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I could have been a Russian.

My story begins not in Bucharest, Romania, but beyond the mountains of Transylvania, in what is now the independent republic of Moldova, a country squeezed in between the Ukraine and Romania and that was formerly part of the Soviet Union.

My mother, Elena, was born there in 1907, but she and her younger sister were orphaned during the First World War. In fact, I have no further details of who they were brought up by because my mother never spoke about her childhood. I only discovered that she had lost both parents when her sister revealed this to me shortly before her death a couple of years ago, and, as my mother had long since passed away, I was unable to find out anything more about her early years.

My father, Gheorghe, was born in 1906 in Ramnicul-Sârat, which means Salty River, and is a town about 240 km from Bucharest in the mountainous Muntenia region of Romania. He met my mother in 1925, when he came to Moldova to work as a policeman for the national bank, the Banca Nationala a Romaniei (BNR). He worked all his life for this bank. Within a year, they were married and my eldest brother Volodia was born. By 1933, they had two more children, Ana born in 1930 and Constantin three years later. In those days, though, medicine was not as developed as it is today, and when Volodia fell ill, aged eight, nothing was available to help him. I don’t know what he died of but I think he had the sort of illness that today would simply have been cured with antibiotics.

I have no doubt that losing a child is the worst thing that can happen in life, so I can only imagine that losing their first-born child must have hit my parents hard. This may partly explain the nine-year gap between Constantin’s birth and the birth of their next two children, Cornelia in 1942 and Georgeta in 1944. Barely a few weeks after Georgeta’s birth, however, the Russians started making their way towards Moldova. It was then that my father decided to take the entire family back to his home town of Ramnicul-Sârat. He had found work in the BNR branch of the town and felt the family was safer there than in Moldova. Sure enough, within two weeks, the Russians had invaded and Moldova became part of the Soviet Union.

My parents did not stay long in Ramnicul-Sârat and, by 1945, my father had again managed to get himself transferred, this time to Bucharest. So I look back now and realize that, had he hesitated for a couple more weeks, my family would have had to stay in Moldova, I would have been born a Russian and tennis history would have been quite different. Too bad, eh?

By the end of the Second World War, Romania’s own pro-Nazi government was overthrown and Stalin had appointed a Communist government. Soon after, the king was deposed and my country became the People’s Republic of Romania. Communism had arrived. So it was against that background that my mother gave birth to me on 19 July 1946. I was an enormous 5 kg baby, and my father told me many years later that my mother had not actually wanted another child: she already had enough mouths to feed. But he insisted and insisted—poor woman—so it was agreed that I would definitely be their last child. Given how much I weighed at birth, she was hardly going to change her mind. So maybe because of this, and maybe because, having already lost one son, my mother was happy to have another baby boy, she may have indulged me a bit more than my brother and sisters. I won’t say any more than that because I can already hear the amateur psychologists exclaiming with excitement that this explains everything: I simply wasn’t disciplined enough as a child. All I can offer as a defence is that there wasn’t anything, such as toys, food or money, that my mother or father could spoil me with. We weren’t poor but we weren’t comfortably off either. But I think when you have so many children, you simply relax about discipline and attention by the time you get to the last one. As long as he is safe and healthy, you worry less about whether he has done all his homework perfectly or has gone to bed at the right time every night. So I don’t think I was spoiled so much as protected.

We lived in an idyllic setting for a child. My father had been given a house in the grounds of the Progresul Tennis Club, which belonged to the bank (it had originally been the king’s club as well), so, as well as being a policeman for the bank, he also took care of the grounds of the club. The tennis club happened to be the main national club, where tournaments and Davis Cup ties were played. It is in beautiful grounds, the size of Roland Garros in the old days, and the courts are situated among alleys bordered by huge old plane trees and great big expanses of grass.

Our house itself was a cream-coloured bungalow at one end of the club, next to the football club that also belonged to the BNR bank, and I shared a bedroom with Cornelia and Georgeta, who everyone called Gigi, though we used to spend as much time as we could outdoors. As a family, we owned very little other than the basic items of clothing and furniture, but that was not unusual in Romania in those days.

You have to consider that there was no television until the mid Fifties, and we did not own one until I bought our first one ten years later. In any case, in the early days of television, they only showed Russian and Romanian stuff and the odd very bad American film. Nothing that you would want to watch, in other words. So until we got a TV, we would listen to our enormous Russian radio, which my father used to hit regularly to get it going again when it decided to stop working, which was very often. We didn’t own things such as a camera, either, which is why I do not have a single photograph of me as a child, something I am very sad about because I can’t show my kids what I looked like when I was little. So all the material goods that we now take for granted were absent in our household during my childhood. But as any person will tell you who has grown up in this way, what you don’t know you don’t miss.

What I did have, though, was freedom. We lived in an enclosed environment—and the grounds were guarded by police because the club belonged to the national bank—so I could run around all day in total safety. I would climb, and fall out of, the many fruit trees in the grounds, and would chase my sisters endlessly and get up to all sorts of stupid games. I remember, when I was five or six, falling over during one of our chases, and a piece of wood piercing my knee from front to back. Screaming and in pain, I was carried home, where a friend of my mother’s just removed the wood with one sharp movement. With my sister Gigi, we would practise jumping off the flat roof of this building that was about 3-4 m above the ground. One day, when I wasn’t looking, my sister thought it would be funny to push me off and see what happened. Instead of landing on all fours, like a cat, as I usually did, I landed flat on my face and flattened my nose completely. My mother beat her up after that.

But my earliest memory was when I must have been about three years old. The seating around the main stadium court just consisted of open wooden benches, rising up above the court. I remember I used to run around naked a lot—it was summer and hot—and I liked to clamber up to the top corner of the stadium’s seats and watch the tennis, naked. On this occasion, Romania was playing a Davis Cup tie against France, and the ground was full. People were excited to be able to see great names like Benny Berthet playing. So there I was, happily watching the action when I realized I badly needed to go to the toilet. Unable to hold myself, I started to pee and everything started to dribble between the stands. At first, people below thought it was raining until they realized what it was that was dripping on to their heads. Some guy came running up and started to scream and beat me up, and my mother rushed up and beat the hell out of me too. That was my first court-side scene. And, even then, the punishment didn’t put me off.

When I was four, my brother hired me as his sidekick to help sell Turkish delight to the fans who went to the nearby soccer stadium to watch matches. Constantin has always been one to spot an opportunity to make a bit of extra money, so he’d buy this Turkish delight and sell it at a profit to the captive audience. I’d have to nip over the busy tram lines that separated the Progresul Club from the soccer stadium, carrying not only the sweets but also big jugs of cold water—we’d offer a glassful as well to offset the cloying taste. I suspect we weren’t really allowed to engage in this sort of entrepreneurship as it did not really fit in with Communist thinking.

By the Fifties, food shortages were severe in Romania and, even though Ana and Constantin were also working, we only had just about enough food for us all. I remember my father queuing for basic foods such as bread and, although we never actually went hungry, others certainly did. The one thing we were most lucky about was that the authorities allowed us to keep a cow and a goat in the grounds of the club, which meant we always had enough milk. My mother would regularly get me to hand bowlfuls of milk to children on the other side of the fence separating the club from the street, and I have to say that the image of these hungry children has stuck with me to this day.

But it was because we had these animals that this absurd legend began to circulate when I first joined the tennis circuit, that I had once been a shepherd boy, although God knows how I could have kept sheep in a city-centre club. Even so, I lost count of the number of articles about me in the early years that stated this ‘fact’ as the Gospel truth. The intention, I guess, was to make out that I had only just emerged from a cave and that my story literally was a rags to riches tale.

By the time I was five or six, I had started at the nearby kindergarten, where I was allowed to go by myself, although the grass was so tall that you could not see me walking through it. I also used to spend a lot of time watching tennis but had yet to pick up a racket. My brother, who is thirteen years older than me, was a good tennis player who went on to play tournaments abroad and Davis Cup for Romania. I would admire his rackets, although they were still too heavy for me to pick up, but there was never any question that I might start to play. Actually, I think that was the best thing for me because, if I had started when I was three or four, as so many kids now do, I would probably have got bored with tennis by the time I was a little older and would have moved on to something else. My mother never said: ‘Go and watch them in the Davis Cup, try to learn from them.’ I would just run up over the little grassy hill that separated our house from the courts and watch the players for hours on end, subconsciously taking in all their movements, simply because I enjoyed watching. I never thought of it as a learning process.

I was extremely skinny when I was young, largely because I was unable to stay still for very long. When I was six, I was very ill with bronchitis and pneumonia, and my father—fearing that I might suffer the same fate as Volodia—scooped me up, took me to the governor of the bank, put me on his desk and pleaded with him to get me some medicines. This had the desired effect because the guy signed at once to allow me to be prescribed some antibiotics. But even so, I remained scrawny right through childhood and adolescence. Even in 1970, aged twenty-four, I still only weighed 70 kg, which is not very much for my height of 1.85 m.

Around the age of six, I started to play tennis a bit, not with a real racket but with a sort of wooden bat. I would hit endlessly against a wall that was directly below a chocolate factory that backed onto the club, and occasionally the women who worked there would throw sweets out to me. Needless to say, that encouraged me to go there more regularly and to play for hours on end. I would still watch the club members whenever I could, but I remember thinking, even at that age, that I could probably beat most of them if I was given a chance. Because the grounds were also next to the soccer club, I would often wander onto the pitch, juggling a ball at my feet and the bat and a tennis ball in my hand. The soccer ball was sometimes just made of old pieces of material tied up and stuffed into a sock and I would kick it around until basically it disintegrated. Still, I loved running around doing both things at once. It was all just one big game.

Unfortunately, my huge, safe playground was taken away from me when I was eight: my two eldest siblings had left home, so we had to move house to make way for others. Our new home was a ground-floor, two-bedroomed apartment in a small, grey block of flats nearer the city centre. I had to share a room with Gigi and Cornelia. With its windows that were barely above street level and no garden, the apartment was bleak compared to our bungalow, and I hated it at first.

The street became my playground, and my main pastime with my friends was to play soccer for hours on end. We also liked to run over to the US ambassador’s residence, which was not too far away, and rummage through the bins, picking out anything that was American or that smelt good. What we were really looking for was Coca-Cola bottle tops, which we would then place on the tram tracks. When they had been well flattened by the trams, we would retrieve them and play a game of chance. This involved flipping the tops like coins and the one whose top came out with the Coca-Cola sign on top would win both coins. You could, if you were lucky, accumulate quite a lot of these prized symbols of Western decadence.

My current wife, Amalia, tells me that, thirty years later, under CeauŸescu, with the country in massive debt and food shortages a daily occurrence, she and her friends used to play an almost identical game. They would collect Pepsi bottle tops (by then, for some reason, Pepsi had overtaken Coca-Cola in appeal) and the one who had the most tops was the most important. So nothing had changed, and, either way, it goes to show that if you deprive kids of these sorts of things, they will just come to want them even more.

The only good thing going for our new apartment was that it was literally over the road from the school that I went to from the age of eight to seventeen. So I used to jump over the fence at lunchtime, grab a piece of bread with sugar on it for lunch, which was sometimes all we had to eat, then run back and spend the rest of the breaktime playing soccer with my friends.

The school was mixed and had about 1,000 pupils. Until we were eleven, there was no school uniform so I used to wear the same blue tracksuit every day. My mother would wash it every three days in our huge bath, because we did not have a washing machine. She would then hang it up to dry and hope that it was dry the next morning for school, which was not always the case. The tracksuit was like wearing jeans and a sweat shirt now for kids. Similarly, the only shoes I had as a child were tennis shoes. But then, what other shoes would I have needed at that age? I wasn’t exactly going to parties.

School was something that I put up with. In primary school I was constantly being punished, sometimes for things that I did not even do. Because I was so shy and never dared look the teacher in the eye, I always looked guilty. The teacher would then pull my ear, which made me mad, or hit me round the head, which made me madder. But one of her favourite punishments was to get me to kneel in a corner, for hours on end, on upturned walnut shells. Weird, I know. And painful, too, I can tell you. By the end, my mother would be summoned in almost every day to see this mean old teacher, and she would try to tell me to behave, but somehow no amount of threats or punishments seemed to work. Do you detect a pattern for the future?

In secondary school I continued to be uncommitted to work. I’d get by—no more. We studied French, which I hated at the time, because we had a teacher who spat all the time when he spoke and who was never satisfied if you didn’t say the word exactly right. He was Romanian, by the way. Anyway, he managed to put me off that language, which is a shame because if I’d known I would marry a French woman I might have paid more attention.

We were also forced to study Russian, and, as a result, it was universally the number one most hated subject. In fact, we hated anything to do with Russia and any influence it had over our country. I will say, in his favour, that one good thing CeauŸescu did was to remove Russian from the list of obligatory subjects to study at school. We were also the only Eastern bloc country never to have Russian soldiers on our soil, so somehow, in these small ways, we managed to keep our independence just a little bit. But our leader at the time, Gheorghiu-Dej, headed up a Stalinist regime and was more friendly with the Russians than CeauŸescu ever was. In fact, I remember vividly the day that Stalin died: sirens went off all over the city; trams, trains and buses came to a halt and everything stopped while we had a minute’s silence and we all pretended we were very upset. They used to make us chant a slogan at school that said: ‘Stalin and the people of Russia bring us liberty.’ It rhymes in Romanian (Stalin Ÿi poporul rus, Libertate ne-a adus), so it was meant to be a nice, catchy thing to chant. But no one was fooled. My parents, my brother and elder sister remembered life before Communism and they knew this current regime did not mean liberty. This wasn’t the right way to live. So even at a young age I knew this chant was not true.

I was still getting into trouble at school, not for anything really bad, but for just making a nuisance of myself, pulling the girls’ hair—that sort of thing. Then one day, something happened. I must have been eleven or twelve, and the teacher was about to punish me for whatever it was I was supposed to have done, when the guy who’d actually done it owned up. The teacher was about to hand out the punishment to him, but I said: ‘No, it’s OK, punish me anyway.’ ‘No,’ she said, ‘you haven’t done it.’ ‘Yes but it’s OK, punish me, it’s always me anyway.’ I was so used to it by then that any punishment didn’t mean anything any more. I treated it as a joke. Maybe if tournament directors and tennis officials had realized this, they would have not bothered to go through all those later fines and suspensions, and spared everyone a lot of problems.

Because we no longer lived at the Progresul Club, I was having to play tennis and soccer at the Steaua Club, about twenty minutes’ walk away from where we lived. The Steaua Club (which means Star) is the Army Club in Romania, and my brother played tennis for them. I was obsessed with soccer and tennis, and so I happily went down every single day, after school, to play both for hours and hours, practising tennis wherever and whenever I could, ball-boying for anyone who wanted me and generally hanging around as much as possible. Sometimes I would get up at 6 a.m. to ball-boy for members of the club. Nothing else mattered but those two sports and, between the ages of ten and thirteen, I played both nonstop.

With soccer, however, I used to come home battered and bruised all over (I played inside right, the number 8 shirt), and my mother was getting more and more unhappy about the state of my legs, which were usually a nice mixture of red and blue cuts and bruises. Tennis at least had the advantage of not risking broken bones every time I played a match. On the other hand, soccer was very good for my tennis because it helped with the coordination, the speed around the court, the footwork, and the balance.

So, until I was in my teens, I could not decide whether to be a footballer or to devote myself to tennis. It was not a question of a career or money because, in those days, it was clear that there was no money in tennis. My brother, despite being a Davis Cup player and despite bringing back exciting tales of foreign travels and the odd packet of chewing gum, was still having to work as an electrician to make ends meet.

From the age of eleven, I had a coach, Colonel Constantin Chivaru, who was an ex-tour player himself, a Davis Cup team member with my brother, and it was he who persuaded me to devote my time to tennis. He never changed my technique, though, because he could see that it was very instinctive and natural, and he realized that it would do more harm than good to give me formal coaching. Because he didn’t want me going off to play soccer, he would bribe me with chocolates and encourage me to keep practising—not that I needed much encouragement. So, for a while, there was quite a lot of friction between him and the Steaua soccer coach as each fought for my loyalty and commitment.

During this whole period, my parents never once pushed me in one direction or the other. They had never done a stroke of sport in their lives and they never showed the slightest interest in my sporting career, so they were the least likely to know what to advise. All they worried about was where on earth my future lay, because it was clear that I was never going to do more than the absolute minimum amount of school work. Frankly, they didn’t even know what I was up to in sport. My father used to tease me. He’d say: ‘What are going around with that guitar for? You’re not going to do like your brother?’ He didn’t actively discourage me, but probably if he’d encouraged me to play I would have done the opposite, because it always upset me—and, yes, it still does at times—when someone told me I had to go and do something. So I can definitely say that my parents were the total opposite of pushy tennis parents. They never went near a court. But, in my mind, I knew that I wanted to do sport. I didn’t care what it led to—I just knew I could not imagine doing anything else. It was just a question of which one I was going to choose, tennis or soccer.

In the end, tennis won because I just enjoyed it more and I knew deep down that I was better at it. And when you are good at something, you get emotionally involved in it. I suppose I stopped being emotionally involved in soccer. Also, in tennis, I could get noticed more: if I won it was all down to me, and if I lost it wasn’t because ten other players had let me down. I could play the match my own way, unlike soccer where there is a team to consider. Although, I have to admit, I did tend to do as I wanted a bit too much on the soccer pitch as well: I’d hog the ball, to the extent that some players would shout: ‘Hey, did your mum give you the ball? Is that why you won’t let it out of your sight?’

My first tennis tournament was when I was eleven or twelve, and it was not a success. I played this kid who quickly beat me 6-0 in the 1st set. That was too much to bear, so I put my racket down and started to chase after him round the court until I caught him. ‘What’s wrong with you?’ he said. I immediately started to cry and then screamed back: ‘Nobody’s going to beat me 6-0,’ and promptly started to hit him on the head. He still beat me 6-2 in the next set, but it had started already: my first on-court tantrum. And it was not the last time I cried after a match, either.

My brother and my coach could see I had a lot of talent but they did not know whether that was going to be enough because I was so skinny. At that age, I used to run like a rabbit, chasing balls all over the place, whether they were in or out, and would return absolutely everything, using big, loopy shots. It used to drive my opponents crazy. But, with no television, I’d never seen top-level tennis, other than the odd Davis Cup tie, so I did not know how else tennis could be played, especially not when I was twelve or thirteen. The notion of clay-court tennis versus, say, grass-court tennis, or serve-volley versus back-of-the-court play had never even entered my mind. All I had was a treasured photograph of Roy Emerson that I had cut out of a tennis magazine brought back by my brother from one of his trips abroad. In it, Emerson was hitting a high backhand volley, so for years I only had that to go on when trying to work out how to hit that shot. But really, I didn’t have a clue, I just played instinctively, because my technique was never taught to me.

When people look back at their lives, they realize that certain events along the way were crucial to the direction that life eventually took. Some are down to good luck—and I believe that to be successful we all need a bit of luck—others to conscious decisions. In my case, the first key event that shaped my life occurred when, aged thirteen, I won the National Championships for my age category. Held in a city called Cluj, this was a big win for me but, best of all, I was given my first ever new racket—a beautiful Slazenger. I was unbelievably excited. That decided it. I realized tennis could be good for me and, from then on, I worked hard and was determined to get better.

The other thing that happened to me that week was that I saw, for the first time, the man who was to become the biggest influence in my life for the next ten years, Ion Tiriac. Aged twenty, he was seven years older than me and he had just created a big upset by beating the longstanding Romanian number 1, Gheorghe Viziru, to become National Champion, a title he retained until I took it from him eight years later, in 1967. Because I was so keen to stay on after my win and soak in the atmosphere of the tournament, I asked to ball-boy the senior final. Ion of course does not remember seeing me run around the court retrieving balls for him. Frankly, why should he, I was a mere bean-pole ball boy. But watching the National Champion play was a big thing for me, and it showed me, once again, what I should be aiming for.

That was when I realized that tennis was going to be my life.