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‘BOYS KEEP SWINGING’

28 April 1979

The triangle turns, missiles fire and asteroids explode. Aliens are obliterated and the quickening sound from Space Invaders promises a high score. Pinballs beep and bleep while the shooting galleries clack and crackle. All the lights and strobed neon pulsating from the machines inside the Yankee Doodle pool hall illuminate the face of my friend, Padre Pio McCann. He has just dipped his middle finger down the fanny-flat crotch of his jeans and played pocket billiards with his balls and dick. He whips his finger out, wiggles it right under my nose and croaks, ‘Here, Robbie Ruin, smell your ma. Smell your dirty oul ma!’

His face is about to be crushed to a pulp with the purple spot ball that my cousin, Rex Mundi, has picked up from a pool table facing the jukebox, which is blaring out the Buzzcocks’ ‘I Don’t Mind’. As Pete Shelley howls, Rex grips Padre Pio by the lapels of his army jacket and pushes him onto the scuffed green baize.

‘Shut your fucking mouth, you wanker. Don’t talk about my aunt like that!’ my cousin warns him.

Still giggling, Padre Pio wrestles free from Rex Mundi but keeps up the ribbing, not knowing, as per usual, when it’s time to stop. He crosses his arms over his chest, rolls up his eyes and barks, ‘Here Ruin, who’s this? Who the fuck is this? Just keep smelling yer oul ma!’

I try to ignore what he is saying about my late mother, who died eighteen months ago from what Dad tried to convince me was liver cancer but which appeared on the death certificate, stamped in a single word, as ‘cirrhosis’. If truth be told, I’m more interested in how the Buzzcocks have redeemed themselves after all those forlorn tunes and sentimental crap on the Love Bites LP. I’m well used to how PP tries to outdo me in trading insults, which usually involves trashing our nearest and dearest, even the dead ones. I’m all too aware that I also went too fucking far the time his grandad died and I suggested we scoop the old boy out of his coffin, chop him up and sell his remains for dog meat to the pet-food factory over on May Street. And besides all of that, there is an even greater menace than him lurking inside the Yankee Doodle today.

As my cousin is about to smash the pool ball into PP’s sniggering bake, I slide between the two of them. I am in peacekeeping mode because I have just spotted the bouncer who only wears black and has even dyed his blonde hair and moustache black so he can look like Bruce Lee. Everything about him is black: black heart, black soul and cold, snake-like black eyes. The kung fu-fighting, black-belt sentinel of the Yankee Doodle in Castle Street. In all fairness, he’ll probably be needed today, it being the cup final, and the Yankee is the first port of call for the remnants of the Red Army who’ve come from their homes in the east and south, slipping safely past the hordes of Orangemen gathered around Belfast city centre sniffing out their prey.

‘Don’t listen to that spastic, cousin! He’s at that all the time. He loved my ma really. She was more than good to him – more fool her,’ I say.

Rex Mundi drops the pool ball into one of the pockets while staring into Padre Pio’s beaming face. ‘I dunno why the fuck we’re going to the game with that retard. If he keeps this crap up, I’ll kick his balls in.’

Padre Pio is now arched up against one of the painted murals on the walls. The brilliant-white smiles of John Travolta and Olivia Newton John seem to be resting on his shaven, elfin head.

‘Bruce Lee is watching us,’ I tell my cousin, nodding back towards the entrance at the top of the stairs.

‘Ruin, you just tell that fuckwit to stop insulting my aunt or he is dead,’ Rex replies, nodding furiously at Padre Pio. He is clearly agitated, but his flame-coloured Mohican doesn’t move an inch – impressive.

‘Aye, be cool, Rex,’ PP shouts back and sticks up his thumb.

‘Cool is for wankers who still watch Happy Days and like to think they’re the Fonz. Wankers like you!’ Rex Mundi shoots back.

He might be a wanker, but Padre Pio is always with us for one reason and one reason only: he is game. In Belfast you might be the biggest windy-licking, back-stabbing, touting, double-crossing, thieving, hooding, joyriding wee bastard, but if you’re game then all will be forgiven. Once you prove you’re game, you get respect … and maybe fear.

Game is what we need on this glorious day – because we are the Red Army. This will be the greatest day ever in the history of Cliftonville Football Club, the side that for far too long has been watched only by gaggles of old boys clutching flasks of tea with tartan blankets wrapped around their bony, withered legs. For we are the new Red Army. We are the Zulus who have appeared on the top of the hill. We are on our way to Windsor Park for the Irish Cup Final, and we all need to show that we are game, and there is none more game as Padre Pio McCann.

A group of older Reds supporters once dared him to go on his own to Windsor Park at our last home match against Linfield. We are barred from playing our greatest rivals at our Solitude home for ‘security reasons’, which is a total fucking injustice. But to make this dare special, they challenged Padre Pio to sneak into the blue end of the stadium. So there we were, just a couple of weeks ago, freezing our balls off on the Spion Kop, where we will stand for the final later this afternoon. At half-time, a brick shithouse of a hooligan from the New Lodge took out his binos for a squint into the North Stand to clock the top boys in the opposition’s ranks. Suddenly, he sees our own boy, right there in the middle of a sea of the Orange scummers. A blue-and-white scarf with thin red lines was tied around his scrawny neck and he was joining in the chorus of ‘Dirty Fenian bastards, yiz dirty Fenian bastards’. There he was, Padre Pio, packed right up at the end of the Linfield support, being held back from us by the thick black-and-green lines of the RUC riot squad. Now for me that was, and will always remain, well and truly game.

My cousin’s nostrils are still flaring and his fists are tightening as Padre Pio shouts out, ‘Alex Higgins – one! Ruin’s ma – three times a week!’

In a fair dig, Rex Mundi would easily win, but Padre Pio doesn’t know the meaning of that word ‘fair’. This is because he makes up for being a stumpy wee cunt by being prepared to do absolutely anything in a fight. Padre Pio was and always will be bladed up. Even as a kid, in the slimy primary schoolyard, he shoved the pointy end of a protractor up into the arse of a spud-head twice his size who had knocked his shite in earlier that day. That resulted in him being expelled from St Columba’s and placed into a secure ‘education centre’ set up for the simpletons and psychos that no normal school would keep on their rolls. Even though he became an absent figure at my school, we remained close, and nobody went near him or me in the street. He had a reputation for carrying razors, flickies, Stanley knives and even screwdrivers wherever he went. I once saw him rip open an Orangeman’s face with a penknife at a bus stop near Lord Hamill’s burger bar after the Prod had grabbed me by the arm and had the audacity to ask if we were Taigs. Later, when he reached the Lagan, where he chucked the knife into the bilious-coloured water, Padre Pio announced, ‘God made Catholics, the Armalite made them equal and this blade made us two fearless fuckers.’

I’m worried now that he’s secreted steel up the sleeve of his army coat and that it’s going to be plunged into Rex Mundi’s shiny new biker jacket. I’m even more worried that if we are trapped in here by Bruce Lee, we will never get to the match on time. But then I remember that on the way through town, Padre Pio had gone into Littlewoods’ off-licence to swipe a bottle of QC. Bloodshed could be avoided with the promise of fortified wine.

‘Let’s go into the bogs and knock back that hooch you stroked before Bruce Lee over there kicks off,’ I suggest to him.

Enveloped in the stench of eye-stinging bleach, a truce is eventually reached. They take it in turns to gulp down belts of the wine that looks like the colour of an oul man’s polluted prostate piss. Outside, Bowie’s ‘Boys Keep Swinging’ blasts from the jukebox. Somebody out there, amid the rows of spides with their middle shades and steel-tipped brogues, has taste. Whoever keeps putting that song on repeatedly with its high hat drum beat start and dissonant electro ending doesn’t know that he is doing it for me. For it propels me back to last summer, to her, to a time I thought I had finally escaped Padre Pio, to the months before I joined the Red Army.

The Bowie track only reminds me now that I am trapped with him here once again, unable to free myself from his tentacles, yet not wanting to be ungrateful for all that he has done for me since we were small boys cowering in a slippery schoolyard, terrified that the bigger brutes in hand-me-down skinner jeans and Wrangler jackets would turn their malevolent attention on to us. Yet they never did because Padre Pio pulled out a blade and threatened to slit the fucking throat of the first fucker that came anywhere near us. No one ever did. Even after he was expelled and even after I passed the Eleven-plus exam, the sarcastic quips and jealous threats from peers never amounted to anything because they knew they could never turn their back on Padre Pio without risking the spear of cold steel up their holes.

My father could never understand why we were ever friends in the first place and used to call us the ‘Hitler–Stalin Pact’. Padre Pio first took shit from the other kids because at the start of the Troubles his father had fucked up a sniper attack. Two of his fellow Provos were captured while he blew south on the run, leaving his son, wife and mother on their own back up north. He never returned, and Dad swore that he had ended up in Canada, married in bigamous circumstances to a woman from Quebec. Of course, this was something you would never dare mention to Padre Pio. My family came from the other side of the fence. We were Hackney Wicks, Five-Card Tricks, Sticks: the Official IRA. Padre Pio and I were never supposed to be friends, but there you go.

Now he is extending his hand out to my cousin and giving up the last belt of QC to him as a peace offering. In turn, Rex takes out a plastic money bag from one of his zipped side pockets. It contains a pile of what looks like rabbit poo droppings.

‘Don’t skin up yet, Rex,’ Padre Pio says, sniffing the fetid air. ‘Wait till we get to my cousin Trout’s house and then we can get stoned. We can smoke his stuff instead and keep yours for Windsor. Let’s get outta here. This kip reeks of keek.’

When we go back into the pool hall, Padre Pio takes out a cylindrical pile of ten-pence pieces and feeds the Asteroids machine. He becomes transfixed with his mission to destroy the threat from the flying debris of the stars. Rex Mundi and I go over to the jukebox where a tall lanky punter wearing a three-quarter-length, grey-blue RAF coat has just put on ‘Boys Keep Swinging’ for the umpteenth time. I recognise him from The Harp, The Pound and Good Vibrations record shop. I am surprised to see he is one of us in his red-and-white barred scarf. We have spoken before in Terri Hooley’s shop in Great Victoria Street while flicking through the boxes of singles and albums, searching for left-field bands such as Television, Magazine and Cabaret Voltaire. We didn’t speak about Cliftonville, the Red Army and all the associated aggro of the season. Good Vibes wouldn’t have been the place for such a discussion.

‘What do you think of “Jimmy Jimmy”, the new Undertones single?’ I ask him.

‘Aye, O’Neill did well there, Ruin,’ Lanky Balls replies.

Rex Mundi butts in. ‘I think it’s fucking shite. Punk’s not dead, it’s fucking decapitated, mate.’

Lanky Balls surveys Rex Mundi’s Mohican and biker jacket with the painted image of the Devil as a goat inside a pentagram on the back of it.

‘If punk is dead then why do you still look like that?’

‘Because I’d no other clothes when I came here, mate. I’m thinking of shaving my head when I get home to Brighton and robbing some of my English grandad’s braces. The skinheads are coming back this summer.’

Lanky Balls drops ten pence into the jukebox and the jackbooted crunch of marching men introduces the Sex Pistols’ ‘Holidays in the Sun’.

‘This was when it used to be good, mate,’ Rex Mundi says.

‘Yeah I know, but punk died when they let that pantomime junkie Sid Vicious take over the Pistols,’ Lanky Balls replies.

‘Do you know when I realised punk was dead? When they started selling Sid Vicious T-shirts on the pier in Brighton.’

As we nod in agreement, Padre Pio loses patience with the battle to survive the Asteroid fields and storms back off to the toilet with the QC bottle sticking out of his coat pocket. Bruce Lee is bound to have spotted it by now.

We are about to say our goodbyes to Lanky Balls, when the tramp, tramp, tramp of a line of younger Reds supporters coming up the stairs of the Yankee Doodle distracts us. They are singing in unison, ‘Oh Airey’s here, Airey’s there, Airey’s every-fucking-where, na, na, nanna, na, na.’

Their progress is halted by Bruce Lee, who still keeps one sly eye on us over by the jukebox. ‘Keep it fucking quiet in here, children. No messing, right? And no fucking party tunes either,’ he says, before stepping aside.

This is our cue to scoot before Padre Pio gets any more game-boy notions. He has already left the toilet with the QC bottle miraculously filled half way up again. As we edge towards the top of the stairs, Bruce Lee blocks our route.

‘Hey cunty!’ He points at Padre Pio and already I imagine I can see the sheen of a PP blade. ‘What’s that in your pocket, chum?’

‘It’s a bottle of QC. What’s it to you?’ PP says.

I can feel my blood starting to freeze.

‘Out to fuck. No drinking in here, son. I’m taking that bottle off you.’

I expect it to come smashing into Bruce Lee’s face but suddenly it’s all peace in our time when Padre Pio puts on his softest altar-boy voice. ‘No bother, boss. I was only going to give it to you anyway. You have a wee drink of it later when the Reds win the cup, just to celebrate.’

We break our bollocks laughing going down the stairs when I look back and see the bouncer taking his first sneaky sip of Padre Pio’s undiluted piss.