night rain only brings tears

from memories I left behind

The pain I get every time I see

your arm around a different girl,

every time I see your arm

it’s around a different girl

We’re living in different worlds;

I heard you have a different girl

as often as the months change

although my feelings never have

I curse your name during the day

I praise you in my dreams

they come alive;

they seem realer than my reality,

I’m so unprofessional because

I hate how much you don’t need me,

I know you don’t ever think about me

as often I as I think about you,

I’ve been in my feelings lately,

I suppress the stress,

the emotions that flood my mind daily,

Just to fall asleep

having my mind rage with passion,

it’s full of irrational beliefs

I cannot contain myself,

I totally despise myself for still

loving

watching

praying,

believing in you

even though you never believed in me,

I can’t let these feelings of nostalgia go,

I’m afraid of what it’s like to not love you anymore