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Chapter Six

A great journalist must be bold and fearless.

Gracie set her shoulders and walked to where James stood against the wagon, eyes squinting against the morning light.

“Good morning, James.”

He grunted in reply.

“Are you heading to Burns this morning? I’ve need of several things. Toiletries, chocolate…” Clues as to Striker’s whereabouts. That letter on Trevor’s counter had been quite interesting, though she hadn’t seen enough to know what it meant, or if it had anything to do with Striker.

She knew only that the return address was from the Bureau of Investigation. Why would the government be writing to Trevor?

“I got no patience for your yapping. Git,” James replied. The wagon creaked as he straightened and turned away from her, messing with something in the back.

“No talking…I promise,” she said.

He shook his head and spit his tobacco to the side. “Nope. Stay here with Mary.”

Taken aback, Gracie didn’t know what to say. Sunshine rolled over her, bathing the wagon with light. James paid her no heed. He walked around the wagon and clomped up the front porch steps.

Drawing a deep, unsteady breath, Gracie glanced around. No one to see if she left. Would they worry? She gnawed her lower lip, then made her decision.

A quick dash through the kitchen door brought her to Mary, who was cleaning the stove.

“I’m going on a ride. I’ll be home later,” Gracie told her breathlessly.

“Do you need food?”

“No, thanks.”

Biting her cheeks to keep from smiling, Gracie darted out the door and back to the wagon. With no one in sight, sneaking up under the covers in the bed of the wagon didn’t pose a problem.

The rough wool contained a musty smell. Like hay and mold. Her nose twitched but she managed not to sneeze. Voices drew near. Low, male tones.

The wagon shuddered as the men climbed in. Gracie grimaced. Would it be more than just James going to Burns? She was counting on him not noticing her. But with two…well, maybe that would work out better. They’d be busy talking and might not notice if she needed to shift around the bed to get comfortable.

Something tickled her nose. A sneeze worked through her and exploded out, just as the wagon burst into action. The force of its movement rolled her into the wagon side. Sharp pain rocked through her scalp but she ignored it.

Focus, that’s what she needed.

A journalist couldn’t be a prissy socialite, but a daring adventurer who took risks others only dreamed of taking.

Besides, she needed something to take her mind off Trevor. Curiosity was no excuse for upsetting him the way she had.

She relaxed against the floor of the wagon bed. Perhaps this trip would be the only one she’d need to get the information she wanted. If she couldn’t get an interview, she’d settle for an article. She frowned, remembering Mother’s most recent letter. It had been a virtual tirade, accusing Gracie of being ridiculous for refusing marriage to an upstanding, socially appropriate man.

It didn’t matter what Mother said. Love would be the foundation of Gracie’s marriage someday. Not money or connections. This was the twentieth century, after all. The archaic system of arranged marriages was long dead, at least for Americans.

Closing her eyes, she waited for the wagon to reach its destination.

An hour or so later, judging by the position of the sun in the sky, the wagon rolled to a stop. Perspiration trickled down Gracie’s neck as she peeked from her wool cover.

“You want flour?” James’s voice crackled so close that Gracie almost shrieked. Instead she stiffened, holding perfectly still.

“Yep.” Uncle Lou’s voice floated over clear as a lake in summer. “I’ll go check the telegraphs.”

Sounds and smells inundated her, the pounding of feet against wooden sidewalks, the murmur of voices hurrying back and forth. Gracie tried to take deep, even breaths but her heart refused to quit knocking against her sternum and the blanket was about to suffocate her.

After minutes of dreadful heat, she could take no more. She flipped the blanket off and scooted up, carefully inching her way toward the edge of the wagon, hoping to slip off and question a few people before Uncle Lou or James came back.

Oh, this was a foolhardy plan. Spontaneity proved once again to be a foe. Stifling a groan, Gracie slid off the wagon and attempted to straighten her hair and skirts. She must look a fright, for a few people stared at her quite oddly.

She patted her pocket and felt the reassuring bulge of her notebook. If only she’d thought to bring some sort of disguise, a hat or a veil.

But no matter. She’d just avoid the dry goods store and the Post Office. It should be a simple feat.

She looked up, taking in her surroundings. There was more than she suspected. Buildings hugged each side of the road. Avoiding James and Uncle Lou might be harder than she’d thought. The mercantile stood directly across from her and the telegraph office appeared to be down the street.

Her shirt stuck to her skin and an itch crawled along her neck. She must hurry. She ducked to the other side of the wagon. Spotting a linen store, she dodged to the door frame. Surely the men wouldn’t visit a store dealing in lady’s clothing.

A little bell rang as she opened the door.

She stepped inside, observing the petite woman at the counter and a lone woman standing before daisy-bright bolts of cloth.

“Good morning,” she said, moving into the store and giving both women her friendliest smile. “I’m looking for Striker.”

Their brows went up in unison. Then a shuttered look seem to come over them. The woman at the counter turned her back and the lady at the bolt of cloth became preoccupied with a particular daisy.

So this was how it would be? Gracelyn set her shoulders. She would not back down from a challenge. Not when it came to her Striker.

* * *

“Went to Burns today,” Uncle Lou announced over supper.

Gracie paused in eating. “I really need to get to town, if possible.” Especially since today’s trip had proven so unfruitful. She’d narrowly managed to return to the wagon before Uncle Lou and James.

A risky business, journalism.

“I don’t know about a trip to town. Seems the influenza is all over the country. Military boys are dropping like flies, and the grippe’s spread to civilians.” He spooned mashed potatoes into his mouth, glancing around the table. His blue eyes weren’t sparkling with mirth tonight, Gracie noticed.

“How severe is it?” she asked.

“Oregon doesn’t have too many cases yet. It’s bad by your parents, Gracie. Real bad.” Uncle Lou looked at Trevor. “You’re leaving in the morning for that business deal?”

Trevor nodded.

“Wear your mask. Keep safe.”

He was leaving? A shiver of foreboding slithered down Gracie’s spine. “How long can the influenza last?”

“This one’s virulent, but I don’t know how long it lasts. I’ve never had it before.” Uncle Lou looked at Mary. “I want you to stay away from town for a while.” He paused. “Mendez has been spotted skulking around.”

Mary’s eyes lowered.

Very strange. Uncle Lou seemed proprietary, almost. As if he had feelings for Mary. But more interesting were his words. Mendez usually kidnapped very young, blonde women.

“Why would Mendez care about Mary?” Gracie shot Trevor a look. He kept eating, head down. He hadn’t spoken directly to her since he’d ordered her out of his truck the other day.

“Mendez is obsessed with her,” Uncle Lou said slowly. “Years ago, before she came here, he kidnapped her and tried taking her down to Mexico.”

Her attention shifted to Mary. “That’s horrible. However did you escape?”

“Striker saved her and brought her here,” Uncle Lou said.

“Striker,” Gracie breathed. “Oh, Mary, what is he like? The papers are wrong, aren’t they?”

Mary smiled a quiet smile. “He’s wonderful.”

“I knew it. A true hero.” Gracie sighed and propped her elbow on the table, her cheek on her hand.

“He ain’t a hero.” Trevor frowned. “Eat your food.”

Gracie flinched. His first words to her since their altercation in the truck sounded unbearably bossy.

James cackled around a mouth full of potatoes. “Don’t listen to Trevor. We all admire Striker around here, girl.”

“The point,” Uncle Lou said briskly, “is that you women keep an eye out and if you see anything suspicious, let someone know. Mendez will stop at nothing to get Mary back.”

“Why did Striker bring her here? Do you all know him? And how is it you’ve heard of Mendez being nearby?”

“Everyone knows about Striker.” Mary grabbed a biscuit and didn’t meet Gracie’s eye.

Interesting. They must know the true identity of Striker. They had to. Why else would he have brought Mary to this forsaken place? How would he have even known where to find it?

“So, the rumors are true. Striker’s in Oregon. Maybe even in Burns.” Gracie speared a broccoli stem and plopped it in her mouth, plans barreling through her mind. Hadn’t the women in the shop ignored her question? Looking almost afraid to answer for fear of repercussions?

“What do you know about Mendez?” Uncle Lou leveled his gaze at her.

Her thoughts rolled to a stop as familiar outrage swelled in her chest. “He kidnaps women and sells them. The Mann Act of 1910 was created in order to stop criminals like him from taking women across state lines for immoral purposes, but he’s changed the game because he carts them down to Mexico. And sells them to the highest bidder.” Gracie could hear her voice quivering with rage but didn’t care. “He’s a villain of the lowest order.” She cleared her throat, trying to shake the anger, trying not to remember the story Connie had told her about her cousin. The vile deeds that occurred. “I’ve heard Mendez recently escaped federal custody and is being pursued by Striker.”

“You learned all that from the papers?”

She flushed, hating her wayward tongue. “Actually, I have a few additional sources.”

“Sources?” Uncle Lou’s gaze never wavered, and she had the uneasy feeling she was being interrogated. If her parents found out she’d retained a few contacts from the Woman’s Liberator, she’d be banned from all sorts of social activities.

Even more reason to secure employment and become independent.

Trying to appear nonchalant, she poked more broccoli into her mouth.

Uncle Lou sighed. “Your sources are off, Gracie. Striker is not pursuing Mendez.”

The food lodged in her throat. Uncle Lou had to be wrong. She swallowed hard. “He will. Striker never lets his quarry get away. And I plan to interview him to prove just that. It’s time America understood he’s not a cold-blooded assassin, but a warm, honorable man.”

Uncle Lou shook his head and stood. “You be careful, Gracie. If Mendez is near, I’m starting to think you would’ve been safer in Boston.”

* * *

During the following weeks the threat of Mendez and his men roused constant dinner conversation between Uncle Lou and James. It was a fear that loomed larger than the influenza. Gracie found the topic fascinating and it was a distraction from wondering how Trevor fared on his trip.

Late one evening in the bitter beginnings of October, she sat on the porch, stewing. Uncle Lou had returned from town this morning. Never even asked her to go. It seemed that despite Uncle Lou’s curious quirks, there’d be no convincing him to traipse around Oregon in search of Striker. That plan needed revision. How could she convince him to help her? Perhaps he’d empathize with her need for independence? Her foot tapped against the porch floor.

She was beginning to suspect Uncle Lou’s trips to town were purposefully secretive.

A frigid blast of wind hit her in the face. She wrapped her arms tight against her ribs and shivered. She had to get to Burns again. Surely the entire town wouldn’t be as closemouthed as those women at the store.

The sound of hooves caught her attention. Her breath trembled as a lone horseman galloped up to the porch.

Mendez?

No, he wouldn’t come by himself. The coward.

She stood, trepidation quivering through her. Uncle Lou had sent Trevor to Kansas three weeks ago. If this was a person up to no good, only Uncle Lou was home to defend her and Mary.

As soon as the rider dismounted and began walking to the porch, Gracie recognized the long, lazy stride. Her stiffness melted as she realized how much she’d missed him, and how happy she was that he’d come back. She couldn’t have stopped herself any more than Noah could have stopped the flood. She flung herself off the porch into his surprised arms.

“Trevor!”

“Don’t gotta yell in my ear, Gracie.” His voice sounded gruff but he didn’t let go, just held on as if they never parted in stony silence.

Finally she disengaged herself, straightening her thick wool skirt as if she cared about it being wrinkled.

Uncle Lou walked onto the porch, his shoes heavy on the wood. “Trevor. We worried when we didn’t hear from you. C’mon in, tell us what’s been happening.”

Gracie followed the men, her whole body shaking. She’d hugged Trevor. How completely inappropriate. Yet she wasn’t sorry.

She hung her coat on the rack by the door and floated into the sitting room. Trevor was home. She couldn’t stop smiling. She’d known Trevor for very little time but her interest in him rivaled her obsession with Striker. In a way, he reminded her of the mysterious agent.

Perhaps it was the undercurrent of honor that dogged his every step.

She sank onto the couch opposite him. Uncle Lou sat like a king in his chair. The fire made the room bright and warm. Gracie hoped it hid the blush she was sure still stained her cheeks. Mary came in and set a tray of cookies and milk on the table between the couches.

“Business is well,” Trevor was saying. “But the influenza in Kansas is out of control. I wore a mask the entire time I was there. This epidemic is killing the country.”

Wood crackled in the fireplace. A log fell and Gracie jumped. Trevor’s features turned her way. His face was craggier, his cheekbones more pronounced, his chin covered with shadow.

She felt as if he were slicing her open with his sharp gaze. A nervous smile trembled on her lips.

“You think it’s funny? People are dying. You’ve probably never heard that word in polite conversation, have you?” His hands pushed through his thick hair before he shot off the couch and stalked out of the room.

Gracie’s heart lurched painfully in her chest. Was that what he thought of her?

“I’ll go talk to him,” Mary said.

Gracie shook her head and stood. “Let me.”

Uncle Lou looked at her kindly, for once appearing a benevolent uncle instead of an older brother. “He’s tired. Don’t take it personally.”

Gracie slipped down the hallway. She grabbed two coats from the rack before heading into the starlit chill.

Trevor stood in the front yard, looking at the sky, his back to her. For a second she was struck by the solitary figure and deeply saddened. He was alone and without God.

She went to him and gave him the coat she knew he’d forgotten. Wordlessly he took it and put it on. She wanted to slide her fingers through his but didn’t dare. They stared into the night together.

She wanted him to speak first.

“Didn’t know you could go five minutes without talking,” he said after quiet stargazing.

“I have my moments,” she answered lightly, transfixed by the display above. The night sky stretched endlessly above her, stars flung across as if at whim. She knew better.

“You stop eating while I was gone?”

She felt him watching her, probing, and knew a hot flush was spreading across her cheeks. She wasn’t sure how much weight she’d lost, wasn’t in the habit of looking in the mirror, but Mary had taken in the waists of several garments and her blouses hung looser. The weight loss hadn’t been intentional.

“Every meal,” she joked.

“You looked fine the way you were,” he said brusquely, as if she should stay overweight just to make him happy.

“It so happens that I’ve been helping Mary with chores. And because Uncle Lou carries less chocolate than to what I’m accustomed, I’ve become thinner. I don’t know why you should care. I’m the same person.” She struggled to control her emotions.

“You’ve been working?”

“I’m not a spoiled rich girl.” She hated how her voice trembled. “I care about others…I promise you I do. So I’m learning to do chores and help Mary with whatever I can. Personally, I think I would do better in Uncle Lou’s office. I saw his books and they’re a mess. I know I could straighten them. I’m excellent at math, but he won’t let me near them.”

“Lou’s books are the least of your concerns. Worry instead about Mendez and his men hiding in these hills.” He scanned the horizon, searching, and goose bumps pebbled her arms.

“Surely Striker will stop him.”

Trevor’s gaze roved over her before he looked away. “He can’t do everything, Gracie.”

“Of course not. I have complete confidence in God.”

“Good. You’ll need it. Especially with this influenza going around.” Moonlight fell against his face as he looked down at her, his eyes dark pools of mystery. His chin jerked in the direction of the house. “Let’s go sit on the porch.”

His hand reached up to rub the back of his neck as they walked. “People are dropping like flies all over the country. I’ve never seen anything like it. Some are saying this grippe is akin to the Black Plague.” They lowered themselves into the rocking chairs.

“How horrible.” Light from the windows washed over Gracie’s face. She fiddled with her skirt. “You’ve been gone a long time.”

“After I conducted business, by chance I discovered my father died. I—” He paused. “Stayed intoxicated for a week or two.”

“Oh.” Gracie looked away. As if she felt bad for him.

He didn’t know how that made him feel. Strange. Angry. He didn’t need pity.

Their rockers creaked on the wooden floorboards. Somewhere in the night an owl screeched.

“I’m sorry about your father, Trevor.”

He laughed woodenly. If she only knew. When he spoke, his voice was flat. “I hate my father. I’ve hated him since I learned to speak. He was poison, hurt anything and everyone he ever got close to.”

“Why do you seem so disturbed by his death, then?”

He turned to face her, and this time he could clearly see the depths of her irises, the line of her nose, the pity in the turn of her lips.

His chest constricted at the look on her face. When was the last time someone felt bad for him? No one did. He had a great life. Nothing to feel bad about. And yet the expression on her features moved him in some strange way. Prompted him to speak without knowing why she would care.

“My father was an evil man.” He stopped rocking. “I always hated him.” A stretch of silence as he searched for words. “He died two weeks ago. I didn’t know he was living in Kansas. He found out I was there somehow and sent for me.”

“Was it the grippe?”

“No. Just too much whiskey, too much of everything. I went to see him. He was a shriveled husk of a man lying on a dirty cot and I felt like a little boy again.”

Trevor cringed, remembering that dark room, the odor of coming death.

“I raised my voice, lost control. Somewhere deep down, I thought he might care. At the end of a life, looking back, most have regrets. But he was the same, Gracie.” Trevor wiped his palms down his face, wishing he could wipe the memories just as easy. “He laughed at me, said he wanted to say good riddance before he left for good. I didn’t stay. I got out of there fast, went back the next morning and was told he’d died the night before. I’ve hated him my entire life, and he didn’t care a fig.” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “My hate served nothing. It was useless and now that he’s gone and I have no reason left to hate, my life feels purposeless.”

“Oh, no.” She twisted toward him. “That’s not true. Mary adores you. She says you were always rescuing her from one thing or another. And Uncle Lou couldn’t run the ranch without you.” Her eyes were large, the light hitting her face and highlighting her earnestness. “Your life is not purposeless,” she continued fiercely, gripping the arms of her rocking chair. “You have meaning. God made you for a reason.”

“God again,” he scoffed.

Gracie leaned closer, as if daring him to look at her. “What if you’d never been born? Who would have watched over Mary? The stars look random at first, don’t you think? But there are patterns to be found, pictures of a larger hand at work.” She did touch him then, tenderly, on the shoulder, and the warmth of her fingers seemed to melt his scorn. “I realize I’m just a young woman who hasn’t had to deal with much unpleasantness, but I believe with all my heart that God cares for you.”

Trevor frowned and moved away from her touch. “I’ve heard religion before and it’s a bunch of hogwash.”

Gracie cocked her head.

“You don’t think that, though, do you?” he asked.

“Sacrifice borne of passion is not ‘hogwash,’ in my opinion.”

His fingers tapped against the rocking chair. Passion and sacrifice. That was a new thought. “You’ve got a strange way of looking at God.”

Gracie smiled the softest smile he’d ever seen. “His love is life to me.”

Feeling awkward, Trevor gave her a stiff nod. Wasn’t much a guy could say to a sentiment like that. He didn’t know anything about love. “Well, thanks for listening to me ramble,” he said.

“You weren’t rambling at all. You shared your thoughts and feelings with me. It’s what friends do.” She stood, tucking her hands into the folds of her coat, and inclined her head to Trevor. “I’ll see you in the morning, then?”