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L ukas didn’t often visit a patient after admitting, because he didn’t want to interfere with the family docs. Friday morning, however, he’d received a special request from ICU that he could not refuse.

Mr. Franklin Verris had apparently just awakened from his mysterious deep sleep late yesterday evening, and he wanted to meet the doctor who, according to Dr. Robert Simeon, had probably saved his life. Dr. Simeon must be mistaken, and Lukas intended to tell Mr. Verris that.

Mr. Verris looked different in a hospital gown, but someone had been kind enough to bring him his teeth and help him comb his full head of white hair. His skin appeared pink and healthy this morning. Shelly had probably been by to see him already.

“Mr. Verris?” Lukas said quietly as he stepped up to the bed. “I’m Dr. Bower. I saw you in the emergency room Wednesday.”

The man glanced at Lukas, nodded and reached up to take Lukas’s hand in a firm shake. “Call me Frankie. My doctor tells me you kept me from doing something terrible. I thank you.” He looked away. “I don’t…don’t know what got into me.”

Lukas bent closer. “Frankie, did you take too much medication?”

There was a slight pause, then the man nodded, still not looking at Lukas.

“But your prescription bottle was almost full.”

Frankie sighed. “I know. Tuesday evening I was going through the medicine cabinet for the first time since…since my wife died. I came across her bottle of Xanax. She used it sometimes to help her sleep when her arthritis acted up.”

“So you did take hers.” Lukas had noticed that the script was for sixty pills.

“She’d used about half the bottle before she died.” Frankie closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them and looked at Lukas. His eyes were pale gray. It made him seem more vulnerable. “Tuesday was the sixtieth anniversary of our first date. When I saw that bottle, it occurred to me that I enjoyed life with Doris so much more than I enjoy life now, I just wanted to be with her again. I didn’t want to live.” He shrugged. “No reason to. No children or family.”

“I’m sorry you felt that way. You do seem to have some neighbors who care about you a great deal.” Lukas could have kicked himself for not trusting his own instincts. “How do you feel now?”

Frankie considered the question for a moment. “I’ve been thinking about Doris a lot today. When I allow myself to believe, as she insisted, that her spirit still lives, I feel better.” A gentle smile lit his face.

That was it. Lukas realized that the lines of this man’s face held humor. That was another reason why Lukas couldn’t believe he had tried to kill himself when he came into the emergency room the other day.

“Was Mrs. Verris a Christian?” Lukas asked.

“Yes. Oh, I know a lot of people claim to be Christians, then live like the devil, but my wife…my sweet, giving wife…” The man’s eyes filled with tears. “She lived it.” He looked out the window for a moment and waited for his eyes to clear. “How she put up with an old reprobate like me for so long, I don’t know. When the drug started taking effect the other day, it occurred to me that I probably wouldn’t follow her anyway.”

“Why is that?”

“God would kick me out of heaven.”

“He doesn’t kick His own children out. You don’t share your wife’s faith?”

Frankie continued as if he hadn’t heard Lukas. “My wife was the most beautiful woman in the world.” He said it softly, as if he were recalling her face. “She was beautiful inside, as well as outside, and she just grew more beautiful over the years.” His attention returned to Lukas. “I want to thank you for giving me another chance.”

“I’m glad I was here to help.” Lukas paused, then cleared his throat. “There is a way to make sure that you follow Doris when you do leave this earth.”

Frankie shook his head slowly. “I could never be the kind of person Doris was.”

“You don’t have to be. God created you as you are, and He wants you as you are.”

Frankie continued to shake his head.

“Tell me,” Lukas said, “would Doris be silly enough to worship a useless God?”

Frankie glanced sharply at Lukas. “My wife was a very wise lady. She wasn’t silly.”

“Then wouldn’t the God she worshiped at least be able to love you and accept you as generously as she did?”

Frankie watched Lukas for a moment. “You’re a Christian.”

“Yes, I am.”

“You talk just like Doris used to.” His eyes filled with tears again. “Sure do miss her.”

“Then why don’t you start making your travel plans—and not the way you did Wednesday. Why don’t you make sure you can be with her again? Get to know her Savior personally. Then when the time comes, in His time, not yours, He will see to it that you find her. Meanwhile, Frankie, He will be with you here, and He’ll give you peace you never believed you could have…or deserve.”

“What makes you think He’d do that for me?”

“He did it for me, and He keeps forgiving me every time I mess up. I keep asking Him to use me, and He sent you my way at just the right time. He loves you and wants you to join Him.”

More tears filled Frankie’s eyes, and this time he let them fall. “Give me some time to think about it.”

“Okay, Frankie. Meanwhile, I’ll be praying for you.” Lukas laid a hand on the man’s arm and squeezed, then said a silent prayer for him as he walked back to the emergency room.

Beverly was on duty that morning, and she met him as he entered. Stereotypical as it seemed, Beverly had a quick, impulsive temperament to match her flaming red hair. At the moment, the color of her face also matched her hair.

“Dr. Bower, there’s a very obnoxious patient in three who has threatened to sue if I don’t personally escort you to see him now.” She lowered her voice. “His father is Bailey Little.”

At Lukas’s blank expression, she explained, “You know, Bailey Little, the attorney. He’s the president of our hospital’s board of directors.”

“So the son is in the E.R. throwing his father’s weight around?”

“Yes. I know you want to get to that funeral.”

“But you don’t think this one can wait.” All he needed was a difficult patient whom Dr. Camp might refuse to take over when he arrived. It had been hard enough to convince someone to let him off a couple of hours, especially since he wasn’t sure himself why he felt the need to attend the funeral of a stranger.

He glanced at his watch. It was only eight o’clock. If all the ancillary services would cooperate, he could take care of this patient and still make the service.

“Okay, Beverly, what’s his complaint?”

Beverly lowered her voice. “He’s out of his stuff, if you ask me.”

Lukas raised a brow at her. “Drug seeker?”

She nodded, folding her arms across her chest, her thick, red brows drawn together in a disapproving glower.

“Okay, I’ll come willingly. What does he say is the problem?”

“Headache. Again.”

“Again? He’s been in for this before?”

“Yes. At least twice when I was on duty, and I think he’s been here a lot more than that, according to the secretary.”

“Which doctor treated him?”

“Dr. George.”

“And he got the drugs?”

“Dr. George believed his story. Dwayne is a good actor. Besides, Dr. George is good friends with Dwayne’s father. Dwayne even calls him ‘Uncle Jarvis.’”

“Pull Mr. Little’s old chart, will you?”

“Sure thing.” She turned to go, then hesitated and turned back. “I wouldn’t cross this guy, Dr. Bower, not unless you can afford to lose your job. I know I can’t.”

“Thanks for the warning, Beverly.”

She watched him for a moment. “I mean it. I heard about you turning in Dr. George for the needlestick. Bailey Little can get us both in trouble, and I’ve got kids to support.”

Lukas frowned. “You’re not going to get into trouble for doing your job.”

He found the clipboard for room three at the central desk, then added a copy of a special form he had brought with him from KC.

The patient who perched on the doctor’s exam stool in the darkened room didn’t look like a typical drug abuser. Lukas wondered if Beverly had just been irritated by the man’s personality. The young man, in his early to midtwenties, sat cradling his forehead in his hands. He wore a dark brown suit. His hair was short and neat. He looked clean. He glanced up when Lukas entered, then put his head back down and groaned.

“Hello, Mr. Little, I’m Dr. Bower.” Lukas placed the clipboard down on the counter and remained standing. “I hear you have a headache this morning.”

“Yeah, Dr. Bower.” The man continued to rub his forehead. “It’s the worst I’ve ever had.”

“Then you’ve had headaches like this before? Any nausea associated with them? Fever?”

“I’ve had some before, but not as bad as this. I’m puking my guts out.”

Lukas knew from checking the chart that the man’s temperature was normal. “Have you ever seen a doctor for headaches before, Mr. Little? Ever had a CT head scan?”

“Not yet.” The man leaned forward and pulled a card out of his back pocket. “Here. I’m supposed to go see a Dr. Pippin next week in Springfield. He’s a neurologist.”

Lukas took the card and glanced at it. It was a blank appointment card, one anybody could pick up from a front desk of a busy office. Lukas was not impressed.

“What time is your appointment? Maybe I can call for an earlier—”

“I don’t have an appointment yet, okay?” the man snapped. “Look, I’ve had this thing for two days, and it’s getting worse. Are you going to help me, or—”

Beverly rushed into the room. “Dr. Bower, we just put an asthma patient in six who sounds really tight. She’s not panicky or anything, but—”

“I’ll be there.” Lukas reached for the clipboard.

“Hey, hold it a minute!” Little came halfway off his stool. “What about me? I want to know about my headache.”

“Sorry, Mr. Little, I’ll be back,” Lukas soothed. “We have an emergency.” He knew the irony of his words would be lost on this guy.

In exam room six, a woman in her forties sat forward on the bed with her legs dangling over the side. She wore a clear face mask attached by six feet of tubing to an oxygen regulator on the wall at the head of the bed. Lukas saw that her oxygen was running at 12 liters. Good. Beverly knew her stuff. The patient wore a pulse ox gauge on her right forefinger. It looked like a plastic clothespin with a thin cable attached to a small box on the bed.

Lukas glanced over Beverly’s shoulder as she hurriedly took the woman’s vitals. The O2 sat had been 87 percent before the mask. Not good.

He stepped around to the other side of the exam table. “Good morning, Mrs. Knight.”

“Miss. I’m Darlene,” she said between breaths.

“Thank you, Darlene. I’m Dr. Bower. I’m going to listen to your lungs to get a better idea about what’s going on.” He pressed his stethoscope against her back and heard a soft, musical wheeze, both inspiratory and expiratory. She was moving very little air.

He straightened. “Beverly, do you have the vitals yet?”

“Yes, Doctor. BP 130 over 90, heart rate 120, respiration 36, temp 100.6.”

“Okay, thank you.” He gave orders for IV treatment and reassured Darlene. While Beverly carried out the orders, he went to the desk and ordered a stat respiratory therapy, blood tests and a chest X-ray.

Beverly had the IV established and was pushing the Solu-Medrol when he returned.

He glanced at the chart. “Darlene, we’ll have someone here in a few minutes to give you a breathing treatment. It’s going to help.”

She nodded, not looking at him, still fighting to breathe. “Thanks.”

Lukas frowned at her for a moment. Interesting. Her eyes were bloodshot, and dark circles shadowed them—not the typical signs of an asthmatic. She avoided eye contact. She acted as if she had other things on her mind. Other asthmatics watched every move he and the nurse made, desperate for help, needing their reassurance and attention.

He sat down in front of her. “After we get your breathing improved, then we’ll need to do some tests to check you out.” He glanced at the chart again. Beverly had only had time to do the vitals, not a complete assessment.

“Do you take any medicines, Darlene?”

She shook her head. “Supposed to take theophylline and two inhalers, but I haven’t lately. I ran out. Can’t afford refills.”

Lukas nodded. “Any drug allergies?”

She shook her head.

“Any chance of pregnancy?”

This got her attention. She shot him a very startled look, blushed, shook her head. “No.”

“Sorry, I had to ask. We’re doing an X-ray.”

She shot him another startled look. “Do you have to? I don’t have insurance.”

He considered it a moment. He’d like to see an X-ray, but with the other tests, it may not be necessary. “Okay, we’ll put a hold on that for now, but we still may need it, depending on what the other tests show.” That could be what was bothering her.

She looked slightly relieved.

“Hello.” There was a knock at the open door, and Kaye, the respiratory tech, walked in. “Are you Darlene Knight? I’ve got orders to make you start feeling better, or I lose my job. Got a few minutes?”

Lukas smiled at her. “Thanks for coming so quickly, Kaye. Darlene, I’ll be back after your treatment.” He braced himself to face the man with the migraine.

“Do you make a habit of abandoning your patients in this emergency room?” Mr. Little demanded as Lukas walked back in and laid the clipboard down on the counter.

“Not if we can avoid it,” Lukas said calmly. “Would you mind stepping to the bed?”

“Why?”

“If I’m going to treat you, I’m going to check you out. Please move to the bed. If you need some help, I can—”

“I don’t need help,” the man snapped, then grudgingly obeyed Lukas.

Lukas checked heart, lungs, reflexes. Normal. Then he lowered the lights and checked the eyes. Bingo. They were pinpoint, no dilation. In this dimly lit room, that didn’t fit.

He picked up the chart. “Mr. Little, it says here that you’re allergic to Imitrex and Reglan. Those are our drugs of choice for migraine. What medications have you taken before?”

“Demerol and morphine work best.”

“But I can’t in good conscience give you a narcotic without running some tests to make sure you’re not in danger. I need a CT and a urine—”

“What?” Little brought his hands down from his head and glared at Lukas. “What’re you trying to do to me? I just want some simple pain relief! No urine test.”

Lukas checked the time. Forty-five minutes until Camp took over. No problem with this patient; he was about to leave. Federal law had to be satisfied first, though. Lukas knew the regulations well. Unfortunately, Little probably did, too, if he was habitual.

Darlene was another problem. For some reason, Lukas wanted to finish her himself.

“Okay, Mr. Little, I’ll send the nurse in with a shot for you.”

The man visibly relaxed. “It’s about time.”

Lukas had Beverly take a dose of Toradol to Mr. Little in room three while Lukas looked for and found the young man’s old chart at the central desk. Very interesting—eleven E.R. visits in four months, all for pain shots and pills. How many other area hospitals had records on him?

“Carol, please call the area emergency departments and check to see if Mr. Dwayne Little has visited them recently for pain medication.”

Carol raised a brow at him. “Yes, Doctor, but you know who he is, don’t you?”

“Yes. Thank you for your concern.”

Lukas returned to Darlene in room six.

She still wore her mask and the finger probe. Her O2 sat was still low, but better. Her arterial blood gas turned out to be better than Lukas had expected. He checked her breathing.

The wheezing was louder. Good. That meant more air movement. She was still working for her air, but she was holding her own.

“Well, Darlene, you’re doing better, but we’ve got a way to go yet. You’re still doing some inspiratory and expiratory wheezing. I can’t send you home like this.”

Her eyes grew wide. “Please, Doctor, don’t put me in the hospital. I can’t stay.”

“We’ll see. I want to give you a couple more treatments. How long have you been breathing this poorly?”

“Not quite a week. It didn’t get really bad until yesterday. I know I should have come in sooner, but I already feel much better.”

The woman was slightly more animated than she had been a few moments ago, but not much. Lukas would guess by the circles beneath her eyes that there were other things going on he hadn’t discovered yet. Stress could bring on an asthma attack, especially when exacerbated by lack of sleep.

“Dr. Bower,” came Beverly’s flustered voice from the doorway. She glanced at Darlene, then back at Lukas. “The patient refuses the shot.”

Lukas excused himself with Darlene and walked with Beverly to the central desk. “Of course he refuses the shot,” he said. “It’s not a narcotic. He probably requested Demerol.”

“His usual,” Beverly muttered.

“Please make a notation on your chart that pain relief was offered and he refused it. Did he give a reason?”

“Said he’d had it before and it upset his ulcer.” She looked around and lowered her voice. “I don’t think it’s a good idea to mess with this guy. He could cause a lot of trouble for all of us. I told you, I can’t afford to lose my job.”

“We could cause him a lot of trouble, too. It doesn’t change the treatment plan. There’s no record of ulcer history or medication. Time for our trump. Would you please call for Kaye to give Darlene another treatment? Then I need you to join me in room three. I need a witness.”

“For what?”

“You’ll see. Carol, what did you find out?”

The secretary bit her lip and glanced toward the room where Little waited. “He’s been to at least three different places several times each in the past two months.”

“Thank you. Call them back and warn them that he may be a drug seeker and he may be headed their way soon.”

While Beverly called for Kaye, Lukas filled out his part of the form he’d placed with Little’s chart earlier. They went together to room three.

“Mr. Little, so sorry to hear about your ulcer. Is it still giving you trouble?”

“That’s not what I’m here for,” the patient snapped.

“Sorry. You’re not allergic to morphine in any way, are you?”

The man couldn’t hide his surprise. “No.”

“Good. I think we can fix you right up.” Lukas couldn’t resist a glance at Beverly. She gaped at him in shock mixed with relief. He grinned. “First, Mr. Little, I have a form for you to sign.” He pulled out the sheet he’d just filled out and put it at the top of the papers on the clipboard. He placed it under Little’s nose. “I need you to read this over first, of course. It states that you are aware of the nature of the drugs I am going to give you, and that you understand the effects Narcan has on you if you are an addict. It will precipitate violent withdrawal symptoms, up to and including death.”

The man’s mouth flew open. “Narcan!”

“Yes. Maybe you’re familiar with it? It’s a narcotic antagonist. You’ll still get good pain relief from the morphine, but you will not have to put up with the resulting high. I was sure you would approve.” He pushed the sheet forward. “Your signature, Mr. Little.”

The man jumped from the bed. “You’re saying I’m a junkie!”

“Not at all. I’m saying that if you aren’t an addict, you should have no problem with this course of pain relief. If you do have a problem, we can get you into a drug treatment prog—”

Little stomped toward the door, shouldering Beverly aside. “I’m getting out of here. You people are crazy.” He turned back and pointed a finger at Lukas. “You won’t get away with this, Bower. Do you know who my father is?”

“Does your father know you’re here looking for drugs?”

Little swung away and stalked out of the hospital.

“Dr. Bower!” Beverly exclaimed. “You don’t listen very well.”

“He was a drug seeker. What did you want me to do?”

“He could get us both into a lot of trouble.”

“How can you get into trouble for doing your job and following the doctor’s orders?”

She stared at him, shaking her head. “Those shots could have killed that man.”

Lukas nodded. “Don’t worry. I’ve never had anyone take me up on the offer. Where do we keep the AMA forms? If he’s going to refuse medical advice, we need to fill one out, and we both need to sign it.”

Beverly stared at him a moment longer. “They’re at the central desk. I need to check on Darlene, so just have Carol get it out for me to sign later.”

Darlene’s numbers still weren’t up to acceptable levels when Lukas checked her again. She wheezed only upon expiration now—a good sign. But Lukas didn’t yet feel comfortable.

“I feel so much better, Doctor,” Darlene said. Healthy pink tinged her cheeks now, and her posture was more relaxed. “Can I go home?”

“I’m sorry, Darlene, but I can’t make any promises at this point. I’ll cut your oxygen down and see how you do. I’ll waive the X-ray. But we have to watch you awhile longer before I can decide.”

She stared at him rebelliously for a moment, as if she might check herself out against medical advice.

Lukas glanced at his watch. Thirty minutes until Camp got here. Lukas completed some charts, then returned to Darlene’s room and took her off the oxygen to see how she would do on room air. Then he went to change out of his scrubs. He would be cutting it close, but he still didn’t feel right leaving Darlene.

After fifteen minutes on room air, Darlene did a peak flow test. She registered 250, which was not enough for her age, weight and sex.

“I’m sorry, Darlene,” Lukas said. “We tried.”

She moved halfway off the table, her eyes wide. “Please, can you give me another treatment before you make your decision? I can’t stay.”

He went into his usual spiel. “I know it’s never convenient to be sick, but—”

“I’m not talking about convenience.” Her whole body radiated tension. “I have to go home. I’ll be fine.”

“Is it worth risking your life? You can work out a payment plan with the hospital. Asthma can be fatal if not treated properly.”

“I’ll take care of it,” she snapped.

“You weren’t taking your medicine before. I don’t think you realize how—”

“Please, Dr. Bower! I have a brother at home who needs me. He doesn’t have anyone else to help him. I didn’t even want to leave him this morning, but I just couldn’t breathe anymore.”

So that was what was going on. Lukas sat down. Time to find out more. “What’s wrong with your brother?”

Her warm hazel eyes shimmered with tears. Her finger worried the pulse ox probe as if she’d like to slip it off and falsify the reading. “Clarence is very sick, and he won’t see a doctor.”

“Sick?”

“He’s extremely obese. The last time he got on the scales, he broke them. He made a big joke of it, but that was two years ago. He’s gained continually since then. He doesn’t leave the house, and these past few weeks, I’ve had to take his meals to his room. The only place he goes is to the bathroom.”

“He won’t see a doctor?”

She shook her head as tears flowed down her cheeks. Lukas set a Kleenex box beside her on the bed.

“He’s given up. He’s tried so hard. He was such a hard worker, so proud of his mechanic skills. He helped me buy my house, then he lost his job because of a layoff. Which meant he lost his insurance. Then he developed pneumonia, went into the hospital, and used up the last of his savings to pay the bill. He had to give up his own home and move in with me, which really hurt his pride. He went into a deep depression, and he just kept gaining weight.”

“You can’t convince him to see a doctor?”

“He knows I can’t pay for it. Even when I worked outside the home as a bookkeeper, I couldn’t put him on my company insurance. I ended up having to quit my job and stay home and work as an indexer on computer so I could take care of him.”

“Surely he qualifies for disability.” Lukas couldn’t believe his own words, but if anyone truly needed state aid, this family did.

“He wouldn’t consider it.”

“But doesn’t he see what he’s doing to you?”

“He can’t help it. He’s just waiting to die. That’s why I have to go home. I don’t dare leave him alone for long. Please let me go. We don’t…we aren’t close to family.”

“Are you sleeping at night?”

“Not well.”

“You need more help. This is too much of a strain on you. Would you consider counseling?”

She pulled a single tissue from the box and dabbed at her face. She took another tissue and blew her nose. “I don’t have the money.”

“There are local agencies that can help. We can make some calls for—”

“No.”

He sighed in frustration. “Darlene, sometimes we all have to ask for help. That’s why those agencies are set up, for people like you, who are really struggling, trying to make an honest living for yourself and your brother. There is no shame in—”

She burst into tears. “Please let me go home, Dr. Bower. I can’t ask those people for help. Clarence and I were second-generation welfare kids. We grew up on handouts. We swore together when we left that mess that we would die before we asked for help again. We meant it.”

Lukas bit his tongue. Clarence might indeed die. Darlene obviously knew that.

He gave her a spare inhaler, some antibiotic samples, and a theophylline tablet, then gave her a script for that, and for Vistaril to help her sleep.

“These are fairly inexpensive,” he told her as he handed them to her. “Take them. You really need them. Remember that you’re not going to be able to care for Clarence if you end up back here.”

She stared at the bounty he had given her, then looked up at him. “You mean you’re letting me go home?”

“Against my better judgment. I wish I could do more to help you. If you need someone to talk to, call me.”

For the first time since she’d arrived, he saw her smile. She reached out and grabbed his right hand with both of hers. “Oh, thank you, Doctor. Thank you.”