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Reality

Rain is falling

I’m looking at photographs of you,

Wishing you were here

As you walk in the room, you whispered in my ear that I had this coming

You take your fingers and slide your nails under the top and bottom buttons of my shirt

I want to be with you, but not now

My behavior is unacceptable, I do

I don’t

What’s wrong with me?

It’s a miracle that you want to be with me

You become very physical as you push me to the ground

It’s clear in my head

That I’m immobilize by the thought of you, paralyze by the sight of you,

Hypnotize by the words you say

I’m just an innocent, helpless victim

I’m full of regret because I want you so much we begin kissing

We are somewhere beyond happiness and sadness

We’re just as far as eternity

It’s heaven

Your clinching your pillow in a naked sweat, and I’ve been the needle and thread

Waving figure eights in circles around your head as I enjoy the taste you leave in my mouth

I see the outline of your shadow pushing forward and arcing back then it ends

We just sit there in each others arms we watch the sunrise

Then it comes to me

It’s only a dream

It’s not reality