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Chapter 13

“You still have Mea’s handcuffs?” I asked as we headed down the sidewalk to my car.

He laughed and slung his arm over my shoulders, then looked back at my mom still standing on the front porch and gave her a wave.

“I see where you get that cute blushing from,” he said, turning back to me.

“Yeah. Luckily she’s got a strong heart.” I turned back and waved too.

“Let’s just skip the tattoo,” I said once we were in the car. “Let’s go straight to your house.”

“No way! You’ve been waiting for this for months. And this is my birthday present to you. We are not skipping it.”

“God, you’re killing me.” I pulled into the street and cast a glance at him, then sighed heavily. “Tattoo, and then I get my other present.”

“Absolutely.” He grinned.

“And tomorrow it’s just you and me. I’ve been thinking maybe we could drive to Galveston. Juliet’s dad has a little pop-up camper we could take. We could sleep on the beach.”

He was quiet for a moment, then, “Nate—”

“If you don’t want to sleep on the beach, we could get a room. I’m sure the last weekend before school starts is crazy, but I bet there are still—”

“Nate—”

“I don’t care where we stay. We can throw a couple of blankets on the ground. I just want to be with you. Alone. Just me and you.” I turned the fan up on the air conditioner. Why was it so damn hot in the car?

“Nate—”

Don’t. The muscles in my chin started to twitch before he even said the words.

“I have to leave tomorrow.”

I stared at the road ahead. A Ford F150 with a bumper sticker that read I’ll keep my guns and my religion; you keep the change slid into the lane in front of me. I pressed on the accelerator. “You said you were staying for the whole weekend.”

“I know. I wanted to. That was my plan. But the director said no. The show opens next weekend, and there’s some event tomorrow afternoon and I have to be there. He didn’t even want me to come down for one day. But I wouldn’t have missed your birthday for anything, baby.”

“Who cares what he wants.”

“I’m under contract.” In my peripheral vision I could see his legs tense, his feet braced against the floorboard. “Get off his ass, Nate. You’re gonna kill us.”

“Asshole,” I muttered and eased up on the accelerator.

Adam relaxed his legs. “Look, I’m here right now, and I promise you we’re going to make the most of it.”

I took the corner at Lake Forest way too fast and then asked, “Just how much it do we have to make the most of?”

He was quiet for a moment, then said softly, “I’m on the eight o’clock flight tomorrow morning.”

I mentally calculated the time we had left. Too little. Almost nothing at all.

“Come on, let’s get that tattoo, then we’ll ditch the family, and it’ll be just you and me.”

“I don’t want it anymore.”

“Don’t say that. We’ve been planning this for almost five months. I want to do this for you. Please let me do this for you. It won’t take too long, I promise.”

He was making a lot of promises, but the promise of time, the one thing I really wanted, he couldn’t give me.

Mea met us at the door an hour or so later wearing an animal nose strapped to her face and blowing a sparkly silver horn. “Happy Birthday, Nate!” She threw her arms out and I picked her up. Her long curly hair tickled my nose as she clung to me like a crab. “I’m a warthog!”

I smiled. “I can see that.”

I carried her into the kitchen with my unbandaged arm. I knew the second I saw Adam’s mom in a cat nose that party hats were way too cliché for this family.

“Elephant or rhiiino?” Adam said, his eyes glinting. The way he emphasized rhino, I knew the choice had already been made for me. I rolled my eyes at him, but he just laughed and strapped the horned snout to my face. He pulled an opened-mouthed shark snout over his own.

Adam’s mom grinned at me and finished lighting the candles. “Hope you haven’t had too much cake yet,” she said.

There was only one thing I wanted to put in my mouth at that moment, and it wasn’t cake. “No way,” I said with every ounce of fake cheer I could muster. “It looks great.”

“Happy Birthday, Nate,” Adam’s stepdad (in a pig nose) said, handing me a present wrapped in sparkly silver paper that matched the horn Mea was still blowing. I looked at the gift in my hands, really moved that they were doing this for me. They felt as much like my parents as my own mom, and more so than my dad. “You guys really didn’t have to do this,” I said, a little embarrassed.

“Open it,” Mea said. I perched her on the bar and peeled off the paper. “It’s a picture,” she announced before I could completely finish the job.

“Thanks a lot for ruining the surprise, brat,” Adam teased her. She pushed out her lower lip, looking a little hurt until I winked at her. Then she beamed.

I set the paper on the counter and turned over the eight and a half by eleven frame. I recognized the photo immediately. It wasn’t one I’d seen before, but I knew the image. It was a candid shot of the two of us walking on the beach in Key West. We were holding hands and looking at each other and laughing. I couldn’t remember about what.

Adam’s mom must have taken the picture. It struck me how beautiful we were together—tan, Adam in his white trunks with the black hibiscus print that I knew so well, riding low on his hips as always, me in solid black trunks. I bit down hard on my lower lip.

Beside me, Adam exchanged a look with his parents, then wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. I planted my face in his shoulder, still not believing he was here, still afraid I’d wake up and it would all be just a dream, and knowing that this time tomorrow, he’d be gone again.

“Mom’s been dying to give you that picture since we got back from Key West, but she wanted to surprise you with it for your birthday.” I sniffed and he squeezed me tighter. “I have one just like it. Every time you came over, I had to hide it in my closet. It’s by my bed in the apartment now.” He grinned into my hair.

I clung to him and eventually he had to force my arms from around him so he could look at me. “Okay?”

I nodded, not entirely trusting my voice just yet. His parents and Mea had left us alone, knowing it embarrassed me to lose it in front of them. The candles had burned down to little puddles of blue wax on the chocolate icing. Adam blew them out and led me upstairs.