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ОглавлениеBy late afternoon Thorn was almost finished with the bench. Out in the western sky a few wispy cirrus clouds sprang from the horizon like the fine sprigs of hair curling off the neck of an elegant woman. The sun was brassy red and poised only minutes from another fiery crash into the Gulf. Already the western clouds were rimmed with gold and a gloss of crimson spread across the bay as if somewhere deep below the water’s surface the Earth had opened a vein.
While he rested his eyes on the showy sky, out of the dense woods that bordered his land a yellow Labrador puppy stumbled into the open lawn and halted beside the trunk of a giant sea grape tree. A mockingbird in the sea grape shrieked at the pup, then fluttered down and dive-bombed his head, but the Lab seemed oblivious.
After scanning the yard, the puppy spotted Lawton sleeping with one leg looped over the edge of the hammock. He ambled over and stopped below Lawton’s bare foot, cocked his head up, eyed the pale flesh, then washed his tongue across the old man’s sole. With a whoop, Lawton jerked awake.
Thorn smiled and picked up the handsaw and finished cutting the final slat of pine. While Lawton spoke to the puppy, Thorn carried the slat over to the bench and lined it up. When he was satisfied it was parallel, he screwed it into place and ran his eye along each of the slats to check its spacing. Then he turned and settled his rump on it and leaned back. Solid and secure. Maybe not the most comfortable bench, but good enough for what he had in mind.
Across the yard, Lawton rolled out of the hammock and tumbled into the tall grass and giggled like a child. The puppy staggered out of his way, then charged in to lap at the white grizzle on Lawton’s cheeks.
Thorn called over to see if Lawton was okay, and the old man gave a just-fine wave while the dog snuffled in close.
Thorn brushed some sawdust off the bench, then walked over for a better view of the wrestling match. He squatted in the grass as the puppy drew out of Lawton’s grasp, shook himself hard, then marched over to one of the old man’s leather sandals that lay in the grass. He plopped down and began to gnaw on his tail. His fur was matted and there were dark greasy streaks across his golden back. His ribs were showing through his scruffy coat.
‘Kind of mangy,’ said Thorn. ‘Looks like he’s been sleeping in a tar pit.’
‘He’s a survivor,’ Lawton said. ‘Been living off the fat of the land.’
‘And how do you know that?’
‘He just told me.’
Lawton wriggled his finger in a patch of grass and the dog paused midmunch and peered at this new quarry. Lawton wagged his finger again and the puppy dropped his tail, rose to a crouch, lowered his head an inch, focusing like a well-schooled bird dog. Lawton wiggled his finger again and the puppy leaped a few inches in the air and pounced on Lawton’s hand.
The old man laughed, turning his gray eyes on Thorn.
‘Goddamn it, I want this dog, and I’m going to have it, so don’t fuck with me, mister.’
Thorn drew a breath. In the last few months Lawton’s condition had suffered a series of small and quirky downturns. For one thing, there were these new flashes of irritability. Curses flared to the old man’s lips without warning or cause.
‘This puppy and me,’ Lawton said, ‘we’ve bonded. It’d be a goddamn criminal travesty to separate us.’
‘We’ll talk to Alex when she gets home. See what she says.’
‘I don’t give a shit what she says. If I want a dog, by God, I’ll have a dog. I’m too goddamn old to take orders anymore.’
The puppy fastened his teeth onto the tip of Lawton’s finger. But as Lawton stroked the Lab’s throat, the spiky puppy’s eyes closed and with a quiet groan he began to nurse on the old man’s crinkled fingertip.
‘I need a dog, goddamn it,’ Lawton said. ‘I need somebody to talk to.’
‘You can talk to me,’ said Thorn. ‘Anytime you want.’
‘You know what I mean,’ Lawton said. ‘Somebody on my own level.’
Thorn smiled.
‘How old am I anyway?’ Lawton said.
‘Not all that old.’
‘Am I still a boy?’
Thorn shook his head.
‘Older than a boy.’
‘Well, damn it, I feel like a boy,’ Lawton said. ‘I feel twelve. That’s all right, isn’t it? Feeling twelve? I mean, it’s not sick, is it, feeling that way?’
‘I’d say that’s fine. Twelve is a damn good age.’
‘Well, good, then I’m a boy,’ Lawton said. ‘And every boy needs a goddamn dog. So this one’s mine.’
As Lawton stroked the pup, Thorn leaned back, propped his elbows in the brittle grass. The sky had gone pink with honeyed whisks and spatters of color as bright and unnameable as the garish shades of reef fish. A school of cherry clouds cruised in formation a hundred miles aloft, and the entire bay had turned the hazy pink of brick dust.
As the final glint of sun disappeared, he heard the foghorn blare of a conch shell blown from a neighbor’s rooftop. A venerable Keys tradition still hanging on, a long single-noted salute to the dying day performed with the shell of the nearly extinct gastropod. The queen conch, official symbol of the Florida Keys, had almost vanished from her waters. Too many roadside stands, too many tourists looking for a cheap memento of their week in paradise, too many conch fritters and bowls of conch chowder. These days the roadside stands had to air-freight their conch shells from distant oceans where the locals still believed they were the keepers of a limitless supply.
While Lawton tussled with the puppy, Thorn got back up and went over to the shade of the gumbo-limbo. He opened a can of yellow paint, stirred it till it was oily thick, then began to spread it on the new bench.
As the first coat of paint dried, Thorn lit the charcoal in the grill and went back upstairs to marinate the fillet of a dolphin that he and Lawton had caught the day before out on the edge of the Gulf Stream. He set a pan of brown rice to boil on the stove and sliced up a fresh avocado, a portobello mushroom, and a meaty tomato, fresh produce Alexandra had selected last weekend at the farmer’s stall in the Key Largo flea market.
Thorn drew the cork on a bottle of wine she’d brought down from Miami and poured himself an inch in a squat highball glass. It was her favorite wine, a lush cabernet from Oregon. They’d been indulging themselves these last few months. Good wines, fresh fish, chocolates for dessert. A diet far richer than either of them was used to. He supposed it was the flush of love that gave them such indulgent appetites, as if their senses had become so inflamed from the constant sight and touch and smell of each other’s flesh that only the most luscious foods could compete.
When he was finished with the preparations he walked onto the porch. The sky was a dreary gray. Only a seam of red still burned along the horizon. Lawton was out by the dock, trying to teach the dog to sit. The puppy had no attention span and barked in protest each time Lawton set his rump back down in the grass and commanded him to stay put.
As Thorn was settling the mahimahi steaks and portobello onto the grill, Alex pulled in the gravel drive and parked her glossy blue Honda behind his rusty VW. Thorn pushed the steaks to the edge away from the fire. He walked over and met her at the car.
‘He’s got a dog,’ Thorn said.
Alexandra looked past him into the yard. ‘I see that.’
‘It just came wandering out of the woods and he adopted it.’
‘And you said he could keep it?’
‘I said we’d wait till you got home and talk about it then.’
‘So I get to be the bad guy.’
‘I’ll do it. If that’s what you decide.’
Thorn leaned in and gave her a kiss on the lips, which after a couple of seconds warmed to something more than a hello.
The tart scent of her long day’s work in Miami clung to her clothes and flesh. She averaged a half-dozen crime scenes on a typical shift, shooting several rolls of film on each one, using her video camera on the larger scenes. From what Thorn gathered, it was hardly glamorous, rarely more than routine. Women beaten to death by boyfriends, teenage boys shot down in their first drug deal, geriatric suicides, babies fatally shaken by mothers trying to keep the little brats quiet. Mainly Alexandra moved through small dismal rooms with peeling paint and furniture abandoned by long-departed occupants, one sprawling body after another, usually discarded hypodermics, baggies of crack somewhere nearby. In the years she’d been doing it, Alexandra had cataloged so much death and misery, made such a study of cruelty’s stark poses, it was a wonder the heavy shadows of her work didn’t mute her laughter or dim her nearly ceaseless smile.
Finally she drew out of the embrace and pressed a hand to his chest to hold him at bay, a not-now-but-definitely-later smile in her eyes.
‘So about this dog.’
‘Well, I tried to stay neutral because I thought it was your call.’
‘Because he’s my dad.’
‘I didn’t think it was my place to decide.’
‘Meanwhile, look at him.’
Lawton was lying in the grass near the dock, flat on his back, hands laced behind his head, with the Lab’s snout propped on Lawton’s chest.
‘A dog is a long-term commitment,’ she said. ‘You ready for that?’
She turned her head slowly and fixed her eyes on Thorn’s.
‘Never been readier.’
A ghost of skepticism hovered just below the surface of her smile.
‘So it just came walking out of the woods?’
‘Poof, like that.’
She lifted her hands and raked her fingers through her thick black hair as if unsnarling the thousand invisible knots from her long day. He heard what sounded like a quiet groan of pleasure escape from her throat. Then she tipped her head back and shook her hair so it rustled along the back of her white sleeveless blouse. Thorn looked at her neck, at her delicate ears, at the dusting of dark hair that formed her sideburns.
‘A boy and his dog,’ she said. ‘Oh, hell, why not?’
She put an arm around his waist and they walked down to the shoreline.
‘I’ve named him,’ Lawton said. ‘I’ve named the dog.’
‘Hello, Dad,’ she said.
‘I’m calling him Lawton.’
‘But that’s your name.’
The dog was staring up at Lawton as if waiting for the next command.
‘I know it’s my name. What do you think, I’m so far gone I don’t know my own name?’
‘You think that’s a good idea?’ Thorn said. ‘Two Lawtons, that might be one too many.’
‘Why not? It’s a good name,’ Lawton said. ‘It’s served me well.’
‘We might get you two confused. Lawton the dog, Lawton the dad.’
‘Get us confused? Now who’s losing their mind? I’m a man, this is a dog. How’re you going to get us confused?’
‘He’s got a point,’ Thorn said.
She looked at him and closed her eyes briefly.
‘Okay, okay,’ she said. ‘But you’re going to have to take care of him, Dad. That’s a big job. Are you ready for that? Bathing him, taking him to the vet. He’ll need shots.’
‘Watch,’ he said. ‘I’ve taught him to sit already. He’s a smart little fur ball.’
With an open hand Lawton motioned the dog down, and the puppy jumped up and tried to nip his fingers.
‘Down, Lawton. Sit.’
With a single bark of complaint, the puppy planted his rear on a sandy patch and stared up at Lawton, his tail brushing back and forth across the bare earth.
‘See,’ the old man said. ‘He’s a fast learner.’
‘That’s good, Dad. And you’re obviously a good teacher.’
‘He’d better be fast,’ Lawton said. ‘Because I don’t have much time left to teach him much.’
‘Oh, come on. Don’t say that.’
‘Where’d that guy Webster go? He offered me a job working undercover. I need to talk to him about when I’m going to start.’
‘That was months ago, Dad. That was March; this is May. He went away and he’s not coming back.’
‘Went away?’
‘Anyway, you’ve got this dog. You don’t need any more jobs.’
‘But Webster was counting on me. It was a national emergency. I could be putting us all in peril. This woman Anne Joy is at the root of it.’
‘Anne Joy?’
Alexandra stooped down beside the dog and scratched him beneath the throat. The puppy grew limp at her touch.
‘Her name came up,’ Thorn said.
‘First I’ve heard of that.’
‘Webster mentioned her. That’s when I shut him up and kicked him out.’
‘Oh, yeah, I feel it coming,’ Lawton said. ‘The end is definitely near. It won’t be long. This dog is going to have to be my legacy.’
‘Dad,’ Alex said. ‘Please stop.’
‘It doesn’t matter,’ Lawton said. ‘I’m ready. Now that you’re finally in good hands and there’s someone to carry on my name, it’s time for me to exit.’
Alexandra stood up, her mouth clamped tight.
‘It’s okay,’ Thorn said. ‘It’s just words.’
‘I know. I know. But still.’
‘You ready for a glass of red?’
‘Thorn, what did Webster want with Anne Joy?’
‘He thought I knew something about her. I assured him I didn’t.’
‘You should’ve told me that.’
‘I know,’ he said. ‘But I didn’t want you to get the wrong idea.’
‘The kind I have right now, you mean.’
‘Yeah, that kind.’
‘We shouldn’t conceal things.’
‘I’m sorry. You’re right. Really, I’m sorry.’
She looked into his eyes, and he could see her letting it go. Most of it.
‘So I had another visitor,’ he said as they strolled back toward the house.
‘What, they sent the vice president this time?’
‘When’d you get so funny?’
She stopped next to the bench.
‘And what in the world is this?’
‘A bench. A yellow bench.’
‘What is it, Thorn?’
‘I was thinking Lawton might like it. You know, for his midnight rambles. Might keep him off the highway if we can convince him the Greyhound stops here.’
She stared at the bench, then looked up at Thorn, a smile warming her lips.
‘Worth a try,’ he said. ‘I was thinking of putting it over there, next to the gumbo-limbo. Kind of like the bus shelter.’
‘You’re something, Thorn.’
‘Well, I’m not much of a furniture maker, that’s for sure.’
She leaned in and gave him a kiss on the mouth so deep and long, it closed his eyes and kept them closed a second or two after she’d drawn away.
‘So who was your visitor this time?’
He took her hand in his and waved his free hand at the open yard and the darkening bay.
‘Would you trade all this for three million dollars?’
‘All this?’
‘The house, the land, my car. All of it.’
‘Three million for that heap of rust you call a car?’
‘I’m serious. The house, land, all of it. Would you?’
She held his eyes.
‘It’s not mine to sell.’
‘But let’s say it were. You could take the three mil, go someplace else, invest some of the money in mutual funds, live off the interest. Never have to work again, do whatever you wanted.’
‘Mutual funds?’ She reached out and pressed her palm against his forehead. ‘You been outside all day without a hat?’
‘Answer the question,’ he said, startled by the impatience in his own voice.
She took her hand from his forehead. Her smile drifted away.
‘Would I swap all this for a truckload of cash?’ she said. ‘Not in a million years, Thorn. Not in three million.’
Thorn let go of the air that had been building in his lungs.
‘Yeah, that’s what I thought.’
‘Was that some kind of test, Thorn?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Because I thought we were a little past the testing phase.’
‘We are,’ he said. ‘It’s just that sometimes, your job, all the shit you put up with every day, I wonder if you wouldn’t be happier retired.’
‘You’d sell all this so I could retire?’