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Hikikomori
ОглавлениеIf a plant cannot live according to its nature, it dies; and so a man.
–Thoreau
Following blue footprints
painted on cold sidewalks,
I disappeared behind an old hospital.
Laying on a white H,
I searched the sky
for helicopters or falling stars.
Removing shards of parental debris,
I covered my torso in snow,
buried what sought translation, escaped
a body I never wanted
or felt was mine. It’s easy to mistake
electricity as light. Harder
to convince a flower it’s fine,
a lamp is the sun.
There are one hundred twelve varieties of the lie
and I am not above a few.
How many clung to me as I stood?
Drawn toward a playground,
I touched chains upholding swings,
set metal in motion.
I have no business being here.