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Bit Parts

In that monster epic of the checkout girl

I’m the guy setting groceries on the belt

in order of decreasing density, or maybe the one

whose Did you get that coupon? is the last straw,

so she streams out, shedding her smock, through automatic doors.

In that later movie of the two old friends

stopped dead in the whitewater of the crowd

with sudden love, I’m the Excuse me sidestepping them,

or the waiter they hardly see, clacking down two plates

with tolerant amusement, which is my specialty.

And in the film of the autumnal Liebestod,

I’m the guy sliding her the desperate ticket,

the arm hailing a taxi against the sunset,

the blink of a bike going by. If you notice me at all

you never ask Who is that? just

What else was he in? since I am small, and they

are large, these lovers, comets, and so swift,

fast-forwarding their whole lives in two hours,

hair blown back, that their whispers, stooping to us,

would be sonic booms, their hot touch catastrophic.

I sit, hand on your arm, as the Wave of the Century,

some poor lifeboat poised on its crest

like a sparrow lost in the whited-out sky,

collapses, a terrible powder of light

against the screen, roaring, leaving us dry.

I’m the abrupt laugh, or the back of a dark coat

up which, like rain on a windshield, climb the credits.

I am that faint curve graphed on the sand

in wrack and paper cups and foam that shows,

as the light comes up, how far the night had risen.